Journal

 2/22/2020

Here I am Albert Dutton in 2020 February. For the past few years I have been trying to improve myself without doing what I did before. I tried a new strategy for landscaping, strategies if you will. Ive learned that people keep jamming up my success. I try to swollow my blame and take ownership, since I chose them, but its not working.

Need team to succeed. Team works solo on their own issues without helping as a team and still wants me to help them. Where is my help? Where is my help without chaos. People interfere with business and create their own unfinished business and still want help. Still want to be a part of the positive entiy when they are the one who are the negative contribution.

I always say, what if I were to start acting like yall? Nothing would get done. No one would succeed.

Dont secure my time, to work on your own personal priorities, and then complain about doing it at the same time. I dont get my time back, I have to listen to these negatives. 

Dont plan with me and let the plan fall through.

Dont talk shit about others around me. Gossip.

Dont talk about crap. I want to learn and apply and get to a better place in life.

Dont tell me your issues unless you truly want help, and what are you going to do in return?

Get away from evil......

Place of living

Place of work... Bad clients. Not making accomplishment status.

People and their issues.

Debt.

People who brag about their money, but cant give a helping hand at need

People who talk shit to bring me down, when I am truly hurt.

Interfere with my creativity

People who gaslight the hell out of me

People gaslighting my intelligence.

21st centruy attitudes are weak and rude.

I do not feel connected. I do not feel as if I am a part of anybodies team. I am on a team of people where they only look out for themselves and not each other.

People misleading me into chaos. Knowing that I will do everything I can to make it happen. Still complain, and get in the way. Then still complains because they didnt get what they wanted.

When I try to tell people what Im going through. They do not pick up on it, or avoid assistence, does not offer a solution. They listen as entertainment. I'm going to stop telling people these things.

Interferes with my timing and investing options. Payments, delays, weather, other peoples circumstances.

Almost impossible to get more than 3 people on one page. Show up on time, work to the finish, you are getting this much! Do not ask for payment from me until you have delivered your end of the deal.

Do not bombard me with your personal issues and negativity. I do not listen to that type of stuff.

5 minuets or less of phone call time. People talk about possible solutions for 30 minuets without actually offering solutions.

I this, I that, I need this, I need that. If only I could do this, then I could do that. I = Failure. Where is the we in the conversation? If I dont hear we in a plan that is supposed to consist of "us" then I do not want to be a part of it. I am not here to help you. I am here to help us, as I would expect for you to be here to help us.

Destress, destress, destress

Get away from overcompensation type work, from debt, from asshole people, from time wasters, eat good food, smoke, sleep, accomplish.s

The phone is a dangerous communication device. Everytime it rings someone wants some bullshit dealt with. Is going to get in the way of time and money unless reversed on the flip side.

Crazy In Me

Sales Jobs -  Thrown to the wolves to make money

Landscaping work - Thrown to the wolves to slave and break back.. Cancer $$$ yea but Dirty slave work.

Vehicles - Liabilities, contant break down, leads me to court, to jail, DUI, money debt, criminal characteistic debt.

Friends - Are they really friends, or am I just their entertainment/ Bailout? Where is my entertainment or bail out when I need it? These friends get me in even deeper and crazier situation than most. 

Trying to meet expectation or demands. Give me a FUCKING BREAK ASSHOLES!!

Why didn't I go to work today? BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO MURDER SOMEONE TODAY.

IMA STRESSED OUT TICKING TIME BOMB. STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!

Im a nice guy but I feel like other good people dont deserve me because I do have a lot of evil and hate bottle up inside. Or am I just saying that to appear damaged? Either way I feel damaged by everyday life tasks. I dont want to enter into a good relationship and then slowly let my demons come out to ruin it. Ive been there before. Most relashionships last no longer than 3 months. I always find something that upsets me or I disapprove. I can hold it in for only so long, before I have to communicate it. I must communicate within a timly manor before the erruption becomes worse or more damaging when it finally comes out. Or am I just saying this to justify my position? When I compare the evidence, I have been appauled so much, that I ended up in jail. This resulted in failed opportunities, and validation for poor self worth. 

 I try to escape this by doing good in business, helping others, giving things away, providing advice, educating myself, focusing on good things in life, but it never works. Its almost like an excuse to cover up whats really eating me up inside. The fact that I am 31 years old almost 32 and still am in a rut when I was 19. I refuse to get  regular job, because of the time and potential income that I will lose trading time for $12 an hour. My inferiority complex keeps taking over everytime I want a good position, but then remember all the training Ive already put in to be the entrepreneur that I claim to be today. Yea a broke entrepreneur, with a wax problem, and false dreams. If I was such a great person, I would not have these problems. Then I think, if not these problems, then possiby some other nagging problems, or bigger problems, that I would be grateful to have the problems that I do have now. Either way Im still justifying this for myself. Unsure if it is real or not.

My intellegence spends a lot of time of analysing stuff. I need to make sure everything is good before I can proceed. No stress, so I can make sound, logical, quality decisions. Dont pressure me, it may lead us into the worse case senario.

I am great at accomplishing things. I am just as great at destroying things.

Positive mind accomplish. Negative mind destroy. Negative mind accomplish, positive mind destroy. Its a crazy sebbadicle.

My bus pass saves me income, but takes away time, and places me around crazy people. On the other hand, it is great when just trying to float around mindlessly, and could put me infront of crazys who need me.

We all want to feel needed. Want to feel appreciated. Not lied to through fakness to be used.

People exploiting the term win win situation for everyone. When really they want win for them, maybe win for who they are taking about it to, but someone will get burned. Whether its third party person, or the one listening. Usually the one claiming the win win, is the manipulator and knows exactly who will lose. A stupid manipulator will cause everyone to lose including themselves.

A manipulator can make it possible for everyone to win. A sound and empathetic manipulator than can allow everyone to win is classified as a leader. A great boss, a great manager, will create situations where everyone can win.

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2/23/2020 I felt bad for Marteen because he said he didnt have any money, so I brought him on a job. We didnt finish the job, and he was caught on his phone with a client for about 2 minuets. Knowing we need to get through the job, he continues to waste time by talking. He talks crap about Jeremy as well making fun of his voice and talking about his business flaws. Marteen is paid $40 on 2/21/2020 Mr. Henderson job with intention to work on Sunday to finish the job. Marteen then later through text and messenger asks if he can use the weed eater on Sunday. I tell him we need to finish Mr. Henderson job before I can focus on anything else. He brings Charlie in on his Sunday job, but asks if Charlie helps on Mr. Hendersons, can I pay him? The answer is no, I only wanted to pay Marteen and Jeremy gas and trade off for this job to be completed by them an their efforts. Says Charlie can haul my piles. I dont need my piles hauled. Marteen then says that he will pay it back by giving me a higher rental fee if he can use the weed eater. Continues to say that he needs to get these jobs done so he can pay his bills, and understand were all struggling, trying to make it a win win for everyone. The next day 2/22/2020, Marteen continues to call and text asking about the weed eater. I answered phone one time around 11 am that morning, and wasted about 34 minuets, plotting out the plan that I knew was not going to be very beneficial for me. Especially when I needed his help on a job that I already paid him on. Then he fills up his sunday so he's not available? Doens't sound very win win, and I was looking out for his financial situation. I'll think twice next time.

Same job, but working with Jeremy, who is new to the team. He is also a landscaper and actually is doing quite well. He has a truck and trailer and tools, so he is in business to do his own jobs for clients. Jeremy took me to a job before and picked me up, and we did a trade off for about an hour of work on his jobs. So my job, he was going to help and trade off again for some trimming on one of his jobs. While on Mr. Henderson job, Jeremy gets a phone from one of his clients. They need cynder blocks hauled. Jeremy leaves my job, to go do his job. Now it's only me and Marteen. I'm shoveling out the weeds in the rocks, while they were expected to do light hula ho work and raking. All in the easy pebble rocked area. So not only am I doing the toughest part of the job, but my help is not being as helpful as expected. Jeremey comes back after dark and needed help with the direction to the sight. Basically had to provide him with my clients address just so he can come back and pick us up. Now I'm stuck doing the job alone, having to find my way out there, already paid Marteen, on the hook to help Jeremy on his job, and have the check collected not cashed, but the job is not done. Then people wonder why I don't answer my phone.

Had a client who wanted some gravel spread in his front yard. After calculating the amount needed last year in November, we finally get the job in February. He claimed there was a family death. Okay no hard feelings. The week had rain in the forcast for Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. Monday afternoon would be the start of the precipitation. The client, lets call him Edward, tries to get me out there that morning to remove weeds and spread gravel before the rain hits. I tell him, that there is rain in the forecast and that it would be better to postpone for Wednesday. I could do the weeds on Tuesday since the rain was a slim chance, and have the gravel delivered on Wednesday. Tuesday came and I was not able to get the work done, but had a plan to send a labor worker out there to remove the weeds and spread the gravel. The guy showed up to do the work, and immediately Edward was on my case. Who is this guy? I really wish it were you. I tell him that I have to do other work, but wanted to get his gravel spread for him so it's not sitting in his yard. The laborer leaves a few times and the client is observant of the departure. He texts me again. I tell him that he went to get his rake. At this point I'm already finding red flags. I take an Uber out there to the job site, and meet with the laborer. He has most of the weeds removed but there are all mixed in with rocks. I do a thorough rake job and remove all weeds to where the landscaing is back in order. All at the same time, transmission fluid is pouring from this guys car, and leaving a stain in the road. Guy asks if he can leave, that he's tired, and has been working all day. I say sure, but can you leave the tools? I wanted to put in some work also to make the best of my time. He leaves the tools, and I decide to spread most of the 10 tons of gravel. The sun goes down, and I leave to be picked up. I ask the laborer to return the next morning and just spread the rest of the gravel, there is not much left. He gets out there the next day, late of course, he was late the day prior to that also. He gets to doing some work and about an hour later calls me back. He starts by saying "Can I talk to you real quick" in a condecending tonality. I can already tell this is not going to be good. He says that he is not trusting the situation. That he doesn't feel comfortable with everything that's happened with this job. I ask him what is there to not trust. He says stuff like, I never introduced myself, he hasnt been paid anything yet and it's day two. I tell him to get the job done, take a picture, I will got collect from the client, and pay him out $200 for his efforts. I meet with my client at his place of business, in which I had to Uber there as well. This is twice I had to pay $20 just to get this job done. I collect $250 from my client and meet my laborer to pay him. This has taken up my whole afternoon and has cost me so much money and headache. I only net profited about $6. Which is all good, at least I profited, but damn what a fucking hassel. Edward makes sure that the weeds in his backyard will be complete as well under the same price of $250 for the whole job. So lets break this down. If I were to charge $50 per yard that's $100. Then 10 tons x $15 for the reamaining $150. I was expecting $300-$400 for this job. I typically charge $30 per ton. So $400 should have been the number with the weeds included. I was shorted $150 from my busienss rates, ripped off by laborer because he did a good job at first then turned sour, and am still on the hook. That will tap into that $6 net profit, so might as well call it a loss. The client has manipulated me in this situation. He claimed that he could have had a kid do the work for much cheaper, and that a lot of people came to him to do the work, but he saved it for me. Probably because he knows, its hard work, and I am good at what I do. Some kid or joe smo would wreck his yard just like my laborer did, but hey I did it for the client and the work wasnt that bad. He found fault in every little detail he could find. As the repsonsible person that I am, I will fix the yard, but at this point Im thinking about just saying fuck it and focus on the people who actually care about my work, and my business making money. Not being the ones who cause stress, and throw that monkey wrench in my mix. If I do fix the work, the client is getting dropped like a sac of potatoes. I don't need that shit, and neither does the future of my success. Lesson noted and learned.

4/7/2020 Update. Still havent done this guys fucking yard. I text him saying I would and got presented with rain and delay. So what ever. Also I remember reading a news press release that my friend Roxy died in a car accident on Tuesday. I  was already so upset with the day, because I cuoldnt find a rake or hula ho at walmart, llowes, or another hardware store, so I gave up and decide to outsoure to someone else the next day. Have them do the weeds and the rock.  The day that I had predicted the rain the forcast and recommended postponing the job. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. I remember this vividly. Monday afternoon around 5 pm it came. Tuesday wasnt as bad until around 3p.m. when we was in the accident along with her two sisters. They also passed away. I am so sad. It wasnt until 3/27/2020 that I checked her facebook to see that she died. I was devestated. Although I remember reading it on 2/11/2020 on the bus ride home from Edwards job that Tuesday, when I couldn't find tools to purchase. I didn't want to acknowlege it at the time, and literally erased it from my memory. Too have it come back to me 45 days later. Rest In Peace Babe.

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My apartment complex has me on the hook for a whole bunch of late fees. In fact, they are happy as hell when I fall in this category. I have paid late fees before without complaint, but this time is ridiculous. It used to be the 4th of the month was the grace period, now it's the 2nd according to the lease that I digitally signed under pressure. That's right, under pressure. I was told that if I did not make a decision then I would not be able to lock in my price of $630. Prior to that, I was paying $700 with utilities included. As I thought I was grandfathered in, it turns out that electricity was not included with $630 price, and that it would be billed seperately. I renewed my lease in October for 14 months in order to take advantage of the $630 price. I figured my rent is going down, because Im not getting a new remodeled floor like the other apartments that have been newly renovated. So October rent comes and I fall into the late category. It was so late that it almost went into eviction. Somewhere around the 17th is when it got paid. I paid over $900 in October with $215 being late fees all paid to the apartment. Then November came creeping around the corner. I didnt get Rent paid again until around the 17th or 19th that month. This included the $400 Dog deposit that they said must be paid in full or they would not accept my rent. So here I am still not being charged electricity, but am being charged late fees, and this time an eviction fee with attorneys, and cancellation of the eviction, if rent is paid in full. This is about $225 in additional fees that I paid, but was still apparently unpaid because there was $115 left towards the principle. Wait what, it's still not paid yet? How many fees are there? I find myself having to get a client to prepay for the whole year of landscaping maintenance just so I can pay these outrageous fees. I get them paid and everything is all good, eviction is cancelled and dog deposit is paid. Now we have the month of December rent. I get that paid at $630, the expected rent no electricity bill. I am grandfathered in. I figure this is my proof and I can expect to pay this for the rest of my lease term. January I do the same and pay $630. A staff agent, tells me that there is dog rent of $20 and that it will be $650. Not to worry about the $20 now, just add it on next time. So next time in February, I am expecting to pay $670. $650 rent with dog rent, and $20 dog rent from January. So February approches and I decide to make sure it's going to be $670. Come to find out it's $707.80. Wait what, where it the price increase come from? Apparently the apartments are now charging all tenants starting February. I signed my lease back in October. I did notice that Utilities are NOT included on a paper seperate from the lease. Okay, so now I am on the hook for electricity. Thank you for clearning up that endless string of confusion. At this point I am waiting for payments in order to make this amount. I am waiting for $250 through Venmo, $180 through ZELLE, and was able to get a prepayment on one of my assignments of $500. $100 of the five did not clear until Monday the 3rd. This is enough to get the rent paid, but I am now in the late category and still short of the $75 late defaut on now day 2, instead of 4 and $10 a day after that. Eviction comes on day 10 which is about $300 additional dollars. I asked the office if they can just wait the couple of days, but there is nothing they can do. They tell me to call cooperate. I call cooperate, they dont return my calls, so I keep calling. Finally someone named Angela answers. I explain to her my situation, and she contacts the apartment office staff. Keep in mind that cooperate is in Texas and we are in Arizona. Angela says that she will call me back, after she talks with the staff here in Arizona. When she calls back she talks to me about the late fees, and says there is nothing she can do because I am always late on my bills. I tell her that I always pay the late fees though and thats the reason why I am late. I need a chance to catch up. She says there is nothing I can do and continues to read me the amount that I owe, which is somewhere around the rate of $843.80 and it's somewhere around the 7th of February. I tell her that this shit makes me want to blow my brains out and I hang up. Next thing I know, I'm talking to a Sheriff for a welfare check. I explain to the Sheriff that I was stating that out of context and was not literally going to do it. That I do not own a gun. I'm sure the Sheriff told the office staff my side of the story, but again no sympathy. Now I'm feeling like no one is on my side. I tried to borrow the money, I tried to make more sales, I even tried to sell some of my valuables and tools. With the rate climbing so much on a daily basis, I cant even afford to eat. It's going to Civil court now, and I really don't give a fuck. The place I call home has been my biggest stressor. The misrepresetation, the extortion, the uncertainty. It's not because I couldn't get funds, it's because this game that I have entered decides what it wants, and when it wants it, no reasoning. The digital contract, that was signed under duress of time and value was not as appears. Even when I see 12 month term, I was certain that I signed a 14 month term. When I try to see my version of the contract, the link is expired. There is no way for me to compare notes. I can only question what I read, or what I thought I read. I feel gaslighted, and misguieded. All the while controlled by a digital piece of paper. It has interfered with my positivity, ability to work, ability to be stress free. It adds to anxiety, depression, ptsd, etc. My neighbors are breaking out in rashes and having a hard time breathing due to chemicals in the building or something. Nothing has happened to me, but I can just imagine what is here that I don't notice, or wont notice for a while. I know that there were bed bugs here in my apartment back in August - September 2019. The exterminator came out three times to spray. I told him that there were also Cocaroches, but he did not want to address that matter. Like it was my issue, not his. The cocarocehs are still here and have been all fall and winter. I have not address this to the office, because they would just make it my fault and most likely bill me for it. I had to throw away my bed, my chair, clothes, and blankets. I now sleep in a recliner because that's all I can afford with the late fees that I pay most months. I feel like it's one big cause and affect. Also false advertisement when they claim this place to be a gated community. The back exit gate has been open for months now. People pull into it from highway 77 as an enterance when it's really an exit. My dog ran out the house on February 16th and out that open back gate and was not found until February 18th in the neighborhood across the street. I wouldn't have found her if it wasnt for an elderly couple finding her and calling me on Next Door to return her. What a scare. If only this gated community was acctually secured, that most likly would not have happened. That is my final straw. I cannot pay a community that neglects the security of their community. Furthermore one that advertises it, and one that would mislead me into so much confusion, all for their own monitery gain. This will be the last time I live in an apartment complex. 

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2/25/2020

Anyone who jams up, hates, wastes time, financially irresponsible not working with and blocking. They cannot get me.

Not paying out until there is a fair exchange.

Need payment ahead of time to fund jobs.

Need to escape landscaping jobs unless lined up with logic

Find guys for self not for others unless others are paying for the service. This would be over compensating.

Too much nastiness. People telling me crap stories and info, people arguing and hating on positivity, making it seem like its my fault. Showing off shit on pants like its okay. Sick. Disgusting. Laurie ewwww. She has drug me through the mud also. With ther narc attitude and manipulation. Many many red flags. Why the hell am I still friends with her?

Plan to lose time and days with money and equipment when working with Marteen.

Too many extra tasks falling in front of priority.

Let idiots go and wish them the best.

Social Intemperence. Needs to stop. Its unhealthy. Things are not that bad.

Get away from the gloom. My apartment is gloom, certain relationships, wrong choice of food and drinks. Get a good night rest, get more money, get a car or truck, get a trailer, work alone or with one good person maybe two good people.

Leave behind life.

Get evicted.

Tools, dog, computer, phones, microphone, few clothes, sell tvs, store table, store books, store hitch and parts, other tools store. 

Pay off all debt. Live rent free somewhere. Trade off. 

Energy drinks, alchohol, drugs, intemperence, 

keep smoking weed.

Start positive daily habits.

Meet new positive people.

Its not about who you know but what you know. Edit 4/7/2020 And a little bit who you know.

Clean shoes, and socks

clean clothes, nicely groomed.

Get people curious. Kind of already doing that but too comfortable and look like a bum.

Start writing and typing more. Expression is key to the heart. Communicate your thoughts to your heart and you will be at peace.

Learning to understand myself more and more everyday.

Been doing the same daily routine for 10 years.

Always focused on business and money making. What else is there for me out there??

Social cherades has got the best of me.

I hate (dislike) When people make everything about themselves.

Lose track of time, but keep track of time. If that makes sense. Don't watch the clock, but make sure things get done in a timely manner.

Integrate good habits while putting in time and effort.

Travel to expand the mind and feel better. (Bring dog)

Play sports, teach sports.

Magnified focus. Try not to do to much activity at once. Could be a form of overcompensating.

Remember who you were as a kid, and form back to those adverturous thoughts, before responsibility got in the way.

3/23/2020

Back at it with Marteen and his bullshit again. I have tried to help him with his situations and there is always push back. Either something falls through, or its my fault. Utilizes me irrationally could be risk. His plan for risk is to not get caught. But what if you are caught, then what do you do? Just dont get caught. That is one of the most irrational answers that a person could have. Told him about Bigotry and to stop calling me Jiggaboo. I had told him on the 17th that I am tired of being the but end of the joke. Heard that on a podcast as well Dropping Bombs that you need to get away from those people and win and regain confidence don't be butt of jokes. This led me to do some research on jokes in the workplace and learned that it is toxic. It can really take  a toll on someones mental health. Makes the workplace uncomfortable, and ultimatly is competition. It's a way to break someone down over time. Marteens response to that was you need to stop listening to those white people on pod casts and what ever your reading. Excuse me but that is the Bigtry that Im talking about and it's also what is educating me. How is someone going to hate on education? Well, the uneducated. So now I must realize that although Marteen is a good person, he is not capable of understanding what I have just discovered. He does not know the strategies that I am capable of completing work without him. Even if my tools are in his possession. I am not that big of an asshole to take them back and leave him wounded more than he already is. I could, but I'm not. I would rather build a whole new army that kicks ass in the work field, without him. With him to still fall back on when the time comes. Turn my back, I will not.  He did state that he does not work for me, so I will bring that up at times when my company boost employees. He does not work for me. Okay. I have heard this mentioned twice. He works for himself, which is cool, but I am the one who EMPOWERED him to be in that postions, when he was out trying to apply for jobs. I showed him how to post on CL and do this whole game. Do I need credit? No. In fact I want to EMPOWER more people, and that is my credit. The credit I'm sure will come with the activity.

He did not complete trailer park, threw a bunch of his jobs in the way, did not bring me on any

He took photos of trailer park and used in his marketing, which is alright, but finish the whole job.

Driving no license.

Got hitch for him time waste invested, told him ahead of time Im not trying to invest in a plan thats going to fall through.

Wanted to use my license on a trailer rental that he was going to pull with no license.

I personally have a lot of counter defense mechanisms to keep me safe from other people and their bullshit.

Hes adding wear and tear on my tools and Im not getting shit for it. They could have been good in storage and used on only my jobs. He did buy a truck but the wear in tear in minimal and expected from a vehicle. I did pay gas and fair wage so he could get parts and never got. Not my fault. I invest in hulahos to see how many jobs I can do before breaks. This has interfered with my research statistics on this matter. Now I have to start over with a new hula ho. No way to keep track of actuall wear and tear once I empowered Marteen with my tools.

Saturday gravel job I had to work with Jack. Marteen excuse no babysitter, 2 man job when I said I would babysit. I ended up working with Jack and doing most of the work while Jack kept leaving the sight. I think he left twice, and was like I got to get to the hospital my grandma is there.

3/25/2020

What a day it has been so far. Shifting the focus off of Marteen hes trying his best. The day was good so far, until I was dropped off alone on a job site, and then pulled my back muscle. I went home early to hear the roomates fighting. What do you expect from Meth heads. Then I discover that the chair I use is now outback being sat on by someone else. Okay, well it isnt exactly my chair, but man did I want to sit down. I just ended up resting on the matress. The roomate returns the chair. Next thing I notice that is off, is my giftcards are scrambled. There were three total. Two for eegees and one for subway. Well the subway one is now gone, and I know I didnt use it. This is the first stolen item that I noticed so far. I dont have much over here. I am not going to make a big deal about it, but this means Im not living here past March 31st or possibly April 3rd. I will now have to take my stuff back to storage and keep my dog somewhere else. Oh well. Bought myself 15 days for $120. This is how I have to climb the ladder to a better place. Edit 4/7/2020 Well the dumb tweaker bitch wanted to return some items I left before telling me its too dangerous for me to stay there. Yea for them, not me. Asshole ass tweakers. Lucky I didn't start some real shit with yall. She ended up keeping my rig, 5 new white tagless shirts, my dab stick, my puma shoes, and my gray blanket. She made it seem like someone stole her car so therefore my stuff was also stolen.

3/26/2020

Hello folks and thank you for reviewing my thoughts. Today we shift the focus back on Marteen. As I sit in his trailer, I can't help but realize that people get themselves into situations of setback. I know he was trying but had been for warned. His answer to not what happens when you are caught  is, to not get caught. Well he got caught. Today speeding with a Co worker who actually apologized to him for not pointing out the cop. Come to find out Marteen had to take a dump. His reasoning for speeding. I even told him that his irrational decisions are getting in the way of success. He became defensive, as most people would when you are saying You are this you are that. Some people are so irrational that you will never get through to them. They will have to experience many lessons of setback and failure before realizing that playing bad cards does not always get you great results.

I am not trying to belittle this guy either. In fact all I am doing in analyzing so that I can do better myself. I personally, have been through my share of setback and failure and I dont expect that to cease anytime soon. However, I can increase my number of successes. One of my issues was having the bar to my goals set to high. It was impossible to hit the results I wanted, therefore constantly failing and letting myself down. As soon as I started getting small wins, I started leveling up to bigger plays and in turn greater wins. As I face my trials and tribulations, I can analyze where I need to make improvements.

I want other people to win also. This is why I created the empowerment by A.D. Landscaping Pro. It paints a huge smile on my face to see other people create wealth for themselves and by utilizing the same formula that I used with a touch of my own modern day spice to the mix. Also, when people are empowered through the system, they can work from my angle, or I can work from their angle. Meaning, that when I bring jobs in they become my labor. When they bring jobs in, I become their labor. It makes for a great universal system where everyone wins.

I have also learned of other ways to control the industry, but I mainy focus on the service and customer service end of the work. Such ways, are to control the tools, and materials that go into getting the jobs complete. Also the advertisement, to the whole flood of clients calling your number instead of any other landscaper advertising. This method can be applied to most any business.

I remeber when I started studying psychology. I did this so that I can protect myself from the evil that presents itself in this world. From the people to the situtions that face us on a daily basis. I started understading that Intellegent people will analyze something so much that they miss their chance to act on it and succeed. This go against decision and leads into procrasination. Wait a minuet. I am doing that. Need to change. I changed immediatly and started seeing these signs in other people. Same with a failure leading to depression, and how to get out of the rut. These are common occurances that face us as humans on a daily basis. I started understanding that a lot in life is all based on patterns and repeat history. Things that have been done before are still being done today. What actions do you take? What actions do I take? My ambition to create a world where I can decide, today I am going to market this product or service, and attempt to pull in a gross goal of $30k today. This is a realistic goal. Anyone stating otherwise does not possess a mindset capable of reaching such numbers.

2020 this is my year. I have been wanting to do alot of things, and I realize that time is ticking. I will be in my 40s sooner than later and then older and older. At a certain point I am going to be too old and weak to do things in life that young people can only do. This saddens me, but at the same time I will have a great life to reflect back on. I can see the youth grow old and pass down some of my pointers, before I pass on. Then what? Well I dont really know at that point. I keep thinking about how we as humans are atoms of energy just floating around. I think about how the energy is applied in movement. The brain being its personal figure but the mind being the action of the brain. Or even a second brain that is non tangible. Maybe I am watching too many youtube videos on reddit topics, or am I growing as an individual? All I know, is that this next episode is going to be amazing.

Speaking of success, I almost had myself a drink of alchohol. This has been an ongoing battle for me, but it's not as much of a battle as it is with other people that I have seen. After deep thought, I believe that my choice to drink alchohol comes fro social acceptance. I want to fit in with "the cool kids". I have come to realize that I am already cool just being who I am. The more introverted that I am, the more people try to pull their way in. There have been times, where alone, I will drink a 6 pack of beer. This leads to a euphoric state of mind, followed up by irritation the next day. For about 3 days my body revives from the intake of alchhol then I am my normal self. I think it also takes a toll on the brain. Causing it to die out and make the most irrational decisions. The reason for wanting alc was because a buddy of mine had mentioned it having some tall cans downtown since work let him go only after 45 min. Which brings me to my next piece.

NEVER WORK FOR YOUR SCUM BAG 9-5 DAY SLAVE CAMP AGAIN.

(Joke I have these scary masks. This one is the grim sleeper, this one is the clown called chaos, this is Jason Scissior Lips, and this mask here.. well.. is the Corona mask. AHHHHHHHHHH (Whole crowd breaks in horror)

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3/28/2020

Yesterday I reached out to individuals and even made placement with them and helped them earn income. However there were some flaws on the second job. Derek performed well on the first one I paid him $60 of $150. The second one we agreed on $40, but could tell he would not get much done as he complained about the detailed weeding portion. I left him for about an hour and he only got a small area taken care of. I quickly filled and finished the job. Who knows what he was planning with it. Try to get more out of me, or try to stretch it into the next day so that he could finish up and be a part of tomorrow to. I dont want to hear excuses about being out of shape or old. These are some of the simplest yards that I am putting this guy on, and all because I pulled my back. This is what injurys do for a person. So we wrap up the job and my buddy Marteens Jeep gets a flat tire, and we have no spare. So out of $250 grossed and derek made $100 that day, I was left with $150 the cost of teh first job. Then $50 for the tow truck. Now I am at $100 earned. Same amount as Derek. After buying Dominos I earned $80 still, but there were also other costs as well. Probably about $20 . So in reality I made $60. What a headache, and I still have to let people down on my schedule. 

Today no luck with getting the tire fixed. I should of had it dropped off at a tire place. What was I thinking. Either way, its my buddies truck, and its already costing me under the first 100 miles. All is well though, I will have to utilize one of my more powerful systems and really get this done.

I need to break down a quick plan and analysis of whats going on.

13 tasks on the schedule with more to come.

Need place to live with Dog and chill people. Already been taken for $120 by tweaker, plus subway card, plus uber ride said would pay half never did, So total of like $150 cost, plus the fast food that I had to order by living there.

Marteen truck flat tire, no insurance, not registered to me, already showing signs of liability. Must Ditch, Dessert, and Delete. 

Marteen in jail needs $1000 to be free.

Email Laura Durkin invoice, need Fellows check been a few over a week already, email st phillips estimate, email barry kalpin estimate.

Flier strategy is working great. 

Seeds strategy is working great

4/1/2020

Yesterday marteen finally was released from Jail because of Covid 19. Lucky him. I am no longer needed to watch his house or son, but would never had to do it if he would just play his cards right. So he is out and continues to lie. To his client saying a family member was sick. Oh god. Customer was concerned it was Covid 19. Then proceeds to schedule for the next day. I dont think he will be able to get it done today, because of his car tire situation. We spent yesterday trying to get the cross bar that would fix the lugnuts. This took place of my estimate and $90 for Warren job.  Just reminds me that Stupid people will cause a loss for themselves and someone as well. Thats what is happening here. Marteen did get one of Warrens maintenances out of the way which did make me $90 but this is only 50% deleivery. I get like 35% from other days.

Each time I get set back it ruins me more. So I had to outsource to other people. Even fell back into the strategy of working with Jack. He leads by force, I never make any money. Not cool.

I am looking for a new team and can only let him use my tools for so long. I may help drive but cannot let it ruin my work.

New month new start. Need to get everything incompete completed.

Covid19 slowing work production down. But will get to everyone. Need mask and gloves so clients down trip and can see that we are taking responsible precaution.

Last week pulled my back and I am late on calling my list.

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4/5/2020

Its been a few days due to recouperation from drinking too much on Wednesday. Here it is Sunday and I am bearly catching up on sleep, and feeling normal again. I keep telling myself to not drink but I do it anyway. Making excuses like celebrating accomplishments, or having one for a passed away friend. It's really not the solution. Sure it makes me feel good at the moment, but the next day is always the worse. I'm basicaly setting myself up for irriation. Same with energy drinks. I am setting my set up for anxiety. So I really need to stop doing these activities. 

Ahh it feels good to type again. Although I really should be writing this down. It is said that hand writing pen to paper makes the thought process flow better. I enjoy typing though. Also writing in cursive. So, I will choose to do both when ever I feel like it, or when computer or paper and pen presents itself. In the past, I have wrote out notes on a spiral notebook. However, I ended up tranfering them to typed up notes and placing them on the Internet anyway. So now I have a rough draft and a final draft of my notes. This is kind of like what they teach us in English class when story writing.

Tomorrow is Monday, and I will view it as a fresh start of the day. Marteen wrap up Desert Foothills and started Snyder job. There will be some pay out tomorrow. I really should help them get caught up, but I am already supplying the tools and doing enough for him there. B Rock started talking crap about Marteen pulling in a 900 dollar job, and not being very supportive of his friend. I dont blame him though, we all see Marteen going right back down the same path. Lying and driving with no license. Why do I even let this slide? I guess its empathy, I've been there before. 

At the same time I am building a team around my other jobs. I am just looking for reliable people who can successfuly complete jobs for me without hassel. I will be providing job opportunity and clients get their yards cleaned. Its a win win for everyone. Only when certain people dont deliver on there end is where things get stopped. If workers lag, management stops presenting jobs, and clients dont pay enough or dont pay at all. We have all been on both sides of that coin Im sure, so can exercise empathy there as well. Its all good though. As long as we are in good faith and continue to try to do great for each other, there should be no problem. When people obviously are not trying, is when its time to re strategies and get rid of them, or let them get rid of themselves.

What I mean is that I have risk with my tools at Marteens. If he loses the tools, I lose also. But I have the ability to not be so stingy with my assets and share. Trying to get the win win win roll going. If Marteen shifts his focus towards his jobs only his clients and hims wins, and I lose. Not even an asset percentage fee. This is where I would want to take my tools back. Either way, when the time comes, I will present a big job on my end. Probably when he tries to do one of his jobs. I will jam him up, and take my tools back so that I can work my job and make it an all day one or even two day. I will make it hard for him to get them back. He is a good guy though, but he pulls that me me me shit and that is where I have to start getting tricky. Not fair? I think fair plus balance, and balance is one of my abilities.

So how to start making some new money outside of landsaping? I am always money conscience and people say that I don't look happy. Its probably because of the bad situation that I am in, but I will get out of it. I really dont need people telling me what I am. I know who I am and what I want. I want a big house, a nice car, and a hot girl who will believe in me everyday and tell me to win win win . I will plug in all ideas, earn, save, and grow my income. I will stay away from as many weak minded, time wasting people as I can, but still try to empower them with stratagies and abilites. I need to try not to empower them too strong. Or if I do then break away and be happy to have trained them. I will do this by Summer time. I will have one hundred thousand dollars by summer time this year 2020. With that money I can afford to get into a comfortable living situation, but I do not want people knowing where I live. I am going extreme intovert mode. I want to stay clear headed and get enough rest when reaching for these goals. I also want to do management from a far, and while work is being done, just enjoy myself by watching a movie or playing a game. While people are getting their share of the pie, I will enjoy myself. I will give up ego, and putting myself in the scene. I can sell the job to other landscaping teams as well, as a form of empowerment. Just have them pay me first like 350 for a 500 job. they make less than me, and I still get a fat check. Well not to fat. Anyway. I will read this to myself each day and type out more similar plans to follow. These are my architech plans. I will check in with myself a few times each week to make sure that I am still on track and not being misled into other ventures or forms of time waste. Thank you.

4/6/2020

Just kind of floated around once again. Not trying to hang with people and they still end up finding me. Laurie did make me and Rashad breakfast but it was waffles. Not complaining, but she made herself eggs and bacon with no bread and said shes on the Keto Diet. Wow, what a way to one up us. At first I thought she was only going to make Rashad breakfast, and leave me hanging, which is fine Im used to it. But she made me a plate, so it was all good. Then I kick my scab and it starts bleeding so I put the paper towel she gave me for breakfast to it, and it stopped bleeding. Then she tried to order me not to sit on her couch and to stay in the chair. That I would get blood on her couch. My foot would most likly be stretched out, so I don't think so but what ever. I just tell her I think Im gonna get going and thanked her for breakfast. Then this guy in her apartment complex is yelling at his girl and is pissed off. He say I'm not talking to you to his girl, then says the same thing to me. I just tell him to chill out bro and have a good day. I proceed walking just thinking, like why do people have to act like this. I mean I get it, life gets tough, but you don't have to project it onto someone else to try to bring them down. Just like I pointed out to Laurie that Reese was trying to down me by saying I love those v8s because that is what I always buy. He said his grandmother would give them to him. Like grandma would force it on him. I said gotta love our grandmothers, and he agreed. I could tell he was trying to belittle me because Laurie was trying to hate on my hair and I was like yea it's awesome isn't it? Straight confindene nobody is going to bring me down. Nobody will be little be without being called out on it. I will not be the butt of peoples jokes. I will not fight someone who is instigating it. FUCK THESE ASSHOLES AND THERE BASIC ASS MINDSETS. SUPER WEAK. And Im not saying that trying to make myself look strong. I seriously hate the way these people make me feel because of their behavior. IDK maybe I am going crazy. I mean I have been sleeping on the streets for some 20 some days. Some nights on the streets, some in my storage unit.

I am trying to fight the caffeine addiction. It really shouldnt be to hard, it's just cafeene. I may be a little dull, but I will just get deeper into my writing or drawing. Creativity is such a great value to have. The ability to create what ever you can think of, or have infinite thought is one of my abilities that I have. The ability to just know that I am great and can be doing massive action if I just put it into play. I always thing that I am smart, just create the plan and get it done. Figure it out. You have the abilitiy to get what needs to be done, done. I feel like when people mislead me into nothing, I get upset. I tend to steer away from these people. I dont want them to fail me over and over again. Some people can only deleiver like half the time. It is very sad. They get in the way of my ability to get stuff done. Then it sends me on an anger path, that I carry with me all day long. Sometimes for months to years I carry this anger, and it really gets in the way of my success. This leads to depression, but then I get out of that shell and back into the cycle. What a way to live. Is there medication for this? Do I even need medication? Probably not. I self medicate do THC and Caffeine but even that is not enough for me to get by nowdays. I would rather fall into stories of fiction, or set out on missions, and accomplish goals. It is hard to adventure though, when my finger is wrapped around my business. The business that I created. I have created ways to get through this business and still adventure. Either way, I realize that life is short, and there is so much that I want to do. Right now I am taking everything day by day. Some projects, slowed the ball down, especially with this Covid-19 crap. Even that Im like what is that? It's the only way I can seperate myself from the masses. I do want to talk to a therapist, but I dont want a medical record that may prevent me from working in a police department in the near future.  I was permenantly disqualified from Tucson Police but there still is the Sheriffs Depertment and other city police departments that may hire me on. I just have to keep trying. The process is long and I know that I would need to stable financially and have good behavior as a citizen. This means not being in the court systems. Damn this life has set me up for so many roadblocks and failure that has caused anxiety in my life. Today is not over. Lets see what else the day brings me. 

Made contact with a $700 client and he went somewhere else cause he couldnt get a hold of me. We were also held up on Desert Foothills job. Syder job presented itself and held us back. Its part of the new developing system. I just read that rag will not get you riches. I am really thinking about digging my suit out of this storage unit and really getting out there and making some income. Also discovered that the men that just talk about it and dont do it are obsereved by other men who dont believe in what they are saying to them. Don't get caught up in that mindset. Be a doer like a letter to Garcia. Just do it, don't question. This is easily identified in many men. Also the fact that there is always vision in half. If there is a fire there must be danger. If someone yells they must need help. I think this is true, but should be broken down more. There is a dumpster, there must be trash. True, but also a place to monitize yard debris if dumped there, or a place to find food if behind a McDonalds. These are just my current thoughts but if you break it down like that you can see so much more in the picture frame. If there are people, they must be looking for work. They may also be looking for comfort, or just someone to emphasize with. Break the picture down into microframe

Losing the job for $700 wasnt as big of a deal as I thought it would be. That guy was an asshole anyway. I could tell. Most people with lawns in their backyard in the desert are. He had two broken sprinkler heads, weeds all over the place. Complained about snakes and grandkids endanger. Also he didnt answer his door right away, and did what I call too much communication through text. He kept talking about how he was leaving but will be back at a certain time. Okay man. I was going to do it the same day and ended up having to cut his estimate into the next day. I dont like doing this. I like to handle my business right away so we can be done with it and more on. I feel like that interfered with the channels. But I am not a weak man, so I am not going to let this loss aversion make me mad. I am going to leverage it and get more. Wrapping up trailer park, and will probably give him a deal next time around for Corona bullshit ass Virus. Plus my behavior collecting the check and not delevering a quality service. There was another job in Vail which is also risky for us to go to based on distance but I can always outsource to a team that is in the area. With Corona going around, everybody wants work. I am not trying to cycle through employees but may beable to use this small recession to my advantage. The vail job, if lost, was $500. So thats a $1200 loss in one day. I guess I can say I have a company that has lost that much in one day. I could have gained from it to, but what is going on. I have resisted myself due to circumstance. Programmed subconscience bullshit that is in my way, that I need to push through but may possibly be weak in this area. Or am I enjoying it and just embracing my spirituality? Did I gain somewhere else, and there fore lost my home, or was I not able to cooperate with the system. The universal system that is designed for a loss to happen. Someone elses gain, my loss? Or did I somehow gain, and that was my loss? I personally am somewhat confused by what is going on. I dont want to go back to paying rent. I need something more.

New family, new house, new car, new career, new money making op, new ways to make people happy, new style, new words, new habits, new abilities, new strategies, new people, new relaxing techniques, new choices of food, new music, new poetry, new ways of making people happy.

In search for myself I know that I can create it. The visualization of being able to accomplish anything that I can think of. The visual of sobriety. Of being happy and feeling good, and getting it done. The visualzation of being in a huge house with my dog, and living the same life I have. I mean my life is fairly relaxed. I have been surviving for 11 years without having to punch in the clock. Many people dont know how to survive like that. They think that in order to have an apartment, that they must trade time for money, and never have room for growth. That is what I feel is sad about man kind. That some people are just so fucking stooooopid. Stupid. Excuse my french, but am I lying? Helllll No.

Late night strategy.

Need food, wax, weed, shower,

4/7/2020

So today I decided not to get angry about anything. Getting ready for this new start, new chapter, new life. I was walking and thinking about what it is that I am exactly looking for. Maybe its a new career, new family, new kids, new car, new feelings, etc. I mean Im not letting myself go as who I am. I am still that caring person who loves to make music and create stuff and help other people out, but I want to become an even greater person. I have been visualizing this for a few weeks now, and I am ready to get it. 

I have been visualizing that I am a man who gets stuff done, but moves in silence. No longer am I trying to be the center of attention and get credit (Just money) or a pat on the back. My happieness is when I see success through my own superiority and inferiority. That to me, is more than money. It should be that way for any mankind. Don't just receive in life, and think what's in it for me. I pay if forward, and give give give without expecting anything in return. 

So with my new plan I may form income by steering tenants from the Agave apartments with a craigslist ad to any new apartment referal programs that I can get on my marketing list. A.D. Marketing Pros. This is what we do.

Also to get my debt erased. I will make screwyouagaveapartmentstucson.blogpspot.com and really lay out the compaints on there through my intense writing skills.

Not that I am doing it out of revenge or spite. I am way past that. Right now I am doing it to build my new empire. My new strategies that hopfully can help other people avoid the same mistakes I have made in the past.

Can also tap in DUI Charges people recently received. Help them through the process for a small fee.

It's time to really start making some income. Even with my landscaping jobs, its getting hot so I will outsource. Or if I work them, I am going swimming that same day. Either way I will have strong management skills the whole way, or do it myself. I will only seek into men who can successfully take a letter to Garcia. Men who do not put other tasks before what needs to be done. Men who don't drown themselves in liquor or drugs. Men who don't make excuses to avoid doing something. I will also not hold all man down for their lack of intelegence. I personally have lacked intelligence and that is where I was able to grow my learning. The universe is a place of balance. Seek into the peace, and let the universe balance out the rest of it.

I also want to start an new episode of Wondom Psych. This one will be where he puts himself into a self induced coma for 30 days and wakes up to the Corona Virus Pandemic. People wearing masks and gloves and restaurants being closed down. Weird behavior in humans that has Wondom confused. He asks someone and they say you havent heard? Wondom starts learning what this virus is, and is now wondering why people are abusing the mask. Is it because they are sick, that they are wearing the mask? Or preventing getting sick? Why are they touching that mask so many times and making it dirty? Why is that person wearing one glove and still touching an item with the hand that is not wearing a glove? Wouldnt they be exposed right there? Why is that lady with the mask and gloves hanging out with someone not wearing the mask and gloves, not keeping a 6 foot distance, and complaining to others to stay back? There are the humans protecting themselves and others not. Some in fear, some not in fear. So many points of view also. Its like politics or religion. I would rather pretend to not know whats going on, which inspired the Wondom PSYCH Episode Coma to Corona (not the beer). 

So to wrap this up I want to talk about Marteen again. He is currently put on trailer park and arleen job and to wrap up the snyder job. I will not put him on anything else. He is still displaying bullshit. Paid him the $$$ and he said he could get wax and then do trailer park. Couldnt get wax so gave money back, but I told him I would rather have production done then wax. He tried to say I thought you wanted the wax first. People always throwing shit back in my face. Especially Marteen. Nooooooo. He was with his girlfriend Jackie, so most likly he wont get shit done today. 

4/8/2020

So last night I drank 9 shots of fire ball on an empty stomach, and was not an average citizen. The morning felt like alchohol poisioning. This will be the last time I drink. I  want to focus on health and hitting my goals. I really need to stop with the intemperence. I wrote some stuff on facebook that got family worried and probably upset. Not cool on my part. Alc destroys people and send me into a phycosis. All is good now, but I really need to get my mind together. It was because I couldn't find wax. Should stop doing that as well and drinking e drinks. I saw this one guy for the second time on the bus with a  pack of natrual ice. He wears a knife on his hip and reads books. What a life to live. Some other guy comes on the bus and trys to sell a lighter or fifty cents. The man declines, and the peddler states hes trying to get 40 oz. He was already drinking a gallon of water. I was thinking, that he was better off just sticking with what he was already drinking, but hey it America. Dude pointed out to the guy with natural ice, I like your soda? Dude was like wtf, it's beer. I was thinking what a dick move it was for that guy to say I like your soda. Its almost like hey everybody look at this guys soda, or beer. Like a snitch or tattle tale. Lol, gotta love the bus. Then for me to go drinking 9 shots that night and acting a fool, is very hypocritical. That is why I need to look out for myself, no more drinking.

4/9/2020 

Dissolved with Marteen this morning. Cannot stand doing that kind of stuff. Arguing, having stuff thrown back in my face. I told him twice that I am not trying to argue. He said he didnt want to have to track me down, and that I stunk, and that he wants to be sure hell be paid like he cuoldnt trust me. Said he didnt' finish the trailer park because I didn't tell him to. I thought he would already know. It's his money to collect. Get done on your time. Why should I have to remind him? Too much hold up, irrational decisions. I went to get my tools within 15 minuets with Jakes truck and he wasn't even there. Just one more chance to road block me. This is the behavior that I need to get away from. Now I have to get Gregg job done, but it will be the start of a new quality relationship.

So I tried the team thing with this guy Russ and Kelli seen they responded twice through CL. Girl called and wanted to know what add they responded  to. I told them that it was a gravel spreadng job and another one for yard clean ups. Was gonna split $200 for $100 to them and I have more work. They were saying that they cant find work anywhere because of Covid-19. The work was there for them. I think they cant find work because they are greedy, strong arm people. Gregg even said that he doesnt want that guy on his property. Had to reschedule for Sat and evidently I will have to be on the sight.

Marteen will probably never give back the tools. I want to get them but it seems like such a hassel to get them. He is a failure period. No saving these people. Need to part and work on self and get to higher ground. The fact that I want to help everyone else has held me back from helping myself.

Offers smoke. Makes menta note not offered to them. Person makes mental note that person making mental note of them. Person makes mental note of them making mental note and other person making mental note about them. Lol. Mindset.

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4/11/2020

Yesterday I didnt really do much but hang out at Marteens and plan the day for today. We did make up for the bullshit and will continue rocking solid until something else gets in our way of success. Lol. At least at this point I can laugh about it. I think a lot of my anger comes from drinking alchohol but it does help me cope with the bullshits of life. Whitney came on Greggs job today with us. I told her that I would pay her five dollar and forgot. We didnt have sharp chain no money for new chain, chain saw with rage, rain, had to postpone another job, and huge pile accumulated from Gregg job. For the most part still a great day. I had to run back to the storage unit and rushed it to make it there before 10 p.m. I did make it, after running in sandles on a route that I normally ride the bus on. I stopped at circle K for snacks and water, that way I was prepared. I had also remembered that I depreived myself of water all night and then never actually got water all day after I was supposed to somewhere around breakfast. Instead I ended up drinking 3 rockstars, and almost getting beer. If it wasnt for having to rush back to the unit I would have got beer. What a crazy life Im living. This is why I am writing this down, so I can see what I am actually doing on paper. So when I get to the storage unit at about 955 realize that there is a jeep on its way in. Dreading the worse, I think Its security and that I just might get caught here. Then I realize that it's the people that I saw the following day after I drank the 9 shots of fireball the other day. It was the morning of the 8th so about 4 days ago when I walked into the storage unit and saw that they had an extention cord rigged out of their unit. I was too fucked up to care, and I am sure they heard me puking my brains out. Either way I was relieved that it was them, and not security. But by this time, they might be thinking is this guy living in his unit, and I am thinking the same about them. However, they could just be moving their goods, but after hours? No way. My excuse is that I am here working on my writing, in which I am. Also on another note. My homegirl Michelle that I want to fuck deeply also has a storage unit here, and she asked me if I ever stayed in mine. That she was thinking about staying in hers tonight. She told me that she ended up getting a room instead, which I think sounds like some drug and prostitute shit, but who am I to judge? Here I am in my unit actually enjoying this lifestyle. As long as I keep working this can be my living/working/healing/meditating/resting/Quarantining place. 

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4/12/2020 Today is Easter Sunday and I made sure that prepared in my own way. I rolled up 10 reggie js and planned to eat and smoke all day. When I set out to enjoy the sceneray at the wall where I met my homegirl Roxy at, my other friend Brian Live J Garcia rolls up drinking a clamato. I thought he got off work early again, but I guess he had been renting a motel at the Flamingo for the past 2 days. I had made a connection from the previous day on Saturday when Michelle called me and wanted to know if I had been staying in my storage unit. She also has a unit here and was thinking about doing it her self as well. I told her that I would hit her up later and maybe we can hang out. So that night I ended up messaging her on facebook and she said that she ended up getting a room. Cool. I told her that maybe we can get a place together. She said that would be kool and did spell cool with a K. Lol. I did past through my mind that maybe she got a room with Live J Garcia because they did meet on the bus before, and Garcia did say that he got her number. Awesome, she never hangs out or puts out so I am not jealous. I am not trying to get it. Go for it homie. When he told me he had a room the next day at the wall, I immediatly knew it was with Michelle and that my thought was actually the truth. Still no hard feelings, but damn and I good at connecting dots. He never mentioned that he was there with Michelle. Probably because he would think that I am stepping on his toes. Little did he know that I already knew, and was holding that info back to see if he would actual reveal. Michelle does meth and has been to rehab for it. I suspect that she is back to her old ways and has drug Live J Garcia into the mix. He told me this easter sunday that he didnt feel like his normal self, even after he had been drinking a beer or two. This also raised suspicion that she had introduced him to some hits of meth most likly and he did it to fit in with her type of mindset. Further more, he ended up going half on the room on Friday and paying for the whole thing the next day. Also regretting that thinking that he needs to save money and cut back on drink and smoke when really he should start earning more income and not spending it on stupid shit. Most likly the regret of not getting pussy also. So many let downs for a hard working man who just wants to get some from a girl. She as a manipulator.

Further confirm that he was doing meth with her because he was saying stuff like Donald Trump owes him a golden AK 47, send him to fight for the country, but is a convicted felon. He was waving around an American flag that he found by the Salavation Army donation center. This made me feel like this guy is partiotic, and loves his country, but at the same time is a native american. He was saying that he is loyal to his country, loyal to california, loyal to prison life and fucking someone up, hates sex offenders, ETC. To much machoism. Made excessive eye contact. Many many signs of meth. He also got all wild about corona virus and kept saying that he had the corona virus and got rid of it. Very delusional behavior. He even tried to get me to get  a beer for him with his card. I told him I cant and that it would interfere with the free soda I always get for just being me. He asked me to get him a free soda. I told him that it only works for one. I denied him telling me what to do, because I dont do shit for people, I am a boss. Maybe I am getting a little delusional now. Lol.

After leaving the scene I go back to my storage unit and prepare to head down to my parents place so I can watch my dog that they are watching for me, and they can head out and shop. Then my friend asks me to be a designated driver for him and drive his truck to his house. No problem. I go to these two stops before heading to a mexican restaurant to get some food. Doors are all locked and only drive through is open because of Covid 19. Great more road blocks. By this time I have only eaten convenience store food and energy drinks. Not the healthy day I planned for.

I head up the street a couple of blocks to catch the bus home. While waiting for the bus I see two youngsters walking with excessive energy from across the road. One of them is throwing gang signs as they head in the direction of the bus stop. I noticed dude was standing very close to this other guy who was looking to catch the bus patiently. Then we are making eye contact from across the bus bench. He walks over to me and asks me what I'm staring at. I tell him nothing and he continues to state that he is trying to take a piss. Sure you are. I get uptight and stand up to get ready to walk towards circle k, I check for the bus and still not coming. Now I see guy walking across the parking lot but Im already upset and I am now following this guy like what the fuck. He grabs a river rock and comes at me. Hold it right there. You don't want to do that. Then he throws the rock at me and hits a van. Now these mexicans in the van are mad at him and chasing him to fuck him up. I hope they got his ass, cause he almost smashed me with a huge rock.

4/23/2020 

So I met a hottie on April 14th but we are finally talking more through text. I found out that she is a model and has a magazine that she is featured in. Very impressive. This different from the drug attic floozies that I am used to meeting. She is a keeper, but possible craziness. She is well off but I dont care about her money. Just her to like me.

Marteen is working on his rent still, working jobs, but I have had to rely on other sources just to get through the schedule. Even when his jobs are delayed, I still manage to complete tasks, even if its one a day. Thank god for the contingency plan. 

Just gonna keep this short, but I keep meeting people, but I need to help them as I help myself. Superiority Complex.

4/25/2020

Time to fix these problems so that I can advance. Tired of doing the same rut, caught in the same traps, same people, same acts. Looking for new individuals and give them a chance. The road to success has many directions. A lot of things can be aquired through creativity, and by just asking. Most people want to help. Just dont want to help if they dont see that your priorities are straight. It may cause more harm in the long run. 

I need to be careful who I help. Look into the lie, the irrational decisions, the feelings felt. Is it really worth the superiority? People develop on a daily basis, but some do it very slowly. 

Priorities, intemperance. Trying to ruin something good for someone. Their jealous reaction, or opinion. Stay away from these people. 

Seek out pretty woman and rich people. Surround yourself with these people and will get it fast.

A.D. Affiliates

Cutco

Landscaping still working but not with certain people.

Clean up, look good, carry self well. Secured. Stop explaining to people.

Preserve energy, exercise. 

Fast tight car. Ferrari. Get one. People will want to know how I got it. Just work hard and escape the hate, intemperance and negative minds.

Architech plans, Put them to play, sell them, also a play.

Get rich by your birthday.

Test peoples assistance. Will people help, or brag and complain?

5/3/2020 

Finally get to update my life. I was escorted off of the Life storage property by Sheriffs on April 26th I guess I thought that the cameras would not see me. I was upset due to lack of rockstar, tweeker wasted 6 minuets of time arguing with bus driver, hence making me late for the 16. Had to walk. Laurie did not reply because she was trying to find a home for some dog that she paid a tweaker to still from some homeless lady. Needless to say the lady was not taking much care of the dog, but damn. I'm observing all kinds of problems. Marteen on his Coolidge job for like 5 days. Waste of time, gas, and resources. He only paid me $100 of $200 but guess it was supposed to be to finish the job. Yea right, not the way he's managing it. I'm losing time and money else where. Marteen very agrumentative, and idiot. Must drop. I took the tools back yesterday because I cant do it no more. Moving forward. This guy is part of my mayhem and need him out of my life. Want to be friends cool, but no more business. Dont even really want to be friends. Manager Joel Sherman at life storage saw my unit partially open and when he opened it he saw me standing with blankets on the ground, and immediately said I was sleepin in the unit. Then I told him I was warned the other day. He said 3 strikes your out. Then renigged on whaat he said. Said that he didn''t know that I was escorted off the property and that I would have to move out. Probably beause I told him that I dont want a warning that Ill just move out like youre loosing my business asshole. Either way I was I was lit of Whiskey and that is problem also. Always fucks with me. No matter what. No drinking it leads to disaster. I was also caught at the model home when I retured to get my headphones. Was drinking fireball that night. Very dangerous for criminal record. Could get caught and lose vivint position. Also lost wax and nectar colltor at model home again when I heard workers unloading stuff 4 am Saturday. I bolted but wasn't seen and lost my wax and collector. Thank god I retracked my steps and found it. Seen some crazy shit also that same night. I guess some guys brother was banging his girlfriend. This drunk dude is breaking house windows with river rocks, then shines his flashlight on me. Oh hell nooo. I'm out. Start running to my destination which is a house for sale on Rollercoaster road. I checked it out and was tired so passed out out front but cars kept on distracting me. I also heard two coyotes which I was like damn they may have attacked me just sleeping there. I am warm blooded and maybe the would mistake me for a dog or cat. Then I decide to get out of there and see two people riding bikes talking loud WTF it's like 1130 p.m. what are you doing out riding bikes. Then to top it all off some white suv with RIP FLC on the license plate keeps going up and down the road. I am thinking are they intimidating me? I duck in a residence about the 4th time they pass. Then I'm trying to get off that road and to my destination. Parinoia level is high up there. Then I realize, maybe they are just enjoying roller coaster road. Either way, this street life has me seeing and doing some crazy crazy shit.

8/11/2020 

It' been a little more than 3 months since I have updated this compter entry diary of thoughts that has helped me coped with all of the bullshit that I encounter on a daily basis. I like to type, and I like to write. Especially when I am just letting out everything that is on my mind. Everything that is on my chest. Ahhh yes, it's great releif to write it out and then either read over it or have one of those Internet robots read it back to me. More ease to the mind as I have my own writen thoughts, read back to me like it's a bed time story. This is a great way for me to evaluate some of the garbage that I get drug through on a daily basis. Like oh yeah, I remember when that happended, and I am glad that I am past that point. How wonderful it is to just exxpress through writing for hours and let go of all the animosity that follows me around everywhere I go. Although I am avoiding taking responsiblility that I create the animosity it is what it is. It's like saying I don't find trouble, trouble finds me. Same sentence difference statement. It's like some people claim to have bad luck all the time. I think it's more of them making poor choices. These past 3 months since I have last updated, I have still continued to write. I write down in a composite note book. Physicaly writing in cursive. It's amazing how many people don't know how to write or read cursive. I believe it's a style of the ancient times. Plus an additional skill set. Kind of shows  a persons intelligence level. Anyway, I would write my thoughts out, rap songs, cartoons, skits, etc. Basically anything you can write, falls under the catagory of writing. Even grafitti. So what else has been going on with me? Since March 9th to August 1st 2020 I spent 145 days on the streets. Last time was 90 days. This is my second tour, but I am not in the military. The adventures, the encounters, the lessons, and the people I have experienced has been one of kind. This is a first person view, that nobody else can see but me. This is something that I was pushed into, but embraced it with open arms. Live on the streets. Like that really means much to me. It does not scare me. I do not have fear of this. I think I would have more fear having a family that I have build over the years, and then they turn their back on me. Taking everything I created anyway. What is a great way to protect creation? Don't weaken it up, or allow it to become vulnerable to worldy bullshit. I can say that I survived 145 days on the streets during Pandemic. Other people are collectiong unemployment and spending more time with their families. Others are still working because they are essential workers. I still work because I am an essential worker. However, it has been difficult to conduct the work because it's like society has become even more bitch then they were before. More lazy, and quick to snap on someone. Why? Anxiety? Stress? Uncertainity? We are in a free country, but being told how to live our lives. If we don't have a mask, we cannot enter a store. Stand up for your rights and protest? Can't even stand your ground because it is against CDC safety guidelines, and the guidelines of peoples newly programmed mind. Did you know that China is actually collecting data on you and entering it into a data base? They know what you are thinking, how fast your heart is beating, and where you are located. I'm not going to go to far into detail on it, but it is dangerous. Literally, a chinese soldier can put lethal poision in a dragon fly and run it into your heart to explode on you, all from their vehicle. Remotely destroy you, while they are miles away in their command center. The future is definently something to be worried about. We are either going to become enslaved or extinct. Forget about ever going back to the old ways. So while this is all going on, I am living on the streets just trying to get through life. I did get a stimulus check for $1200 and a SBA loan for $1000. But with the money, I ended up paying for hotel, gym membership, new cellphone twice because I lost one of them within 14 days. I have a work strategy where I use a Uhaul pick up truck to get some of my landscaping jobs done. However, the money has not returned yet and it's been since May. I limited services in July and they have the nerve to request August schedule. No. Seriously. Where is my payment for May and June? This is the type of disruption that causes chaos within the business. Yes, even a small amount is the biggest amount in the eyes of production.  I'm already upset with the workers and all their bullshit, now I have to be upset at the clients. Now I'm questioning myself, like why do I even do this business? With that type of negative reinforcement, it's a shocker that I have held on this long. I could get a job somewhere else where I could be a part of a team and utilize my intraperneurship to boost their business. Then I think about the time involved and think I could just build my own team and grow a business form myself and surrounding folks. Why the fuck should I help this cooperation who could care less about me. The only job that I could actually really do with a rewarding feeling is work for a police station. This is why I have applied for Pima Community College Police Department. I want to be able to work 4 days 10  hours and still have 3 days to rock the business world. I have been full time freelance entreprenuer since 2009, maybe it's time for a break. 

There are a lot of people that I have broke free of as well. A lot of dumb ass, time wasting, illogical, narcasisitic, attention seeking individuals. This has created gap, where more idiots can flood in, but I can easily identify them. People who are all talk, and no action. Intruders, and goons. The way they speak gives themselves away. They talk about violence openly like it's okay. What a sad sorry soul. Success will never come your way dwelling in those kinds of thoughts. I have seen people come crawling back, and I am now not available. People texting me all shady from random numbers, still wanting opportunity, still wanting to hang out, trying to get a dollar out of me. No. Fuck that. Get the fuck away from me you sorry ass loser ass muthafuckers. You had your chance and burned your bridge. I am trained to think you are a punk ass bitch now, and there is no going back on it. Either way, I don't give a fuck about those people anymore. Not even there sob stories. I know they will fail themselves, and can spare my time of hearing their victim story. Oh yeah, and the stories are always exaggerated.

I'm still going to do what I need to do that is important. People can come with me, but you better be the right people. You better now show me anything that will cause concern. Don't lie, don't cheat, don't steal. Don't piss me off, and make me irritated. Accomplilsh goals, and keep moving forward. Do not waste time. I dont waste time, unless I plan to waste time. When I plan to waste time, it's so I can rest and get caught up on other tasks. Evidently not being a pure waste of time. I have many ideas and I want to get them flowing. There are ideas that I am stuck on and need to get the ball rolling. I feel like this also contributes to my chaos of anxiety. Like I just want to get it done and move on to the next. I want to get like 100 tasks done at once, but fall apart because I am not focused on one. I push myself and do all the time. Then here comes the roadblocks, the interferene, and the disrupters. Pretty much all the same word. It throws a positive mindset off of their game. My game. Then have to re seek into ways to cope with this shit. 

When I hate myself, it's usually because I planned for something and did not get it done. Why did I not get it done? Most likely some other jack ass influenced me to stear from my goal. Damn, and this is what life calls socializing. I would rather not socialize. At all. Unless we are discussing something like business where money can be made or ideas can be swapped.

9/1/2020

Here's the deal. I am not going to tolerate the same behavior that has been dragging me down for years. There are too many setbacks and set back people that I dont want to blame but have to blame for the bullshit results that I get. I mean what the fuck is some of this shit that I have to witness? I supply work for people who need it, and the time wasting bargains start popping up. Whether it's because it's too hot, not trained for conditions, or just the fact that they are straight up lazy. Most of the time, it is because they need to get to something else instead of putting in the most of their time. It's a priority thing. These are the people that I choose but they are not quality. They are the people that surround me. I know that I could put them aside and find others, but I believe in improvement. The only way that improvement can happen, is if the individual is willing to take that chance. 

Enough of the bickering about work. Some quality moves that I have made are getting a truck through an investor who happens to be my landlord as well. I have also been able to get other jobs complete by utilizing my landlord as transportation and assistant. I have found that he burns out very fast and has to sit in the car while I complete the remainder of the job. The best way to fix this is to have him stay in the car until he is needed. That way if he is going to burn out, its going to be on the few tasks that he is needed for. I am a pro at my job, and can do alot of the work alone, even though I shouldn't. Here I go talking about work again. It's really hard for me to escape that mindset. I have also figured out that people who have regular jobs, do not look forward to work. They prefer to waste time, where as an entreprenuer as myself prefers work time, in order to grow my business. This is putting my time to the best of it's ability. Balance is required, as well. This is so that I do not burn out. I must keep a healthy balance of my energy. This also means planning for down time, and alone time. Alone time is a must. I keep a very open mind when it comes to situations. Always seeking into the good. Bad just brings out inner demons. There is so much that I want to do to help people, but people keep showing me that they are not worthy. Having to go over their work, watching them sleep, cutting out of work early, requesting water breaks, and not being prepared with their own water supply. Not wearing proper PPE at work. Again, here I am talking about work. Lets focus on some down time.

It's been since July 20th 2020 since I had a drink of alcohol. I was very sick the next day and that is what inspired me not to go down that path. I feel much better, and a lot more clear headed. Prior entries may display me talking about intemperence. It's really a downfall. I like to explore life. Go to places that I have never explored before. Gain items that I worked hard for and gained through goal setting. Showing others how they can do the same. Keeping the flow of education going through out the world, and my life. I want to expand into and individual who has quality beliefs. One who will not tolerate the behavior of a poverty lifestyle. I will keep my focus on keeping a positive mindset and constantly hitting my goals that I set. I constantly witness other people making poor decisions, and I will not follow in those same footsteps. Time is running out, and I have to get to the dreams soon. I have kind of been living a lie, and I think that is what drives me crazy sometimes. It's time to get rich as fuck and live in a big as house and just feel satisfied. This is truly the dream. 

My capabilities run deep. When other people are paying for nude pictures of females who require attention, I am hacking their phone and aquiring the pictures on my own. Saving myself $60. This is kind of like an inside job, and I was able to pull it off. My intelligence versus someone elses average predictable behavior. Amazing. These same people I showed how to make the same moves I make, and they moved on me. It's all good. Big fish eats little fish, and I have more experience. I am the King and nobody can take that from me. I do what the hell I want to on a daily basis. I have quality morals, and am a quality human being to be around. I am not a violont, ridiculous individual. I am of high intelligence and my intelect goes oh so far. I am someone who has a poetic, and creative vibe, and can calm the mood and mind. I can flow words onto paper or pad and inspire the minds of many. This is why I exist. This is the reason for my existance. My soul connects with so many other souls. My dreams guide me thorugh worlds of new lands. Its really a great sight to see. I love my dreams. My sleeping dreams and my dreams while I am awake. The nature of books, and the creation of everything that is happening in this world. Everything. Its such a crazy thing to zone into.

This household is kind of a shit hole. I do not want to shower here anymore. Thank god that the gym opened again. I will shower there tomorrow. Also get a work out in, but I need some running slash gym shoes. I also need a hair cut and a motor cycle. Keep running the business strong, and not letting emotions get in the way. Aware that energy drinks have to end. There is no way that I should be drinking that much sugar and garbage every single day of the week.

Healthy eating. We need to kill the mice, and get a new stove. Also need to get a grill and set up the tent. Keep working on the goals that I check off on my notebook. This is a great way to sort out thoughts. Also the things to do list on my phone. This is another great way to sort out thoughts. Along with this entry. It's such a great world. I continue to listen to relaxing music that helps me sleep and meditate in the morning. This also helps me drowned out the t.v. sound that my roomate plays early in the morning. Not trying to be woken up by that. Great counter defensive mechanisms. I am also starting to explore adult swim cartoons. Parinoia Agent along with a few others. Going to get new tires in the morning, and then finish the church regardless if Omar helps or not. 2.5 hours in already, but we could have done more. There was still 1.5 hours left of light, and I ended up paying $30 in badder from Steady and waiting longer than needed. 30 minuets was an hour, 15 minuets was a half hour. Almost 2 hours later I'm driving 20 miles home to the east side. Great thanks for wasting time and money. Everything costs. All good though. I have to learn to be patient, and not get so worked up. I cannot go on through out my entire life feeling like this. This is why I like doing pushups and running. Although my foot is swollen from a corn. 

There needs to be new order and structure within my  business. I am going to obtain Real Estate Licence. Keep doing service work with the truck. Keep the truck maintained. Emissions, get basic maintenance everytime a job is done. Also get boots. Also need a vest. Also need more lights. Fix break lights on the truck. Put subs in the truck, and get an amp. Have someone skilled install. Subbing at work will boost motivation. Used to do this all the time, until a crackhead broke into my truck and stole my amp. What a piece of shit. I think the guy worked with me. Not only did I give him work and money, but he stole from me. Shitty aparment cameras showed his figure but was not too detail, so I cannot be too sure. What a shit situation, really killed motivation. Thank god I can go in the opposite direction now. Should I get an office job? Call center job? Cable intall job? Redbull delivery job? Police Department job? The world is mine. I like my entrepreneur job though. So much freedom and control. This makes me so narcatistic, but I don't give a fuck. I control things great. Great leadership skills until the finish line. Put caps on truck, check oil, check transmission fluid, spark plugs supposed to be high tech quality. Just pull them off and clean. I need to get quality smell on my clothes as well. Have the boots now. Need to replace new york hat as well. That hat was sweet and drunkeness made me lose it. Past relatives have lost as big as a farm due to drunkeness. Poor decision making due to alcohol. Use the sun to wake up, instead of caffine. The carbonated water has been helping. I like to just be chill, and make moves. I like to sort out thoughts on paper. I enjoy working things out with people. I present ideas as quality value. People should pick up on my value, but they fail to. Sometimes they use me. Usage gets in the way of priorities. This cannot happen. Best of my abilities can be performed while alone. Dont need other people all the time. Get a blender and make healthy drinks. Been drinking tomato juice. How long can I go without taking a hit of weed? Will I take pills? Will I go crazy? Will I be mean to people? Will I get more done? Will I feel better? I can always go back to weed when ever. It doesn't have to be an everyday thing.

9/2/2020

Get tires $140 new or should I get used. $60 for two sometimes they are $35 each.

Get a shower

Get the church done

Invoice Pay Allen Half for rent and truck total for truck is now at $1400

Get food 

Get Smoke

Get cord for microphone days are going by and content is overlaying

We will rid energy drinks. Enjoy life for what it is. Wake up with sunshine. Chrissy showed me how to do it.

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9/3/2020

Today I was able to get tires. I should have done it on Monday but I did not have all the money. Tuesday I was able to get money, but it was later in the day. When I showed up at 11 am I was told that they had to order one tire because another one was sold to someone else. I figured that was going to happen, but not a big deal. I decided to outsource the job to Omar Velasquez for $250. This way it can be done and I can focus on other jobs. I did rake some piles and noticed that someone from the church hauled the piles from the front. I hope this does not interfere with payment. Otherwise, I am going to have to go to another job in order to pay that one off. Everything should be okay though. I am going to focus on major improvement. Not going to tolerate bullshit that people bring to the table. I am going to get stuff done and not procratinate. I am going to earn income and keep it saved. It's not easy to make the money that I make sometimes. It is, but it isn't. I can't be spending it on bullshit. It needs to get invested right back into the business, so that more money can be earned. I also need to take advantage of some of the other opportunities that I am plugged into. Cutco, Vivint, David Allen Capital, Light Speed Virtual Training, and so much more. I have the links saved on a notepad on my iPhone. Being organized is the way that I roll, although I feel as if I could be a lot more organized. I mean I overdrafted again on my business account, and I know it couldve been prevented. Luckily they refuned the charge by reversing the transaction. Another topic on my mind, is finding a quality girl that I can bring into my world. I have had girlfriends before, but they taught me all the wrong lessons. Or maybe the right lessons, as in how to avoid that type of behavior. Either way, it was not good for me, and actually sent me into a mindset of despising others. That is not the way that I want to carry myself. It leads to hate, and sometimes crime. I have been in the court system, but no more. I was trying my hardest to avoid eviction, but it pushed me into the right direction. I could have been responsible and push myself though the payments, but why give someone satisfaction, when they are treating you like crap? I am not about that. They would not work with me, and made it seem like I was a bad person. Not going to happen in my world. Might I remind you, that I am the king. What ever I say goes. Now on another note, I will follow direction, but you better be leading me down the right path. I have many assets that I need to work it with. This is why they are established. Alot of them are just sitting and collecting dust. Not going to happen in my world. By the way I need to sell security. I have the urge to get out there and talk about crime with people. Seeing how I want to go down a law enforcement path. That is going to be a hard choice though, because I love my freedom lifestyle. I can do what ever the hell I want, when I want. If I had a regular job, I would be limited. Right now, I have the ability to just up and go to another city or state. I can expand my landscaping busienss any where in the nation. I don't have to limit myself to just Tucson, or even Arizona. But then if I have a regular job, it provides stability. The alarm clock would be my enemy though. So this is why I stick with the landscaping or marketing, even though it can be hectic at times. I can push through through, I am tough like that. I have been facinated by cars and trucks lateley. Even motorcycles. I started a form called Vehicle connection in hopes to help people, buy, sell, or rent a vehicle. The form is organized in a style that represents my business. A way to capture leads, and manipulate the money so that I can make deals on behalf of other peoples wants and needs. This is a great way of pulling in some extra lute. I am all about multiple streams of income, so that's perfect to add to the list. Lets talk about working from home for a second. Talking about working from home, not only creates a mastermind through the brain, but it gets me off as if I were jacking off. It just feels so great. Ha ha.

So working from home is like relaxing in the comfort of your home and earning income. The only commute you have is from the bed, to the living room office. Or where ever your office is set up. It gives you the freedom to set your own hours. You can work at night, and place ads to be viewed early in the morining. Outbound calls during the day, or service work during the day. You have control of your time, and how you want to spend it. You can earn intrinsic income and gain more money than time could ever bring you. Now you can kick back and do nothing, and just spend money. This is some of the luxury that working from home can bring to you.

Here is a very detailed architech plan on my next 5 moves in life. First is going to be establishing the landscaping route so that it is making money for me, and not me working in the business making money for me. The business must make money for me, along with other people. Unless I decide to do a job on my own. So now I am going to invest money into tools and advertisement that way I can get work. Also gain more jobs, by utilizing the software that I have to design contracts. I am also going to start marketing for other small businesses, that way they can get more clients and start expanding their services as well. I have a perfect marketing formula that can boost a business in the right direction. I'm talking establishing a website, and getting traffic to that website. This is not it though. There are other strategies that I want to put into effect. One of the strategies is the wholesale strategy. I will get a motivated seller to give me a purchase agreement contract with a signature, that I will assign to a buyer or investor. I just need to make sure that the perliminary hub is there in place, so that I get paid. I will also take a 3 week real estate course at hogan and get my Arizona real estate license. Sell some houses and earn some income there as well. I am thinking about, but might not do is apply at a car dealership. I want to be able to drive cars and just get paid to transport bad ass cars. This could put me behind the wheel of a BMW or Mercedes. Oh how nice that would be. I can do alot with a truck now also. To start I can move items, I can haul metal, I can do landscaping, I can pull a trailer.  I can do service work of any kind such as painting, dry wall, housecleaning, and much more. I just have to make sure to keep up on the maintenance, and make sure that everything is legal. Stay safe while driving. I want to get new tires for the back as well. That will probably be another $150 but I can swing it. As long as I stay calm and away from energy drinks and alchohol, I will succeed in a lot. Lets get it done. I still need to get a Tesla by utilizing someone elses high credit score and down payment. Then we rent the vehicle out to pay monthy payment, and split the profit, or drive the car ourselves as our own luxury. This is another great strategy. There are tons of ways to earn income out there in the world. Like fighting for the policy holder insurance for the highest amount when it comes to filing a claim. The adjuster works for the insurance company, you can work for the policy holder. Just take a percentage of the total amount that you receive. Bingo, easy money. Just go find a bunch of people who have insurance claims and need to fight for more than what they are bargaining for. 

Let's boil things down to a bumper sticker. The agenda is not very hard to follow. The agenda gets discussed, but does get changed at times. The agenda is nothing personal, but is a must to get done. The agenda is a list of tasks that must be complete within a timely manner. Realizing that sometimes the agenda will get bumped up a notch, I focus on the why did it get bumped up a notch? Was in relation to something that was important to completing the agendas tasks, or was it some personal agenda, that in turn is a disrupter in any positive completion towards success. Like for example, someone wants to come out and play sports with the team, but once out on the court all of a sudden needs to leave. Can only put in 3 hours practice instead of the full 5 or 8 hours. 

Okay I have had it. It's 1 in the morning and annoyed to the fullest. I cant sleep because there are mice constantly running around. The second night my dog has been here and she has helped me find the second mouse hole in the wall. There are two mice in this room. I have already killed two mice in the kitchen where the other hole is. This is bullshit. If I'm going to pay for this room, there should be no mice. There should be a working stove. There should be a better shower. Cleaner environment period. I'm trying to do a wax dab and my torch is not lighting. Also everytime I step out of the room, someone has to ask me some stupid ass shit. Everytime. Like just let me fucking walk by in silence. I am not trying to program my self to not want to walk past these people. Some good has came out of this, but I do not like things that annoy me. 

No tolerance list

People wanting to work then blocking the work. I am forced to make another play.

People not responding to important communication.

Must be punctual. Do not take lunch off of my plate.

Illogical conversation.

Not putting in the work and being lazy.

Mice running around my room with obvious signs of holes in the walls.

Not using phone to generate marketing income

Whitney lazy drugged ass

Rage and his binge drinking

Laurie is still distant and not as communicative

Omar keep blocking blessing and infultrating on my opportunity. Bike, chuch dipped out early and slept all day the next day. WTF. I outsourced to Ben on 9/2/2020 work to be done 9/3/2020

Allen has me on the hook for payment but has been helpful. Not going to do tolerate dirtiness or insiquivity.

People asking me agenda or questions randomly. Take a number and get in line.

Past life patterns that I am fully aware of keep creeping up on me. Causes misplacement in life and anxiety.

People ask me something, don't ask me if I have a bowl of weed. Weak ass dependancy.

Looking like a bum

Being in debt

Low credit score

Staying in one demographic location. Travel

Contentment

Intemperance

Not applying Think and Grow rich tactics

Seeking into the wrong people. Utilize the 5 Investment points.

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Assets

Place - Need clean so I can bring girls over

Car - Chevrolette s-10 LS Extended Cab

Job - Entrepreneur

Food - Healthy

People - sucka free,

 guard your energy, no low lifes, no losers, no bad decision makers, no time wasters, people who fail to see opportunity, other peoples motivation. DO NOT need suckers mooching off of me. Been there before. Been that, and nobody really helps. Thank god for my character and close friends who are real and actually reached out. Don't let other peoples set backs get in the way of your come ups.

Internet - Forms, Posting Ads, Facebook pages, Facebook groups, Phone, Email, Websites that give you ability, Autoresponder,  

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Connection list

ChatKi

Omegle

Chatrandom

Facebook

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9/5/2020

Today is a Saturday and is usually a great day to make sales. Everyone is home and out in about getting stuff done. Spending money, earning money, smiling, and just enjoying life. I am at a point in life where I can enjoy it, but I feel as if my ambition is too high sometimes, and sets me back. I need to find the balace in between ambition and laziness. Because, I enjoy beig lazy. I created Lazy cash, which focuses on earning cash, while being lazy. Watching a movie, and by the time it's over, your team has a maintenace complete for you. Or watch 4 movies, and a big average size job is comlete. You just netted $450. Awesome. Esecially when you gross $600. These are quality business moves. In fact, this is a quality though entry, and could be utilized to make some positive financial action. The stress of the world can be dissolved within your work. Can you dig it? I enjoy typing my thoughts out on notepad, regardless if I just entered it here, or am transfering from my notebook. In that case I write in cursive and transfer to the laptop later in the week. Either way, it gets my thoughts from my brain, to paper, to the sound frequency from projection, back into my brain when I listen. According to Napolenon Hill's Think and Grow Rich, when you connect two mindsets with one another, it creates a whole new mindset, also known as the mastermind. Two people come together and discuss ideas. What comes about of those ideas, would be considererd a mastermind. I just do it with knowledge instead of people. Either way works for me. I have found though, that the people I connect with sometimes are not worth it. They show me some of the weakest signs of advancement, then wonder why I do not want to discuss with them, or hang with them. In fact, I was told by JT Lemmons on facebook, that I need new people in my circle. Quality people. Especially when I am on a platform limit of 5000 friends and I only have 600. It makes complete sense. The struggle is real, but the struggle does not have to be there. I have pushed myself through some of the worse situations. I think about who was there and who was not there for me. I do not want to go back to those days. All I can do is keep moving forward, and guarding my energy. A man like myself, with an entry this long, has a lot to say. The relief though, that comes with this entry, only makes it more pleasent. When I play it back, awe yes, what a great pleasure.

So today, lets get into action and keep moving forward. Set the bar and never look back. The truck is broken down, but should be a minor problem. Possible heater core, thermostate, radiator cap, etc. I need to get a few opinions on it. Maybe I can do that today. I also need to start working out, running, and eating healthier. Need to get a bed so that I can sleep in comfort. Even if it's not a Purple matress, I need something. Makes perfect sense anyway, not to bring a $2000 new bed, into a mouse infested room. See the things that I have to deal with. The church might have been a bust for me as well. Ben said that there was another team working on the property. Either way this church has negative reinforcement behind it, from past action. This is why it is so difficult to move forward. This and a lot of other relationships that have turned to a bust. I know you shouldn't mix emotion in business, but positive and negative reinforcement is a major factor that I look at. Even people when they lie to me. Like for example, Omar said his name is not Omar. This creates an alert in my head like Oh it's not? Like what is your name then? Actually, don't tell me, you may lie again. Also. What else have you lied about? Makes me wonder. Straight up, negative reinforcement. This force cannot be in my circle and must be removed. Anyone who creates that red flag alert. Laurie, and her still non distant ass. Very low communication even after I reached back out to her. Same old crap talk about other people. Same old victim mentality. I need to stay the fuck away from her. Brian LeVine called my phone and started telling me how some guy at circle k wanted to fight him because he didnt have a mask on. Like one of those american stand offs in regards to not having a mask or being too close because of Corona Virus. People are on edge and when they see someone violating the terms, they get super serious. To the point, that they want to start throwing blows outside. People, fighting is a crime. Anyway, same old negative communication. I tried to call him back that night, as I said I would. My phone as about to die. When I called back, there was no answer. In the morning, I received a text message in all caps as usual. Complaining about pain and how he will contact me later. This was over a week ago, and still no call back. What was the whole point of the call? For real. This is the stuff that I look into. Like who is this person?, how do they carry themselves?, and what do they want from me? Like, why are they even around? Is there a purpose? If the formula does not line up to a positive analogy, then I am not fucking with it. Even the phone number exchange, when I get a girls phone number. It's exciting. Things are moving in the right direction, it seems like. Then, no answer. No chance. Just a big leave me alone. No reason either. Ok. So why the fuck did you give me your phone number. Very discouraging for me, the next time the opportunity to get a girls number comes around. And I just don't ask every female for their phone number. I have to be physically and spiritually draw to them.

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Making moves part 1 by A.D. Vandross. You never know how far you can go with the opportunities that you have. Think about the people that surrond you on a daily basis. What an you be doing with their time? With your time? Their money? The platforms that are available in the 21st century. I knew this before, and got discouraged. There are more people nowdays involved. It's like the secret market has been exposed. All good though. Only the strong survive. In the case of opportunities, there are commissions. Most people will hate on it. I need to form a team around one specific topic. To explain the whole internet marketing spill is wasting breathe, and will cause confusion. Lets take a look at our opportunities and work with the ones that have produced the most income. A.D. Landscaping has produced over $250,000 over the years if not more. A.D. Marketing Pros has produced about $1000 in revenue, because it is a safety net that bearly gets worked. This needs to change. I need to be able to keep making the money come in by helping businesses get digital. Bring people into this mix, and watch expand very wide. This is the way that it should be done. Break it down into minor fractions. One day, recruit. Another day, make sales. After that make changes within your business plan, and aim for goals.

Eat something its health but does not provide action or cause. However, it will create nero reaction. In other words, how your brains responds to the nutrition in the food.

Evertime action or cause goes into effect it creates positive or negative reinforcement. If it's positive reinforcement a person will want to master the action and create duplication. This will create residual positive reinforcement also know as reward.

Everytime I post on offer up I make a sale.

Everytime I request a phone number from a girl. I either get it + or I don't. I could see that as a negative. Or a positive lesson. Not every girl will work out. That boils dow to mindset.

9/5/2020 7:10 p.m. 

Today has been an alright day. I sold the dremel tool with the flex shaft for $20. Then I sold my Sony Xplod 12 inch speakers for $50. Total $70 these are two items that I got for free from a hauling job, so the profits were 100%. This is one of my favorite strategies. The only cost is time and the Internet connection that is being used to post the ad for the offer. At the same time I noticed that my hammer head drill is missing. There hasn't been many people here but the handy man and Omar. Omar doesn't really make much money so I suspect that it was him. The handy man has drills and a big extended cab truck and I don't think he would do that . Anyway the Drill was also free, but I was going to give it away as a gift. Or sell it. Now I can't do either of it because of snakes that are in my garden. Either way I will get my value out of it. When I bring it up to the landlord. We also need cameras around here. He has given me $1400 in credit so far in a truck, and I owe September rent still of $400, but now that my drill was stolen that is getting balance out an reduced down to $300. Still on the hook for the $1400 vehicle investment. Currently the truck is broken down, and I need to get the problem with the overheating taken care of. At the same time I am obsessed with setting the goal, and then making sure it gets done. Putting in the work that is required in order to get it done. I don't want to overwhelm myself with tasks so this is something that has to be taken very slowly. Communication however needs to be fast.  Also selling stuff is fun, but also tap into services, or selling creations such as eBooks. Tonight is a Saturday night. If only the buses ran later, I would go downtown and maybe try to make some donation sales. This is where I give some speach about building business and looking for people to support. I give them a card telling them that I am also willing to work for it as well. I want to be able to sell some Cutco. Should I contact Chefs? Absolutely. Should I get a cooking job? Absolutely. Should I use my food photos to gain hungry clients. Yes yes and yes. This is how I can pump money back in and get more sales with Cutco. By working with sales, food, and chefing for busiesses or people. See the thing about being in the chef industry, is that you want to be good and known for your greatness. This way you can bounce from busienss to business and charge what you want. Instead of being paid what they offer. Although if it's a gig and they only offer so much, you should take it to build your portfolio. Make sure to document and market your events. David Allen Capital can be integrated as night work. Just post ads casually for a few hours, reaching those businesses who may need a loan. I haven't created certainty with this opportuity but really want to get the ball rolling. CBD, Vivint, light speed virtual training, and much more.

Continuing on the night writing session. I am not drinking energy drinks, so now I can focus and get a grip on what needs to be done. I have been practicing goal setting, and then doing what ever it takes, within logical reason to hit that goal. Also, I am looking for a way to visualize a realistic dream, and then hit that goal as well. For example. I want to have a house, with a tesla and bmw in the driveway. Also have a garage, but that is where I get my work done. I want to be working on projects from time to time, and surprise family and friends with the stuff that I create. My new high from not socializing, but contributing to socialization with my creations. For example, the businesses that I form through opportunities that presented itself. When I can form teams, and have them work for me, and make it worth it to them. They will want to keep working, and making me income. This is the way it should be. I am already kicking back at home, and doing entrepreneur moves. There is nothing much more to prove, except for the visualizations that I am yet to reach. I need to think it through and take small steps to reach big goals. Taking time to explore new platforms. Not just doing the same old routine. I can work the master duplication method when ever I want to. I can re write a course of mine, that was lost in the jungles of years, and present it to people nowdays. Charge minimual dollars in order to gain their trust and give them the best of knowledge. I remember back in 2009, I sold a few eBooks. Also in 2013. I was ready to get rich, and then would default on some kind of life error. This was a major disrupter. Good thing that I am resilent to this kind of action, and have many couter defensive mechanisms to keep me at play. There are many formulas that can be worked. The lazy cash formula, where you kick it, and business is still being thoroughly conducted. When you can work you tail off, and in turn, gain a lucrative salary. When you can set goals, and create plans in order to reach those goals. When you can visualize a future, and create that future for yourself. Noone else will do it for you. You can inherit what they built, but the only person who can build your empire is yourself.

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8/29/2020

The writing continues. Here I am a month into the new pad. Felling like things are sloghtly coming together.  Still need the stove replaced,  wash clothes, and do church job. That's just it. How many times I have mentioned this and no one wants to help. I'm just goin gto do it alone. Tonight. Gear Up. Get pile from arleens. People who work regular average jobs get kicks out of the time that they don't have to work. Those who buiild their own business look forward to thie work time, not the down time. That is what seperates the two channels of people within their work and home environment. I understand this is why these people don't help. But, don't interfere with my work flow. Where are the people who can work ful days and want to forever grind? Take breaks when you need to, and then get back to the hustle. Other people's weakness has interfered with my strengths. Caught up in the mix. The triangle is real. Get free. I say, break free of those chains. Let the freedom rain deep. Get stuff done in silence. Don't fall into those twists. You will break. Snap. Won't be good. Stay free of all of that bullshit. Relax, read, write, exersice. Breathe, meditate, remediate, expand. The world has so much difficulty. Aim for the simplistic life that was meant to be lived. Simpicity 101.  I can feel the success coming as I fix my beliefs. This time around is for the win.

8/21/2020

Working on forms is a great way to capture leads in multiple industries.

There are many avenues that a person could take. Comfortable and successful with. 

This notebook is so valueable with personal ideas.

I need boots, slacks, blazer, polo shirt under blazer, watch, necklace, flashy car confidence, assistance to others, one who displays quality ideas. Wholesale greenvally house. Have Allen or Whitney drive me out. Make moves. Real moves. Real power moves. Prove that it can be done. Just fucking do it already. You will be helping others the way you want to. Help yourself. Improve on a daily basis. WRITE IT DOWN.  Examine it, keep it real. Find more homes to market. Phone contract works fine. Just convert it to the PDF format. Be friendly. No hype from caffine. Maybe the morning but there are so many other ways you can win at waking up.

Key ideas within notes are architech plans. 

New Laptop, new microphone, audio blog. Facebook notes and ideas. Diary notes of anger. Celebrity interviews with songs. Release current songs. Move forward not backwards.

Notes from 2020

Assets. Room, phone, laptop, software, websites, yardtools, other tools, brain, neruo reation, marketing list, idea, microphone, audio sofware, allen car house help stay grateful, friendships, quality ones.  Pen, paper, writing copy, vehicles, map land area demographics, good smell, hygeine, food, skateboard, dolly, wheelbarrow, skid steer, checks, money, zelle, instant, facebook payment, training, the world, math, employment, motel, shelter on earth, cutco, home security job, stocks, real estate contracts, ETC.

Personal services 2019 blue hard cover diary type notebook

Hula ho detail landscaping, advertisement and marketing, consulting-introduction to wealth, dollar store flips, house cleaning, painting, handyman, copy and paste website $20 10% Profit, house pet babysitting, writing, drone photography, ground penetration radar, whole sale transactions, pool route, flip free items, transportation services, logistic- pick up drop off

CBD sales through affiliate store, cutco sales knife store, alarm sales, vivint, auto car sales, trailer sales, gravel + gravel job sales, treasure hunt sales (found items)

More services broken down 

Landscaping 1 time clean ups, monthy, annual pay, gravel, hauling, palm, cactus removal, irrigation, weed wacking, tree trimming, hedge, weed wacking, joint venture other landscapers, AD contractual Servies and consulting, health and wellness, awareness observation, breaking energy habits, ebooks on landscaping, donate plasma, doctor lasic eye, chairopracters, scrap metal, door to door training, all training sales training lightspeed virtual training, new innovative enterprises, arizona wealth care dot blogspot dot com. california wealth care dot blogspot dot com, business loan affiliate david allen capital, uber uber eats lyft veyo, prospenity of prospertation, medical transportation, matress sales, mastery to sales, youth consulting, adult home care visitation.

What can I give?

Ideas to action opportunities, music, mentorship in positive choices, time, money, energy, happiness, shelter, companionship, counciling as a listener, buyer 2 seller, yardwork, marketing, me and my soul for you, protection, logic, food, peace of mind, quality over quanity, role model in the eyes of a child, bathroom cleaning route.

Next page 

Bad luck situations what I can give to help. I can make some sales, get some rehab, get a place to stay, get a dog, fix criminal charges and court, establish personal income, obtain the right knowledge, spread the love to another through understanding, the way of morality and doing the right thing, becoming the best human being that you could ever be. also get car, get signficant other, get a hobby, get exerience. 

April 29th 2020

I have about one day left to complete some jobs before the month of may approahes. I was left hanging by so called team. They put their jobs in my way and stretched it. Not cool. I'm left hanging, I'm the good one who created this all. They brought their bad into my good and made me bad. Cannot happen anymore. I will take back my help. Take back my good ad never let bad get back in. People offer help, then forget about me. No I don't want your help. o I don't need your advice. No I don't want to hear your complaint. No Gossip. Don't come at me with hate. 

Apartment fucked me. The Agave apartments in Tucson 444. W. Orange Grove RD. 85704. Friends are time wasters 20% help. Client are pushy and cheap. People in general equals SUCKS. Streets equal dangerous. 

Let go of the stress, stay smart, just fade away, secure a place, secure a pretty woman, stay happy, stay healthy, eat good food, excersise, no alchohol no energy, after this day no more tresspassing, financial king, phone sales (where ya been?). Make great music, variety plus rap. Star gaze, love and peace, spirituality, superiority, push everyone away. Haters club, fuck them all. Move out of this city. Create the best systems and strategies. Never fuck anyone over. People are the highest power of energy.

August 4th 2020 

Marketing has been my bread and butter over the years. No matter what I accompish it's usually from something that I have advertised for in turn, getting the sale result. It's almost like you ask through marketing. If you ask well enough, you wil see positive reinforcement. The struggle is to balance all of the work. 

I started out working from Craigslist. In fact, I still work craigslist. I had a dick head neighbor who would always talk about how he was going to hop up on craigslist and sell some stuff. Like he had to do it. I was facinated and wanted to see what craigslist presented. I started out by marketing, for affilate sites. I applied for some of the jobs as well as advertised marketing and landscaping services. All three would pay me, and would pay me handsomely oer the years. There was chaos but I could build around it. All I had to do was get the gears turning again. Here I am ten years later, and still looking to crack fortune through marketing. First and foremost, I have to be thankful for life itself. Second, it's time to play the game. Be in control and stay in control. When the bullshit unfolds, escape it! I am not one to get kicks out of set back or failure. I have what it takes to always get what I want. Goal setting, aim, swoosh, accomplished. I need to think bigger. House, car, girl, health, dependancy none, no co dependancies, No more lost days. Old system no longer work, need to create new system.

Google adsense equals money. New innovative enterprises has training ads and serach. Currently integrating new opportunities on each page. Example Vehicle Connection or Lunch Hour.  AD Marketing Pros has the application for work and drone services. AD Landscaping is like a money making baby grown from a seed. Cutco is my knife shop op. CBD is my recommended feel good supply store.

Ways that I have earned over the years. I remember as far back as receiving christmas and birthday money. Then I sold stolen pokemon cards. There was a time I earned $3 moving a ladies trash to the dumpster by shopping cart. Amanda Bailey had got the job for me. I was only 13.  Other times would be stolen from Justin Weaver jar funds. Who leaves money laying around like that? I sold candy door to door, worked fast food, commission sales, water restoration, bonus for working holidays. Friends dad for playing soccer. Found money. Found purse. Salary, hourly plus commission, training pay, landscape pay, outbound call/ advertise pay, Google Adsense pay, free stuff and selling pay, ebook, landscaping ebook, donate plasma. Go fund me donations, free place to live, stimulus money, SBA business loan money, sell vehicles, sell for friend 50/50, walk up and ask for donations, insurance from storage unit damage, friend gives me money, mom gives me money, gift cards, vivint, cutco, earnest money in sales and people back out of deal, getting bud and middle manning the deal. Nudes. Allen room rental, master leasing system.

Account management services

Blog plus marketing, find free stuff, girlfriend gives me money, craigslist labor, craigslist jobs, sell other persons advertisement, recurring landscaping, mixtape cds, chase referrral, handyman.

What has payed me the most? What has payed me the most in lump sum.

How difficult? Can it be mastered and duplicated? Can it be white labeled? Is it my own creation? High demand? Peope spend their savings on it?, people can't live with out it? Impress friends? World wide? Is it COVID-19 Safe? Is there unbalance? Psycological blockage?

Okay to stop? Psycology of marketing. Money machine is who I be.

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9/8/2020

 Yesterday I was walking to catch the bus home with my radiator hose. I was walking down River towards LaCanada. I headed south on La Canada. As I walked I discoved a bandit sign on the side of the road that read Landscaper Needed along with a phone number. I called the phone number, as I am keen to opportnity at the right place at the right time. Come to find out that the house is right there near the sign. Which I figured it would be. As I spoke with the home owner, I let him know that my rates are between $125 and $200 for a basic weed removal service. I asked him how much he had in his budget. He told me that he has dealt with flaky people before and does not know how I work. So currently he only wanted to pay $100. I told him that I would be willing to get the work done for $100. We set up the yard appointment to take place the following day early in the morning. I figured this is a great way to get back on the ball, since my chevy s10 ls radiator hose took a dump on me. We thought it was the water pump, but turned out was just a hose, and the hole was in a hard to see location. The water pump did not need to be replaced, but there was alot of wear on it so it made sense to have swapped it anyway. It would probably go out in like 6 months or less. So I show up at 7:15 a.m. and get to work. I take my before photos and start hula hoing and scraping plus raking and bagging on the job site. I also ran the blower and dusted the leaves, dust and dirt off of the sidewalk. It's an awesome feeling, because I take ownership of the job. I am invested, time and money into the job, so I might as well wear it with honor. These properties are like ownership to me. I own the yard service, the time, and the work performed on the site. It's up to me to dominate with all ability. I am the higher level of landscaping. I take so much pride, I would't be surprised if I am the best yard cleaner in Tucson. No, seriously. If we had an olympic games of landscaping, I would kick so much ass. This comes from beliving in my self. I did have some down time, but during that time, I was able to advance my knowledge, take a break, and gear up for the next season. The August season. August season fall and winter while Corona Virus is taking place. Kind of stressful, no jobs, but I am an essential worker. I have been working this whole time. So there was no need for me to file for unemployment. It's amazing, though how many of my scum bag so called friends wanted me to actually sign up for it. The kept saying that I am missing out on free money. Um, excuse me. Nothing is free in this world. Everything costs. From money to time, to emotion, to life. Think about what the take away is in certain situations. So I complete the job in 3 hours because I am King of this job site, and king of this landscaping service. I take a lot of pride in my work. I take my after phones, call up the client lets call him Max, and he tells me he's wrapping up having coffee, and that he can meet me in 20 minuets. In the mean time, I decide to post an ad on craigslist with my new before and after photos of my awesome work that I just performed. I do some advertisement in facebook groups as well with the same ad, same photos. The client shows up in an awesome blue street weeper truck, and I immediately compliment his truck along with a nice to meet you and an elbow bump, due to the panic of Corona Virus. We discuss how perfect the work is, and that he wants me to be his new landscaper. He said that I kick ass, and that I hustle like a muthafucker. This is such a great feeling along with a little ego boost in me, but hey I earned it. He gives me $100 cash. I tell him that I can text him over the before an after pictures along with my website, blog, and full name. I type a business style and formal text ad and submit it to Max along with the before and after pictures. This gives him the opportunity to brag to his famiy and friends about the new landscaper that he just me. Before we departed, I was explaining to him how I found his sign. That I was walking with my Radiator hose to catch the bus back home, so that I could get some cash and come back and fix my truck. He told me that he had seen me walking with that hose, and that he knew I was going to be doing a car repair. Little did he know that I was the one who had contacted him, and performed such amazing landscaping clean up service on his property. What a small world. I proceeded then to take shower at the gym at Chuze, because I love their showers. So much open space, and the building is newly renovated. Also the hydro massages are perfect. Well worth the $22.50 a month. And this month of September is free because August and July were closed down due to Corona Virus. After the shower at the gym. I did an estimate for a repeat client of mine, lets call him Gary. The estimate is to remove 20 tons of rip rap from his backyard. This gives me great opportunity to pull some major moves with this project. I have about two days and ticking to get it done though. I want to possibly sell the rock to someone, and have them haul it all off themselves. Of course I would be selling it at a discount price. Another option is to use the$1500 from the job to hire someone to remove the rock. They do not get paid until the job is done. Third option would be to give it away for free, and just collect the payment in full once complete. And last but not least I could utilize the material along with an outdoor landscape lighting set that I could use as a project on someone elses yard. Have them pay me more money to invest into the haul away to their job, and then charge them again for the install of the rock, along with the landscaping lighting system if they want. This gives me many options to make money, or to make double or triple money. The double money comes from the sale of the rock and the collection of the payment from the client. The triple money would come from the project. I would get the money from the project client to move the rock to their property. I would find some one for less cost and pocket the rest of the material move money. I would charge the client for the install of the work, if they were to have me do it. The last money earnings, would obviously be from the original client who asked me to remove the rock from the yard. This is the way I've been thinking now that I want to make some power moves. Another options that I just thought of, but most likly wont do, would be for me to get a truck trailer and loading equipment and just do the job myself. That would take some money investing. So for me at the moment the best way would be to try the double money strategy, or the triple money strategy. I'm just grateful that I have a strategy. Plus writing all this out helps me organize the plan. Call it conspiracy if you will. Although there are less that 3 people, the plan in effect is major. It needs to be done, it must be done, and therefore it will be done. I am the man in charge. I already have an ad on craigslist in the free section, as well as the materials for sale section. The free section would only pay me single money, but would still be easier for me to not have to hire someone. Then again I have to make sure the free person will take all. That would be the disrupter. If they were to only take a load, and leave like 5 additional loads, I would be stuck back in the free section, or hiring someone anyway. And I have to keep in mind that I am on a time crunch. 

9/9/2020

I need to break this down even further, because I believe that there is a fourth method as well.

1. The first method would be to pay someone at completion of the job and pay out of the $1500. Single money. Cuts into $1500 profits.

2. Second method would be to give it away for free and pocket whole amount while material has been removed. May cause disrupter if person cannot take all the riprap. Single money 100% of $1500.

3. Third method would be to Sell the material for a fee of lets say $500. Once all done collect $1500. This would be double money. 

4. Forth Method would be to find another person Susan willing to collect material for free, but pay for the transportation similar to method one. Allows me to profit from their money paid. For example they pay $1000 for the free material transportation. I find someone to do it for $600. I make $400 on the transport. Collect 100% of $1500 original client Gary. This would be double money. 

5. Fifth Method would be simiar to method 4 but you sell the rock for $500. Collect on $1000 transport of $400. And $1500 from original client. This would be triple money.

6. Sixth Method also similar to four with the free material. Collect $600 on transport. $1500 Original client and get in on the project with Susuan the project client. Charge her $3000 to do a project. Triple money right there.

7. Seventh Method. A great way to earn Quadripple money. Let's breat it down.  You sell material for $500. Transport fee of $400 earned out of $1000 to guy paid by client. Then $1500 from original client. In on the project for $3000. Make money in each phase of the project. In order to this I need someone who wants new landscaping and can pay for the materials, the transport, and me for the project. I will collect from original client after all is said and done.

8. Eighth method would be to have my own equiptpment and land to dump the stuff and do the whole job myself. I could quadripple money that would be guarantee with no rush as long as I move the jobs along. The cost would be the equipment, land, and gas. The time also. I would possibly have to increase my rates. This method would allow me to do this multiple times and rely on myself. Otherwise I can manage the other methods and still earn. It's all about having the client who needs material gone and price locked in. Then client who wants the project that is willing to pay for materials, transportation, and me on the project. 

OC + PC + M+T+M+PJ =  Quad Money, Project photos, equipment, land, managment, contacts, etc. 

Find someone who wants to get rid of unwanted material and charge $$$ for the removal

Find someone who wants a landscaping project or material project. Willing to buy material $ transport delivery of material $$ and have me do the project $$$. Then I collect the $$$$ from the person who wants to get rid of the unwanted material. This is the formula. It would be awesome to integrate a residual routine maintence into the project as well to stay connected. This guarantee 5 x the income or more each time your return. Residual in the 5Star Money . Hit this and you truly are King of this method. 

There was another job I had with artificial turf. Well estimate. So potential job I should say. I am thinking of how I can work my new strategy with this business. Or if I can work it into anybodies business, and utilize it for marketing sales as well. Ok so lets see. I would control the turf sale. So the person selling the turn would either not want the turn anymore and needs it gone. Or they would want the sale and can pay me a percentage. Second. I would already be in on the potential project. Once in it I am on the project. Then included in the estimate I would be in control of the transport. Hire someone or do my self. Pocket 100% if done my self or make a smaller percentage if I have someone else do it. Still secures third money goal. So original pays sales percentage for sale, transportation money, project money, and residual. Unless it's unwanted material and you can upsell into the project. This is only going to be a 4 money delivery strtegy3

9/10/2020

Today was a great day. I was able to get Donvan from Craigslist to come out to the job site. Donvan came alone and had  a 2500 chevy pickup and a plastic wheel barrow. We all arrived around 8 a.m. Donavan was able to get a load of rock by 10 a.m. Then he headed to his property to dispose of the first load. Donavan then told me that he would not be able to come back right way. I asked him when he thinks that he can come through, and he said probably around 3-4. He also said he would come back with 2 trucks. Me, knowing how people flake out and leave me hanging all the time, I decided to go to my list of leads, who wanted to take the rock for free. A gentleman by the name of Sean Covey was able to come through with his brother John and get a few loads of rock. Donavan did come back, and was working around the older guys, Sean and John. Hey, doesn't matter to me who takes it. As long as it all gets removed. Otherwise, I dont' get paid, and this is because of other peoples actions. Or would it be more of my selection in the wrong people who let me down? Either way, I have experience this before, and was not about to let it happen again. I am on a mission to stack cash and start getting super fucking rich. No way am I gonna let some other folks get in the way of my success. I am better then that. I do not tolerate weak worksmanship. I cannot tolerate delay. For one will not allow it to continue. The job did get complete on Friday, but I wanted it to be done the same day on Thursday. I took quality before and after photos that way I can market for that type of job again. I also established my very own formula where you can make money 5 times instead of once. Let me break it down for you. You can hire someone to remove the rock and pay out of the original pay out which for me was $1500. Although the client saw what I was doing and asked if I can do it for $1000. Me being the empathetic person that I am, allowed him to subtract $500 off of my pay, but he's a repeat client, and I do appreciate the work. Plus there was no contract, so to each it's own. He saw how smart I was with the work. Not going to work hard. I'll let other people do it. So the pay out was going to be $1000. So if if I were to pay $600. Then I would make one time money out of the $1000 of $400. But that is only one time. I could sell the rock for $500, and have someone pick it up themselves, and get the full thousand, making a total of $1500. That would be double money. Triple money is where I would sell the rock for $500. Then charge the  buyer for deliery and transportation of the rock. Let's say $1000 delivery transport for the rock. I pay someone $600 for the haul, and pocket $400. Then collect the $1000 from the original client. Total of $1900 and triple money. Quadripple money would be where, you sell the rock for $500, gain $400 from the transport. Collect the $1000 for getting the job done, and then getting in on  the project. The project lets say would pay you $3000. So you earned $500 on the material, $400 on the transport, $1000 from the original client, and $3000 for being in on the project. There is a way to get 5 times the pay, which I call the five star general. This is where you earn on the material, the transport, the removal from the original client, the project, and then getting in on a monthly residual income gig. Keep a client for life. They are literally the back bone of your busienss. This formula works great when ever there is unwanted material, that is reusable. All you really need is a client who is wiling to pay you for the removal, and then another client who wants to fund the project, can pay for the material, and also pay for the transport. Mission complete, once they pay you every month to handle the work maintenance or what ever it may be. This is a dominating strategy, that I would not have discovered, it if wasn't for the pressure of having to manage this job, within a time frame, and coordinate with multiple people. Further more I was able to prove to myself, that I can get it done, and I am a great leader and possess great business management skills. 

That was Thursday and Friday. Today is 9/12/2020 and it's a Saturday. I spread 5 tons of gravel alone on a property. Of course, I took before and after photos. I use those photos to market my businesss. I gain more clients this way. The lady who hired me for the gravel is  Real Estate Agent. She said that some high school kids were supposed to do the job but they flaked out. So she called me off of craigslist. I was able to get it done with their wheelbarrow. I was trying to buy one this morning and all the stores are sold out. Llowes only had the top of the wheel barrow for sale. No wheel, no handles. Like what the fuck am I supposed to do with this. Good thing the client, had the tools. I would have had to manage the job and outsource, and of course make less money, if they did not have the tools. The reason why the tools were there, was because those high school kids flaked out. Thank you lazy ass high school kids for gaining me a new client and additional $200. Yay me. The church job that I had outsourced still has some work to be done, even after the crew tried to submit it as finished. I took pictures of every area that needed to be touched up and sent it through Facebook. I know I wouldve had this done days agon. It's been like 10 days. Why do I even re try people who have failed me in the past? I know. They don't always fail me, but I need to watch them, like a fucking babysitter. I guess I want people to improve, so I just have to be patient.

So I've been going on this video chat site called Omegle and there are so many little prick people. Especially those who show their dicks. It's not all bad though. I have been meeting some cool people all around the world. From India, to Australia, to the United Kingdom.  I have been telling people to add me on Instagram. I try to speak a good word to those who are willing to listen. It's so funny though, the way some people carry themselves. I guess it's a good place to hang out. Especially during this quarantine Corona Virus times. It's something that can be seperate from all the other platforms, like facebook, or snapchat. Either way, I enjoy communication and speaking with those of high intellegance. EXECUTIVE 

9/14/2020

Today I am collecting my goals together and reaching each one a day at a time. I have been working on setting the goal, and breaking down every aspect of the goal, until it has been reached. This is my new high. Energy drinks, and weed just are not cutting it. Weed yes, energy drinks yes, but energy drinks should be no. I have been kicking ass though in my Landscaping division. I took the past two days off to catch up on rest, and now I am ready to dominate some more. I did an estimate for a gravel removal. Probably about  tons total that need hauled. I will utilize my strategy in trying to sell, transport, project money, and removal money, but I am once again on a deadline. They want it all out by Thursday. This should not be too difficult. As long as I keep it top priority, and don't give time to other people who clearly do not have their shit together. I am aware, of what needs to be done. The social propenticity needs to stop, and has stopped. No need for feedback from people socially. No need to try to fit in, or try to cope with their behaviors. I usually run to a beer or energy drink, but fuck that. I'm tired of the intemperance. It has interfered with so much success, I can't believe I was even participating in that shit. Chasing women, and the wrong women at that. Who care is they have a fat ass and big tits. It's not going to get my ahead in life, if they are just using me, and not putting out. I know of a little trick called sexual transformation and that is what I am aiming for. I need some magic behind the relationship. Not just for the feeling and were done. Fuck that, give me more. I know it sounds like greed, but it's what needs to be done. It has been about 45 days on this new mission living here with rooomates. I am trying to aquire some real estate at the moment. Anything that I can gain possession over and turn into an assest I view as real estate. Even the work I do, I am invested into. My interest for the job, makes me about 19% involved in that particular real estate property. The responsibility of controlling the end result. Well the end result of the landscaping, or what ever I may be involved in. Even a friendship, business relationship, or personal relations, I am invested, and only want quality. Why would I want shit from any relationship. I always view the positive side of it. Most of the time, all I gain out of shit, is a lesson. A lesson not to go back, and repeat the same steps. I dislike how it interferes with the subconscience. All is good though. I am aware of these tarnished memories that sometimes hold us back from wanting to get what we really deserve. We have been programmed to think that we are only meant to be this, and only that, when really we can can be way more than we think. We are our own unique being, and with that can grow into almost anything that we can imagine. Anything that is available to man kind. Control every angle of life, and profit from it young prophet. Seek into the loopholes in life. The life hacks, and balance them out in your favor. Forget about the small time people and the small time life. Reach out and grab the most of what is available.

Allow me to reflect on some of the money making strategies that I want to hit. I have indeed been involved in many opportunities. In fact my Vivint Manager sent me another onboarding link. This should be an opportunity reopener even though, I have been putting it off for 3 years. Sorry guys, my landscaping business is booming. Kind of hard to step away from that. However, I am in charge of what happens, and what I want to make happen, I can make happen. That is mainly a door to door approach. I have a way of finding homes on Zillow or Trulia and Redfin that have been recently sold. This is a great icebreaker at the door. Letting the home owner know that they have been selected based on moving into the new neighborhood. Further more, you can ask them how they feel about the new location, and move forward from there. I want to make at least 50 Vivint sales with my lifestyle that I live. As long as I don't give time to bullshit people, I can get it done. Also stay away from the rockstar and redbull. Mind corrupt take over. Don't want that. Just be yourself, and grow from there. Dank is best, wax, cart, sober. Pills. Just relax and let go of that anxiety. 

Managing the material jobs, and landscaping services has been a blessing. Even through I hated on my jobs before. Stating that the scheudle is my strong hold etc, I have what it takes to operate what I created, and operate it well. I can stretch it out to many lives with the service, and the work by hiring those who need jobs. Plants are also a part of the environment and the earth itself. The knowledge that can carry to other peoples mindsets, can really grow large amunst a vast community of people. We are the rulers of the indigious land. 

I have cutco, that can be a great way to make a percentage. I am currently locked out of my account, but can open up my store anytime that I want. I then can expand from there and start hooking up chefs, homeowers, realtors, gifts for clients, open houses, prizes, and much more. I really want to get back into those meetings and win some free knives while making calls from their office. That is something that I wanted to do, but was overwhelmed by homeless life at the time. I mean for christ sake, I was living out of my van at the time. Very chill vibes though. I would not trade it for nothing. Lets have some events also where we chop some fruit, meats, cheese, vegatables, etc and sell some knives right there on spot. Demo side, ring them out side. Make money on Monday. Yay. This is opportunity folks, don't hesitate to plug right in. I can get you a store in no time. It's like having the lights on to your very own business.

Internet marketing has been one of my main skillsets. I have been involved for over 10 years and have made huge moves on the Internet. From housing, to sales, to running a service business, I have utilized the power of the Internet to get ahead of the game. In fact I earned an additional $800 just by advertising some heavy material for free. People swarmmed on it like flies. I got paid, and got to prove to myself that Internet Marketing smarts get you paid all the way. Now lets double down on this strategy. 

I like to view surrounding solutions as assets. Internet, cellphone, a advertisement post on Craigslist. Hula ho, rake, bags for landscaping leaves / debris, free items that can be sold. Email address,  zelle account or any online payment solutions. A place to live, internet connection of wifi, a gym membership for the shower, a storage unit to operate out of, knowledge of where to get something that a buyer wants, real estate contract, assignment contract, tools for fixing up homes, and the list goes on. My five main investment points are the right money, right people, right tools and assets, right timing, and right systems and strategies. A bonus is proper mindset. That way you are not inviting negative evil within your thought process. 

I saw an RV for sale by owner off of Oracle Jaynes today while heading over to the estimate for gravel removal. I want to contact these people, since I save their number in my cellphone, and see if I can market their RV for them and earn a little money on it. I can sell them my marketing skills. See how long they've been trying to sell for, and what is the lowest that they would take for it. Qualifiying people for financing could be a part of this process, but I want to aim for cash buyers. So I am going to have to get in touch with this person. 

I saw that the Sunsites property is for sale. I have already been interested in this property for 5 years now, and the price of course has gone up. I can put down $600 and then $100 per month until paid off. What I could do with the property. Put a trailer, put a tent, put a shop, grow some crops, clear the land and rent for events, utilize as storage, and much more. I could set up a headquarters out there for landscaping work for near by cities like benson and dragoon. I think this is something that I really want to aim for. I just need to get my money up there. Also a BMW motorcycle. It would be nice to get a motorcycle and then utilize that as transportation to the sunsites property. Dreams come true. Could it be?

I have many valuable skillsets that I could be getting paid for. I just don't put myself out there. Maybe it's time to change that. Travel, and go hollywood. Do presentations for commeercials since I am like a Marketing actor sometimes. I put myself in the mix and get shit done. I work in low key situations. I work in silence. People wonder how the fuck did I do that. They are impressed, and also hating deep inside. I know that some people I turned my back on but I had to move on in order to create the life that I wanted.

Car sales. Get those titles notorized and open, or I can pay the $4.00 and gain ownership. I would have to do emissions and fix and sell. Market power and profit. 

Eat healthy and keep exercising. Stay fit and strong for those ladies that I want to impress. The onces with the big tits and asses. Beautiful face, like they are a priceless piece of art. My piece of art. Something that I could stare at for eternity. Something that turns the vibes on high as soon as they walk in the room. Enlighten my life.

Cartoons and stories. Get that shit out there. Raps. Out there. Get that microphone fixed. Cut the hair, keep the beard growing. Only drive truck for work purpose, since it's on it's way out soon. I will need a new vehicle I have made money in many vehicles. I sometimes call vehicles C.E.O. spaceships. 

Video chat has been a very fun experience. Although there are gay ass people always showing their cocks, it's a great place to be. I have had a few people add me on Instagram and that is where I have been developing more before and after photos for landscaping. It's great to show it off. Who knows, maybe I can meet some of the people from Brazil, and Portugal, also other places of the world. 

So Internet Power. What could I be doing online to reach out to community and start making some moves happen? Craigslist has served me well. House, Car, Jobs. 

Omegle and Chat Ki video chats

Google Email

Skype

Zoom

Paypal Buttons

Google Adsense

Home Design Software

Logo Creator 

Quickbooks

Nolo Business Contracts. (A.D. Contractual Services) $$$

Marketing and business assistance. Business development. I have lended out the software and helped a landscaping improve their business. They can now submit contracts for jobs and make the client see that they are serious. Wins all the time.

Audacity record and upload to archive link to market. Youtube.

I need to get a Drone again and start marketing for Realtors and Construction sites. Get badass website for Drone Services. You only live once. Might as well fly.

CBD Affiliate store. Start redirecting people there, so that they can calm their nerves. Fix malnutrition.

Can I install that one bumper on my truck?

Need to do something with tapes and cds. Maybe host a dj party?

I need to slow down. Slow way down. Like slow slow slow slow slow down. Feel the slowness. Think. Grow Rich. Relax. Smoke. Chill. Anxiety analasis Paralasis. Freedom. No pressure. No STRESS. NO sex. Fuck all of the floozies from the past and move forward. Find a queen. Someone who deserves me. Someone who has their shit together. Someone who can improve me for me. I can improve them for them. This is what we can do for each other. 

Writing has really helped me free my soul. I have been able to translate though to text and review through AI Robot. Now I can create a mastermind in that field, and really get to the bottom of things. Figure shit out. Hit goals. Stop wasting brain power on bullshit. Let's get the facts straight, and not participate in the non factual. Anything that creates worry or distress cannot work with. Anything that goes against the plan, cannot do. I am in complete control of my univese. Very soverign to the facts. Do I really want to eat healthy? The answer is yes. Stop going off the deep end with risk. Truck needs insurance. Why the fuck am I driving it to places where I am just chilling. That is what the bus is for. The truck is for work. Rent it out, move shit for people. Storage units, painting. That is where the truck came from. Continue the painting legacy. Maybe get mom and michelle in on it. They are both certified paintings. I am good at making connections as well. I used to do this as a kid. Not even caring about what they would say. Just meet, it will be fun. Something fucked up my self esteme somewhere along the way, but I am slowly regaining it back. Fuck those people, those set backs, and I now have clean slate. I am seeing amazing things happen around me. From contruction to goal setting and accomplished. I have been able to get closer to family through Chrissy and my second homeless adventure. It's almost like, when I have my shit together, I never see my family. So I have to see them as much as I can. I have to exercise and eat right. My family is about good eating and encourages me to eat healthy also. So why do I always run to the energy drinks and not eat. Pressure, stress, socializing, focus, burst of energy, drive. I've even said it kills the hunger, which is very sad. I need to stop saying that shit. I kind of miss the storage unit life. It was such a great adventure. Even getting caught. Either way it's in the past and I need to keep moving forward.

Late night work, is great night work. I can just create at night. Create posts that will push my message out to people. Create an email that can be copied and pasted then sent to those who would benefit from what you have to offer. It's a cure to a problem ususaly. How to fix cars in your garage. To dog training tips. This is what trained me into the individual that I am today. I can be a car salesman for a dealership, or for myself. I have sold cars for more than I bought them for. I have bought cars, without having to touch the cash. This is magic from my finger tips. I have realized that the same sad sorry souls that I hung around before are doing the same bullshit. Getting high, lying to family and friends, manipulating, and wasting money. Wasting time, and not hitting any of their goals. Just the goals that create liablilities. Lol. I wish them the best. 

The church job, I am going to have to wrap up myself. These guys have take way to long to get it done. That is $$$ on the table. Pick that shit up. Anybody who can't in a quick time frame, sucks so bad, and just does not want money. Damn them. Damn me for putting them on the job. Like what the fuck was I thinking. Lets get through this one and move forward. Basically, this is on the waiting list. So I will just keep waiting. Can waste the energy.

I have government jobs in my vision as well, but think it may be Inferiority Complex kicking in. I did get jury duty and saw a position for a court officer. I was thinking cool, I could do that. I then seen that I had also applied for Mesa Police Department a few times. Also back in 2015 I applied for them. Mesa is kind of far from Tucson. I would not mind being a police officer, but then I would have to step outside of my comfort zone of being able to do what ever the fuck I want to. Make money, or relax. Stay sober, or smoke weed. See that is a sebadicle, but I an twist through it. Maybe if I work as a cop for just 3 years and then go back to entrepreneur life. I would only have to work 10 hours a day for 4 days and have 3 days off. My 3 days off coud be agressive marketing days, while the other days are aggressive law enforcement days. Either way, I am getting paid. 

Getting paid isn't everything, but I am addicted to that paycheck. Shit, it's better than being addicted to Heroin or Meth. So, what I am addicted to accomplishments that create positive reinforcement with money. Yay for me for having that created. I am the best. I am my bestfriend. I love myself. I love life I love you if you're down boo. Ha ha. My writing is amazing. I find interest in other peoples writing as well. I should write a book, a cartoon series, scripts, etc. Yay for writing.

Subject 8 tons of gravel - Find Project funder. Another home owner?? A business?? If I had land and a dump trailer I could do this. Improve my land. It would be my project. 

Original client $600

Material ?? $150

Transport?? $500

Project ?? $300

Residuals $75

Don't forget about the Chase referral program. $50 a sign up. This is where investing in the right people comes in handy. You work with these people you sign up, and as they make money for you within opportunities, you pay them through zelle connected to Chase. Easy money. Easy strategy.

Painting street address numbers on curbs are also awesome. Just get some stencil and some spray paint, and you are in business.

Smart working excceeds hard working. Both are needed.

These dynamics are discoveries of action taken over the years. The course of this development is beyond 10 years.

Create a scary costume and fuck with people on Omegle with it.

Do not give to many people your time. Quite and think, acheive. 

Get Tesla Section 179 tax write off

Credit.

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Architech plans have been laying for days. I need to get a dump trailer, some land, and a bigger truck to do the project jobs more efficiently. Otherwise, it's all management. I need to become a cleaner person. Wipe that asshole clean. I'm sure a beautiful girl, knows how to get down to the bottom of a mans dirtiness. I need to be able to get a fast car, but what can a car do for me. It's more for appeal, but could be a rental. Could drive me to close contract deals. So a car is not completely useless. Trucks can do more hauling, moving, seating, power, etc. You can't really haul a trailer with a car, but you can with a truck or van. Vans are great for sales. Pack a van full of sales reps, and hit the town. Now were in business. I really need to just get that big as how. Be, Do, Have. Is the motto. I learned it from Brad Lea. I need to be able to provide solutions to people. The more problems I can solve, the more money I can make. Let's get it in my friend. 

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9/15/2020 Today I am going to get Warren's Maintenance done. Trim bushes and weeds, as well as leaves. Make sure it's looking nice and maintained. I need to also make fliers and order business cards. I will hire one person to assist. One worthy person who would like to earn some extra cash. Just need to be abe to push the advertisment out. I also want to get my cutco store going. Maybe make fliers for that as well. I can also get vehicle connection flowing as well. I saw this motor home that I am sure I can sell. I can sell any home. Motor home or not. Perhaps I should get my real estate license. But that's a whole nother ball game. I would rather just wholesale homes and middle man deals. Still makes money. I like to invest, so money is needed to get more money and so on so forth. 

Maybe with the cutco thing I can do drop ship on Amazon. This might be the way to go. I also. I would have to be able to ensure the sale though or take a penalty of $1000 some dollars. All sales are final type of thing. Stil going to dominate on the rock removal, but I need to be able to get a trailer.

9/16/2020

So here I go with another WTF rant. Why people why, do you have to make me feel so fucked off. I really want to communicate with people, but doing it well. Not some bullshit ass wait time, or this and that fucking happened. I don't give a fuck about what happened, if you cannot initiate a time, or proper communication, get the fuck out of my plans. You all are fucking time wasting sons of bitches, and need to get your facts straight. Everything is mis construed. The sack, the spitting game to a girl on the bus, because I'm too pissed off. She initiated the conversation, and I tried to get the number, no phone, facebook, but she got off before she could type her full name Now I'm stuck trying to find this girl on Facebook, and I'm sure I added the wrong person even though it showed the name and spelling that she was telling me and half typed. She works at the boat. I think I was able to find her finally with some reseach. There are multiple mutual friends, so it's gotta be her. Note to self. Stop letting bud get in the way of priorities. It makes me not want to get a sac though. Kev Guap sold me 2.3 grams for $30. What da fuck? And I had to drive all the way there to get it. Like 20 miles. 40 mile round trip. These fucking assholes, keep ripping me off. Other people claim to be the one who can serve you up, and the same patterns keep occuring. It's like when these setbacks happen, it opens up the okay to continue to let it happen. Even in other ventures. No this shit is not okay. Go to hit up this girl who sells, and her man this and her man that. I don't want to fucking hear about your man. The little bitch muthafucker who has puppy filters over his face. What a fucking pussy. Playing a video game? What a waste of fucking time. Like yea, I got you, but let me finish being lazy first. Muthfucker, fuck no. Let me rip you off. Um, no. Let me get you excited that I might come through? Fuck no. What a fucking let down. Plan back on? Nope. Just another let down. Then I try no not focus on weed. Lets handle some other priorities, like making money. I have the tasks ready to go. Oh no, someone else is making a huge deal about needing some weed. Like, excuse me, I am focused on work. What is my work? Im not telling you. It's work just to work. The church did not get done, and so much fucking up? Why? I cannot let this slide? Need to finish the Church in the Morning. I will pay like $100 at the most. These fucks don't know how to do a good job. The past should have been my lesson. What a bunch of un reliable fucks. I just cannot trust anybody. Whitney never answers her phone. Hits me up to have Draven work. Um. No. He tweeks. He has caused chaos in your life. You let him back in. What the fuck? He's dumped shit in the road at a job site before, and tried to argue when I called him out. Why the fuck do I keep going back to this shit. It's fucking wack. I've been winning in my business. Took a few days off and here comes everyone with their bullshit again. Omar, or Giovani is his name? I don't fucking know. Lives in Sinaloa now? Is asking for work, but have experienced bullshit with him to. I also think he took my hammer head drill at the same time as taking Allens charger. Not going to let this low life in my circle. Had his chance and fucking blew it. Freedo trying to apologize to me for blowing up, when I blew up on him. Why are you apologizing? Oh to get work. The confusion, but it's not so confusing. It's manipulating, and I'm on to their shit. Derek asking about work as well as a place to stay but he doesn't have all the bread. I am not going to give a person a spot, plus have to be the one to employ them. This is how they throw that shit back in my face. Not going to happen. Michelle wants to work also but put some painting shit before me and they bailed on her. So Im thinking if I have anything, it will be involving painting. So here is the 9/16/2020

So here I go with another WTF rant. Why people why, do you have to make me feel so fucked off. I really want to communicate with people, but doing it well. Not some bullshit ass wait time, or this and that fucking happened. I don't give a fuck about what happened, if you cannot initiate a time, or proper communication, get the fuck out of my plans. You all are fucking time wasting sons of bitches, and need to get your facts straight. Everything is mis construed. The sack, the spitting game to a girl on the bus, because I'm too pissed off. She initiated the conversation, and I tried to get the number, no phone, facebook, but she got off before she could type her full name Now I'm stuck trying to find this girl on Facebook, and I'm sure I added the wrong person even though it showed the name and spelling that she was telling me and half typed. She works at the boat. I think I was able to find her finally with some reseach. There are multiple mutual friends, so it's gotta be her. Note to self. Stop letting bud get in the way of priorities. It makes me not want to get a sac though. Kev Guap sold me 2.3 grams for $30. What da fuck? And I had to drive all the way there to get it. Like 20 miles. 40 mile round trip. These fucking assholes, keep ripping me off. Other people claim to be the one who can serve you up, and the same patterns keep occuring. It's like when these setbacks happen, it opens up the okay to continue to let it happen. Even in other ventures. No this shit is not okay. Go to hit up this girl who sells, and her man this and her man that. I don't want to fucking hear about your man. The little bitch muthafucker who has puppy filters over his face. What a fucking pussy. Playing a video game? What a waste of fucking time. Like yea, I got you, but let me finish being lazy first. Muthfucker, fuck no. Let me rip you off. Um, no. Let me get you excited that I might come through? Fuck no. What a fucking let down. Plan back on? Nope. Just another let down. Then I try no not focus on weed. Lets handle some other priorities, like making money. I have the tasks ready to go. Oh no, someone else is making a huge deal about needing some weed. Like, excuse me, I am focused on work. What is my work? Im not telling you. It's work just to work. The church did not get done, and so much fucking up? Why? I cannot let this slide? Need to finish the Church in the Morning. I will pay like $100 at the most. These fucks don't know how to do a good job. The past should have been my lesson. What a bunch of un reliable fucks. I just cannot trust anybody. Whitney never answers her phone. Hits me up to have Draven work. Um. No. He tweeks. He has caused chaos in your life. You let him back in. What the fuck? He's dumped shit in the road at a job site before, and tried to argue when I called him out. Why the fuck do I keep going back to this shit. It's fucking wack. I've been winning in my business. Took a few days off and here comes everyone with their bullshit again. Omar, or Giovani is his name? I don't fucking know. Lives in Sinaloa now? Is asking for work, but have experienced bullshit with him to. I also think he took my hammer head drill at the same time as taking Allens charger. Not going to let this low life in my circle. Had his chance and fucking blew it. Freedo trying to apologize to me for blowing up, when I blew up on him. Why are you apologizing? Oh to get work. The confusion, but it's not so confusing. It's manipulating, and I'm on to their shit. Derek asking about work as well as a place to stay but he doesn't have all the bread. I am not going to give a person a spot, plus have to be the one to employ them. This is how they throw that shit back in my face. Not going to happen. Michelle wants to work also but put some painting shit before me and they bailed on her. So Im thinking if I have anything, it will be involving painting. So here is the plan. I am going to fucking kick so much ass in my business people are going to want to join. That is what is already happening. I am going to keep winning. Don't let the negatives get to you. Keep trying for those goals. Set them and keep moving forward. Vivint had me do the onboarding documents again. This is the third time that I have done this. I have to win in this opportunity. I already have the training on lock. I just need to get out there and make it happen. Follow the plan, and keep thriving to do my best. There are too many sad sorry souls that need to stay the fuck away from me. For real, stay far back. Seeking a sac and doing the same routine is not cutting it for me. I need to seek into new strategies and people that can get me to where I need to be. Or want to be. Either way, I need to be in a great vehicle opportunity and start winning there. So last night I chatted with this girl on Chat Ki, and she is from Colorado. We connected for about 12 hours. After about 4 hours of talking we both fell asleep on the laptops, and woke up to each other in the morning. I met her mom that same morning and found out that she is on drugs. Meth to be exact. I saw how her mom kept walking in and even asked her for 3 dollars. I can feel her pain, she needs better people around her. I want to meet her, and already planned out the trip. Its going to take 13 hours to get there to Denver Colorado.  I want her to be my girlfriend, and let me stay with her for a while. I can bring her up at the same time. I will also be able to explore the capitol city Denver. It's about 900 miles away, so I would need to consider gas. Maybe I can drive my motorcycle that distance as a first time ride, once I get the bike. Remember I want a BMW GS or and R series Motorcyle. Janth has also popped back up in my life. We have known each other for 11 years now, and never once hung out, accept with Rate and Jordan in 2009. She has 3 kids, so I believe that got in the way. Nowdays shes acting like a slut, so I better take advantage of this, and fuck her really good. She already gets tipsy. I don't. At least not anymore. I have found soveionty within my life, and actions. I still want to apply for a Police Department, but that may have to be in about a year, because of all the hate towards cops. Maybe FBI. Could be so much cooler. I would have to stop blazing, but just to get hired on. Don't make it obvious if I smoke and go to work as a cop. Either way I am happy in life with my entrepreneur lifestyle. I created it for my self, there for am in 100% control of what happens. At a job with a Police Department, the only control I get is ordering citizens around who break the law. Im zzz quilled out. Why the fuck do I take these. Oh yeah to sleep and forget about the anxiety that is surrounding. Especially Corona Virus. That shit is a lie. Corona Lirus if you will. A plandemic instead of pandemic, has anxiety levels through the roof. 

9/17/2020

Today has been a chill day. I got my laundry done, and took a shower. I finally got some dank and have been blazing all day. I have been fairly inspirational to people on ChatKi. Asking them what kind of goals they have in life. Or if they would like to make their first $100,000. It's a great way to break the ice. So far not many people have been interested, but it's part of an ongoing search for money making strategies. I am all for earning big money and having a laid back life. Also showing others how they can do the same. Why would I not want to share my routine with folks, and help them get to a higher level in life. The satisfation is amazing. There are alot of weirdos out there in the world. They don't have to throw you off. Instead, set up counter defensive mechanisms to protect your energy and your sanity. Don't strive for what the devil wants you to give into. Temptation. Sex, drugs, laziness, etc. Don't do the negatives. Seek positives. Positive reinforcement. Something that should be intertercepted with open arms. The glory is great. The writing is great. The world is great. I sometimes vision ancient civilization and wonder, how they got through the times. The under water cities, that have gone under over the years. The history is so amazing. The way that civilization came together and disappeared. Just as we will. So we must enjoy our lives, while we can. It's more than a million dollars to wake up in the morning. Leave your legacy. It's faith. It's history. Space is also amazing. Outer space is dangerous, but it in itself has it's mysteries. Exploration should be taught in school. But, it isn't. So it's up to our curious nature to see what all can serve us wel in life. Walking the same waters each day is not very fun. The same job. The same weed smoke. The same drunk nights. The same people. To me its not the same. Soon the conversations become the same. It's all a big pattern. I can read people like a book. I feel like I've typed this out a thousand times. Relaxation is a must. Its really hard to find. No rhyme pun intended. The world is still amzing though. Writing is amazing. Drawing can set the mind free. Entrepreneur lifestyle can keep a person honest and out of trouble. Explore the nature of people. How they act. The respectful. And, the pervs. There is a place for all of them here. For pervs, it's jail. The respectful, live wealthy and healthy lives. The criminals, jail. Just stay healthy and wealthy. I like to see nice images of nature. I also like to just relax. Anxiety is like a huge thing now days. Especially with Corona Virus going on, and all that mask shit. It really makes me want to land on another planet. But Im just stuck here on earth, communicating with my fellow earthlings. 

The new strategy. Get people into making that paper. Get them to find businesses for marketing in their area. If I'm going to travel there, it has to be well worth it. Not just going to go and spend money or waste time. It has to be for a purpose. If someone else can generate the dollar, I can do the work, an break them off some of it. This is how a team works. They don't have to do anything but manage their office in that area. The office is usually ran out of a cellphone now days. No need to pay for an office. I don't want to travel to unknown places. Once I do a llittle bit of research, it is known. I just have to explore it from the point on. As a write I get to explore deep within thought. I get to manifest action plans, and then take action. This would be goal setting. Set the goal and accomplish it, but set realistic goals.

9/18/2020

As the days go by and I continue to write, my skills improve. I am on a journey to explore myself and I have found that I am a very lovable person. All that hate and anger came from being around negative, unmotivating mindsets, and really not reaching some of the challenges that I had already set for myself. Goal setting is a must, and if I cannot reach a goal, its like a crackhead not getting their fix. It's just a must, can't emphasize that any more. I cannot be around failed behavior, or those of laziness. It rubs off. I cannot contract that kind of behavior within my life. So far I have a place, a vehicle, a job, and somewhat of a social life. I also have an energy drink problem, and a marijuana problem. What I really need to do is face the anxiety. Deal with the world head on, without dependancies. It's a wicked world it is, so that is why I drowned out in weed. Used to drink alchohol. Really it's dopamine. A great feeling or sensation. But it becomes addicting. Women and their great nature is addicting, but then brought down by their evilness. They are devils in disguise? Or angels and thats it? It's really hard to tell. That is why I have to only focus on me. Better me each day and let that attract the female. Let them see the real value within me, and don't let it harm me if they cannot. The world is a magical place. It spins great wonders around all of our souls. My writting sometimes spills like poetry, but don't let it fool you. I have hidden lessons within. No hidden agendas. Only to make others around me better. I am a servant to man kind, and to myself. First at hand, is myself, then man kind. Animals are precious also. They bring us happiness and job. Mans best friend of a dog and a cat that can care for it's self. Defeat a mouse in a house, or a bird dropping turds. Our loved animals have a place in this world too. I enjoy watching ants of nature work for their own civilization. How they survive amounst humans as well as their own predators. The magic is real. The though of the nature is so incredible. It's wonderful and makes me feel at peace. My relaxation cannot be described. My thoughts are pure and clear. Very comprehensive and processed in a step by step format. Do this. Then do that, and you will receive this. Wonderful. Again, I cannot describe the feeling. I know that I have a lot of relashionships, and its hard to keep up with everyone. Especially when I am trying to pave the way for new relashionships. The anxiety that creates is something else. Well, it's just something else to shake. 

Brand New Goals List

Step one is to basically have a strategy. Where is your gold mine?

Where is your ATM? Where do you get your income from?

$1000 Business Development Package Title

Earns Duplicate of $1000 over and over again with this strategy.

5 Star General Strategy within Landscaper Pro

5 Main Investments with AD Marketing Pros

New Innovative Enterprises Training and Affiliate Marketing

Aduttonater Media TV. Start doing Interviews

Kevin call for yard work

Luis Job at Cottowood. Make up for last time.

Ivan Job

Rent out rooms. Potential $200 earned.

RV sale call and see whats up

Denver Coloroda business Trip

Within Arizona Business Trip

Smoke and Sell Tour

Purchase BMW Motorcycle

Tesla

Sports Betting Football Season check stats

Purchase Landscaping Business Cards

Might need new distributor cap and spark plugs for truck

check transmission fluid

check oil

church job what the fuck is going on?

9/18/2020

So here I am again and it is taking forever. The cycle continues. It’s like I go to pull the money out, so I buy an energy drink at the same time. That leads me to uplift. The weed helps me calm down. The energy drink also helps me focus socially. When I say cycle, it’s because I noticed the patterns. By energy drink get cashback, wait an extremely long time for the dealer. Try to plan it out with time frames. The time frames get ignored. My time is wasted, and that is something I won’t get back. Even if I try to integrate others tasks in between, it becomes a cluster fuck. As I voice to text this, I can’t help but realize that I am getting better each time I write. To be able to sort out these thoughts without judgment. Then to be able to play it back to myself, and create a mastermind in which I can learn from. A master mine is when two bits of information come together and a new idea is born. The new idea is the mastermind. It’s all right though. I’ve been learning a lot about psychology and help people interact with each other. In that time, people want to be above you. Their time is more important than yours. And vice versa. Must be the modern-day way of communicating, to leave people hanging. If you expect to plan something out, expect to be wasting time and left in the dark. On another note, this type of behavior makes me not want to fuck with people. It makes me not want to be cool with people. It makes me not want to make things happen with people. Furthermore, it makes me over analyze other people who come into my life. Even the slightest sign of bullshit, I will compare you to ones that have failed me. I’ll set up a roadblock and not allow it to happen. I come from a place where people steal stuff from you and still ask you for work. Still try to be your friend, and talk shit about you behind your back. I know this type of stuff. Most of the time I would rather be alone. When I am alone I like to work on creating. Whether it’s creating writing, drawings, music, or business. Maybe someday I can create children. Until then I will need to create a relationship with a quality girl. It seems that every person I feel the quality ends up turning sour. it’s all good though. I feel like I’ve been drug through so much mud, what’s another hundred miles of it? Some of the sentences are sarcastic, but I really mean the truth. I find great Escape within my sarcasm. I have learned that from cartoon such as Daria, and others that I can’t think of at the moment. They create a world of don’t fuck with me. A world of leave me the fuck alone. It’s amazing. Growing up I always wanted to be popular. This makes me fit into an extrovert category. Lately, getting deep into my creativity, I don’t want to be extroverted. I would prefer to be introverted and make accomplishments low-key on my own. So the others who are extroverted, who check in on me from time to time, will see that I’m getting shit done without them. They will wonder, how the fuck does he get so much shit done? I think of my ability to steer clear from negative reinforcement. If I’m going to do something, I want to make sure that it’s not going to bite me in the ass. If it happens to bite me in the ass, I look at it as a lesson. Let’s not repeat the same lessons. I’ve learned many lessons from the playground, to education system, to the work experience days. Now I am 32 years old and no I don’t know at all, but I’ve seen quite a bit. Had my fair share of bullshit, and being bullshit. Nowadays I’m not about that. I never had really been a sour grape, but other people have fogged up my mindset. Even as I wait for the sack of weed, I’m kind of pissed off. Talk about fogging up the mindset. I’ve been bombarded by this type of fog. One situation after the another. I know a lot of people nowadays. So a lot of people come at me with a needy ass. Trying to utilize my resources just to give them a leg up. For example trying to use my gas so I can pick them up and show them a place to live. The buses are free, have a bus and check out your potential spot. Like it makes no sense. Like some people are literally asking, can I fuck you over? And they say it in a way to where you want to agree, and do you agree, but deep down inside I know it’s bullshit.These are the factors.

I know that I could probably go hang out with some people while I weigh, but I’m really trying to preserve my energy. I have so much work to do, that hanging out almost seems like work. I’m just trying to get this and get back home so I can get in position. Even waiting for the sack seems like work. Or everything in between. Waiting in the line at Circle K. Having a security guard argue with me at a Circle K. Dealing with low life bums at the bus stop. The list goes on.

continue talk to text to writing now

9/18/2020

So I wasted about 6 hours and gas trying to get some fucking weed once again. Steady lagged. Did not even text back, what a fucking waste. Tried to contact a few other people and give them second third and fouth chance. Still got fucked. I start getting emotional, and swearing all to myself. Start feeling internal pressure build up. Decide to contact someone else that gave me 2.3 and tell them it was light last time. Give them the benefit of the doubt to get hit with some grount up reggie. Like I'm trying to get some dank. I was trying to avoid having to get reggie. Also avoid time waste. Avoid getting burned by these people. These so called dealers. I almost don't even want to smoke anymore. This shit has me livid. The gas I had to waste, the risk going over there and back with a sack in my pocket, and the time it takes. Not so much the money, but if I'm going to spend it on something, I want to spend it on something that can get me fucking high. It's like these assholes know what my goal is. To get a sack, and they purposly want to block my blessings. Their own blessings. Like how fucking hard is it to meet up at a reasonable time. Especially when its fucking planned out. These people couldn't plan a sit down on the toilet if they bet their life on it. The emotional drainage. I need to cut these muthafuckers the fuck off or keep living the same crud ass results. This shit is not cool. I am a great person and accomplish great things. People see me do it. As soon as they see me winning, here they come with their bullshit. Trying to send me down a path where I am bound to complain They know I am not trying to complain. I am simply just trying to enjoy life, work hard, and accomplish some goals. Wait. I need to stop sharing this with people. I am telling them how to block me. No more sharing goals and dreams with these fucks. They can give a shit less about me and my success. I actually care for others more than they care for me. Sometimes, more then they care for themselves. Like today when I was waiting for the sac that never came. I saw the girl from the bus on Wednesday. You know, the one that was going to the boat to strip. I tried to add her on facebook but couldn't find her, then I found her. Well I added her and she still hasn't confirmed it. Anyway, long story short, I have seen her before. When I was homeless and walking to my parents place down wetmore, between romero and la cholla. She was walking with a little dog, and I was thinking are they homeless? She seemed like the drug type of mentality and that she was heading to her next fix. But with a little dog? I feel bad for the dog. I kept walking because, my life was already in shambles, and too add more to my plate would just be extra stress. I saw her again at the Tohono center about 2 months ago. Maybe 3 weeks after I first saw her walking with the dog. She still had her dog at the Tohono center, and she was with an Older white gentlemen on a bike. She was  following them like they had the drugs and she was going to get in on a little bit. I'm sure they got in on a little bit of her also. I didn't want to talk to her while these guys were around. That is not my crowd, but the girl I am somewhat interested in. I mean she has a cute little booty thats hanging out of some thigh high shorts. She is a white, doll looking mama, and any guy would want to talk to her. The only ugliness about her, is her drug life. She's probably dirty also from the streets, other guys doing her, and from the drugs. Some black guy about 50s was also there providing her a bump of coke or meth. Not sure but she sniffed it right off of his hand. I heard their brief converstation how she only does coke and not meth. The guy was saying he only does meth or something like that, and loves hanging around women. He made it a point to say that he loves his women. Just being around them and all. Like shut the fuck up dude, you suck at selling  yourself. The girl then proceeded to her white guy friend with the bike that I had seen before. So this is a sign for me, that I don't need to pursue her. And I was beating myself up for being angry Wednesday night when I couldn't get the sac, and though that block my blessing from wanting to talk to her. Like I'm pouting, so not going to be nice to this girl. Little did I know it was that girl from those past times, and what I seen today with her, the black guy, and her white pimp on the bike. I even tried to talk to her and be like, remember me from the bus? It was literally two days ago. She shoed me off like a fly. Did not have anything to do with me. So fuck her. She doesn't deserve my quality essence anyway. I spent about 30 minuets sitting right there and applying for TPD. Why not? Even though I smoke, I can stop when ever. Plus smoking is starting to be a burden. There is a time to smoke and a time not too. Just like alchohol. I do not dabble in any other drugs. Not even pills. I have always wanted to work for TPD and arrest some of these fucking assholes in Tucson. The ones who will not do the right thing. Only brings down society and not up. I have applied a few times and it's not easy to get into. Sometimes applications get ghosted. Other times disqualified. Like damn, it's really that hard to get into. They say not to lie on the application, but I almost have to, just to make the qualifications. Then it's a game of keeping them from finding out. They also have dirt on me in there notes, but I just have to deny everything. Tell them that I do not recall. Must be a mix up, or misunderstanding. Or someone else had my id. I can say that I have lost my wallet. I have let other people use my truck for work etc. Not sure what they are talking about. I can also blame being under over the counter medication for a cold at a time. So yea. Thats what's going on. Luis needs me to do a job for him tomorrow at the same property that I let him down on before. I will not let him down this time. I am going to get in there and do a quality job. Don't really need people helping me I just need to get in there and use my tools the way they were meant to be. The tools are better them people. People have been shit lately. I need to stay away from people. Do not plan with people. Only the right people. Workers, clients, girls, friends, etc. Fuck those fake ass muthafuckers.

9/17/2020

Some people get super sentimental over a female. Like bro work on raising capital so you can be there for them. Not blocking your blessings. People are so fucking stupid. Hitting me up for work and blocking own blessings. Sending me down a path of chaos. Like I can do bad on my own. You pussies have no knowledge. Where as I hold down the crown. For real. Fuck these muthafuckers. I live on this planet with a bunch of bitch made muthafuckers. Thank got this life isn’t permanent. I can only enjoy for the time being and leave my legacy. No one is gonna ensure my peace but me. Leave legacy, but me. I have had legacy blessings blocked by other people. Didn’t get my songs out. External hard drive broke. So now I gotta waste time and seek into getting that fixed. Good grief. This is why I have the system. Write song, download beat, record song. Even if it’s in the recorder and non official, it can still be done.

9/18/2020

I know that I complain alot, but it gives me reason to breathe. I can get all that garbage off of my chest. I'm not sure how many other people do this, but it really helps with anxiety. I can focus on getting rid of wasted space, and freeing up space for more quality people to enter. This is how life should be. Not having to appeal to idiots. Only satisfy high leveled mindsets. It's the best thing one can seek into. Once can discover a lot through other peoples mindsets. This is called a mastermind. When information is retained from two minds, or two sources of knowledge, the new information creates a new mind that can carry far. It can produce, or out produce other mindsets. It was created from those other mindsets. Who's to say it cannot become greater? It's not so much of a mystery. It just is what it is. As I reach out to other peoples souls, I can't help but notice that they love to block their own blessings. They love to get in the way of other peoples goals, and they have nothing going on for themselves. These people need to get back. Far back. Like, six feet away quarantine. I cannot stand groups anymore. I prefer to move in silence. I am studying man kind, and what I have seen, they are going down. Going downhill so much that it could be Civil war. The people turnning on the government, and the government turning on the people. Cops killing blacks. Whites killing cops. Black lives matter, when really it should be all lives matter. The BLM is making me feel outcasted, or like some shit is going to happen. I do not want to be caught up in that mix. I would prefer to stay quarantined and away from that shit, but then again I am an essential worker, and have to step outside of my door. The outdoors are supposed to bring great job, when really the outdoors could bring terror. Not necessarily from nature, itself, but from the people who crowd the area. All I can do is stay as safe as possible, and I hope my fellow man kind can do the same. I think about all souls that I have encountered, and wish them the best blessings. These are crazy days. I hope to see that you make it through with you sanity preserved. Because mine, is and has gone out the door a long time ago. I just find ways to cope and keep myself busy. Keep my mindset off of things. Engulf myself in writing, and hope that can be my legacy. Although music is also my legacy, I am tapped into the creativity world. The world of just being me and relaxing. 

I feel like going into introvert mode. Not hanging out with people. Just working and getting tasks done. Getting to a higher level in life, and I will pop out the wood work every now and again. People will wonder where I went. Cannot go down old path,  it will result in the same chapters. Just like a book. Delete that shit out. Girls are energy vampires. Yes they have nice bodies, but think about what you didn't get then. Why now? There is a special one somewhere out there, I just need to keep searching. In the time till then, I still run into serpents. The money has abundance, and I can get more than what I tolerate. I just dont want to fail the relationships that I have created. Maybe that is why I have been holding myself back. I keep telling people to stop cheating themselves. Maybe I've been cheating myself, and that is me calling myself out. By lashing out at them. What the fuck is going through my mind? I am always feeling victimized, hurt, and not in control. Well it's the opposite. I am in control. I can do what ever I put my mind to. I can start an organization that shows youth how to start their own yard business. Also how to start it with dignity. To take pride in their work, and estimate properly. Don't let any clients take advantage of you, etc. Today I've had fast food, energy drinks, and covenience store food. As long as its food. I need to go on a detox though. Lets sweat out the toxins, work out the toxins, eat good food, sleep. Weed should be cut. Do not run to alcohol. Not even the smallest drink. Engulf within my work. My creativity. Maybe take a puff now and again, but keep the system clean. I want to be able to pass a drug test. I want to feel alive and like a kid again. Handle responsibilites as I wanted to do as a kid. I remember wanting to have my own mail. Now that I have mail, it's nothing but bills, but it can get handled. I am dealing with unpaid jobs, and that set me back slightly. How can I keep doing the work, and not receiving that positive reinforcement. I am full of energy from the day. I drank it because of failed time, and ability to get the sac. Felt ripped off again by Kev Guap. I guess I am used to it, but I cannot tolerate this type of behavior. I will not waste time with losers. I am the creator of my universe. I have many formulas that I can utilize to pave myself a quality lifestyle. 

9/19/2020

Today I got up around 8 a.m. Did some sleeping in a little bit, but not alot. I know I should be getting up three hours before the sun, but I like to stay up late night and do marketing. So I got up around 8 am. and had to be at Luis job site by 9 a.m.  I worked alone, because well most people are bullshit. This girl Jade from Facebook wanted to work with me. She said that she needed a job. I would have got her, but I was on a time crunch. I tried to hit her back up and she left me on read. Not sure if she wants to work or not. I mean she did say that she was trying to get some money, and I asked her if she got her money. Easy sentence to leave on read. Like, boy you don't need to know if I got my money or not, is probably what she is thinking. Either way, I got my work, and that is my money. I don't like when people try to get near my stacks. Unless they help bring up my comany and earn their money. I tend to have to go over peoples work, and work just as hard if not harder than if I would've just worked alone I've done it many times, and I don't want to have to complain. That takes out a lot of energy as well. People please just let me be at peace with my work. I'm not doing the sandles thing anymore. I actually work in cowboy work books. Real steel toe. Not some weak ass Walmart brand steel toes. I have put the boots to the test. Both brands of boots. The $220 Cowboy Ariat boots, Vs the $30 walmart Steel toes. I kicked a metal shelf with the Ariats. Could not feel a thing. The walmart books. Ow, what the fuck. I could feel the potential pain, if I would've kicked it any harder. So yeah, there is a big difference in quality. It's great to actualy be wearing proper landscaping gear. Now all I need to do is get a pair of work gloves. I think some of those tough leather gloves, should do the trick. I will get those tomorrow, and dump my load somewhere in the desert, or just keep in in there. I'm used to trucking around loads. I guess it's part of the job. I have had a few friends trying to kick it with me. Well I would but it's all the way across town. I would have gone tonight, but staying home seemed so much nicer. I could finish watching Toy Story 2 or put on another movie that I may be interested in. I have been thinking also, that I have to overide the hang out time and turn it into work time. If I'm just socializing and chilling I'm not working on me. I'm actually expelling from myself. I need more alone time, and that is what I have captured here. It's nothing to take a zzzzquillll and pass out. Even if I don't have weed. Plus I think that if people want to hang out, they  can come and see me where I'm at. I pay for a place to stay, so I want to be able to stay here and enjoy. Accomplish some stuff in the room. I already called Kevin and set up an estimate. That is $$$ and great utilization of the room. Plus Allen keeps asking me to handle some tasks here. Like manage the job. Recruit the workers. For house cleaning. For moving the air duct. For renting the two rooms. This is another one of those snag the opportunity before time runs out moments. I can get it done. I certainly can. Also that RV that I saw on Oracle Jaynes. I need to call that and see if they want to have assistance marketing the vehicle. Just another stream of income. I am glad that I got good at multiple streams of income. The strategies are great. I am great. I am the King of this empire I will rise far above.

Right now my energy waves are cut off from people. I am not going anywhere tonight, and I am not going to answer my phone. In fact. I have already zzquiled and will be sleeping soon. To the sound of a spacecraft in orbit. I will be relaxed and ready to enter into the next day. Sunday, where I will get Chrissy and make sales from home. I want to be able to smoke also and relax. Just another day on the Eastside.  I need to work on my $1000 sale plan that way I can stack that cash as well. I already know how to do it. I just need to get out there and get it done. I've been dealing with so much Social hounding. It's like a job. I've been brned out on that shit for quite a while. It lead me to eviction. Wanting to hang out instead of work. I did plenty of hanging out on my 145 days on the streets. I need to take back my time, and put it forward to something very rewarding. I need to get past $40k that way I can show others that I am the one who taught them how to hustle not visa versa. I was the one winning the bread before anyone. That is why they call me Breads. Meds was a name that was supposed to sound cool and was provided by a so called friend. These so called friends taught me lessons. Many lessons. 

They really didnt teach me many money making lessons. Those were provided by mentors and consultants. More mentors. To me, anyone with good advice is a Mentor.

It's awsome to type out my script while on Chatki. I like to socialize, but not in the way that extroverts like it. I feel safe at home, where I can be quarantined. Anyway enough of that lets talk about some financial game play. Earn $140 today. Tomorrow earn $280. Next day $560 and so on. Double the fuck up.  Also when it comes to deposits. Deposit $200 one day, and the next day do $300. Next day $350. As long as you are going up, you are on the right track. The right  path if you will. Spending should be reduced. Do less spending each day and focus on deposits and gross earning. Improving everyday. It's okay to go backwards on Deposit and gross, but dont let it get to far away from you.

I could do a show from my room. Have exotic lights. Talk to my fans. Maybe a fans only page. Wait a minuet I'm thinking like a female. It's like you think $300 is expensive? Yousa broke boy. A.D. Marketing Pros needs to make some sales. Cutco needs to make some sales. Vivint needs to make some sales. Albert Dutton, personally needs to make some sales. New Innovative Enterprises. Sales. It's an ongoing cycle of sales. Education courses. Sales. Still ongoing.  My ability to say fuck that has improved. I have been taking back time and winning Not trying to do the same old boring stuff daily. We have some much room to improve. Stop being lazy. Here's a plan.

Get up early 3 a.m. and start marketing to New York and Miami.

Work my way across the states. Sell marketing, affilates, expand landscaping. Connect with people. Earn that buck. Get in the game Do it for real and stop cheating yourself for time. This time around, it's really happening. Stop wasting time with losers and dominate the game. A lot of people miss when they are at bat. This is what I have noticed in people who are not on time. They miss their opportunity. At times, I will wait. Wait for them, and still does not see the value. I've shown people my help, then they want to dis. Those get no response. Still to this day, alot of people are in it for themselves. I can see when person wants to win. Win for the team. Or are they in it for themselves? Only time will tell.  Business has its risk and chance.

Since I am approaching the end of the month, I need to get my credit score up. I want to spend 100 dollars at the jewelry strategy. I make 3 transactions over the months and it reports to the credit company. I should be able to increase credit and get pre approved for a house. Or I could get preapproved for a vehicle  Either way I want to get my credit score up.

Annual sales strategy is great. Be on the look out for my course. Everytime I landscape I produce money. Every time I produce money, I face accomplishment.

9/20/2020

Right now I am thinking of ways to produce some income. Money making strategies. I did get about 12 hours of sleep. Did not waste time hanging out, and didn't waste gas driving to the other side of town. Knowing that I would have to go there today anyway. No need in making multiple trips. I have to integrate income earning strategies while I'm out and about. This could be from finding houses for sales to cars for sales. If I can get in on it it would be awesome. I'm like Mark Cuban looking to get my nose in like 115 or 155 businesses as an investor. I would be investing time, as opposed to money. When I can make things happen, it's more than what the person may have invested money into, in order to make the same thing happen. I can get stuff for free and sell it with my marketing skills. Intgrated 5 star general strategy with landscaping pro. Not the education course, but the action. I have made it happen once, and that is where I learned the strategy. Tried it again with another property and the homeowners were sour. The husband was not communicating well through phone. Saying that he can be there in an our but GPS says 5:45. Like an hour would be 4:45. Get your times straight. I wasn't going to fuck with it based on that behavior. Then continues to say I can meet his wife tomorrow Monday. So now I have to meet this bitch and discuss the plan. 1:30 I arrive, and she is putting the pressure on immediately. Saying concrete guys are going to be here on Thursday, it would be nice if we can start right away. Excuse me, I am here for an estimate, not to start right away. Then she talks about living on the southside and how it's nothing but mexicans. Wants to know my race. I tell her even though it's not important. More red flags. I was foolish enough to give her my last business card to. She cancelled on me the next day after trying to bombard me with calls then text early as fuck. Wow, glad it was cancelled. I could forsee this behavior ahead of time though. Starting with the husband. So that was a burn. At the same time I saw an RV for sale. Collected the number and called later that night. It may have been the next day, but it went straight to voice mail. I'm going to have to try again later. Still living with Mice in the wall. It is very distracting. Everytime they move around I look up. Hard to get stuff done. Paying on time and still face bullshit. This is what I don't like. I have a task on my plate of taking wood back to Home Depot for the landlord. I hate doing this shit, and has me hidding in my room. It's like a stronghold. People do not create tasks for me. I have enough on my plate. I have goals to aim for. Those are tasks on my plate. Why should I take time to clean up some of your mess? Your tasks? Who helps me with my tasks when I need the help? Some decisions have been led by force or pressure. I still made it happen. So give me some fucking space when I need it. 

Other ways of earning. Retail arbitration. I can go hit some yard sales. Buy for low and sell for high on ebay or amazon. As humans all we do is move things and transport. Service other humans for what they need and want done. Nothing more nothing less. Connecting buyer to seller. Creating and selling. Doing it in an abundance of ways. Protecting ones self from the evils in the world. Utilizing the psychology card to save emotion and sanity from worldly demons. Peoples demands, negatives, laziness, lies, theft, the list goes on. If people are not stealing stuff, they are stealing time, and emotion. I always say to people stop cheating yourself by being around fucked up individuals. Don't allow them to steal your time or emotion. That shit needs to be protected more than money. The money comes with investing time properly in the right systems and strategies, people, tools and assets, time, and of course spending the money properly. A sixth edition would be quality mindset. Invest in only a quality mindset. Others have dumbed down weak as mindsets. Those are liabilities. Don't let it get in the way. The place I go, there are so many things that can be done. Connection, as well as earning. Lessons, as well as faith. Life is one giant cluster fuck of just enjoy it and journey well once it's all over. I am thankful that I get another day. One of these days you and I both are not going to wake up to this amazing world. That is truth. Not a lie. That is something that can factually be counted on. In the meantime, I'm just going to relax. Energy drinks have me fucked off, as I always say. Try to ease back, and here comes the social anxiety. Let me just have one or two to get through this social event. I don't want to show signs of weakness, and be judged. Not that I should give a fuck, but this is what I know will happen. Then I have to hear other peoples comments about it, react to that as well, and possibly explain myself. No. I fucking hate explaining myself. That is work as well. Especially when I'm trying to make moves ingognito. The last think that I want to do it explain my system. Explaining just may throw me off of my goal. That's why I am constantly hating people. Hating myself. Hating people. Hating myself. Try to remain positive. Things are looking good. Oh no, here comes some more bullshit approaching. I like to relax, away from the bullshit. Hide away from the bullshit. Not be a part of the bullshit. People want to chill, this opens up doorway to some bullshit. Maybe I micromanage every part of my life too much. It's a good thing but could also be a bad thing. 

Today has been so fucked. Such bullshit that I have to deal with. Watching own dog, can’t get bud, bud experience sucks. People just staring. This old bitch. Every time she sees me just stares. The bus driver thinking I left my book of morman at the bus stop. Nope not mine. I thought she was trying to tell me to put on a mask. Like I already have a fucking mask. People asking me for the time and when I tell them they say huh. Listen asshole, I’m not trying to repeat myself. Everyone says huh. Like expect to say your sentences twice. People interacting with me for the smallest shit. Don’t care don’t care don’t care. Living amongst thieves and they ask for work. Other issues with work. Omg I just can’t stand people blocking their own blessings. No. No. You are not going to block my blessings either. Miss me with that shit.

Is it just me or are people way more bitch then before. I mean I know Corona Virus has caused a sudden spark of anxiety, but does everyone have to use it as an excuse? Even I wanted to use it as an excuse but didn’t. I just kept pushing through it. Handled my tasks, came out the gutter, and everyone wants to continue to act bitch. No. Not me. I cannot have that shit rub off on to me. It already has slightly. I’m pissed, ruined day, unmotivated, and so much more. Maybe it’s time to burn those old bridges. They’re not transporting the way I need them too. Can’t have people in my mix acting bitch. No fucking way. I am better than that. I really just wanted to zone out and rid people, but have weed. Have dank. Or wax. I am now a part of a Stoner group on Facebook. I really want to meet some new heads from there. Maybe smoke, chill, good vibes. Too many people claim good vibes but are not about that. They are living a good vibes lie. Creating bad vibes for others with their bullshit. Ruining my good vibes. Personally, I can feel it. Not just me bitching because I didn’t get my way. It’s a feeling of fuck you. I’ve been there way to many times. Been arrested, had to talk to cops, felt like giving up. Cutting people off, not eating, yelling, breaking things, and the list goes on. I need to escape these fucks. I don’t know how many times I gotta fucking say it. Even if I go to California or Colorado, I can smoke recreationally. No card needed. I would just have to give up Tucson for a little while. Just disappear. Really fuck these weak ass mindsets. Already have one person laughing at me in a group because I want an 8th for $25-$30. Seriously, fuck you dude. Then this bitch who tagged some nigga kid is telling me he’s the real deal. Man shut the fuck up and sell me a god damn bag for the price I mentioned. It’s not that fucking hard. I’m already taking risk having to meet someone new. Not trying to reach out to people from the past. It’s their perfect opportunity to rip me off. It’s been 2 months now not drinking but this shit seriously has me ready for a six pack. I am stronger then that though. I really just want to be at peace. Like when I was a kid. No stress. No worries. Those were truly good vibes. No lies. Miss those days. Especially the kids on the playground. Miss you guys. It’s been almost a half lifetime since and had more to gain at 16 and younger than I do now. Missed my chances to have kids on my 20s. Times ticking. I’m getting old. Things aren’t getting sweeter. Just the same shit different responsibilities. Fuck me. Just let me crawl in my shell and die. People telling me to eat and smoke. Well I would eat if I had smoke and I would smoke if I had smoke. Just a big burn all the way around. This is why I fucking hate people. So much. For real.

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Okay so now that my rant is over I want to put in some good words of faith. Allen was able to spot me about 1.5 dank, and now I am high. Good vibes. Seriously I love blazing weed. It takes me to a calm place. A place where I can deal with people and my anxiety. I really don't want my anxiety to get me in trouble, so I balance it out with weed. I was even considering getting some alchohol because I could not find any. It must be a dry spell. Well in fact I saw this cartel documentary and they were saying that since the borders are closed, it's been difficult to move product into the United States. Drug dealers and cartels are not happy about this and may be killing people over it. The drugs are just there to take, or do do. Or it just rots on the shelf. Either way I feel like I am experiencing Corona Virus at it's finest. Affeting me with me weed and creating a dry spell here. I could have a medical card but as I said before I am not trying to be on paper publicly with the state. That would disqualify me from a few jobs that I am aiming for. So Allen hooked it up. Also at the same time I was able to rent out one of the rooms. I am getting $100 of $400 so that is 25% of the earnings. This is a one time earning, but could do this twice since there are two bedrooms in the house. Three total. I am renting out one of them. So a triple money earning moment would be to earn the $200 on the two rooms. $100 for each room. And then rent out my room for a little more then $400. I could rent mine for $550 and earn $150 each month. All I would have to do is move somewhere else, where someone wants to rent out their rooms in their home. Another way to tap in deeper would be to Air B N B it. I could rent daily or weekly. Especially when the gem show is in town. That is around February each year, but I think they also have one in the fall. Only time will tell. Anywhere where someone wants to rent out space, I can get the slots filled with my marketing skills. Yes my marketing skills. My wonderful, trusty, and reliable marketing skills. I am also a great writer, because I just let the words flow from my thoughts directly on to the keyboard. So yes I can get what I want through my marketing skills. The rooms wanted section has done me well since 2018. Actually since 2008 was my first craigslist rental experience. Also have purchased and sold vehicles there. I have applied for jobs as well as quick temporary gigs. Lets not forget to mention the Services section. This is where I now pay $5 per ad since March 2018. I remember when they made the switch. Before that, posting was free. People would take advantage of it, and post multiple listings in a row. Kind of spamming the catagories. So I don't mind paying the $5 per ad, if it weeds out spam. Those who over post are alraedy seen anyway. No need to post 3, 4, 5 times in a row. It's ridiculous. I guess maybe they are trying to show them that they can afford it. That is poor investing to me though. Post once and see how many you can bag from that one $5 ad. Also be sure to write your ads with creativity, and provide the necessary contact information. Pictures and discounts are always good. Discounts not needed but free estimates should be provided. Onsites estimates are like interviews. They can also submit photos through the phone, and you can quote the job remotely. Just be sure you know what you are getting into when you throw a price out there. Some jobs are necessary to see in person. Just some quality advice to someone who wants to do estimates for a landscaping business. That is where I have my most experience. I could assist in other fields, but when I am talking success, it's either marketing or landscaping. I am really fond of A D Landscaping Pro which is an education course provided by me, that shows an individual how to earn over $1000 per week. Or per task complete. It all depends on what you have your nose into.

How would you like to earn from Craigslist? I'm talking a few thousand dollars a week if not more. You could be on your way to a relaxed lifestyle, working from the comfort of your home, and earning a bigger paycheck, than if you were to commute to work. I know how difficult it could be to start a business from home, especially when you are required to work from craigslist. I promised purchasers of my course "Craigslist Marketing Profits" that I would show them exactly how to build their business from the ground up and make it as successful as possible. The course will go over the fundementals of earning in some of the most profitabe catagories. Some of these catagories are free to post in. Other you will have to pay, but I show you how to invest the bare minimum, and profit as much as you can from it. I'm talking $5 per ad. You will be able to work from the comfort of your home from your laptop or home computer. You could even work from your cellphone if it's a smartphone. You do not have to deal with the daily commute to work. The stress of gas, or red lights in traffic. Just put on a pot of coffee and walk to your desk, and get to work. You can earn more than most make, hating their job. Plus you will enjoy your job. So go ahead and make your investment of $497 today, and I will unlock the course for your availability. The price will be going up to $997 by Septemeber 23rd, so make sure you hop on this opportunity right away. The reason why the course is going up is because of it's magnificent value. It will show you how you can start producing over a thouand dollars per week, from home, from Craigslist. I guarantee that you will be able to relax and earn from the comfort of your home. I will even provide you with a bonus sales guide on how you can conduct your communication to potential clients and customers. So make that purchase of $497 dollars right away. There is no reason why you should not invest this money into my course. The course is designed to put more money in your pocket. It's almost a no brainer to turn it down. To not even consider the potential that the course will bring you. All from Craigslist. Don't let the price go up by $500, when you could save that $500. Think about what you can buy with the saved money. Also the fact that you have a powerful income generating machine available at your finger tips. I'm sure you have wasted more on car payments, or lets not speak of it. Rent. The fact that rent only gives you a place to live, and you have to keep making that purchase. That is if you don't own your home. Or be homeless. Either way, unless your home is also your warehouse where you store goods, it's more of a liability than an asset. The course on Craigslist Profits is an asset that will continue to produce for you, through out the course of your career. As long as you work the strategies that are provided to you. Then you can earn over a thousand dollars a week from the comfort of your home, turning the course and the house into an asset. Also being able to afford the rent of an asset and not the rent of a liability. How I can turn tables for you, like magic. So there you have it. An opportunity, in an affordable package that will generate you income. This is not MLM. This is like a college course, but on marketing through Craigslist. Easy to pass, and apply the knowledge within the course. In time you will learn as I have, that marketing is one of the biggest assest that can be of skill to one's self. The utilization of the Internet and eCommerce with a few other systems and strategies, are gateway openers to multiple income earning opportunites. They say the sky is the limit, and it is. There is an abundance of money to be collected out there. So why not you? Pick up my course today, fill out your details below and receive another $100 off the $497.

9/23/2020

I haven't been able to update for a couple of days now. So let me break down what I've been up too. On Monday I did 3 estimtates. I preformed the work for estimate 3 on Tuesday. Yesterday. Wednesday, today, I was supposed to do estimate 1 work, but ended up getting Chrissy and also hanging out with Tina who I met through Michelle. Also Live J Garcia hanging out with Michelle and she's telling me that he is too pushy for sex. Also the homie Live J Garcia is going through some depression stuff. I've seen it many times before. And I am Praying that homie is okay. I can only do so much to help people who are down. Hell, I've been down before myself and had to pick myself up above the clouds. So I end up having to take Tina home to my place since Michelle doesn't want her there. Tina is also banned from Michelles apartments for allegedly breaking a window. Tina is the type of girl who likes to do meth. She is still young and doesn't get as spun as Michelle. Shit, today Michelle was seeing teeth in a rock and asking Tina if she shes it. Tina was like nah. Also Michelle is on some possible inheritance money from the governent for some patent missle. She could also be getting  played either way it gives her a lot to talk about and probably really the only thing to talk about. Many people repeat the same shit. Their highlights. Never really discussing goals, or goals they have reached. Well I guess some of what they talk about are goals, but it's like the same old story. I want to hear something new and exciting. So Tina is a hot African woman with a body like a warrior. A woman warrior, and she is a really strong hearted girl. I really wish she didn't smoke meth. She isn't a complete addict, but it's there to destroy. She kind of needs a place to stay but bounces from party to party. I had her stay with me last night only because Michelle did not want her to stay there. We ended up sleeping on the floor and having sex there. Twice. Just like when I banged Autumn. Its amazing how these girls love to have sex on the floor. Anyway. We ended up hanging out all day today. It kind of presented some laziness. I did not make it to Kevins yard. Interference with priorities. There was requests for certain stuff like McDonalds, Shoes, Shirts, Candy, Pens, and Scratch off lottery tickets. All of the traits of a meth head. They need to keep themselves busy. I'm not trying to hate, because I do like this girl. One of my weaknesses is, being attracted to these types of girls. Maybe I think I can save them. Or maybe it's the pussy. Either way. It's something that presents itself, and the salesman in me closes the deal. Like I said, I'm  not trying to hate. I did spend alot of money and did not get a shower in. I really need to get a shower in. Tomorrow I will probaby do Kevins job alone, just to catch up on the funds that I would end up having to dish out to one or two people. I can handle it as easy morning work. I will strap on the boots and go to town. I will also have to do a dump run and then take Chrissy back, or just keep her at the house. I want to get some cooking in as well. Thinking about getting that $100 stove, but I don't want to be let down. Speaking of let down. I am texting Tina right now, and she is high as fuck on meth. I know this because I just left that scene over there. Thinking ah yes. I have some quite time she is over there texting me asking about time for work, trying to sell a bike, and now trying to get ten dollars, and I can take it out of her pay tomorrow. Not a very good sign for the first day of work. Like please do not try to manipulate, and do not annoy the shit out of me. This is real life moral conduct standards. I do not do this shit to other people, why the fuck do they do it to me. I am not these peoples personal bank account. They can work, but let's get some real money that can be distributed in a fair way. Everyone gets paid. These are all sales that I earned, and have to get quality techs to install their labor and time into the service. Please do not show yourself to be an unworthy tech. If that makes sense. I just want people to get better, and acting in that sort or way, does not display behavior that I can trust in. I am trained to stay away from this type of behavior. Indeed I am. Counter defensive mechanisms. Stay away. Just stay away. Instead of complaining about these people I would like to find a solution for them. Not everyones problem can be solved. I can think of some ideas that may help them through their rough times. Yes, that is what I will do.  

9/24/2020 

It's been great keeping a journal of my day and thoughts. It really helps me motivate myself, and overlook some of the challenges that I face in life. Like motivating myself to work. The accompishment is what I like. Do a great job, and don't try to rush to another job. Overwhelm and burn out quick. I need to integrate more dropping bombs podcast trainings into jobs. At least one per job. Unless it's a monthly maintenance, then get in and out. I was on Chat Ki and a guy around my age out of Michigan over heard a call on speaker phone with Live J Garcia pretending to be a customer and then asking if he can stay the night. At first dude was saying that it's the Feds and then when he realized it was someone I knew, hes at a police department about to drop a dime. Well he was joking, but then started learning more about my cirlce. Live J Garcia asked about Michelle, if I have heard from here. I told him about Michelle and Tina over at Michelles place and how Tina got kicked out for spilling paint. Dude on Chat Ki was overhearing all of this and then told me to get away from the Methheads. Sounds very troubling. He asked where do I meet these people  at. I told him at Bus Stops and on the street. He told me that most people who ride the bus dont have cars because they have a drug problem. I know this already but just listened. And, he is right. He said to be careful and stop hanging with them. He also heard me take another business call for landscaping. Impressive. Great conversation from Chat Ki. I didn't talk adding on Instagram, because sometimes you just need to take the advice from that small moment and run with it.. I'm going to go do the job alone, and really focus on protecting myself from meth heads now I guess. It's time to stay busy and not be  available. Kevin job here I come. So I did the Kevin job from 9:30 to 6 p.m. I took a break at 11:36 a.m. for an hour then returned to the job site. I did the whole job alone and it was exhausting. All good, though. It's part of my quality training. And to stay away from people who only want my stacks, and to steer me off of applying time and money to my business. I did before mid and after photos with myself in the picture on each one. First time I have done it that way. I feel like it personalizes the job more for me, and could icrease my chances of obtaining more jobs. Marketing integration with A.D. Landscaping Pro. This is how is is. Well this is what I have created. Tomorrow I am going to wrap up the church, and then do the estimate on the church. Might bring Tina or Michelle on one of those just to test them out. Well Michelle did a good job. I am really thinking about what the guy from Chat Ki was saying about staying away from Meth heads. Even the fact that he mentioned they will use Bi Polarness as an excuss for their mood swings. Guy is right. I need to be around people who can advance me. I felt like I was the one who was doing the best amungst 3 people in the room. I being the forth. Not supposed to be like that. I need to be around some people who are better then me, and then figure out how to get on their level. How to surpass them, and make them think. How the hell did he get to that level. Well it's going to happen. Set the goal, break it down, and acheive it. I have a lot of good advice, now it's time to apply it. I also bumped 2 podcasts on the job site. Probably could've done more, but I was focused on the work. Tina hit me up trying to say she needed to get almost all life necessities from food, to make up, to smoke etc. Was relying on me to pay her. Well I dont think she wouldve been able to handle the job I was one, and she would've backed me in a corner wanting money and to leave the job. I have seen it happen before. Not even going to enter those grounds. It feels good to write all this out though. Also the plan for tomorrow.  A Friday. Do I want to recruit people who just got there checks. Maybe, but I also need to focus on renting out the other room for $450. Saving money as well. Playing the game o when I deposit more everyday. So far. I did $195 yesterday. In cash. Today I did $200 in check. So I am moving up the ranks. Tomorrow will have to be more than $200. Less spending each day. More Gross and Net income. This is what I need to focus on financially. Paying off some debt. Financially. Getting the ball rolling on other systems and strategies. I need to chip away at the goals list and not potatoes chips. I could post some ads in Phoenix and get that marketing strategy going again. That is always a great way to earn extra cash with A.D. Landscaping Pro. I have many strategies within that business. To work them all in one day would be amazing. Lots of hard work there. Creation of the best landscaping company in Tucson. I make sure the job gets done with perfection. Most logical approach. I have activities such as writing, and goal setting that helps be become a better person in life. There are other people who do give great advice. So I just listen or don't listen. It's easy to choose who to talk to. I can write it out, but I feel like a lot of this is repeat information. Well maybe I need to repeat it to myself so that it sinks in. Slow season appoaching. Should I get a job somewhere? No should be the answer, unless I'm trying to relax and relationship build. I can do that in numerous ways though. I can put together perhaps a leads form for matresses and sell them. Jewelry with the Jewelers Club and build credit at the same time. Need to do the application. What have I been spending my money on? Fast food, stuff for Tina and other misc items. Blunt wraps, gas, gym payments, phone bill, and that might be it. Either way, I need to monitor my spending. It would be nice to invest into some stocks. Get  big income spike and just chill for real. Get involved in real estate and allow others to come with but charge them a little bit extra. Plan out an event and pre sell the tickets. Pre Sell everything, just like Berner said on the Quite Don album. Shout out to big Bern. The world is wonderful, writing is wonderful, you are wonderful. Get good at being wonderful, and wonderful is what you shall receive. Good food had been received when I worked with Michelle. Met Tina. Banged Tina. Then I saw the annoyance and Meth life that I have seen plenty of times. Narcasistic life that I have seen plenty of times. Believe me. I cannot make this shit up. That is what I am in fear of, even though I shouldn't be in fear. I should be fearless, geared up, and ready to take it to the next level. I like to ask people what their goals and aspirations are. Let them know they are on a great path. The level they are on needs to be mastered in order to advance to the next level. Being a part of the picture is always a great way to advance in relationships. You never know where the road to success might take you. So far I have met some great people, and got my schedule basically cleared. I still need to service Eric, Rebecca, and Barry Kalpin, but that is at disgression. Then I will be caught up. I can appear on vacation, or damaged from Corona Virus. A lot of excusses, but really was just crushed by tasks, bad relationships, and housing seperation. All back on track now. I see others see me succeed and they want to bring me down with them. Appear to be damaged and used me as a punching bag to let their emotions out on. No please miss me with that shit. I no not want to witness any negative bullshit. On the real. Where is the positive love in the world? Some people are saying that everyone needs love right now. What the fuck is that shit? Sure love is nice to have, but that should not be the mission. The mission should be to advance yourself to the next level. Also to help children involved in sex trafficing. It's a wild ride. It's already almost midnight. About 4 minuets away. I am feeling high, stuffed, and ready for bed. There are still mice running around. I discovered where they chewed a hole in the drywal in my room in another spot. Damn it. Why am I paying $400 a month here? Just to basically run my business out of. I did get a truck, and tires with it. Also was able to get some good smoke, and an opportunity to rent out the rooms. This place is a gold mine of opportunity. I am a person who knows how to jump on opportunity at the right time. Sometimes I don't, but I do most of the time. The work that I know how to do, I shouldve put in years ago. Could be ahead of the game today. Well I am on the rise to the top. Hit those goals, and keep the mommentum going.

9/25/2020

Here to type out some thoughts for the day. Take chrissy back, take a shower, make fliers, try to land jobs in east neighborhood where brush and bulky and pick up. Monday is the deadline. I have Friday, Saturday, and parts of Sunday to get work done. Lets schedule. I also need to be able to fix Warren irrigation. Need to possibly put girls on fliers but I only want to pay minimum wage for that work. Teach them the strategies. Also let them know that the company does not approve of Meth. Stop smoking meth or fall to the bottom of the list. There are a lot of people who want to work. Most of them don't smoke meth, but a hand ful of them do. 

9/26/2020

Today is a great day so far. I got some rest because I took some sleeping pills. I have been spending some money on stuff like mouse traps and still energy drinks. The mouse traps are necessary because the house is infested with them. I caught 12 mice last night with sticky traps. 13 to be exact, because one of them was a larger size mama or papa mouse. I think it came out to check on its little ones because all I was catching were babies. The trap got stuck to my glove and i slammed it on the ground so two of the mice died. One wasn't quite dead yet, but it suffered as two others were captured including the big one. The big one got away through. I should have moved it over to the 5 gallon bucket. These mice are suffering a horrible death, unless killed instatly. They can be freed up with cooking oil apparently. I am actually having fun catching them. Not really caring if they die or not. If they lived, they would just get sold, and eventually eaten by a snake or cat. I am making a study out of this though. Reason why I am logging this in my notes. The big one getting away drops the count back down to 12, but then I caught another baby today a trap with two. So there is potential to catch one more. The truth is that this place is infested with mice. They need a place to live and eat also, but it's starting to get annoying. The reason why I got the ball rolling on the traps. I caught two of them in my room, and have discovered two holes where they chewed through the drywall. All is good though. This is life. This is what I have to tell myself. Because somewhere inside I do feel bad for the little guys. For me to have to be the one that leads them to their fate, is kind of devistating to me. Someday I will be lead to my fate. That is no lie. It's like those are victims. I can see the victim in the mice. Sad. Very very sad. Just like when I was torching roaches in my apartment. I am not trying to murder gods creatures. This is what life presents, and I have to deal with it. On another note. I did a dump run today, and will bag up the rest of the leaves on Kevins property. My back is kind of in pain. I want to do sales for brush and bulky and earn some extra income. Put it forward to a trailer. Dump trailer. Maybe get another truck. One that can pull heavy loads. Today being saturday I could have team getting jobs in at the last minuet. Work fast and communicate well. Stack the money fast. It's like a same day install for home security or cable service. The faster the better. And more time to move on. But I need to do this slow and smart. Not all fast and energy drinked out. Slow and steady wins the race. Remember that. I also need to do warrens irrigation. Maybe hand out fliers out there. See who I can't gain in that neighborhood. Good business marketing equals good results. Yes, yes, and yes. With all the work I have been doing and extra driving, dealing with people. I am burned out. I need to get a second win on this. Regain my stregnth. Maybe jot down that list from the video, and place some marketing calls. Utilize Covid as a way to help them boost their business. Take a nap and refresh. Do not smoke right away. Get into action on some sauna, plus cool plus sauna plus cool action. Test self. What are my stregnths. What else can I acheive? Who else can I surround myself with? These are the golden questions that can lead me to the next level. Do I want a Mazda SUV? Yes. How am I going to get it? Work hard. Do I want a BMW? Yes. How am I going to get it? Work hard. Do I want a Corvette? Yes. How am I going to get it? Work fucking hard asshole. Work my fucking ass off, and earn with smart strategies. Tesla? Yes. The Badger truck by Nikola Corp? Yes. Should I put stock into those two? Yes. What else should I put stock into? Apple? Pharmacutical companies? Who knows. I'll need to do a little more studying. Possibly get into gaming, and youtube channel for gaming. Make some Adsense dollars there. Still need to wholesale some houses. Possibly be easier with a Real Estate License. Just another goal to aim for. Night time work. Sell Cutco through a package where Chefs get the knives when they buy the expensive marketing package or $9997. They also get stuff like leads, websites, blogs, fliers, etc. The perfect selection to train the brain right in the Chef world. Take ownership of your own services and cater to weddings and birthady parties. Yes, yes and yes. My writing has carried my mind so far, and I love it. I have been able to love other people and help them out as best as I can. I will help as many people as I can that I feel are worthy enough of my help. Yes, yes and Yes. I need to stop staying yes, yes, and yes. HA HA. Anyway. Halloween coming up. With all this corona virus mask shit, I am kind of detoured from wanting to get a mask. Although, there are some cool scary ones.

I am able to go back on Omegle now and talk to people. So there is Chat Ki, Chat Random, Shagle, and Omegle. I'm sure I will discover other ones, but I like to transition into recruiting people from there. I integrate people into social media, and I can do it world wide. This is the aim that I want to go for. I have a girlfriend who explores the world, and I love her for it. She has got me to open up my mind about traveling. Her and a few of my friends. Some of these friends I stay away from, but they are still my friends. Going on video chat allows me to make some new friends through digital electronic communication device. I am able to do this over state lines. Any crime involved would be Federal, and investigated by the FBI.

There are some great things to explore when I am not thinking about work. Lets start with music, then there is weed, there also is food. There is reseach , and reading. Watching T.V. and also just surrounding yourself with good people. Accomplishing goals, that you set and breat down from the top down. This is  some amazing shit, that I am writing. Yes, yes, and yes.

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9/28/2020

It's about 10 a.m. today and I need to sort out some thoughts. Been fealing a little bit down because people keep interfering with progress. The people I know are flakes I am trying to help them. Trying to sell a car for Whitney. Just need the title opened, and for her to act fast since she is moving today and the office may tow her car. She already has one of the orange tow stickers on the car as it is. Whitney is more of a leech than one to gain, but she also has good motivation. She gets her stuff done, in amazing ways. Example. She traded a $500 moped for a $900 car, saving herself $400. Very smart. However, that very car is the one that I am talking about here. Maybe it was $900 for a reason. And now a broke down problem. The sale, I hope is not a problem. I will remain until 3 p.m. on this sale before I move on. I need to do the Church. Finish that job. Such a stronghold. So much negative reinforcement. No matter how I try to work it, it always kicks me back. These are jobs I subconciously tried to avoid. Now I know why. It doesn't fall in my sales range. Hard work, cheap price. Fuck that. I tried to outsource but worked with crap team. Had a member work with me, and he was crap. No winning at this. But I will win. I will have this done before the end of the month. Have the room to rent, whitney car, church job and other landscaping, marketing list to call, and a few other opportunities. I need to slow down though. Energy drinks in the system already. Like what the fuck. Stop drinking the energy drink. Go be dull and engulfed in other people that you want. Like Jacklyn. We will get her to put out and be with me. That is the challenge. But she is not going to take some dirty, complaining, guy. I need to change that. She is probably curious about me being homeless. Or what the fuck was that all about when she met me in April 2020. I would tell her to just drop me off after we went couponing and I was going to be picked up. Never told her about being down. She did mention something about me finding a place, even if it's a little trailer thats okay. Kind of like she knew. I did tell her that I just moved out of my apartment. She is a good girl though. So beautiful, and I know she can push me to be a better man. In life and within my business. My map, my measurement, my money, my motion, and mindset, moves, mentor. I learned these from Brad Lea on a podcast. The map is the area that you work from. Your demographics if you will. The money is the  tool that you use to invest. The motion is the pace and direction you are moving at. The mindset is the thought and conversations you keep. The way you act in life. Th moves are the choices and strategies that you utilize. Finally, the mentor is th people that you decide to learn from. Do not mistake mentorship with consulting. Consulting is more for when someon is paid for their advice. Mentorship is all free knowledge. Experience if you will. The BJ restaurant needs to done, but at this point I am so confused. Need to be paid, but this hassel presnts me not giving a fuck if I get paid or not. Something else that the Subconscience was trying to avoid. And I'm being drug through this shit. I could already for see it with Corona and was ready to avoid. Now caught up in the mix. It's really nerve racking. This is why I don't like to deal with flake ass people. I already know how to avoid it. When I don't and know better, it makes me feel wrecked inside. Beating up myself for allowing that shit to happen. Writing shift. If I gave you the keys to a income producing opportunity, would you be capable of driving it to success? If you knew how to place your money, get the spot light that you deserve, and in turn would increase your profits, would you do it? Are you observant to positive income producing opportunities when they produce themselves? And if you are, do you have the ability to get involved before time is too late.

Episode 2. Wondom Psych

It was a dark day, and the L.A. Gangs were out patroling the streets as Wondom was on his way to the local smoke shop. He just wanted to get some organic papers, so he could smoke his dro. Knowing that there was danger outdoors, his addiction out weighed his fear. He headed down the street towards the smoke shop. As he walked, he drifted off into a dream.

Wondom: Man I wish I was able to impress this beautiful girl that I met at the pharmacy. She was such an amazing, happy, and uplifting girl.

Sanchez: Oh Wondom, you will be a star to a female someone out there in this world. She is waiting for you, but your paths have not connected yet.

Wondom: For sure Sanchez, it's just. Well, I see everyone else with their girl, and they have options. They get to watch t.v. while food is being made for them, or they have kids that run around playing with job. I don't have none of that.

Sanchez: You just have to stay believing, and that you shall be acheiving.

Wondom: I often have dreams where I do have that lifestyle, and then I don't want it. It is like the opposite of what I though that I wanted.

Sanchez: Yea dreams are crazy bro. I have dreams sometimes that I am a dog and I'm licking my own butt.

Wondom: Who bro. Too much info. Anyway, I need to head over to the smoke shop and pick up a ew pre rolls. Dueces

Wondom headed to the smoke shop in his dream, and got there extremely fast. I guess when you visualize in your mind, you can teleport anywhere within seconds. So Wondom purchased 3 pre rolls of some top shelf quality dank. As he headed to the nearest corner, he was approached by 5 L.A. Gang Members.

Pedro Larsen: Whats up fucking Wondom Psych, you bitch ass nigga. I heard you you were trying to hit on my sister.

Wondom: What? Me? No! Never that. I would never hit on your sister. 

Jason Munoz: That's not what I heard.

Jay Gomez: Get him.

Wondom took off running as 5 L.A. Gang members chased him down an ally. Luckily Wondom was fast because he was a bunny rabbit. He was used to being chased hunters and school kids. Especially while he was trying to feast. They would always sneak up on him.

All of a sudden a car came swerving towards Wondom, and he woke up from his dream.

Wondom: Woah that was crazy. Thank God I'm already here at the smoke shop. I can really use a joint. That dream had me twisted. Anxiety level a little through the roof right now.

Wondom proceeded to purchase 3 pre rolls of some top quality dark. As he proceeded to the nearest corner his buddy Ramon showed up with a few beers.

Ramon: Hey Wondom. How ya doing? I have some beers if you want to drink?

Wondom: No thank you. I just picked up 3 pre rolls and I'm ready to get lifted like a space shuttle. Soon, mankind will be cut off, and I will be high. What you up to Ramon?

Ramon: Awe, not much. Just trying to get re elected for student coucil, and just got a promotion at my job. They love me down there. That's why I always enjoy myself a couple of beers after completing a task. Just within the last 2 hours, I sold a car for $12,000. I earned $2000 off of the deal. Perfect for me. Promotion. Yes, yes, and  yes.

Wondom: Congragulations Ramon. This is why you are in my circle of friends. I can always count on you too tell me an amazing story about achievment, that you are involved in. Keep up the wise work.

Ramon: Thanks, hey my old lady and I are having a barbeque this weekend. You are more than welcome to come. Bring some smoke if you can.

Wondom: Thank you Ramon. Just text me the details and I will clear my schedule to be there.

Ramon: Absolutely. I'll text it to you when I get home. I'm sending invites to a few other buddies. We can all play some poker. So bring your game face bro.

Wondom: Awesome.

William Jefferson: Honey. I'm home.

Wondom: Oh shit. Your husband is home.

Monica Jefferson: Oh no, get your clothes on. Quick. He can't find out. I don't want to hear his bitching again. Go out the back door. Hurry.

Wondom: I'm going as fast as I can. 

William Jefferson: What the fuck. Who are you? Honey! Who is this young man?

Monica Jefferson: Bill, it's just the gardener. He needed to used the restroom.

William Jefferson: You think I'm fucking stupid? This is why our councilor said we need to be more trusting of each other. You never give me sex. I have to beat off in my car while video chatting on Chat Ki. Do you know how fucking embarassing that is? Do you honey?

Monica Jefferson: Oh Bill, get over it. This is why you didn't get elected to the home owners association board. Your temper is out of line.

Wondom: I think I will be getting back to that lawn now.

William Jefferson: Yes you better get the fuck out of here bunny rabbit. I know what you've been doing to my wife. You're lucky your father is the mayor, or I would ring that little neck. We only hired you to do our lawn, so we can get in on the board meetings down at city hall. Other then that, you are a fucking turd. Get the fuck back to work.

Wondom: Sir  yes sir,

Monica Jefferson: Why do you have to be such a prick? I'm going out shopping. 

As Mrs. Jefferson departs from their home, Bill Jefferson head to his home office to yank one out to some online porn. His wife, never puts out, because she is turned off by her husbands complaining. They discussed getting a divorce, but with both of them financially involved in their assets, it made more sense for them to stay together, and put up with each others shit. Especially with Corona Virus in the air, and more quarantining, they had to deal with each others shit already since March and here it is Septemeber, almost October. Wondom was just trying to earn some extra cash. The sex with Bills wife, was just extra credit. He didn't mind doing the extra credit because Monica Jefferson was fucking sexy as a model. A celebrity, if you will. Her body was like a coke bottle, and everyone wanted a piece of. The mail man, the garbage man, the milk man, Mr. Jefferson's brother and a few other people in their local community of Los Angelos. 

It as a beautiful day and Wondom was heading towards his house. He had just finished up the lawn at the Jefferson residence.

9/28/2020 Wow I did a pre write on Wondom Psych. Right now I am doing a session of relaxation. No energy drinks. I repeat. No energy drinks. I want to take this time and float through my thoughts. Whitney bailed on the car and asked me for bud. She blocked her own blessing. Might even go over me and sell the whole thing. Either way, thats all I need to know in order to not do business. Do not do business with people who fuck up the game plan. I ended up taking a nap because I was blazed and the sun baked my brain. I was in the backyard for about 10 minuets tops. So here I am refreshed. Got some churches chicken, and the day is still young. Already have some people trying to see if I can chill and they get no response. Right now I am chilling with myself. Relaxed, not doing much of anything. Working on myself I guess. Getting through courage to finish up some landscaping work. The cycle continues. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to do all this shit and could still be free. Like have wealth, and still be free. Some people have that. Oh need a car, my mom will get me one. Food? Our fridge is packed. I have always known to eat what I work for. Only I can take care of myself. Is that true, or is that not true? I feel like some spiders have bit me. Sores and painful cyst like bumps. Hard to reach area too. That girl Tina hasent hit me up since Saturday. I guess since she couldn't walk all over me, I am useless. People fade themselves out, without even knowing they're fading out. Sad but true. Why did I buy gloves? For workers. Where are the workers? No where. Who used the gloves? I did inorder to dominate mice wit sticky mouse trap. Trapped and killed 14 as the opening slaughter. Now caught two more and freed them with vegatable oil. These guys can live. They are captured prisoner in a 5 gallon bucket. I paid $3 to save their lives.

9/29/2020

More thoughts to get into motion. I am going to dedicate about 3 hours and finish the church alone. Cut the branches, blow out the parking lot, pick up the remaining piles, and trim the cactus off of the wall. Invoice, and estimate the new job if it hasn't been done yet. I may bring someone on and have them work as first time interview. Then we can take off from there. It would be nice to work side by side someone who can keep up with my pace. So here I am sitting in a now clean room. Just need to removed the desks and mouse infested shit. I cleaned u the dropplings and have 3 captured mice. 14 killed in the last massacure, and two killed before that. It's amazing though that I found a heart somewhere an purchased vegatable oil to free their souls. The least I can do. Hopefully they dont die in there though. I need a mouse cage to transfer them too. On another note, I joined My Jewelers Club today and am going to build my credit with the card they issue. $99 membership, but I get to break up my payments into 3. They report every 5th of the month. So all I have to do is make sure the payments are in and I can get some good credit build up. I also get jewelery. I am going to start small. Pay off the $105 necklace that I purchased along with the membershiop. I had to put 50% down, and then another 30%, then 20%. This is how the credit is built. Once I get some good credit going, I can get pre approved on a house, and start flipping some houses. I still want to help people sell cars, and also do the room rental thing. As a matter fact, I am going to update the room rental ad right now. Okay ad posted. Hopfully it doesn't get flagged right away. So I made a matress form so that I can start selling matresses an earning income that way. How to work the form like a pro? I also have one for vehicles. This is my way of making a living. Tech style. Yes that is one way of doing it. Internet marketing pro. AD Marketing Pros, and so much more. Did I mention Landscaper Pro? What about Wholesaler Pro? Utilize Instagram and Snapchat for sales. Cash app payments. I beleive is AlbertDutton$$. So yes, lets get this bread. Start eating more, and getting the game dominated. I could sell jewelery on the new club membership sight. Mark up high, and pay off quick, or do the 3 month payment plan and build credit. I wonder what other companies I can do this with? The goal is to get at least an 800 credit score. Be able to get what ever the fuck I want on Credit. Start small and grow big. Start wrapping up these jobs and putting them in the account. Do not spend, unless it's for a power move. I recently spent income on a girl. Not the way to do it, although we did have sex so the trade off was fair. Plus I don't want to be a complete stickler with my money. However, I have moves that need to be made and can only be made if I have money. Yes that is correct. I want Mc Donalds. That is income down the drain, but damn I am so hungry. I only have $45 $6 and $52 so I have to ration it out until I get the Church done. Kind of makes sense to get that church done. Warrens and Arleens. If anything do it tomorrow and have someone help. Or do the 3 hours today. Either way, that is money that needs to be wrapped up. My current excuse is that I feel pain in the back, foot has a callus on it, and I don't want to be illegally driving around. Need to get documents updated. Possibly register vehicle in Marana. Lets go get that fucking Mc. Donalds I am starving the fuck out. 

I ended up getting Nicos instead. I got two chicken tacos as well as a chicken burrito with sour cream and cheese added. I then did some more research into the order that I placed for the credit card. They said that it's not complete until the order has shipped. So I may not get my first reporting until November 5th. and it's only going to be for two reports unless I get another piece of jewelery and keep it riding. I wanted those 3 reports starting October 5th. I will continue to check the status tomorrow and hopefully it ships out by 2 p.m. CST. I should have placed the order sooner to be far in the clear. I was pre occupied ith emissions and a friends orders that he keeps checking with me on. Not delivered, delivered to the wrong address, wants to order more. It's starting to get really tiring. On top of that, I feel like all that overlapped my possibility to get the order in on time. Tina last Tuesday getting in the way. I was going to place the order then. Should have before spending $60 dollars on junk. Get the important shit out of the way first. Then start splurging with other if even that. Anyway I keep getting bombarded by failure, weed, e drink, other peoples tasks and checking up, chilling, etc. No folks. I am trying to get my priorities straight. Correction. Not trying. I am getting my priorities straight. Do not want to go back to where I came from. I am a good guy, and I need to start treating myself like I am one. I want to get my beard trimmed, and stay clean. Keep away from time wasters and road blockers. Like hanging out with Whitney. Did me no good. Kind of took away from motivation. Now I have to re set the bar. Either way. I released the mice, because I did not want to have another responsibility. I got them from the house to the desert with out killing them. That is what makes me happy. Although I know they will die somewhere out there, it want by my direct actions to them. I helped them rather than hurt them. So the church did not get done. I will just hit it first thing in the morning, then go and do Warrens. On the way back do Arleens and I should be good for the month to close out. Come October 1st I can relax and still work. Pay that $250 or $300 and keep the bread moving. I also applied for a few jobs, so I can work those while the winter hits. Landscaping season will slow down. What to do then? Tap into amazon and start drop shipping or something? That is a possibility. 

louischase471@gmail.com Send email about gentlemans club. This is some shit that I just thought of. It's the gentlemans club. A place where men can be classic. Discuss Cars, business, and even wank off in the VIP Lounge area. Yes yes and yes.

Have now earned $125 from another roomate moving in. I literally rented the new construction room, the junior room, and I am in the master bedroom. The homeowner has moved to the kitchen. Which I feel bad for him, but his house is his income. My income is the house, the landscaping, marketing, sales, and other affilate venture. I have streams of income, where others don't. They try to get a basic job. I mean I am trying to get a basic job also. Just because, it's chill sometimes, to just be able show up and work for 8-10 hours and then go home. Then get a paycheck every two weeks. Sometimes with commissions. Fuck a job where it's only hourly. I need both. In my job, I get paid commission, but I am in control of what I venture for. This makes me an entrepreneur. The skills that I learn within this career. The year 2018 and 2019 I had a downfall in the landscaping division. I didn't feel as challenged as I did before. I wanted to escape into door to door sales, and really didn't make much of that either. So I am picking up the pieces one by one. Really just feel it's necessary to be chill. Real chill. Have to watch out who I rent this place too. Might have to camera the place down. Either way money to be made. Now all I need to do is rent my room. I know the landlord was trying to do a half and half specially. Possibly hoping that he could just make the half and the person would move out. No. I am doing full month. That way I can make more money. For me it's a one time payment, so I am not going to be paid in two payments. Ha. Yes yes, and yes. Being chill is kind of like a job. It's good to have weed. It really helps relax and focus. Also with the creative side of things. So I just spoke to Whitney and of course she went over my head. She sold the car for $200 and did not have to split with me. What a bitch. I get none, she sells her car. What ever. This is why I can't fuck with losers. She said she needed to sell it faster. What the fuck ever. I think I am going to go for a farm vehicle registration for my truck. It really is used for farm work and landscaping. I really don't do much of anything else in it. However, I can still try to drive it around all day and then take it through emissions again. May need a waiver. The hoops to jump through with a car. I don't even have insurance yet. Not in my name, no insurance, registration is expired. Not the best way to approach the legal system of the streets. I have a piece of interest in this property. The perks are that it is on the East side. The east side is like a whole new island for me. A new city if you will. A state away, though I'm in the same state. Thinking that Wondum Psych will be the songs that I did on the streets, some script, and possible drawings. Plus the beats and the weird narration. Creativity, is key. 

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Now that I have ways to be paid laid out, I can figure out some other moves. 

The sunsites property in now $499 down and $99 per month for $9999 total or $7999 cash. Damn property is going up. If I were to get this property I could dump gravel there. I could also camp out. I could grow crops. I could plop a trailer out there. It is in the middle of no where. For $100 per month, you can't really beat that. Maybe part of it could be a storage yard. I could charge for storage. Or build a controled storage facility out there. $$$ to be made. A measly $10k is nothing to come up with. Especially if I can rent to own. Great stuff. Great stuff. 

Checking into possibly wholesaling some home while I am on the topic. Astro sales, nationwide, or just local. Lets work it out with people on video chat. Those who need jobs and are willing to listen. Utilize omegle need god guy positive attitude.

Can also type up email to see if people will allow me to help them sell there cars. Tap into that industry as well. It's all about tapping into these industries. Having systems and strategies work for you. There are so many industries to control. I can deal with that infront of my face real easy. What ever needs to be pushed right away. I can get it done. I am a man who can get stuff done. I am a king. I rule this industry. I can relax back after a few successes and plot my next move.

Warren property. Need to do a flier distribution in that area. Need to do Warren property real quick, and then invoice. $220 coming my way.

Church property. Need to do remainder of tasks, invoice, and possible estimate new job. $400 coming my way. 

Don't forget Arleen property. Possible hand out fliers in that area also.

I also want to seek into financing a big tex trailer and doing more light duty hauling jobs. Money and strategies in the works. Ease the mind with success. Eat quality foods. Vegtable juice has me feeling real good. 

I could run a craigslist ad special. $5 per ad with quality photos uploaded. It's a great way to go. Investment well done. As long as I can bring Buyer to skilled landscaping work. Middle man or do my self. It's all a payday. Great way to earn income from craigslist. 

Craigslist has been my bank account for years. Even before I was doing sales on there, I was applying for jobs and actually getting hired. It's a great way to connect. Very good platform to utilize. Especially for an entreprenuer. The Internet provides great platforms that allows for great financial growth. 

Having a truck can be an investment and a liability at the same time. The key is to get ahead of the investment. Make sure it's producing everyday, and producing more than what is being taken out. A work truck should not be meant for party driving and giving people rides. Use the work truck for work. 

Investing in tools as jobs call for it is another way of doing it. Work the jobs, buy the tool. Do it again. Keep the process going. 

Video chat allows to connect with people but most are losers. Need to find those who actually want to win in this world. Many people have been trying to chill with me. Cannot allow that to happen either. Chill is okay, but when I am personally relaxing, and not doing it alone. Sometimes I like to relax alone. This year has been wild. Spent time alone in storage unit, where I started writing more. Started embrassing cartoon scripts. Wondom Psych to be exact.

Earning income is incredible. It's a skill that I am glad that I taught myself. Now to presell out some events. Public speaking events. Yea that would be so awesome. Let's get it. 

I was not able to sell Whitney's care because she snaked the deal, but I did rent out the Junior bedroom in the house as well as the new room from new construction. Allen funded the whole thing. Allen funded my truck. $1600 in and $1500 left to owe, unless I borrow more. I still need my receipt of $200 on September 21st for the room. I need to find a way to get the truck to produce me another $1500 or $3000 and get it paid off in full. Also the room potential to air b and b, or rent out to a third party and live somewhere else. Get a second vehicle. Get a trailer. Get a motorcycle. There are so many goals that I want to reach. I need to make some big sales so that I can reach those goals faster. The whole sale contracts could earn me big dollars if I work the strategy properly. It's all about the timing. I should really look into some stocks.

Wondom: It's been such a great day. What else can I do but relax back on some dank. I need to decide though, what I want to watch. Maybe a crime show, or perhaps a do it yourself show. I could learn a trade, and make money from it for life. Well, for now,I'm just going to blaze and zone out. 

Wondom zoned out to his world where he would see past and future. He was reaching out deep into his mind. With this energy his was ready to change for eternity. Well at least in his dream. He discovered ways in his dream, that he wanted to share in reality. Visions he would have, but would be some what difficult to desypher. Either way, Wondom was on Cloud 9.

9/30/2020

Wow what a day. Did Warren's, finished the Church, and now wanting to write down was that I have earned income starting as a kid. I remember just getting birthday or christmas money. Next up would be tooth fairy month. Then just getting free money from my parents. Although that was a rare occasion, it did happen. I received money from my friend Ramses's dad when I played soccer with his son. He paid me to play soccer with his son. I did some yard work as a kid for $5 by using a shopping cart to haul stuff to the dumpter and doing basic weed removal with my hands. Amanda Bailey got me the job. Found money all the time as a kid. Justin Weavers vacation money jar. Although it was stolen money it was still money generated as a kid. The neighborhood kids were in on it too. There was Pokemon card money. I stole Michael Sages pokemon cars on the bus. Literally reached under the seat and took them out of his bag. Easy to do when I am sitting behind him, and most kids are oblivious to their surroundings. I knew that, even as a kid. Sold about $120 dollars worth of stolen pokemon cards in the bathroom at Homer Davis Elementary School around 1999.  Money from Wendys and other jobs. Money from save client commisson from T.C.I.M. Yard Sale Money.  Free money by saying that the machine took out $5. This was done at the Tucson Mall. Door to door selling candy money and donation during those sales as well. Advertisement commission sales money through ACT Media. Work temporary stamps gift shop job on Craigslist. Craigslist landscaping. Advertisement personal sale to Sonoran Desert Landscapers. Cologne sales in 2008 Craigslist. Started own landscaping in 2009. Craigslist post investment, fliers investment, outbound calls to list investment. Donations for landscaping. Direct and Go Fund Me. Outbound advertisement sales A.D. Marketing Pros. Google Adsense. Cutco. Vivint sale and Vivint Training. Middle man Management Landscaping with Zelle, Venmo, Apple Pay. Mainly Zelle though. Driving someone. Donating Plasma, Returning Keys. Chase Referral System. Sell on Amazon, but the sale as not complete. Forget why. Paypal, send for this one time investment and earn $25 for per person for the rest of this career. Let the page produce for you basically. Storage Disaster Insurance. Stimulus Package. SBA Loan. Facebook, Offer up, and Craigslist sales. Stuff that I get for free. Renting out rooms in a home owners house. Buy vehicle low, and sell for higher. Investor gives me money for truck, and for parts tires etc. Generate paycheck for contractor labor work for a company. KFC. Selling business equipment that I already made my money back while working business. Getting a free place to live for 3 months, saved on rent. 5 Star General Stratagy, earned 1 time 100% income from orginal client. Free material, did not pay for transport and price was included in 1 whole landscaping task. No project, no residual. Unless I count the original client as being residual, since he is a repeat client. Sell Nude on Instagram to David Sanchez, aka David Ivan. Earnest money on a T.V. from Whitney. Neilsen T.V. Ratings.  Girlfriend gave me money beacuse she believed in me. $50 from Bridget at the time. Mom gave me money. Middle man bud money. Gift card gift is basically money. I have earned income recycling scrap metal before. Selling eBooks online on Craigslist. Doing moving jobs from Craigslist gigs and posting my own service for moving. Made $5 on a mixtape from Captain Deathwish back in 2014. AyDe88 World is the mixtape. Handyman services on Craigslist. Painiting services on craigslist. Rent out tools equipment to marteen. 

10/1/2020

Today is the first day of the month. Had my two redbulls, and did a dump run. I have not taken a shit yet, because last night I only two dollar generl fast burgers. The rest of the day, I only had energy drinks because I was focused on wrapping up the church job. So yea. Here I am chilling on video chat looking to speak with some cool people. Turns out, that they are all pervs. Some cool people though. Marteen called me last night. I wonder what he wants? I will call him back, but part of my philosophy is to let bullshit slide and get into some other cool stuff. I need to go to the gym today and shower. Also possibly get my beard trimmed and hair cut. I want to meet up with Jacklyn and see how she's doing. I don't want to put her off, because she is the girl, that I really want. She has a great lifestyle, and so do I. There are other girls, but I don't think they would be as loyal as she is. Anyway, I need to focus on sales. I stopped logging my food, and started focusing on formula strategies. So far established the five star general, the annual route, and a few other income strats. I wrote out a list yesterday. Will refer to the list from time to time to work on those strategies. Currently just waiting on two payments that way I can pay rent and keep hitting those sales. No time to relax. Maybe balance, but no relaxing. Relaxing as part of balance but no crucial laziness. I have this going good for myself. Winter season approaching and I am looking to apply for some jobs. Already have a few in mind, but some require more time and training than others do. Either way, I want to be able to earn a check, and still have my entrepreneur stuff going on the side. It's a way to increase the finance in my life. I read some notes in a notebook yesterday that reminded me to stay the fuck away from alchohol. That I shall. I know there were a few times that I wanted a six pack. Or, I would talk with friends about plans on drinking. These plans of course fell through, and I am glad that they did. No drinking for me. Just smoking. Reduced down smoking. Thats the way to get down. So I am on Chat Ki just writing this out while this kid is playing some rock music. Cool song just came on. I tried to find it but Siri sucking ass right now. Anyway. I cannot let down my guard. The truck needs to be registered and insured. Until then, I am a driving target Unless I get a trailer tooked, it will reduce down my chances of being pulled over. The permanent plate with throw off officers. Had myself a Carls Jr. Prime rib sandwich. A double. That shit was on point. I will probably have another one but a triple next time, and recommend to all my friends. So I called Marteen back and he told me that some other person was trying to get in the way of his jobs. Someone that was friends with Chapa. He said he want to check his buddies ad on Craigslist and saw mine. The titles are similar. Probably, but most likly just an excuse to why he was searching through ads. Either way, it doesn't matter to me. He is learning that when you work this friends, they just might burn you. He was saying just because we dont work together we can still chill. No we can't because you are a lying sac of shit, and manipulate. Don't care at this point though, because these are people that I grew up with. The same one that I showed my moves to and they moved on me, they showed the same moves to someone else and they moved on them. So here I am waiting for the church payment and I have to line up some more jobs. Need to do Arleens maintenance, not much to do there though. The palms need done again, so I can probably get it done myself. Chance to prove myself again. This first time annual fell through but there is a way that I can get a grip on it.

I am going to change up the tools rental list to something different. Not quite sure what. It's nice to rent tools, but I don't want to be sharpening and invoicing tools. I would rather use them for earning advantage. The tools that I have access too are infinite. I want to be able to sell real estate, cars, boats, and planes. I need to find people who are having a hard time selling these vehicles. Make a contract with them, giving me access to the vehicle. I can drive it, and sell it for slightly more. Just need the title opened, or in my name. I can only sell 5 vehicles per year. I could do branding for companies and get paid royalities like Michael Jordan. Jordan is one of my role models. Search for expensive art and antiques and sell to pawn shop or online. Get go fund me income. Draw out the scenes if I have to. Make my music. Make new music. Return cord and get a new one. A stable one. Not some piece of shit multi accessory. Fuck that. Anyway, lets get the credit up. Start recruiting 10 people into chase referral program. Check referral link and make sure that it still works. The link still works but now it's say they are offering $200 instead of $50. I am going to have to look into it. Maybe call them up and ask details. That way I can set up a good game plan. Anyone I onboard into Chase this year, I need to have producing within my smaller entities. Lets get this bread. I need to check the credit cards and see if there are any other ones that may be to my advantage. Spend no more than 10% and be sure to pay back before the reporting date. Not the minimum payment date. This is where so many people get it wrong. Maybe dispute some of the older bills and have taken care of. Electric bill. Pay it off. Sprint, dispute. Eviction. Dispute. Not sure if the eviction got reported or not. Either way, I want to get great credit so that I can be approved for whatever the fuck that I want to be approved for. Build the world like a producing machine or be a leech. This is how I must think from now on. Stay away from leeching ass people. Fuck them. For real. They always come crawling back. If I have no business somewhere, I will not go. Wasted to much time bullshiting with the world. Going to trim up my beard and hair. Will probaby pay someone. Might look into some personal clipers but dont need that higher expense and possible mess up. Then again. What if the barber messes up? Wow the things that I think of. I need a shower. I need to get a bed. I need to get the truck legal. Or get a trailer to pull, that can cover the plate. Drive safe. These are the things that I need to think of. Get the fliers out. Uh so many things to do. Some say that tweakers always feel like they need to get something done. Even where there is nothing to get done. I need to edit A.D. Marketing Pros website, and hand out those old ass cards, so they don't go to waste. Still thinking about doing the Gentlemans Lounge Online. For quarantine purpose. I can't believe that I sold nudes to David Ivan through Cash App and Instagram. What a combination. The digital world at it's finest. I am not ashamed of it though. I think it's rather funny. Who the fuck pays for nudes from another man. Well, I guess a gay guy. That is so fucking funny. I told him that it all has to be virtual due to Covid. So funny. Need to post some ads. That is where the real strategy is. Not some bullshit ass ad either. One that can be leveraged as an asset. Could make a second Sound Cloud account with the new raps. Can get some material out there for the people. For the legacy as well. The world is great. I need to remind myself that. I am very grateful for the experiences that I have faced. The good and the bad. Lets keep the good times rolling though. So far 14 mice masacurred. 2 prior to that. 3 dead 1 on capture and the other two died in captivity. Now two more trapped on the sticky. That is a total of 21 mice that I have had to deal with. Also saw one caught in the kitchen by the other roomates. A few other mice caught by them on other occasions I beleive. Like damn. What the fuck did we all move into? Allen is money hungry, so he is letting anyone move in as long as they have the cash. Also as long as they are willing to put up with the filth. One guy has started cleaning almost everything up. Nice. I'm not cleaning a damn thing. Plus all I know how to do is yard work. Housecleaning gets outsourced to the ladies. Hey. I'm not hating on a man that cleans though. To each their own. Too funny. There are also cocaroaches here. Three of them were caught on the mouse sticky trap. What a waste of a sticky trap. I deleted a girl that I grew up with today  from facebook because she never replied to me and she put a picture of some buff as nigga as her new boyfriend. Fuck that. I am not going to look at that love when I am receiving none from females. Just getting used by some females. Even though they put out sex. Still getting used. Fuck that also. My writing has really taken off, because I just let it all spill out. The pad is my coucilor. It helps me cope with the bullshit that I have to encounter on a day to day basis. There is a lot of bullshit that I face also. Lots of interesting stuff around me, but my interest needs to be on me. And who ever comes in my world. I like to build people up. Show them the ropes. Get them earning money. Shit, people can subscribe to my writing if I was that interesting. I have sold an eBook before. Magnificent Wealth Guide to Success and Starting Your Own Landscaping Business. I am going to eleborate on both subjects and relaunch. Presell if I need to. Yes this is what I will do. My event can be of landscapers and service men and women. What a great idea. What do I need to do in order to get the ball in motion? There are a few things that I need to do. Let's break it down right here. Marketing is very important. Writing in detail. Payment processing. Ensuring that the product gets the customers. Very simple stuff. Host an event at a bad ass location and just rock the crowd with knowledge. As the ZZZquil kicks in, I start feeling smarter. When I sleep and wake up I feel dumb. The need to drink energy drink just to get the thought process in motion. I need to message Jenny Rages old neighbor. Before time ticks to far away, and she loses interest in being my friend. Yes I need to message her fast. Try not to apologize. Just say I was getting my shit together. Didn't want to appear needy. I looked into stash stocks and it seems cool, but also garbage. The risk would be $9 per month for an account. It keeps puting $5 investments towards a piece of stock, but not the whole thing. Only a fraction of the stock. I need something that everyone wants or needs. Willing to spend savings on. Willing to drop life savings on. Something of value that will give back to them more. Something they have been wanting their whole life. Significant year to their graduation or child birth. Even their birth. Driver for Redbull. Driver for car dealer ship. Police Department. Entrepreneur. Call Center. What seems to be the best job. No job and relaxing in a big house with no worries would be awesome. Some people have that. They bask in it, but do not know what the fuck hard work is. Smart work is. They have mooch situation. Hand me down situation. Inheritance. All of the above. What a bunch of lucky sons of bitches. But hey, like I said. They suck at life. Only know how to mooch. Might as well hold a sign on the corner. Trailer park coming up in November. Vote on the 4th. Jury Duty check on 13th. Damn what an agenda. Police Department testing all October. Also have Pima College Police Testing that I put off because of my swollen callus on foot. Damn. Is that a job that I even want. I wish I had the laid back life so I could do the training and not have to worry about bills. Military? I think I would get home sick. I have been doing a lot of video chat. Maybe I can get into a field that does video chat interviewing. Podcast plus Video. Cash App Nudes. Too Funny. Just advertise to pervs online craigslist. Easy money. That is like a growing seed. A seed from shooting seeds and taking pictures of my seed shooting cannon. I need to re watch videos on wholesaling and also dropping shipping on amazon. Installing new showers, and working on motorcycles. Lots to learn my friend. Now lets stare into the crystal ball and wish for a brighter future. Yes a brighter future. Going behind salvation army and good will could increase my invetory for new innovative enterprises sales. Free item to profits. Retail Arbitration. Yes yes, and yes. I was teaching myself stuff on Google Translate for fun, but I could turn it into a full blown language learning process.

10/3/2020

Today I want to reflect on the current times. The Corona times. Well fuck the corona times. My life. What is going on in my life. Marteen back in the picture, and still on his low down life. I'm not sure if he paid his $4000 in rent or not, but he is still working his jobs. Needed the weed eater and is going to pay me $20 for it. He is the only person that has rented my tools. I was thinking about removing the tool rental form but when I get a sale for that service, it's like why would I pull it down? I am still waiting on the Church payment, and need to get some sales in motion. I wonder if those people sold their RV on Oracle Jaynes? Need to find out how much they want if they didnt. I was able to get another half o but this one is not as fire as the last one. I still get blazed, but it's not the same. I want to try to get more of that high potent stuff. Maybe sell the remaining 10 grams. I did invest $90 into it. So I can either smoke up the whole $90 or I can profit, or balance it out. Seen Ben again for the first time in like a year or two. They are riding in Brents truck. I remember last year I was driving in that truck, but it was all fucked up. Fucked up people ruining equipment and still getting to drive when fixed. Marteen banged Ben's Mom too. I wonder if Ben knows yet. Not my business to be spilling out there, but I will let it pour out here. This writing is my personal shit, so I will write what ever the fuck I want. Anyone who reads this with out persmission is in violation, and should be prepared to read some explicit shit. I dont think it's that bad, but it's not for your average church family. Today I need to drive around and hit emission, also trim the beard and hair. Get that going strong. Maybe go to the mall, pay for expensive hair cut, and then hit emissions. I am being jammed up by the church payment for rent again. This is like in February when I was trying to get my apartment rent, and ended up getting evicted because of it. This is why I don't like doing those properties. Like once I'm done, I need to be paid. BJ Restaurants going to shit because they havent payed me. Have me confused. Do I do Oracle Rd. only or Broadway and Wilmot. Wilmot one was fucking dirty as fuck, and spend a lot of time cleaning that one. Late at night also. Still haven't been paid. I need to get this lady Kathy on the phone again and be like What the fuck. It's Fall season now, and we were starting this in Summer. During the beginning of the year, they past on my estimate that was slightly high but fair, and they went with someone else. I know there was a falling out there, because they reached back out to me. I agreed to do the work and now we are here, after not being paid. The first day I worked was May 5th. Did the Eastside later in May. Did Oracle again in June. Not sure if July was limited or August but havent done the property since ???? . I know that September I was going to do it and missed because of payment issue. This is hella complicated. Even for me to have to break it down and reflect on it, is bullshit. Very discouraging. I feel like my skin is breaking out in hives. I need to be careful. Working in the sun could be cancerous. I don't want to have to deal with medical treatments and shit like that. Fuck that. Seriously, fuck that. I need to get some more money. Call that list and sell them advertise. Sell or drown. Use that money to make some other moves. Get clothes. Look nice. Go out with girls and establish seperate lifestyle. All friends did something seperate, where I was still trying to live in the times. New people, new moves, new results. Stuff that I would never think would even present itself. The world is not all bad. The world has it's ups and it's downs. I try to focus on the positives. Some other stuff besides trailer park, and laziness, lying, etc. It was also the fact that I lent out money and never got it back. For bad decision of tire iron shit. Also never got paid for the Eloy job. So yea that is another reason why I broke free. Always throwing shit back in my face, like you this and you that. No you this and you that. It was work, but I was doing honest work. Working with desperate people presents it's problems in itself. It just sucks when friends and family are in the mix, and they are the desperate ones. Shaking my head, but I am tough, so I can handle it. Manage it by getting away and reconnect later. Let those people suffer their loss of you. When you are out of the mix, things will become more difficult for them. Perhaps better, but they are the ones that have to allow it to get better for themseleves. Most people are not capable of paving a better life for themselves. They blame other people, instead of blaming the person they see looking back at them in the mirror. Some people are bad a selecting proper people to be around. I sometimes question myself, like if I let that person back in, and they burn me, I am going to be punching myself saying I told you so. The let down by ones self when one knows better, is some of the worse shame a person can lead themselves to. This could lead to depression or sadness. Low self worth, and self esteem. Having to find energy from other sources to bring themselves back up to that feel good point. The point where they can function. Function socially with the rest of the extraverts. Thet rest of the planet who are making things happen. Not all are extraverts. Some introverts are making things happen as well behind the scenes. This is what I like to blend into sometimes. No one knows me, or can see me, but they know of what I am doing positive for the world. For the surrounding people. This is what I am all about. I like to do things for people, and have them wonder how the fuck did he even get that shit done. Yes, I operate behind the scenes. No I do not like to talk about it. Just see it happen. Just utilize it, and be thankful. I have work to do somewhere else. Need to help other people in this world. Hard to help all face to face. Virtual Internet makes it perfect to stretch, world wide. 

So I spent noon to 130 basically putting in work for emissions. I failed again and have October 6th to get it done. I'm starting to think that I'm gonna have to register it in Marana. Maybe move to Marana and rent out the room still Collect a deposit and rent just so I know that they will keep the place nice. They would have to pay me through a bank account, then I can pull out the money and give it to Allen I would have to do $550 per month. This way I can earn $150 off of the deal each time they pay their rent. But for now the place is nice to just kick back, and work on marketing. It's like my cost of an office and a motel together. The truck is like the Uhaul vehicle, but without being charged per mile. So things have lightened up a little bit. Afni is still close by and that is money to be made, but then I lose time and I'm not in the position that I wanted to aim for. Either way, I have to go in full force brain power. I need a car that I can leagally drive. That way I can get around. The truck is good for landscaping work, but I shouldn't be integrating social time with it. Girls, friends, yea all that. I really need to utilize it only for work. Investment 101. This is  a warning to myself to utilize the truck for the work purpose that it is meant for. So I just logged into Vivint but I am not sure if I am a part of a team or not. There is some bullshit about me having a tablet and card reader still. I returned a tablet and card reader for Stone Stallman and Luis Tabernacle has my issued one. The managers issued tablets to the wrong people. First red flag. I think I could have done so much more if the managers were not the way there are. Come to training, it's a must. The training is the same shit, everyday. Then, lets go and hit the doors. Must be when we say. Usually when I would plan for it, they would already be preparing for some other event. I've seen managers get mad, when a potential client sat through the whole way and still declined. Seen that behavior before, when I sold advertisement. I closed Brooklyn Pizza on 4th ave. My boss Tony Venuti almost fucked the deal up for me, by being too pushy. Coming in with all that salesman Jargan. That's not the way to sell. That's a way of showing that you are an arrogant ass. Believe me, I've tested those waters with females. Came at them with all kinds of lines, and they did not like it. Made me seem like someone else, and not myself. They trained us to lie and say that so and so neighbor just got robbed, and that we are setting up a camera system for her. Lies. Fucking lies upon lies. This is why I did not succeed with those guys. I did a live video on Facebook today talking about how I was in training for Sun Run solar and then some guys kicked me out of the system. Manager from there said we are going to work with the Vivint guys. Like come on dude. I just got done with training. Now I have to train for some other sales man position. Also the scams. They put a sale in my name, just so the manager can hit his promotion. When he got his promotion, everyone clapping and congragulating, but not knowing his snake like tactics. Dude had me set up a sale at his house, and he cancelled later on. Just so he can get that bonus. I still got my commission, but it was a way to fog up my stats. Knowing that one of my first sales was a lie, a scam, and so someone else can gain. I got fucked, so someone else can gain. Fuck that. 

10/4/2020

Everyday I have been logging stuff into my writing journal. I have some quality updating here. So the roomate that I rented Allens Junior Bedroom for had a female over. They of course had sex. Everyone could here. I told Marteen that she wasn't that hot, had a flat booty, and was kind of loud. He said that he has a home girl that he banged once before that was in the same area. Showed me a picture, and I said it kind of looks like here, but said it wan't. He messaged her and asked about the place she was at for a few day, and if there was a guy living in the kitchen, if the toilet got clogged, and a few other stuff. She confirmed yes. So she was over here. At the same time, that morning yesterday, Marteen got the weed eater. We put on and two together based on our conversation. The details were in our communication. Plus the apps provide a location identifier and it was easy to put that together as well. Great detective work. After teaming back up. Small city, or just coincidence? Who knows, but God. Also started listening to audio books through You Tube. Right now I am listening to The Richest Man In Babylong. So far. I have compared my five star general strategy with one of theirs. Which is, when they sell the gates to the city or get in on the project of preventing barbarions on thier land with the gates. I kind of discovere that with the Gregg job, but made my own formula. They may reveal it later. Also a new formula of saving. They say to put away 1 10th of riches. So here is the deal. $200  would be $20. That would leave $180 left over. Then pay some necessary small expenses. Expenses like gas, phone bill and food. Lets say that is $100. Now we are left with $80. Stash the whole $80 and pay yourself $20. There is now a total of $80 in the savings. Last 1 10th is to take from the $20 which is $2. Ad that in as the third savings swing, and spend the $18 on something you want, or just put it in your wallet for the next day. Maybe grow that $18 and from there repeat the savings process on every gross income. Pay some bills etc. Borrow as you need to. Keep spending low, and keep the process going. Keep the income rising. This is how it's gotta be done. I am examining the audio book and will implement all that into my work routine.

10/5/2020

Monday is today. I am working with Marteen again after about 5 months. Can already feel the bullshit as he text me early in the morning. Have to pick him up north then come back east just because he didnt want to ride the bus. Said he will pay gas. Did not pay me my $20 for renting weed eater and $15 for the blue tooth. Like did he forget? Or just didn't want to pay it? Jobs need to be done fast? Payments need to be done fast. Waiting is understandable, but dont forget about my payment. Clothes still need to be washed. I am going to put on some dirty pants with the boots and get this work done. Just cruise it chill and provide basis needs. Do not over exurt. Take Chrissy back, and then hit Marteens and get to work. I will bring a nug of the bud but that is more to bring me down from the energy drinks. I make proper moves, Marteen doesn't. Still lying and manipulating. Even told his Mom to tell his sister a little lie and see what she says. Sounds like lies and manipulation. Wow the things I have to see, just to help someone out. This is why it's better to stay away from people. Procrastinators as well. Their behavior will rub off. I am writing this not to be a hater, but to weed out the bullshit. We literally were debating about an apple charger box being square, and that androids can make the same box. Yea but not the same patent, same size, same color. Gave me shit for examining fo the Apple Logo. Really made no sense. Seemed like a bullshit poverty bicker. Fuck that. I am a boss. Who do these muthafuckers think they are? How many courses on finance and business have they taken? Is money making their hobby? Most likly not. So don't let these weak minds bring down my sound mind. Never that.  I also need to focus on my desire to hit other goals. Break those down. Don't alway be watching tv, smoking, and pretending to live the lavish lifestyle. I know quite a bit about these people, based on the way they have acted in the past.

So it's' about 10 pm. now and the day was farily good. I don't want to complain so I'm just going to report. I didn't want to have to pick up Marteen from the Northwest side of town, when he could have taken the bus to the east side where his job was. I had to drive from the east to the north, to the east, and back to the north, then back to the east. So back and forth. Could have been meet on the east, do job, take home, or just have him ride the bus home. I did not have to be on the northwest side of town at all. Instead, drove about 80 miles on that mission. What I made was $50, but I did put in some gas and had my redbulls, drinks at quik trip, and blunt rap and rockstar at circle k. Net profited ony $17.40. For 3 hours of work and all that driving. I put away $1,74 in savings Off to a rocky start, but only because I am dealing with Marteen. He still owes me for the weed eater rental. $20 or the trade off for cutting that one branch at the church. Also is he going to buy my blue tooth or not? $15 sounds fair. Also needs to pay me back for the dump of $15.50. His card was declined, and had to ask me at the last minuet while I had a load of palms from his job in the bed of my truck. Thankfuly I was able to fork forward the expense but damn, if I didn't have the money we would've been screwed. I wouldv'e been stuck with the load, or having to exert extra effort just to figure out how to get it off. Hell he trimmed 9 palm trees, and I had to pack that into my little truck bed. He had me do the big palm on the clients ladder because he is afraid of heights. Wait, that is part of the job. Anyway. I had to risk my life, on his job. That is like death injury status, if I were to fall from the height. Same for him to. To even take on that palm was obsurd. What made it even worse, was the fact that he did the whole job for $100. At least that is what he told me. Also he was not able to pay me my $15.50 because he only had the 2 fifties. We could've broke his $50. Kind of puts the boss of the job in a bad situation. But he, you live and you learn. Also get better through your mistakes. Marteen did not want to chill after because he said that he was going to meet up with a girl who had her medical card, and wanted her to get him wax. He told me before that he needed to get his phone bill paid, and now he needs wax after that job. He was dependent on me almost the whole job. The truck, the pole saw, the clean up help, the funds for the dump, the gas that he said would chip in and never did, and even explaining to the client that we are trying to get spikes so that we can do more palms. The one large palm that we cut in the backyard, was next to a taller palm, that we obviously could not do, so it was easy to be like yea, those are fucking high ass palms. We need spikes so we can climb up to the top of those bitches. Anyway I am on some save 1 10th of my earnings from The Richest Man in Babylon audio that I am listening to and hope to grow my savings big with the work that I get done. It's also motivating when it's like a game to play. Increase earnings everyday, and lower spending everyday. Work strategies and hit those goals successfully. Refrain from bullshit ass people May need to set up counter defensive mechanism this early in game, but am curious to ride the tide and see what happens. Nowdays I am not as stressed as I was before, but do not want to clean up bullshit pieces that other people lay from their illogical decisions. No, not I. I refuse to pick up pieces. Okay, relax, breathe. I was able to watch Big Daddy and Motley Crew today at Jakes place. Ate spaghetti and Chick filea. We had to eat the spaghetti that his girl made, to cover up that we went to chick filea. If she would've seen us refuse her food, she would wonder where did we eat at? Girls tend to have a type of superpower that can detect that kind of behavior in a man. So it's best to cover our tracks the best that we can. Don't worry getting caught is only half of the battle. It's amazing what else I could have been doing in the time I was making that small pay high stress work. Well it wasn't to bad, but damn, I'm trying to chill and work, not break back. So yea, I could've been contacting lot on wetmore and middle man the deal. I could be doing research. Still haven't called that marketing list and it's right here on my computer staring me down, saying make money from me you pussy. Are you man enough to call the numbers that I present? Or, are you going to be a pussy? No, fuck that. No pussy shit on my part. I will call that list and I will dominate that list like the Warrior that I am. I am a sales God and get the best of the best done. People will wonder, how the fuck does he move like that? I don't understand how he spends but stacks so much. Well, my friend. It's working smart strategies and being able to master and duplicate the strategy. I write this shit out every night just about, and dominate the game the next day. Like after I rest tonight, I want to be able to get up early and work on something no landscaping related. Plus I am still waiting for contact with the church so that I can get rent paid. I do not want to have to tap into other sales, in order to pay rent. Also today, my package for the Jewelers club came in the mail. I am still waiting on the credit card. The necklace cost me $105 and it's more like a $40 necklace. Even Jake said so. But it's for the Credit build, I basically vouched for it. I really hope that I am able to boost my credit score. I dislike doing stuff that is pointless. Why put the effort in to begin with? Just to get burned? I don't think so buddy. Not me. I try to work the best strategies. My strategies sometimes come with lessons. I can post the necklace for $150 and stil profit $45. Or go higher than that. List at $250 and profit beyon the total bill. That would be something amazing. I would most likly repeat that process and keep building credit. We shall see what happens. Is there a book on nothing but money making strategies? Not the scams either. Like real legit work flow strategies. I need to kno them all that way I can plug into the ones that I like. Life is wild. Been bumping all kinds of new music, so that helps keep the work flow going well. I was stressing traffic over every red light, cars behind, then realized that I haven't pissed out the 2 rockstars that I drank. That is probably irritating the fuck out of me. Need to stay away from those drinks. Very very bad. It's like a battle. Why am I on that rollercoaster? Need to become a home owner. Need to get  vehicle that has legal plates. The truck is okay for work, but really need to get a trailer to cover up the plate. Or fix the plate. Another vehicular sebadicle. What other ways can I get my credit up? I maybe if I shop with Jackly or hang out with females and spend I can do it while building credit with what ever activitites that we are work on. With my writing, sometimes I need to slow down and feel the keyboard. It's not about pounding the keyboard but feeling it out. I know I like to go fast but sometimes slow down. Think and win. There are times where fast is good, but when working on a masterpiece, one needs to focus on the details.That is the ay to get shit done with maximum work.

10/6/2020

Just taking it slow and easy today. Maybe learn some new strats that I can apply. I am really just waiting for this check from the church. Also Bjs. Did two oracle and one broadway. Then did June Bjs Oracle and stopped there. Limited their services in July, August, attempted September but fail there too. Very suspicious account. Feel like they are taking advantage. I have new beliefs. Be clean, feel good, no energy, seek knowledge, and shake head at other peoples poor choices. Stay away from Alcohol, and enjoy movies. Pay off debt, and start stacking chips. Church needs to pay. It's like a repeat from when I was evicted this year back in March. Had me waiting for payment, and dealing with bullshit with workers. This time around is no different. It's like history repeats itself. Counter Defensive Mechanism set up. Did not answer the phone when Marteen called. I called a client back and schedule for thursday at 9 a.m. So I have Wednesday and Thursday 9 a.m. slot done. Marteen trying to get in on the work. Which I don't mind, but I really don't want to have to pay people. I don't need the help. I get it done alone. But either way, I could assist and not give into the bullshit. Just keep doing me with the formulas that I know. Do not share my strategies and formulas. Just work them, and have other people wonder how the fuck I get shit done. There is plenty of sales to go around for everyone. It's ust that some people's skill sets out weigh others. No big deal though. Have faith in self and accomplish any tasks at hand. So what to do today. Lets call the marketing list, and also call some home owners looking to sell their home or land. Also vehicles. Need to take advantage of what ever opportunities are out there at that very moment.

As I fall back around bullshit people, I can't help but to be tangled in other peoples' bullshit. I can personally feel it, and here it comes again. I tend to get uncomfortble with dealing with individuals when other people start acting like that. It's like an imidiate energy drain. Like I literally don't want to be around people right now. Had to take this whole Tuesday to recoup. Anyway. What am I going to do from here. I have to do the yard for $200 tomorrow around 9 a.m Then I have an $80 for Thursday at 9 a.m. I also have other jobs, but don't know if I want to integrate Marteens jobs, unless it's going to be like a 4 hour $60 earning or so. Not all kinds of extras for nothing. Already waiting on money. It's like this. Do I want to pick up the pieces for someone else's bad mistakes, or do I want to win and move up with my team, or another team. Do not like being in the hole. Especially a shared hole with other people. Either way I have abiities to earn other places, so I do not need to invest my time in the shared hole. Rather have people from the shared hole come and join me in a winning race. So I curretly have $110. $310 after tomorrow. And $390. As long as I don't spend anymore. I need to fall back into the power of broke lifestyle. I let those few sales get to my head and ended up playing the game without implementing any savings formulas. I am a man. Not like any other man. I am my own man. I value my mind an think like a boss pro king. Yes that is right a boss fucking pro king. Respect it. I work hard, I work smart. I do both. I prefer to work smart. I have so many products that can generate income. Why do they not? I have not made offers to the right people. I did not push hard enough. Pick it back up and retry. Try again and win. Yes that is what I will. I have the skills and the time. The motives, and the good care. Come and take a ride with me.

10/7/2020

Today I was able to get my job done with Marteen. Photos and cash payment of $200. Marteen made $50. I have the savings kicked off. Let me add up the final expenses. Savings always gets done at the end of the day. Savings is deducted from Net only. I thought about doing Gross, because seems like I would save more money. The statistics would be smudged though. The idea is to save ten percent of the net after expenses for the day for for a particular job. For the day can be calculated at the end the day if there are more expenses. But, I could have it broken down into each sale savings. The game is to earn, then pay a bill, then save. I think I may have my phone bill taken out tomorrow or the 9th if it hasn't been done already. There goes $60. It is an asset that I have to keep alive that way I can keep taking calls. So I am able to place $11.51 savings which is basically a tenth of $115.11. That is what I took home from gross $200. A Tenth of the gross would be $20. A Tenth of the Net was $11.51. That's an $8.49 savings difference. That is how much it would throw off the statistics. I will calculate tomorrows earnings and savings with phone bill as an expense. The thing about the savings is that I am not allowed to spend it. It is non existant for spending. Even in cases of emergency. Do not spend the savings. The purpose of the savings is to be rich in the long run. Pass it along, or invest it in something at the right time an then restart the savings seed. I could start many other savings seeds on top of sales seeds that I invest into tools an other assests and systems and stratagies.

10/8/2020

Another day another dollar. Lets get Carry Starks yard done, as well as Oscar for Marteen. Marteens is going to be a little more difficult but it will get done. Money to be made and formula it into savings. Money rising to the top. Matter fact I need to put aside the savings from each day. That way I enter the gold into the vault and use it to motivate myself. Need to get Allen paid for rent. Big expense if I start getting behind.  Phone bill coming up. I was thinking that when the phone bill taken out I could start the marketing list. You know make up for the expense? I should just pump the sales in, and be prepared for the phone bill to hit. Good thing is that it's low, and it is an asset.

The 10 perent savings strategy is working out great. I am already at 23 dollars and it's a great feeling. I can see what is going on here. As long as I never spend it. Cash in date could be never, but I may cash in on an investment, or a lifestyle prize. Something that would be considered a life style prize would be a motorcycle, or sports car. At least in my eyes. It's what ever you want for you, that doesn't necessarily have to make money. It's for the joy of pleasure. Yes pleasure. Great stuff though. The savings, and the seeds. The strategies. The reads. The pen that bleeds on to the pad. Well in this case, it's keys. Rhyme pun intended on all rhymes. Very funny. I feel the need to not have energy drink, and see if the day wins, or wrecks. I know as long as I am excite for this savings seed money to grow, I will want to be hitting more sales. Not getting jammed up on other sales. Considering time and effort involved. Also to what else can I be doing at that time. Less arguing and more hard work.  More joint ventures. More trucks. Pay off this truck and keep it cycling for that money. Do not let registration and insurance get in the way. Very important, but does add to the expense load. Very risky business there. Just stay calm and take each task one step at a time. Marteen pulling in jobs, I have jobs. I just need to keep running the ad. Keep those clients happy, and keep that money happy as well. I remember nights when I was not motivated to do this stuff. Allen empowered me to be able to drive, and I was able to empower myself by renting a place from Allen. People still hate. People like Whitney and Marteen.  Do they forget where I came from? The streets, the eviction, and no I don't want to go back to that. I was such an adventure, but there were times where I did not want to be out there. I did not want to be around certain people. I just wanted to be alone, and see what else the world had for me out there. Sometimes I would come off as a victim, but I was really just trying to make conversation with people. Let them know my situation. Not looking for a hand out. Looking for an opporunity. As I would run ads on Craigslist, I would check out spots once again. Always shady people. I can deal with some shady people, but not all. Some just want money, and that's okay. Who doesn't? Others are talking about possible fights, and watch her mans temper, he has a condition. Na fuck that. Dude sounds pathetic and would not let me have my dog. Waste of time. But bus adenture. So it as somewhat of a win. Either way, I found my place here, and got more than just a home. That is why I want to get Allen paid, but I have to get it done with the Church payment. Just shifting time, to money, to passing that money to someone else, who will pass it on to someone else. That is the cycle of money. It just gets passed over and over and over again. The night is almost over and I have four more minuets of writing. I want to reflect on what I can do tomorrow. Fliers, Internet ads, phone calls, marketing sales, wholesale, call on the motorcycles, sell necklace, meet up with Jacklyn, get hair cut, get beard cut, get clothes washed, eat food, change oil, transmission fluid, lens for brake lights price, matress for me, matress leads form has to make some money, love thy neighbors services. Not loving neighbors is a problem and we are here to solve it. Nurture your time with the people who live close to you. Don't stare down from across the street. Sober day? Soon, but I would be going crazy.

10/9/2020

Today I need to go see whats up with the check. I'm just going to pop into that bitch. $350. Get Allen paid his $300. Going to get a hair cut, and do laundry. Meet up with Jacklyn and see what she is up too. Going to meet up with her and let her know how much I like her. She is a good girl, but I'm not gonna get to whooped. Now I know I am great. Already have people messaging me saying that they want to work. These dudes fucked up before. Marcus Clark wants to give me a truck bed trailer. I would be dumb not to take it, but I feel like there is going to be some catch to it. Well see. Some people just want to help me on my journey, because they can see that I am worthy of it. My value exceeds anything that I can get for myself at this time in life. People try to hook me though. Like how now I am paying rent and truck to Allen. Don't want to get a trailer for free, and then have someone say they need work, and get mad when I don't let them. The work is for me and for a few select quality men and women. I am watching all you like a fucking hawk, and have zero tolerance towards anyones crap. You block you blessing? You did that and not me. I am A.D. in a fucking Tesla type nigga. Fuck you weak ass honda drivers. Mindset is the power. Do what you can now so you can be comfortable later.

10/9/20

Damn today, what a fucking bombardment. You don't know how fucking annoyed I am right now. It's like everyone and their mama came crawling from the wood work. Omar text me through facebook sending a picture of what I believe to be a pregnancy test. Like he's saying look at me bro, I made a bad choice and knocked up a girl, and now I need work. Whoa bro, I'm not cleaning up your broken pieces. Plus I still feel like he peeled me for my hammer head drill. Bridget wanted me to contact her brother because he wants to start a landscaping business. Michelle wants to work. Tina wants to work. Allen needs to work. Marteen is back on the Joint Venture squad. Derek Jefferson got fired from eeggees. He needs a job. Jade from facebook needs a job. Marcus Clark offered to give me a trailer but not so sure. Rion wanted to work and his girl. Freedo. Whitney and Draven can work. Shit I have a whole bunch of people that want to work. Only problem is that most if not all of them are on drugs or alcohol. When I mention drugs I don't just mean pot. I'm talking Meth. That shit is problems within problems Thank God I hae never participated in that. I actually have a good head on my shoulders now. I am 32 years old so I shouldn't be able to get my life in focus. Not make mistakes like break the law and get arrested. Fall behind on bills. Do the right thing as opposed to the wrong thing is the actions that are now in my mix. People I surround myself making poor choicethe richest man 

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10/10/2020

What a great dau today. Marcus Clark started me out with the free trailer. He said that he wanted to bless me with it, and that he has made plenty of money with it. Awesome. I did Luis job touch up from last time, trimmed desert brooms, and the palo verde tree with thorns. Then I proceeded to do the first dump run to the Ina Landfill. Afterwards I checked the tire pressure in the two tires. They were at like 22. I was like damn I cant believe I just took a load to the dump. The load cost $15 which is typical, but the lady made me weight in and out this time. Probably because that is standard procedure when it comes to load weight. I took the trailer to Marteens and parked it there. We are working together again, and making money so it's a win win for both of us. I want to get a GPS tracker though and put it on the trailer just in case. I proceeded to post an ad on craigslist labor hauling and moving section as well as update my farm and garden ad with a new photo of the trailer hitch to the truck. The new truck equipment will most indeed make us a lot of money as well. I love assets, espcially free assets. Let's see what else I can get for free that is an asset producer, real esate, or just awesome.

10/11/2020

Today being Sunday is usually a chill and recoup day. I managed to get a $30 quick on in early this morning along with some more pics. Market on facebook and on to the next. I was also able to reduce rent by $50 by getting an ounce for Allen. $50 from Rage in exchange for $100 off the rent. That's a net profit of $50. So in that case I should put $5 towards savings. I'm already at $27.09 savings. Should now be $32.50. There are certain rules through. Like if I have expense and am doing a larger job lets say over $100, I have to deduct expenses. Then figure the 10 percent of the net. If the sale is small like $10 or less then I can go ahead and calculate the 10% of the gross. I also realized that Marteen bought wax right after he did some work. Like $25 in wax and he paid me $30 out of $60. That means he only netted $5. No wonder why the guy is broke. He wanted to see if I was going to spend money on weed or wax and I didn't. I saved money and avoided the weed expense. He spent money on the weed expense. Shows evidence of financial instablility. Then I was also able to turn a $50 profit on weed. So it looks like my ducks are in order. I will continue this process. I am a god when it comes to winning these financial games. Have two phone numbers for a property land, and a house in edgebrook. All I need to do is contact them and let them know that I am interested in purchasing their property. That I have to have a purchase agreement before certain lending agencies will approve me for a mortgage loan. My true intentions are to wholesale the deal to an investor. I just recently learned that you don't want to reveal intensions. These are other strategies that I need to tap into. Last month I was on a roll and developed a type of ego. Drop the ego and keep moving too and fro. This is how success is generated. Do not let distractions get in the way. Other people hating. Marteen has already hated on quite a bit of stuff. The arguement. And I mean the petty arguments that we go through, are not needed. I just keep moving forward and not paying any mind to the bullshit. My focus is on a much higher purpose. That purpose is getting my shit together. Earning and getting the finer things in life. Being chill and really feeling what life has to bring me. Staying away from shit mindsets, and helping other people reach their goals. Staying strong when times of weakness are at play. Shit not to long ago I was living out of a storage unit blazing weed outside hidden from the camera view. Taking calculated risks for no reason. Well I think it was more for adventure. It got me away from bullshit life and reality. Gave me the freedom that I needed in order to get my mind back together. This life can be constructed in anyway that I please. Anybodies life can be like that. They just have to stop the bullshit, and get in the right vehicle. The right program to dominate these buns. Get those fucking buns done. All you need is motion and logic, and many problems can become solved. That is all. Nothing more. Nothing less. So today in reality I really made $80 but $50 is credited towards rent. I should be at $1400 owed on the truck out of $1600 september and October have been paid. That would leave 14 months to go. Not bad. I will have it paid off before then. I have been thinking about reaching out to other home owners to try to see if they can have me live with them, and help fill the rooms. It's a great strategy that I know, I know how to work. Piece of cake. So lets type out this plan. I am waiting for the church check. I need to do Warrens first maintenance. Cut branch at Church. Contact the two properties. Contact the sunsite property. Contact other property owners. Increase that credit. Make sure we can get approved I guess more than 666 is what we need. Ha ha. I need to call that Marketing list I am the procratinating king when it comes to that shit. List out the five rules of gold. Save 10 percent. Get in position. Do not trust money in the hands of those who cannot manage money well. No scams or big promises. No desire, lust or romance. Get that gold dude. The world is great but at the same time it's wicked. Pros and cons. Yes that's right. Pros and cons. Just try not to get conned. Become a pro and not getting con.  Flip the script or reverse the battle on someone else. Evaluating Marteen today when explaining to invest money, time, assets, systems/ strategies, and the right people wisely. He said that I use the same formula just word it different. No I have mastered and duplicated the formula and have different versions of it. That is what it is. I have sales skill. Marketing skill. Problem solving skill. Investing skill. Shooting an arrow at bad habits skill. The skill to be me and I am a great guy. I hold a lot of value with the moves that I make. You could be a part of these moves. You could benefit, instead of my time going to someone else who benefits. We could be working on some of those quality projects that you would like to get done. You know, utilize me for my expertise and logic. Just don't be a prick about it. Let's make this backwards planet forwards again.

10/12/2020

Today I am kind of broke. The money I have is my savings and I'm not allowed to touch it. Not even for emergencies. I  have work, but not until a few days from now. I am waiting on Church check now. They are probably sending it out today, so I will have to wait until about 3 days. So I'm gonna have to be patient and wait. Which affects me big time. I need to fill in the holes and that way when the check comes, its just extra money. Saw a live Video where Ashley Marrtes wants to do webcaming and will split the profit, just need to get her some camera equipment. She even follow up with a live telling guys that if they want to help then help, don't be fake about it and lie, and not be able to deliver. She just needs to find a way to pump money in, not spend it unless it's for a wise investment. Keep the process going. Nobody is just going to do it to work and then have to split profit. It sounds too good, but they are thinking, I do this to help you out of your situation, when most people want that person to help themselves out of the situation. I need to stay chill. Had a bottle of zzzquil last night and now had a rockstar. Just one rockstar though. I think I might go and recruit people for chase. Get my 10 referrals. Some I can work with, but even if I can't work with them oh well. Don't let the money go to waste. Last year I recruited 2 of 10. Could have been more. Those 10 could be earning through out the year of 2020. Lets get the set up going again this year. Get that $500 referral. Oh yea. Let's build that team. Chase, Lightspeed Virtual Training, Cutco, Landscaping, Marketing, Wholesaling, Flipping Cars and much more. Get obssessed and get in the game.

Continued. So I took the bus to the North to try to return my muti accessory connnection pack and the connection that broke on me is actually stuck in my truck. Stuck in there because I was going to return it before and it's stuck in the back. Fell out of the package. Back there along with my fliers. Should not be back there. Made room for Marteen to sit and work. Kind of reminds me of my tonka, when I made room for him and then got put in a bad position. I took th bus because I'm not trying to make a calculate risk. I would much rather have got the dime front, and then took the bus back. No reply until I was almost ohome, now Im gonna drive back. Calculated risk again. God damn it. Just got home and the roomate is working on shit in the bathroom. What the fuck. Gotta shit, and shower. Starting to get really annoyed with everybody again. About to go into hibernation mode again. Fuck why do people have to bring me down. Some people are good, but most are fucked. It really pisses me the fuck off. Too many people hitting me up to work. Go find your own fucking work you god damn losers. This is why I fucking hate showing off my success. Showing off brings value though. People want to help sometimes and the help is helpful. Mooch status is not helpful. I do so much for others that I starve breakfast and lunch and work on energy drinks. I can't sleep at night, so I have to take zzzquill. I wake up to dirty clothes, since the time to wash clothes goes to taking care of others. Showers get missed. The shower at home sucks. The gym is far. People waste my time. I end up just leaving because the environment sucks. Really bad. Like fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. How annoyed can one be in a day?

10/14/2020

The past two days have been a drag. I have been helping Marteen but is now currently road blocking. Rage drunk and needing me to drive him around on Monday. Then, got stuck driving his truck. Now owe $10 gas. I don't even have gas in my truck. Reason why I was busing. Also the fact that my registration is expired. So I'm trying to relax and use resources wisely. Those wasting time and not allowing me to work my system. Mateen had me thinking I was getting $40 from Megan job. Jim warned me to get paid first, because they are hard to get money out of. Study the surroundings. Marteen trailer park manager wants him to work Wednesday, Chapa fall out came up on that even and they have a job way out oro valley. Not trying to get caught in that web. Especially when I am probably the one who has to drive. My risk, their gain. My time gone down the drain for a small gain. Large gain opportunity or my control opportunity down the drain. I ended up riding bus money to north then back east after failed attempt to return a cord to walmart. Had to bus back, forgot mask and was really frusterated. I had to fucking make a mask out of a fucking trash bag. Can you believe that? Then get to Rages and driving him around drunk. Fuck that. That is not what I am trying to do with my evening.  I simply wanted a dime to blaze back on for Monday evening at the pad. That $10 could be the $10 that I now owe in gas. Either way getting stiffed for $10. I smell manipulation heavily in these parts. This is why I need to go back to my structure from last month. I am not fucking with these clowns. I am drained from these guys. They make life more difficult. I need to set my goal and hit it like I did last month. Relax on my own. Stop over exerting for these people. Start over exerting for myself. Keep finance good. Work you own opportunities. Fuck the joint venture. He can joint venture with me if needed. Even the extra $50 and $20 from certain jobs could have been extra in my pocket on top of the $50 $70 and $30. The small change goes a long way. The energy drinks are slightly more in control. I had two redbull yesterday and that was it. I smoked and went home, and slept day away. Marteen text me trying to get me at his pad at 7:30 when the prior day did 8 a.m. and fell through. I even told him that I could have been sleeping in. I don't like those mornings when I have to get up. It feels like a job. The other jobs I did on my own, were done merely on my own time. Or if scheduled I made it a point to get up for myself on time and get their property done. Easy income when you make 100% of the earnings and don't have to deal with anybodies shit. I think about the trade off. Yes it's nice to have help, but help that is in agreement with each other. No arguing, not debating, just work. Simple. Get paid. Simple. Master and Duplicate. There should be no other bullshit in between the lines. It's rather draining to have to deal with debating. Energy that could be put forth towards another goal. Two arguing get no where. Just shows two idiots debating with each other. Might as well be fighting over a cock. Lames. I see it all in these so called social gatherings. People blaming one another. Trying to feel superior over one another. Assisting but hurting. Drowing their mindframes with alcohol. Small children witnessing this behavior. Corona Anxiety on top of all of it. Lack of support. Were all struggling on this planet. We are all human. I personally am looking for the higher power in me in the now. Don't give a fuck anymore about impressing these weak minds fromt he neighborhood. Marteen, is obviously poor. Has many poor people problems. Spends his money immediately on wax. Smokes out 13 year olds. Gets me caught up in the mix. Face it. His jeep broke down, and that was the reason for the re reach out. Fall out with Chapa? I wonder why. I am playing my cards from a distance. Seriously don't hit me up unless I am comfortable with the sitution. Not going into uncertainty anymore. I have bigger and better things to do. Call that list from September twenty fifth. Where has the time gone. The church check and rent are a strong hold. I need to possibly get free living so I can focus on earning income. Just become a home owner already. Allen can help, but he can only help so far. There is an edge. Where is my edge? Listening to the audio the Superior Man has guided me in a different direction. Same topic, smaller category. Either way, I am writing again. Deeply to sort out these roots. These issues, these mistakes. I thrive for a better me, and dealing with that, is not going to get me there any faster. Relax and learn. Discover and accomplish. Brush and Bulky route. Hula ho, scraper, and my rake at marteens. They should be at my pad. If I do go to Marteens it's to get those tools. I have to go get Chrissy again today. Maybe I'll stick around north, but I like to be home. That is where I can get work done and rest. If I'm traveling through the city I can only work from my phone. Have to keep phone charged. Do not get distracted by women. That's a tough one. I think women are so beautiful. Big tits and ass, and just perfect caring personalities. They know how to select and service their kids very well. Very well. ALux called me out on a few personal and business solutions. I can be doing the same sales but in a bigger industry. I can move landscaping material, or get a machine and be ten times as valuable. Yes, yes and yes. Okay I'm going to jump back into the Superior Man. Will have to rewind and replay since I fell asleep around fourty five minuets.

So I was able to return the cord, but sure enough, I have to wait for the payment back on the card. They said I can wait or get a gift card for walmart. I don't think so walmart. Not spending that money at your store. I needed gas. So now I probably have to tap into the change just to get some gas going. It's all good, change adds up. I would rather spend it in it's form then to get taxed a percentage at a coin star or something. So after playing back the first of the month to now, I can see that I have been dealing with bullshit. Need to steer clear of that. I already opened up the bag of worms with Max and he said that I could be an assistant. Maybe I should focus on that opportunity. Go to the Queen Palm address and find out who owns it. Pull up their information, and send them out a letter. I should be constructing that letter instead of these steps right now. Anyway. Bring the seller to Max, and I can get paid a bird dog fee. He was saying some stuff like he will take care of the agent, and is not snake like, like these other agents. It's the sadness in sales, really is what it is. Scammers and liars. Do not have to play dumb in order to get what they want. However, I have played dumb, so can emphasize on those characteristics. I opened up that can of worms right in front of Marteen. For him to see the success in that would be a nice rub in. Want to compete with me with landscaping, I'll just swoop into another industry and win. Plus it's not like I'm not generating my own jobs. So here I am sitting and just chilling. Thinking about what my edge is. What can my edge be? Where should my edge be? I can make those phone calls on the list. Find the fun in the fear. What seems to be the fear? All this and so much more. I want to construct the machine. I want to do it now. I want to do it in the next few moves. My dreams that explain hidden tresures, hidden lands, hidden fears, etc. The dreams, the oceans, the mountain area, the graff tunnel area, the river area by the school and park, the house with the upstairs 6 bedrooms. The trailer land but set up slightly different. Same people. The mind is a crazy place to be. Going back to FW High school. The track and agriculture area. Going back to the old neighborhood. Seeing parents in the home, but I cannot go in. The mailbox area, the basketball court. Food city. Walmart stores that are in town kind of east. Almost the same bus routes. Shootings that happen. I literally dreamed that there was a giant pistol pulled by some big black thug guy. Shot at some other people who pulled out pistols. Have seen accidents in dreams. People ran over. Dead. Splat. In the dreams. The taking off of a plane or UFO into the sky. Sometimes the planes strike the city. Some little ghetto neighborhood where I found consuelo to be hiding with other people she knew. Charlie had a house that I stayed at after being kicked out, and he never came back to kick me out. Just let me keep living there. Werid. Some dreams I flier and land jobs. Some jobs dont get done. Almost the same as in my reality. Maybe dreaming of my reality. Very weird. Very weird indeed. Then when I wake up, I have to play this role. A role of responsibility, and wanting to get bills paid. I just want to live. Travel. Get out of town, and go far. Explore the world. Need money to do this. It's a shame that I am trapped in this money making mindset, because I truly just want to get to my dreams. Like how bad do I want to get to these dreams? I really need to focus on this stuff. Stuck on creating content. Which is good, it's helpful, but need to do some other work. Really need some food. I am about to tap into savings and go to KFC.

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10/15/2020

Finishing up another book on audio. Today I am working from laptop from home. Want to maybe contact 10 of the list. I can work at it slowly instead of trying to hammer it all out at once. Gonna approach it with care. Take away anything that dulls your edge. I need osterity and challenge. Eliminate the comforts and cushions is osterity. Challenge by others. Challenge to sell more Cutco. Challenge to have a better landscaping business. No converstations that is not about love or the devine. No masterbation. If masterbate. Masterbate through the spine. Uppwards, and through the spine. Personally sufforing is a way to feel though the source. Suffering remains unpenetrated with comfort. It's like getting good at suffering. What boosts me? Accomplishments? Yes, but challenging ones. Born as a sacrafice. Participate in it, or resist it.

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Take Chrissy home

Yard in the morning $150

Luis Hauling $140

Church Check $350

Savings at $32.09 replace,, and any new savings

4232 Queen Palm have max buy convince seller to get rid of it. Lets do something together with the new money

Trailer Park 11/1/2020 $600

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10/16/2020

I woke up this morning and had my 2 redbulls. I feel like the $5.33 trade off gets the motion for the work. I did the weed removal job. About $80 an hour is what I earned. Now I want to go do Luis hauling job, but I don't want to utilize my truck and trailer. I would rather empower someone else who can use the money, but also wants to continue to work. I have work, and I need to set a team with new chase bank cards. Start earning with them for the rest of the year and the new year as well. The new year starts the 10 referrals all over again. Fliers, Landscaping, other marketing, let's get into action. I have opportunities that are like small stores. Set the bar with an ad. Don't post bullshit ads. Don't get flagged. If you are getting flagged it's because of a bullshit ad. Also the fact that the ad was not paid for. There are many categories that can be earned from. I ended up sorting out my landscaping list. Touched base with BJs restaraunts. Have Deanna job, Warren, Trailer Park, Luis, BJs and Church too look forward to. Also Susan and Shane Moore. Mother and Son. Going to keep the process going. Understanding that Joint Ventures take up a lot of time. This may be the reason why it was hard for me to hire guys off of Craigslist. Nobody wants to work for someone who does not have their shit together. They do not want to pick up the pieces for them. $140 Luis, $180 Warren, $350 Church, $200 BJs, $100 Deanna. Take 10% of these for savings and keep the process going. I need to be more self diciplined. What is my edge? Stop being so fearful and just get out there and start a trail. A trail of action. Of progress. You don't know what you are working with, until you get in there and work it.

Workers

Marteen

Allen

Omar

Michelle

Freedo

Jade Odesa

Derrick Jefferson

Marco

I need people that want to work, who can pass chase application, and who can allow me to sign them up with their phone in my hand.

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10/17/2020

Today I was able to get Luis Job done. We were done by 2 p.m. Then ended up hearing some drama from Marteen on how Ben folded from some job. I ended up going back to the Southside today and assisting in the estimate. Then we go by his other job that is east, when we can just roll up tomorrow. I ended up going back home to change clothes and then I drove all the way back to the north side. My mom wanted me to come by and I did. I showed her the dog that we rescued on Facebook and how it ended up getting a good home in the long run.

10/20/2020 

Early morning right now like the first hour of the day and it's late night. I am going to adjust my schedule as counter defensive mechanism on other. Yes I have work, but its my work. I am going to JV when I can, flyer trans on other JV. JV is joint venture. I cannot be getting jammed up 6 hours, and 5 hours just to come up short on some of my tasks. All I needed was like 1 more hour of light and I could have finished my job. Taken my time, no rush, and still won. No did not happen, because I ended up going back to silvebell to pick up marteen. Going to silver bell blocked him from doing his estimate on Swan and Sunrise. He is still mismanaging some jobs. All in favor for himself. I call out on each one of these events. I can use hanging with Rage as an excuse to sleep in and not have to partake in his job. I mean what Im getting another $15 gas just to drive north then east then north. That's 60 miles for $15. Like if I'm going to do 60 miles, it's going to be to Redrock and back. Something that can produce at least 10 gold savings. For those who don't know what that is, just multiply by 10 and you have your answer. I take 10 percent of net earnings. So in that event, hopfully there was no expense. I have been road blocking a few of my opportunites. Have been for years, and I finally see why. It's these other people that I surround myself with. They have pennies to offer. Nothing too amazing. I need to remember, that most of my accomplishments came from not being around these people and surrounding myself with the right people. Like today. I literlly did probably 80 miles. Most of it was marteen shit, but that I still made beneficial by getting my own fliers out. I wanted to hire Michelle to help with fliers, but she immediately started asking home much is she going to earn. If she makes money, then she is down. That is now why we are conducting business together. Anybody that I conduct business with, needs to have the right mindset. It is not all about money. Sometimes, it's the outcome that matters. The positive outcome. What action, are you willing to put in, in order to get that positive outcome? Thewse are the questions that one must ask themselves. How am I going to relax? That way I am not acting under pressure. How Iam I going to time out my moves? What will I tolerate, and what will I not tolerate? King shit. Boss shit. Anybody hating, not going tolerate. Anyone wanting to bring me down. No, no, and no. I do not appreciate those types of attitudes. Like Whitney texting me out of no where that she is cancelling her chase card. Like why? It's only $50 debt. Like you can't borrow that or just earn it? Ridiculous.

Continued later in the day. I am getting signs of manipulation from Marteen let's list them out. First noticed that he hit me up only because his truck is broke. Also observed that Chapa unfriended him and quit. Tried to fight him. Landlord is pushy and condecending tone towards him to get him to work his daughters property. I am doing ufair tasks and losing out on my tasks. Have already confronted on the unfairness. Takes my words, twsits them up, and throws them back in my face. Flattered me with saying I'm the one that showed him the whole game. Other times had said that he can do it without me. Does not work for me. B rock mad at him because of a female. Talk shit about Ben. Completly blows up one moment and calm others. Wax problem. Un greatful towards females. Always hating ideas. As I said the manipulation goes on. Always has a 911 type of personal emergency. I am losing out on everyday income because of this and this cannot happen. I am setting up counter defensive mechanisms as well as bounderies. In reality I shouldn't, but I'm going to hate myself. Hate myself for allowing it to happen. For letting these people control me and be in defeat to my tasks that I should be doing. All for social acceptance. The way to get away from all that is to not socialize. Find another crowd. An income producing crowd. Create a 10 man orchastra that can look up to me and treat me like a God. Perfect plan. Night time work. Sleep day time when expected from others to be there for them, and be busy other times. While they sleep I play and work. 

10/21/2020

Today going good so far. I already had the redbulls, and then did Ivan yard. Utilized Allen as transportation. Kind of like what Marteen did for me. Marteen making pennies through. At least my hour of work pays more than $100. That is important. Also have two estimates to do, as well as wrap up St. Marys. Need to get that check flowing. Church check, and BJs check on it's way. Waiting for it sucks though. I have registration for 2 more days, so I need to make it worth while. Trying to get people to help with fliers in continenta ranch but not working out so well.

10/25/2020

Again, I have not updated in a few days. I usually post everyday but I have been hella busy helping out colleagues, and earning income. Of course I have been putting 10% of everyday's earnings of the net profits.  This has grown way past $100 already and I started it on October 5th, 2020. Gibson Island Maryland dude on Omegle told me it's a wealthy place. It's cool that the joint venturing has been working. Now doing pavers and turf. I actually have 2 paver jobs that need to before done. Bigger projects equal bigger pay. This is the momentum that I want to keep. I just submitted the estimate for the paver job that I landed while fliering on one of Marteens transportation jobs last monday. My strategy is paying off. We have been working on a few jobs together and when I am not needed, I reach out to the community with my fliers. My fliers are one of the greatest marketing strategies that I have. Anyway, I have a system with the pavers as well. For now. Have the client order the materials, and have them delivered to their property. Then charge 25% of the total cost of the job on the signing of the agreement and the rest at the end of the project. Next charge the client the expense of any heavy equpipment that needs to be purchased. It is best to mention the equipment that is needed to be purchased as well as mentioning that you will provide proof of the purchase for rehimburstment. Have a couple of grunt workers, move the blocks to the backyard by wheelbarrow, and have 1-3 other guys skillfully laying the bricks. In the project it is okay to have a design where plants can be installed, irrigation, lighting, artificial turf, decorative gravel, and much more. This is the type of landscaping work that I want to get into now. Take massive pride in my work, and become a pro. I am already good at maintenance. Getting the cash and living an entrepreneur lifestye, but I need to do more. I need to start viewing more on 100 million dollars. That would be able to pay off alot of debt. Or even $908k. That would be very satisfying.  For me, it's great to work on Marteen's project, because I am the one who introduced him to the landscaping game. I was the one, who motivated him to stop applying for jobs and start marketing yourself. I did create compition, but also Joint Ventured, which gets me in on the inside scoop. Yes that's right. The inside scoop. These are the variables that I play with on a daily basis. I am able to transplate rather fast and calmly on my laptop, my plans and my thoughts. I break down the plan, and just keep the details in action. This is the best way to get something done successfully. Yes. Done, successfully. I am a pro. I have to become the expert in all landscaping fields nationwide. Get in front of 1000 people and keep the conversation going. Basically sell them an expensive serivce. Maybe get them producing for me like it's a franchise. Maybe the Uber of landscaping. Hot Potatoe.

10/28/2020

As the month progresses, and my ambition increases, I can't help but realize that bullshit people come walking from all angles. No matter how much I want to help, I must be careful of who I help. Seriously. People lack appreciation. They lack skills, and there fore cause problems. Going to call MVD right now about Farm Vehicle plates, and also requirements to start a dealership in Arizona. Also if I can utilize P.O. Box in Marana to avoid emissions since my truck will not pass. Been there 3 times already. I am going to check on the jeep and the house at 5235 th ST. Send a letter to the potvin address about queen palm or just knock on the door. Either way I need envelopes and stamps so that I can try to get into contract with home owners looking to sell their home. I am going to do laundry, since I am a dirty bum right now. I really need to get some new clothes also. Those threads are alright for landscaping but for casual kicking it and sales. Thrift stores have been closed, so maybe online shopping? I really just want to save my money and not spend. Although you have to spend in order to earn. I have a paver job that can be done, but the lady does not want to pay up front. I am going to have to do some convincing there. Pavers are a great way to earn some extra lute within a landscaping business. All you have to do is follow a step by step system that will ensure a quality final result. This is where you dig about 8"-9" below your surface. Then use a plate compator to tamp down your sub soil. Next you want to bring in your pack. This is 3/4" stone mixed with stone dust. Pack that down, and then bring in your sand. Mark your bouderies with a stake and string, as well as the height. Have your border edging and nails to ensure tightness. Start laying your pavers with a mallet. Brush in your sand and apply water to lock the bricks together. I do not recommend gaining experience on your own projects, unless you know what the fuck you are doing. Rather, work for someone else and gain your experience there. This will show you what corners they cut and what not to do when you are working your jobs. You do not want any conflict to fall back on you. Also turf. Prep your area. Carry in your turf, do not drag. Cut along the seem with a sharp blade. Can reconnect with 32ft of linear seam tape, adhesive in a cauking gun, and spray bottle. Nails for the edges only, never in the middle. Make sure the turf bristles all face the same way. Make your cuts with a sharp blade. For the prep ground area, you will want to use decomposed granite for your base or roadway asphalt. Be sure to tamp or for your material evenly. Refer to video for turf until you can produce like a pro. It's all about following a step by step system and not cutting any corners. Not getting caught up in financial expense. Know what to charge at the right time. Do not pay people more than what they are worth. Do not pay others less than what they are worth, if the skill set is more as presented. Don't make false promises. Don't let the deadline sweep you under. 2 days to complete? what are you fucking superman. I'd really like to see this happen. Here it is day 4. Just a prime example. Any way most important. Let the customer pay you what you are worth. 

11/24/2020

I had to make a thoughts three because my last document went ghost on me. Kind of like a lot of friendships over the years. Even some family. I took out the writing and everything kind of fell apart. I did hit some goals, but still awaiting results. I am renting out the room again so I hope to get $100 off the rent and then rent the other room and get a second $100 off of the rent. Either way I have to pay $400 and then I can feel better. Really I just need to set the team with the list and make sure everyone does what they are supposed to do. Do not look forward to the plan falling through. I want to enjoy the rest of the year. No more jobs hounding me, no more late on bills. I do what I want to do and I'm going to do it. No more annoyed scenes of time waste. I can not go any further with stressing myself out. My creations tell me how I feel. My feelings tell me how I feel. My annual results tell me how I feel. Be me. The one I desire to be. 

So I was able to get Ivans property done today as well as Shane grass mowed and clean up done, but still need to remove the cactus in the front. I don't want to be known as the guy who cannot complete jobs. It's just a slight jammer. Trailer park ad Luthers to do tomorrow. BJs restaurants to do at night or early morning. Fix alternator, pay rent once trailer park check is collected. Then I get to do it all over again for December. Wow. Is this the life that I really want to live? Can I explore? Would it be the same everywhere I go? How would I get there. Should I buy Allens car? Start from the inside of a team as the nucleaus and watch it grow. Remember to invest into the right people.

In order to be free, it's great to just dream. Not be obligated to do this shit and that shit. I already did two landscaping jobs today. Great start, now to keep things going smooth. Put attention towards what I know best. Landscaping and Marketing. In the beginning I started as a marketing operation. Worked for some lansdcapers and they burned me on payment. I kept the leads, and now here I am today. I have been through a lot of trials and tribulations, and I do not feel there is a stop to it. However, it's all about how I deal with it. How can I break it down? This is the magic that I strive for. Had writings, lost writings, and can make more writinsg. This is what I thrive for. Nowdays, it's the same routine. I need more excitement. Reason why I brought Marteen. Help to be a part of the team. Not me doing all the work. So what if it costs a few dollars. $40 to be exact. I helped two people earn income today with my system. I can help more people earn income today with my system. The art is within the architech plans. I have been thriving to draw out landscaping design symbols. The way that a tree branches out is so wonderful.

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11/25/2020

Ah yes it is the day before thanks giving and I still have to work. I wish it was more like school when I had the two days off plus the weekend. Either way. Teaming up with Allen and Marteen, so now I have to figure out how to earn more. Still need to get the check from Shane. Also need to dig out that desert spoon in the front, or cut it back. Trailer park, and Luther job. Not going to hand out fliers right now, because winter season is pointless. Working for nothing. New year, is when we blanket the fliers. We could do brush and bulk sales and convince the home owners right then and there to let us do the work. Then it's just a matter of time. Need to get a gas can. Marteen said that he had one. I need to get alternator and then have me and a skilled mechanic put it in. I would pay a skilled mechanic. Not going to rely at all on Marteen. He throws out too many arguments. Let's leave it like that. Just use him as a laborer. Don't let him get lazy and do just the easy stuff. Over confidence means little skill. Skill equals silence, because they don't think they know it all, and that there is so much to learn out there. Should be human knowledge over all topic knowledge. 

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11/26/2020

Yesterday was productive. We finished up the trailer park, and did Luther job. Now I just need to finish out the month. Tomorrow is going to be a collection and catch up on payment day. Today is Thanksgiving and I have to go and get Chrissy. Going to clean up the room so that myself and Angel a girl I met can relax comforably. The small room is rented to Jason so that means $100. I need to get the other one sold before Jason tries to snake my commission. Ha ha, not that I would care too much, but I know the sales game, and it's big fish eats little fish. Allen wants to sell his car. I may be able to get $3000 for him. I earn 10%. I like living with Allen because it generates opportunity. Get to work offset from those that I grew up with. They have already seen me develop. Now it's time to let others see me develop. Chase 50 is $500 potential. I need to check the advertisement list and see who wants to win 2021. So now that I rented out one of the rooms I only owe $300. 

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11/27/2020

Yesterday Thanksgiving was great. Spent cooking steak and corn. I preppared 3 plates. One for Allen, one for Angel and one for myself. Today I need to get Shane Agave removed as well as collect the $100. Next up. Get the trailer park payment. Afterwards, pay Allen $400 or $300 since I rented out one of the rooms. $100 earnings to go. I have to do BJs, Warrens, and Arleen. Touch Base with Mr. Henderson. Help Allen sell car for $3000. Chase 50. Watch some movies with self, to enjoy. Watch some cartoon t.v. series. Keep reaching out and adding to the team. Get the alternator with the paper in my pocket, and then replace with net earnings from the trailer park. Need a cord for the microphone so that I can drop those raps for the holidays. 

Now it is evening time. I was able to get Shanes Agave removed but had to leave part of the stump. I threw the cactus in the back of Allens car and disposed of it at the trailer park while I was picking up the trailer park check. I picked up two checks, totaling $700. Was also able to earn $100 in commission on Allens Kitchen room. The additional room. He created the room, which created opportunity to rent. Thanks to my marketing skills, someone has a new place to live. One down, one to go. This is also the third person that I was able to get into this house hold. It is different. Not the same old live alone life. Like pay all rent. Like fuck that. Right now I am high as shit. Really need to just not drink the caffine and aim for the blazed and win type game. What can I win at? What am I good at doing? What am I great at doing? What makes me happy? Should I also involve myself in selling boats and planes? To me, it's all real estate. Listening to Kevin Duttons audio book on Psycopthy, I have been able to develop a system. One that establishes me more of a leader. One that wins at additional tasks. Should I involve a new video training page? The answer is yes. What can I teach? The fundementals to all of the architech plans. Let's begin now.

Here yee, here yee, all peseants and nobleman of the Shire. I am Olaf, your tour guide of this vast cavern of earth. The indigious terrain, is full of surprises, consisting both of good and evil. I am seeking 10 selected individuals, in which I will lead through the ruins, of this terrain, on a journey for discovery, and gold. I will make each one of the selected, very rich and powerful human beings. With that, will be able to live a fullfilled life, of stress free royalty, and pampering. When selected, each individual will be processed through a series of questions to establish qualification. One may not be in debt to the treasure holder. One must have proper identification, and social security. Plus the knowledge of the data needed, as well ablility to provide proof of such data. Many will fail during this process. If at any time, the process candiate fails, they will be removed from the list, and will not be able to proceed this opportunity to become rich royalty of the land, forever. 

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11/28/2020

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Holiday income to come. Holiday music to come. That great feeling of being in control. No anger there. Only positive vibes. I choose how relaxed that I chose to be. No more energy drink and you don't have to feel stressed. I don't have to feel stressed. We don't have to feel stressed. The understanding that life is precious, and that I do not need to tolerate peoples bullshit. If I want something, why starve myself from it? I get up and go get it. If I attempt, then I win. Simple as that. If I fail, it's just a brief lesson. This is what goes down in the curriculum. I am glad that I even have such material to provide. It's truly a blessing. More to come as well. How much to charge for the videos? How I used to do it? Don't stop until you win. Do not start something else, until you win. Simple as that. Dropping bombs provides so much knowledge. Just listen, learn, and apply. Soak it all in for the win. Road trip wonders. Imagine being struck in another city with no money. How would I get out? Simple would be to hustle. That is the main keymunication. Winning is  my standard. I believe that everyone should have their very own service route. One that they are in one hundered percent control of. One that they can continue to grow over the years, until they decide to retire from it. There are so many routes that an entreprenuer can take. Sales, Trainin, sales training, etc. Service work or products. You decide. This is the fun part of the business. Making the decisions. Who to hire. What approach to take that day, in order to win the game. This is what really facinates me the most about the working from home ordeal, is that you can do it within your business. Within your very own business. You work from home, and let everyone else out in the field. Have a system of dispatch. Trucks in route, out on the town.  Ready to serve the people today. How to earn during the holidays. Many people do not purchase services. They purchase goods. They purchase travel. They purchase hotel. I have been selling my route for years, and not really growing in any other direction. Sometimes when I watch cartoons, it highlights my setbacks in life. Thats all I have to show for? I really need to do more and be proud of myself. 

11/29/2020

Today I am proud of myself. Worked with Marteen on the truck and got it up and running. I allowed Marteen to take the lead, and I just assisted, but managed at the same time. It's benificial for both of us so I knew he would be willing to assist. It was an alternater swap and a new serpetine belt install. So it wasn't too difficult. Either way,we are both back in action for work. No more need to depend on Allen. However, I may utilize Allen and the rest of the roomates who want to work as bird doggers. This is where I have them scout for houses with yards that obviously need to be cleaned up. I will have them trained to knock the door, and make contact and discuss getting the yard groomed. Those that are legit sales, will get worked within the next 3 days, and we will start earning more income as a team. I can possibly give out bonuses to the top performers. This is a great way to bond with the team. 

Enough of work. I want to focus on improving myself as well. My values. I cannot let relashionships fall through. This is my chance to bond with my fellow humans, while I am still alive. This is my chance to soak in the nature of the earth for what it is. This life. This journey. There is no need to be trapped in hard feelings. Although I understand that that is also part of this life journey. The good, the bad, and the ugly. All in one. I enjoy watching old mtv cartoons that are no longer on the air. Those were the best days. Although I didn't have cable, watching them now is amazing. 

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11/30/2020

I have noticed that since my whole month of november disappeared on me in thoughts 2, I havent really been writing much. Maybe it's also because I have been handling other important tasks. The Alternator is now fixed. Next up is an 02 Sensor, then spark plugs, oil change, tail lights, and eventually tires, and a new big tex trailer. Also want to be able to get a brush guard on the front of the truck. I just think, it would make the truck bad ass. So today I did Warrens, Arleens, and drove Marteen to a few of his maintenances that he missed. He wrote a note on his cards and placed them on the door. So nowdays I've been learning from others lessons. Disecting their lives just as I learned through the blog, and google search, why don't my friends want me to succeed. So now I am disecting their lives, like damn, thank god I don't do that. Bad  habits upon habits. Lack of knowledge, and a whole bunch of phsycological behavioral traits. For example when I approached the school zone, I slowed at the last minuet because the car in front of me was hauling ass. Even with a Sheriff parked at the school. So I told him that I was following the cars lead. He said that I was justifying. Like dude shut the fuck up, that is direct communication of what happened. Not lying or justifying. So then at Walmart he steals some items by not ringing them up at self check out. Then he justified it by saying that he is budgeting. That is justifying and wrong. I actually slowed down, and was not in the wrong. I can come to the table with clean hands. He cannot. Thus what's seperates me from them. Gary Feinkelstein says drop those dudes now. Brad Lea asked when to drop them. He said now.

So December will be a whole new approach to income. Very few yards need to be maintained in the winter time. So it's the perfect time to step away and earn some income somewhere else. Winning without the people who have been holding me back this whole time. Also utilizing goal setting, then breaking it down, then forgetting about it, so that the subconscience can act on it. Do something else simliar to the goal and let the two worlds of the conscience and subconscience cross paths. This could be  new approach to winning that MIllion dollars. Just set small goals and accomplish them on the way. Stay honest, because a lot of people who surround me right now, are not very honest. They cannot even trust themselves. That is some real shit to be aware of. A smart person does not let bad shit happen to them when they know they can avoid it. Especially arguments and conversations. Do not let the people who have failed themselves, in on your plans, so that they can fail you. Do not allow that to happen. Just like my philosophy of a woman who can not chose a man correctly. She keeps a criminal minded loser around who does not know how to win. What does that tell you about her. She doesn't know how to win. What is accepted by her and what is accepted by society. She should have the choice? Yes, but she should choose wisely. Same as a man in his bride. Do not seek money hungry soul wreching women. They belong to the men that you see on the streets. Sharing needles with one another, and claiming that they are King. Okay, what ever you say you delusional sub human. You belong at the local charity or rehab facility. Not trying to be mean, just direct. Okay so a little off topic now, but a wise leader does not accept the bullshit. He may fly in real quick to win, and then out. When I think of winning, I always do it in small incraments. I won at waking up, I won at eating food, I won at being ahead 3 steps, or behind 3 steps but not anxious. The feeling of having complete control of the body and mind equals a win. This is what I think about on a daily basis. And people tell me that I don't have a life. Or they try to tell me in general. Look. If you are going to tell me anything, tell me something good. Not something that I am going to distaste. This is not my nature to like that subject or topic. It's my nature to like that topic or subject. Most people have me backwards. So tonight we do BJs restaurant. I may take a nap, then wake up sober, just to do the work. See if my subconscience can lead me to success that way. Then finish up at Marteens and drive back. Then I can do my invoices in the morning, and be done with the month. I need to dress warm, because it is cold out there. Yes it is cold out there. I need to get my tools out of Allens car and the gas.

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11/30/2020

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okay so now late night and I was able to show the room to three people a guy named Corey wants to rent the room for his mom and sister. They are living out of a motel right now at the Red Roof Inn on Ina. Mom works a security guard for the mines out in Avra Valley road. Sister is at the University of Washington. I believe that to probably be online schooling due to Corona Virus. I answered all of there questions. Mom seems like she is a recovering addict of meth. The daughter looks hot, and I think I might end up having sexual relations with her, but that is not my intention. I am looking to help people while I help myself a little bit. When I have a sexual desire for someone I just help them out instead. Kind of override the sexual thought. Same with people who make mistakes. Just override and assist them in some way or another. Doesn't have to be big and above and beyond. Just a little poke of assistance sometimes is all that someone needs. Fritta is the mom, and Caitlin is the Sister. Like I said she is hot. I can see myself doing stuff with her. It's just in human nature. They wanted to know if we do cooking together, or pitch in on cleaning. So I could tell that they were slightly hesitant. Then I told them my story, and how the place has helped me. They are sure to jump on it. Already wanted to put a deposit down to hold the room. I told them I would hold them if they are serious. Just in case they change their mind, I'm not having to return money or anything like that. So tomorrow at Noon we will close the deal. This leasing stuff is kind of fun. A little introduction to real estate. I've seen the YouTube Videos so I know what it's like.  This is the Master Leasing System. Works Great. So we put of BJs again, and it's because Marteen wanted to Uber instead of ride the bus. He then said that he used Jackies account for the Uber, like he was going to steal money from her for his ride over to me instead of riding the free bus. I told him I could have measured his trip based on the bus ride, and we would be on track. I am not going to wait an extra 30 minuets while he comes over here just to head over there and not have registration. It's good that the truck is running, but it did set me back, and I need to rely on other sources to earn income. Nothing to major. As an entrerenuer I got this. But yes, those shady moves got in the way of my income earning, and is a mark against him. He was taking a shit while on the phone with me. Seems like a way to divert the attention. Also said that he had to go to Bens to order the Uber. Incovenience on him to go there, and to ride the bus. Seems like he didn't want to work to begin with and knew that I would just postpone. He tried to work it in his favor like that. Manipulation countered and guarded. I will just pick up on it the 6th or earlier, and then two weeks later, boom invoice. Easy enough right there. No need to hate. No need to compete. It's like with the cards on the door. Why not knock the door and secure the moment. Do everything you can to get the results you want. Not half as it with a card on the door. That is not the way to do it. I would've knocked on the door and explained. Kind of like when I did Luthers yard the other day. Did not have contact info, did not make appointment on the 23rd. On the 24th I was out there to explain. I used my roomates car to do it after doing Ivans Maintenace. Working two guys including Marteen and still managing to save my job. Like I said this is what seperates us. So yeah. Now I know why I get so frustrated. Plus I showed him how to get jobs, but he's doing it in the most simplest way, and not doing anything else to really grow his end of his business. I can probaby grow his business, better than he can. I can grow anyones business with marketing. Learn marketing, and you will be needed in many fields. This is a true story. My writing skills has me seeing through this bullshit like a fence. I have so many opportunities at my fingertips, and I am over here working with dull as individuals. Yes he was able to put an alternator in, but I could have done it easy. I already had the information. I am mechanically inclined, and know how to work slow and smart. I probably would not have dropped bolts down the hood. He did rely on his resource Charlie to check the belt, and used a video to form the diagram. Still, a mechanic job is skilled, but lower level skill. It requires more than what he did. Although I will give him the win on that one. Kind of let him work Warren and Areleens when I didn't need to in order to repay him. Will still buy a big boy meal somewhere but I am chosing the place. Also paid $5 gas to take him back home and drive him by his clients house. All while taking a calculated risk with the truck not being registered or insured. Yikes. Calculated risks for idiots makes me an idiot. Yikes. I cannot be doing stuff that makes me look like an idiot. Energy drinks, I need to dissolve and just enjoy my living space and life. Don't need vices, just accomplished goals. Don't need people telling me that I can't do shit, cause I can do what ever the fuck I want to do. They way people make one feel in their stomach. It's toxic. Do not be around that type of shit. Still don't want to hate. These are the lessons that I am learning. I am dissecting a new formula to follow. New behavior and new strategies that will take me to a higher level. I am my own higher power. I am the one who will guide me the whole way through my life. Even when I am old and fraile, I will know what I have done for the world. Delusional. No. Fuck no. I am going to aim so high, that I may be mistaken for being on drugs. I am going to succeed so much, people will wonder how the fuck did I do it. How am I going to do it? I am going to work fucking hard. Like fucking smart. That is the way to do it.

Holiday season. Stocks. Santa. Presents. Lights. Cars and Trucks. Hauling. Work. Stocking. Sleep. Wonderful times. Sales. Retail. New Years. Cutco. Vivint Package Protection. CBD, Landscaping, Moving, Wholesale, David Allen Capital, Light Speed, AWeber, Regular bullshit job, Clickbank, Amazon, Etsy, Ebay, Offer Up, Go Fund Me, Master Leasing System, A.D. Marketing Pros Outbound, Brush Bulk Landscaping, BirdDog Land, BirdDog Everything else, Fliers, Mechanic, A.D. Contractual Services, A.D. Drone Part 107 License. Alarm Agent, Build Credit, $6800 Debt collections. $800 Sales Savings Debt Calc. $100 Dan the Man. $700 Rage watching Chrissy. Training people through video. My release all content. New Innovative Enterprises.

No ego, no false profits, no harm, no distrust, always making wise moves. Relaxing. Enjoying writing. Other people love to show off what they enjoy doing. I just enjoy doing what I enjoy doing for me. This is the reason why people are so jealous. I find joy in almost everything. I also know how to be a master strategies. Not a master manipulator. I know how to peep game on a manipulator. Shift the channels to where they are working for me. I make things work in my favor all the time. I feel like I have give up a lot of time on energy drinks. They block a certain type of progress. As soon as it's taken, the mind shifts into that thinking mode, and destroys any type of improvement that could have been sought upon personally. Stop with the early morning dopamine fixes. Just stick to blazing that quality weed. Who moved my cheese. I need to either listen to the audio, or just read the fucking book already. Right now I am enjoying typing and blazing. Pill popping, sleeping, and chilling. Taking the bus downtown, and living with roomates. Finding random people to help. Selling myself on how we can blaze and just enjoy life. I give out my number, and no one hits me up. That one goes out to the girl named Isa from the bus number three. She got off at prudence and stella. Probably too young for me though. Even though I asked if she was going to go home and blaze. I tried to nervously work my way in with that line, and reach common grounds. She probably saw right through it. However the girl with bags at the bus stop was willing to come with me. I wanted to show her the room, and see if she wanted to get off the streets. I am doing what I can to get those people help if they are on my path and I think I can manipulate the magic to where everyone wins. I know I can manipulate the magic. Wait or am I stragegizing? Shit, now I feel hypacritical, and I can't I can't delete what I type unless it's a misspelling. Hey, it's just the way that I let the keys flow. 

12/1/2020

Today has been amazing. Rented the room, took some wood back to home depot for allen and now I am in my head on some pain pills and just smoked a dank j. I'm going to eat those two burgers as well and probably take a nap. I have been learning quite a bit from both YouTube and Podcast Dropping Bombs with Brad Lea. That is enough right there to take massive action. I am already taking action. I am breaking down my day and doing what I want to do. Also hitting goals by integrating tasks. Making sure that I challenge myself. Keep a trail of dopamine. Positive reinforcement is given.  I also like superiority. Helping others selflessly. Using psychology to get what I want. Tapping into the subconsciene. Being a free kid again. Trapped in a mans body. I play a little longer just to hit that goal. Making my own progress visable to myself. All the things I do to lead to my goals. Who all is involved in the success. Another day on earth to hang with my fellow humans. Be aware of shit head sub humans. They exist. Playing a game in business is fun. Savings goals. Lots of expense, bigger sales to get the 10% savings. That is motivation. Or less expense and more savings calculated. Keep getting bigger to aim for bigger payout rewards. Do the right thing. Choices. Does a smart successful person do that stuff. No. Poverty reactions. Rich Reactions. Wealthy Reactions. Drop the social cherades. Invest into self and assets. Make quality decisions. Get on that guru level. I am already there. Act like a Guru. Gurus upload videos and content. Gurus earn big income and dont touch it. They just let it grow. They work magnificent plans, and make them happen. Sometimes the action is to just relax and prepare for the next move. Other people want to win also. Show them the moves, and dont worry about them stepping on toes. That is where superiority comes in. It's part of taking on different projects. It's not going to be that easy in the beginning, but I can think of a way to make it easy. I know how to put the logic into the plan. One thing that I am good at is connecting people. Maybe I should be a staffing agent. But I like working for myself. I really just need a nice big pad, and lots of money in my bank account. Nice car. Big smile on my face. Looking down at all my buddies that I grew up with, but I'll still be there friend. That's when they will want to know what I do for a living. Many of them don't know my entreprenuer lifestyle. They think that I am a landscaping. A dirty Dutt that cleans yards. However, I am a successful young man. 32 years old already almost 33. By the time I am nearing 33, I want to be relaxed and knowing what my next moves are going to be. Opportunity upon opportunity. Getting quality bud, or just not smoking. Popping pills for now, but need to watch out for the allergic reaction. Stay focused on the network marketing. I am now hired as a fulltime network marketer for A.D. Marketing Pros. My job is to keep consistant sales, as well as help others earn sales in my division. I have to plug them in, and make them income. Provide them the ads. Type it up for them. Work one on one. Attend meetings. Pop into businesses and let them know that I am executive leads, and can lead them to more leads. Yes I am executive leads, and I can lead you to more leads. Let's get some leads. Can you lead the field with this leader, executive leads? Let's roll. Nice to know that you are in the presence of executive leads. This is my writing portfolio of my actions. On what I want to do. What I will do. As long as I am not fogged up by poverty people and arguments. People want to damage me so that I remain the same, and they don't have to be reminded about their lack of success in life. We all just remain the same, and no one has to think about the slack, or has to put in the work to catch up. No not me. I am not doing shit like that anymore. I am here to earn some big checks and get involved with investing wisely. Might open up a robinhood, acorn, and stash. Lets refer to some of those videos and see what's up.

Trailer Project.

I could rent lot there and fix up to move to some land or sell to someone for $6000

Buy $200. Buy Land. Move $$ to Land. Fix up while living in saving rent money, rent out Allen Room. Rent out room in Trailer. Rent whole trailer. Sell land with Trailer on it. Real Estate is long term. 

Quick sale off of lot. Let someone else do the project. Could earn if in on the project but wont be able to earn off of it unless I work with an investor the whole way through. 

Pay lot rent, along with the purchase of the trailer. Fix there and then rent and live there. I already have equity there with the quarterly maintenance.

Do I want to move it? Where will I move it? How will I fix it up? Will I live in it? Where would I obtain land? How would I move it there? Can I get a deal on land? Can I find an investor for this project? Can I get funding for this project? Where can I get funding for this type of project. The first project I do will establish more projects.

This is like the five star general project.  Sell rooms, sell lot. Can probably get $900 per month to the right person if fixed up properly in a good location. Could have a property here I start with the trailer. Then pour  slab and build a house with a shop. Grow a garden there. Guesthouse as well. Maybe two guest houses. Yes yes and yes. Who do I want to work with me on this project? Or do I want to go on a solo mission with it. What type of psychology strategies can I work into the module? What is the maximum that I could earn in the least amount of time? What could go wrong with the project? How would I bounce back from any set back encountered? Could I do a training while doing this project? I will integrate social media, as I have already posted next project on Facebook. I am leaning into a real estate direction. 

Previous real estate is involving cleaning yards, painting walls, moving items, alarm sales, solar sales, monthly residuals. 

Auction off the trailer. Create AIR BNB Specific.

Veterans living 5013c?

Full time Network Marketer. Need some moves that I can really make on these people. Do work slowly. There is no need to hit it all full force in the beginning. I need to relax more. No more energy drinks. Fight the urge. I do not need it. Water. Warm water to assure that I drink more water. Room tempurature water. Seek out properties. Help people get to another level. Help them get what they want. I can help Allen get what he wants, but he needs to stay within bounderies. Do not bombard the mindset. I cannot allow someone to bombard my mindset.  Okay so I am going to start uploading some videos since I am so fucking high. At this point I am going full focus on my goals. No need to give people my time. I am giving me some time. And I still question, why people cant come hang out with me? My room is not that bad. I have been pushing away the wrong people just to hang out with the wrong people. Well, no one is wrong, but I need to give my time to others. Like why would I want to be around someone who steals. Who tried to fraudulently use someone elses uber account for a ride to work, when they had the bus for free. Someone who is behind on their rent. Someone who causes me to argue with them over the dumbest stuff. Then have them stay that we are arguing over dumb stuff. My brain power is not meant for that. 

12/2/2020

Today I tried to use Allans car to go and do some estimates. He said that I could go to his work and pick it up. I went and no one was there. Wrong address maybe.  I ended up bussing and just using my truck.Marteen was sleeping when I called him. He called back later that day and then said he had to take a massive shit when I asked him about the Uber ride. He keeps throwing back in my face that I think I am better than everyone else. Yes I do, but I know this because I dont' lie. He tried to say that I stole while I was homeless and got hungry. No I did not steal, I had money. I was still doing things right, just because I didn't have a home doesn't mean that I am going to break the law. Also, I was the one who was still working during that time, and they were jamming me up. Marteen stole from me, when I tried to get him on the trailer park. Had him work Warrens and Arleens when I could've done that easy shit myself. $30 credit on some shit I can do alone. It's because I know what I can do and what I can't. I have those options. He don't. He could, but does not want to build his business. He would rather rely on one guy to take him to all his jobs. Yes you can do that, but I am not going to be that one guy.  He was saying that we are all in the same boat. Trying to make it by. No you are trying to make it by. We are all in the same boat, because we are all humans and are subject to the presense of the world. There are people who are not in the same boat. They are far ahead of the game. All men are created equal? No, no, not all men are created equal.

12/3/2020

Elizabeth Parnell was talking to me about commenting on her shit. I apologied but then she erased me. Said shes a cold bitch. Allen did not have his car availabe at 600 s swan. Was no south swan. While over there in the area I was hoping consuelo would see me or contact me. She did that night. Butterfly effect. Marteen being shady on the stolen items at walmart. Then Marco is over there threatening the neighbors and did get the cops called on him. I left and picked up Consuelo then spent 10 on her for her fix, then foil, then food, etc. Assumed Marcos was in the back of the TPD Vehicle. Allen needed a sac, then didnt need, then needed it. So this morning I have collected $100 and will get him a sac. Consuelo went home somehow some way. I really shouldn't care. The lessons we learn. She learns. I learn. We all learn. Client of mine wanted to meet in person for an estimate when it could've been done over the phone. Met anyway and agreed on $125. Could have ageed on that over the phone. Ricahrd client calls me this moring Thursday to postpone for tomorrow because his girlfriend is not there, and the neighbors will call the cops. I dont think I want to do this one now. Already did one calculated risk for the estimate, could have saved time over the phone estimate. Client third party is interfering with A.D. Production. Similar to when workers say that they can't get a sitter because the sitter is at a softball game. Their plan, and the softball game is the interference. Or also my poor selection in people. People as in clients and workers. Karl wants his yard work done. He said in a text that he just negotiated with the landscaper for $100. Was sent to someone else but sent to me on accident. Red flag. He said that his mechanic tyson died in a car accident

All I know is that I have been tangled up in multiple peoples bullshit ass agendas. Hidden agendas to be exact. Like they want me to fail. They want to do better than me, but know they can't. So they sabotoge. Marteen just spent 27 minuets complaining about Rick Keil of Transformers Landscaping. He said that Rick commented on one of his posts about his shotty work on the turf. Then spend near a half hour seaching for ammo to used against him. What a fucking waste of time.

My tasks.

Fix and Flip trailer at Trailer park.  four tires, land, $200, move trailer to land. Fix in flip. Rent out or live in.

Whole sale house on 25th meet tomorrow go into contract assign. title company

Hit up jeep for sale on 5th ??? Think I saw old man get off the bus and walk to that house.

Hit up towncar for sale on 5th $5900

Don't live in extremes. Well see what happens.

Letting go of what we think we know. Empty your cup and fill it with tea. No more water. Drop that stick and pick up a stone.

both on donkey, wife on donkey, husband on donkey, both walk by donkie People always think something but not your thoughts. What we do is result of the context that we are in. People might not actually know what they are doing.

new town, what about last town, this town is the same dont live here. Second man wants to live in town. Looking for happiness, you will find it here. What you seek, you will end up doing. What you find will be based on what you choose to seek.

Don't let negative thoughts compell into a bad life.

My trauma

1996

1997

1998 Family about to break apart

1999

2000 New Millenimum.

2001

2002 Started Candy sales job

2003 Stopped playing the trumpet and didn't get to make mark in sports. Suspended from school for having porn printed to librarians computer. Went to school did not want parents to find out. Found out through neighbor who got the phone call.

2004 Kicked out of school for tagging. Juvinile  Started working

2005 17 year old idiot running around doing coke and spending my wendys money

2006 Graduation. Cheated my way through school. Showed others how they can do it. Quit first job Wendys to do Community Service.

2007 Lost home of 17 years grew up there. Family break apart. Lived with Dad first time, Tommy, John J and Rage

2008 Formed A.D. Landscaping only did one job and gave up. First apartment. Fired call center first eviction. Started seeking into entreprenuer life.

2009 Trailer Living formed A.D. Landscaping Serious Intro to Advertisement Tony Venuti

2010

2011 Started fighting people again. Fought Don, Will, and Terry

2012 Supposed to be the end of the world December 12

2013 Wanted to hit a million this year.

2014 Hostility at trailer and Marteen we end up breaking ties and not paying rent for a while. Met Whitney and she strung me along all kinds of shit. 

2015  Roomate living situation. Utility Trailer stolen. Scammer roomates, Evicition but to get off property not for funds. Went to PHX in August for written test police passed then Dec did the physical. Fucked it up in January

2016  Jan beat at the regal for bein drunk and disorderly and pissed off. Ruined PHX Police Position. DUI messed up my driving half way through the year. Tools stolen at Frys

2017  

2018  Living University free house kicked out and then went 3 months homeless. Almost lost Chrissy to a friend. Got a deal on apartment, but they started acting stupid after I renewed my lease. New management bullshit. Vivint sales and strung along all this time. Earned like $700 from training and managers fake sale so he can hit promotion.

2019 Friend dies Don P July 21 Met Laurie and started learning about Narc behavior

2020  Friend dies Roxy Feb 11.  Met Jacklyn in April she psycology major. Thought I had a hot girl, but she ended up leavig me in the blind because she is too busy. Applied Pima College Police. Passed written, postponed on physical without reason, said move application, have not heard back.

Apartments $10 rent bump on 100 units is $200k per year

New AC

Hot water consistant water and new toilet 

$3000 k min when someone moves out

Someone stays is saving $3000 on NOI % 6 cap is $50k

Don't sell hold for 10 years

NOI Rent minus expense

65% turnover

smp 500 fund

zoom stock

amazon

crowd strike

colony medals 99 1/2 

validate and verify things

1% liquidation gold.

Stash

Robinhood

 Now Trading on Robinhood Dec 3rd into 4th as we start the new cerfew. I wonder what products people are going to buy. Market opens at 7:30 a.m. and that is when my order will be processed. Can work a job and just have the check deposited into the robinhood account.

Acorn 

Rounding up Chase Bank account to nearest dollar. Not sure how much of a percentage this is going to be but I should be able to earn more with their trusted investments.

12/4/2020

Today was not that bad of a day. Did DNC job and Karl job. Dumped two loads in the desert recommened by Karl. The land is now owned by Harvy Trucking and we were caught by a guy named Mike who is security and cleans the place as well. He was cool though, said that we can dump as long as it's not trash.  Then the second time around some old bats that Marteen said was going to be a Karen started some shit with us, as we were about to make contact with Mike and ask for a second dump. We ended up just dumping it real quick and going back to Karls to finish up. We ended up getting some Burger King, and I only drank one Rockstar in the morning. Starting to feel really chill again. Chill for the holidays. Michael moved out of the house and I have to run another ad to try to get someone in here. Speaking of ads. Karl recommended running a five dollar ad on craigslist and that it would pull in some work. We already know about this, but just played dumb like thank you for the advice. Karl ran an ad for me for $5 dollars in the house hold services. He's a good guy. Just invested in me. First time I have had someone else run an ad for me on Craigslist. I need to hit a $900 or higher sale to balance out an expense debt that is building  up on my savings portfolio. I used to call it a savings game. Which it is. But now that I feel more like an investor, I am calling it a portfolio. I am truly a professional. I know how to make things happen for people. I am attracted to money. Magnitude to Finance. I should be a financial advisor. I could just use my advisor skills to start making my money work for me. I have many seed that grow. Many assets that I have had for ove a year, so I can consider it a quality asset. This is the reason why I have so much ability to earn income. It's like equity. Trust in myself. Trust in my trust that I am growing on my shelf. No rhyme intended. I have some robinhood stock, and I want to see how much it will actually grow. Kind of doing it for fun, and for mindset purpose. It feels good to be doing something. I still owe $250 to Allen, and also another $250. I cant forget that. I also have the trailer to flip, and a new contract to do with the trailer park. Finish Susan job and do Shane maintenance. Try to wholesale home on the weekend on Saturday. Wait, that is tomorrow. Damn this shit creeps up on me like a chill. Damn the chill. Oh well. I just have to expect nothing and accept all. Great motto to follow. It feels good to type and just be relaxed from energy drinks. This is real life therapy. Real shit. Real talk my dude. Ha ha. 

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12/5/2020

Richard hauling job will be done first today. Then check out that house so I can keep my word. Then Julies for Marteen. I need to buy straps and a tarp for Richard job. Chase 50 so  I can do now and then January get 20 total go for the $1000 potential. I am going to plug people into Robinhood get my free stock along with 500 each sign up. I am not going to drink any energy drinks. I am going to eat good food. No over eating. Work hard and smart. I need to do laundry and then go shop for some clothes. Today is Saturday so it's a great shop and sales day. Sunday is also a great shop and sales day. Sunday has more of a chill vibe. 

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12/6/2020

Yesterday Richard job took up most of the time. He put pressure on our team right from the start after scheduling issues and issues with his girlfriend. Now she is mad that we are late. We do an immaculant service with two dump runs in the back of my pick up truck. The pickup truck chevy puts in work. We didn't make it to Julies which is Marteens job. I am earning $25 on that one. Today I need to make at least $80 and keep expense low. That way I can scrape the savings off the second sale. I need a $1000 sale to scrape the savings off of the first sale. I am kind of in debt to myself, but it's better than being in debt to other people. Anyway. Let's plot out this day. I am going to get a coffee, and then do laundry. Then I have to get Crissy and take Tizzle to do Julies, but he is going to have to bus back because I want to be stuck doing something over here on this side of town. Like enjoy myself somewhere. Pull up and eat somewhere good. Perhaps. I have my phone bill coming up soon, so I am going to have to put that cash on my Chase card. I have sales that could be made, but some people don't want to have to spend money right now because of holidays. Unless I can get them to spend their holiday money on my products for their loved ones, then that is a great way to make a shift. I have to touch base with Susan and Luis. Also need to figure out when Shane maintenance is coming up soon and we have to do BJs. Also have the trailer park trailer project that just may be what I need to get a good housing situation. I need to get out of Allens place slowly but surly. I have having to always answer to these weird questions. He is a good asset but you have to put up with his weirdness. I don't want to say any additional names, because I am not the negative type. Just the observant type. If KFC wouldve been open later I could've saved nine dollars. I over spent because they closed early. Because I did not time out my personal life for what I was doing for others. What others are doing for me. I really need to keep in mind of who I let into my life. Consuelo. Stolen brush, ripped up my papers, caused all kinds of chaos. Was not worth seeing her like that. Make me crazy. Makes me want to not even date. Women have a lot ot prove to me before I can accept them for their stupid ass actions.

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12/6/2020

Today I was able to assist with Julie job for Marteen JV. I also did laundry and picked up Chrissy. Another day not drinking an Energy drink. My last one was on December 4th in the morning. I had one Rockstar. I have to get through this this time. I have been a lot more chill, and able to handle stressful situations better. Now enough of that. Let's get a plan in the works. I need like a five thousand dollar sale. I paid half rent so far, and need to figure out a plan, where I can rent the rooms, and get my own living place in the process. I need funding. I need a lot. I need a way to move the trailer. I need two hundred dollars to pay for it. I need new tires for the trailer. I need investors. Let's get this done. Let's get the ball rolling.

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12/7/2020

Stocks to invest into. I heard this video the other day while driving and figured it would be great to add these stocks to the portfolio. Let's go.

1. SBE switch back 500,000 charging stations requested by President Biden.

2. LCA landcadia

3. DKNG draft kings

4. Hilium

Biden win EV do well and Energy 

1. BEEM - Beam Global  charging stations envisioned as solar.

2. INSG insigl coorp    5g, got pushed back because of covid about a whole year. Wireless routing, banks financial instutution, school. Wireless 5 g router provider. This is in the 5g space.

3. TDOC teladoc   telahealthcare industry. 121 billion collab with Lavango. Quick rx without having to go to the doctor. Can get it right over the phone.

4. NCLH Norweigen Cruiseline. Norweigens own the cruise line industry. Could not get PPE because they are not American.

5. ARKK Arc Innovations. ETF. One stock with a lot of stock in it.

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12/8/2020

Today I got up late around 11 a.m. and met Marteen at the bus stop. He had a tree trimming plus clean up job to do. We spent about 4 hours on the job, but didnt get to eat, or smoke except the blunt that I quickly forced down this morning. Had to quickly walk Chrissy, and then leave her in the room for the time being. I got stuck with a load and still haven't been paid. Like why did I even come out to work on this forced job. He kept trying to get me onboarded to do the work a few days before which I get it, but I have my own shit I need to work on as well. Did not get my hair cut in. Almost had to deprive myself of bud, if Allen didn't save me with some dank buds. I got some Zigzags and rolled up quick. The Craigslist ad keeps getting flagged, so I may need to take on another approach. For me tasks are like drinking a cup of coffee. You have to have a multiple step strategy. When you get the coffee, it's hot at shit, then it cools down, whether you use cream or ice, or whatever, there is a process before you can get to the bottom of that cup. Same goes with business. Plot out how you're going to get to the bottom of each task, and don't let anything get in the way. It's as simple as that.

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12/10/2020

Yesterday was a branch off of the day before. Waited forever for Marteen to come to this side of town so we can go dump his load. Dumped the load and I still had to take him home. He was on a mission for weed. Have Lenny in the mix for hauling some branches from his front yard. I am going to have to pass so that I can hit my chase 50. For the count. This morning roomate problems with Marcos. I really want to get one more person in here and then start AIR BNB my room. Easy income. Go live in the trailer that needs to be fixed up. I coud fix up and rent for $800 per month. Easy income to start producing for me in the future. I used to call them seeds. Now they are portfolios. I need to just contact that list, be cool, and see if there is anything that they would like to get done within their business. Yes yes and yes. This holiday season it's time to start playing the money game and the life game. Wholesale some homes. Run some ads where the home owners are contacting us.

I do not like confrontation, and I do not like people impeading on my daily goals. Especially when it interferes with personal goals. Like I was going to get a fucking hair cut, and also sell some shit around the house. The stocks take forever to transfer funds. People around me are coplaining about other people around me who are taking advantage of a person who is taking advantage of everyone. Call it opportunity if you will. I'm just thinking about all the shit that I have to experience just to get out of the last event that I was in. Very hard to trust anyone. Even when I want my own peace. Sometimes, it's hard to reach. I tried to take a walk this morning and the other roomate came with just to complain about the other roomate. I hear where you're coming from, but not right now. Not during my morning walk. Kind of fucked up my whole day. Not cause I let it, cause it did. Damn. Got some sleep and now I am up and hungry, but my money is low.

Blueprint

$1500 sale

$200 sale

Caught up with a little extra as long as I stop my spending now.

Use change.

Until sales come in.

Dec Chase 50 $500 do all in one day. Bribe with $5 to invest into Robinhood.

Try to do this faster than it would take to do a landscaping job. It can be done. Believe in yourself. Cut out other low paying, high risk tasks. 

Think about what I have. A Room, A Truck, A Service, Marketing Skills, Laptop, Relationships. Don't ruin it. Easy to get tangled in a cycle of tanglement. Already in it with the roomates. Been there before with the business. Lots of conflict. Steers off the path to success. A lot of shadiness going on. I don't like.

Any maintenace, do without Marteen. Need to catch up on my schedule but this time cannot lend the opportunity to the same people. Find some new assets. Ones that can assist with Chase 50. Why keep up with the same people? They have to break free at some point.

I landscape to pay bills, but mainly for freedom and superiority. Plus I have to do something as an entrepreneur. This is just the tip of the iceberg. There is so much more, that I can do as an entreprenuer. You can do the same as well. Message me today and let's see what we can't work out.

When you onboard with me.

Opportunties

Training

Portfolios, such as stocks, assets, etc.

Systems and Startegies

Contracts as a safety net. 

Deligating tasks. It's good and bad.

Redzone with Savings portfolio. Use last hundred to grow that savings and start a new branch. Need to create a branch module.

Let's sit down and have a conversation.

I personally have a lot of training. Need to apply it right now. Cashing in time, that I will never get back. Just enjoy. Don't die and regret not enjoying life. Just working and basing everything around money. No. Enjoy. Memories I guess are great, times change, enjoy the vast life.

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Solar

Cutco

Business Loans

Virtual Training

Marketing

A.D. Contractual Services and Logo Design

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Drone Sales Realtors and Construction

5TH Street beauty joint

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Trailer Rental

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New Innovative Enterprises and other blogs through

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Whole sale Earnest money on contracts, contract flips, flips, new construction

Stock portfolios

Investor Portfolios in the form of seeds, assets, people, savings. Etc. Play the game and earn. Money that is not touched. 

Casino Gambling equals Risky.

Homeless Profits marketing in silence living on the streets free wifi etc. Fun but not great. It is what you make it.

Sitting around doing nothing is keeping me from living. Keeps me safe though from worldy hazzards.

Life resistance and gaslighted by life. Just live. Don't feel like you need to do better. Don't think about it. Just do it. Just go.

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12/11/2020

Time flying need to do BJs. Need Chase 50. Market to the beauty place. 

Just live and enjoy in the town. Sales in the town. Always waking up to the landscaping schedule

havea  gym membership and never go to the gym. Why am I paying for it. Always working with people who don't understand the hustle game. I need to get into Vivint again and dismiss the managers. Yes some of it as my fault but some was there fault too. There making sales for themselves instead of letting the rookies get the dough. Kind of greedy. 

As I re evaluate my living situation it, I realize that the opportunity to rent rooms is great, but we have one guy here that is making it uncomfortable to live here for everyone. He smokes meth, has no job, and is doing side work for the home owner. The homeowner is getting taken advantage of by this guy. This guy goes to jail for arguing with the neighbors. This guy lives in an RV in the backyard. Supposed to be saving two hundred and paying lot rent I guess, but doesn't even pay that. Had excuses why he couldn't do his job. Worked illogically when I had him work with me. Luckily he hasn't started shit with me, but heard him starting shit with the other roomate. Over a dollar, and let's go get a beer. Stop being a pussy and let's get a beer. Like come on dude. We need to get this guy out of here. For real for real. Apparently he has been to prison. Allen had B Levine over here to check out the tile. I noticed when I came back from getting my coffee. Small world of Craigslist. Issues with people who utilize Craigslist. That is the trap that I am in. I try to make beneficial for everyone, but there is always that one sour apple. Luckily I am smart enough to know how to deal with this. Cannno stoop to a poverty level. Already going through it since I cannot drink E drinks. Today is day 7 I believe. Or six but that is good. I have been drinking coffee, and will soon drop that as well. I just like to blaze and eat. Kind of sucks to have to eat, because it's like seven dollars everytime I want to eat. Makes me lazy also, but there is energy involved in it, so I need to eat. Stress indicators from living in this stressful place. Marteen is stressful because he is behind on rent and deperate to work to pay that off, but I am the one that has to drive and risk my unregistered truck. I really only want to stick to the eastside like in this little neighborhood, when it comes to doing yard work. Why have to drive all the way across town.  Makes sense? As Allen would say. Yes sure does. Even though it doesn't. I have to hang in here because of the equity that I already have established in this place. Truck, storage of stuff that I need to flip, rooms to rent. Possible funding from Allen, rides from Allen. Others sales through Allen, Bud through Allen. It's all good and golden. Way more here, than what I had before. Sales and Marketing got me here. Craigslist Profits Pro. I should make an updated version of this document that I have on New Innovative Enterprises Training Page.

Trapped unregistered truck, savings and personal debt, tension at home other people, rent sucks, need food but cannot leave past the tension. Work build up, never stops. Others being manipulative and demanding. Desire to earn more. I have potential $100 to earn on Allens room. Maybe get someone who can establish into the business as well. Keep that investment going. That portfolio until it dies out. B Levine used to be a portfolio, until he started doing his own Handyman business. I showed him how to do that so he is not always relying on me to get him work. Superiority a few years back. Been doing this shit for a long time now. I am good at my job. Had to pretend to struggle and actually just let shit happen to struggle and gain some time. Situations forced me into bad situations which has me here to this day. No rockstar or redbull has me seeing things from a different angle. Like don't put up with the bullshit. Trained by my parents to be the best person that I can be. 

So I just went out and bought about $35 worth of Dennys and then $8 Gas and coffee just to hang out and feel appreciated. Wow. Or just to make sure I eat and not be driving with expire registration. At the same time Marteen hitting me up for tools and work, when I know I shouldnt be driving. When I tell him that I shoulnt be he doesnt care. Gave ultimatum that he would just work with Ben. He needs to really just find someone who can work and has tools. Someone that is not me. It sucks being so alone but then its good being so alone. I don't know what to believe anymore. I have a person coming to check out the room. This one from Facebook since I keep getting flagged on Craigslist. Well anyway, typing this out and waiting for this dude to come and look at the room. He needs a quiet place. This place is quiet for the most part. I can hopfully earn another $100. Also trying to get a sac from Allen a $100 sac. Need to be able to smoke out with Mari tomorrow. 

It's another night and I am just chilling alone smoked out and feeling calm. Not a care in the world. Just relax and type. Tomorrow I will get some sign ups. Today I will just blaze and relax. Keep in mind that time flys and that the sign ups need to be done and the income needs to flow back into life. Pay off personal debt, pay off debt. Build credit. My mind is a money making machine. I took 3 pain killers, so right now I am chill. They are over the counter, so not the best, but still has me relaxed. Ahhh yes. Spoke to Jason about him moving out. Allen would not refund his money. Makes me wonder how I would get screwed out of what ever by them. Don't let it happen. I need to bounce before I become a victim. Just get a few more sales in and then get going. That's it. Then it's all about getting some sales on the road.

12/12/2020

Gonna just chill today and hit my chase 50 and two sales of the rooms in the house thats seven hundred dollars to collect. Need to get some breakfast and possibly tires for trailer at the trailer park. Let's get some sign ups just by posting ads. Can do direct marketing as well, but that might not get me to where I want to be. 

I haven't text Marteen since Thursday basically because I am tired of being used. Jammed me up with the load. Hearing him complain. Plus this holiday season, I want to be filled with laughs not drama and set back. I am going to create a world of laughs and fun. No need to deal with the drama. No need to speak on the philosophy of doing better in life. Just do it. He wants his rake and hula ho. Should have got it when I dropped you off. Like I said poor people poor choices. I stopped drinking edrinks just to see the signs. The drainage. I started drinking edrink today to see the signs of laziness needs to stop. There usually is some sort of trade off.

Rent weed eater tomorrow $40

Shane job $100

Warren yard $90

Bjs Restaruant $100

Church check $350 ?? Been months already. Whole time I've been living here at Allens

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Chase $500

Rent two rooms $200

Trailer at Trailer park and new 2021 contract start in Feb

Seek new place to live

Register Vehicle

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12/13/2020

Im going to do Warrens first hen it's a quick blow out and pick up. Shanes. Give rage his $10 and then go hit the Chase 50 night time day time who cares. Rented the weed eater and pole saw hedgers to Marteen.

Rent rooms seek a new place to move to. Air BN B the room. It's real estate to me.

Stocks beware of Robinhood swiping $34 for some non payment shit.

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12/14/2020

Deposit check and put $50 in personal. Work on sales. Create Annual Sign Up Form. Utilize Form creator or just create it myself with document. Work the other contracts like the wholesale accounts.

Utilize subconsciene for the win. Turn of the lights in the might and act without thinking, but act logically. Make quality financial decisions. Get right to the point of what you are trying to accomplish. Become a trusted source in someones eyes or get your message through through something that they trust.

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12/15/2020

Did a little marketing last night but wasnt enough to be significiant. I worked on explore credit score 800 tesla. Redirected picture of photo into a click banner. Uploaded wholesale documents to page, and posted on a wholesale facebook group. Added Cash APP, Zelle, Paypal donation methods. Any denomination. Half way through the month and I need to get everything done that is on the agenda. Everything for the remaining year, and then take off like a rocket starting next year. Only 16 or 17 days away from the new year.

Mrs. Starks leaves for $85. Then focus on Chase 50. Get those sign ups in. Direct Marketing.

Build the team. Get them involved. Don't just stop at what you need them for. Let them tap out like I always have. No need to fire them, when I can just let them burn out and not have the difficulty on me. Working on doing better. Do not fall into old ways of bad habits.

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I keep dreaming about this house that is on the corner of a street in a sort  of HOA neighborhood. It has a pool in the backyard. The owner was first associated to me as Mike and he had a wife and kids, but was never really there. He just wanted to make sure the work was done. In my dream, I was behind on my schedule as I was here in reality. Eventually got caught up, but a few other times I dreamed about the inside of this home. I was in the living room area, living with another family, they had kids, the wife, their close cousins. Almost as if they were having a family gathering. Also another location where an elderly lady and elderly man live. I also do there yard, but have missed it multiple times. Another property is Gabes Grandfathers property but has more of a ranch image. Also did work there. There is another scene were it's like Distant California, along with a college environment and motels that I've checked into a few times. An apartment complex that is close to the BSR yard and Freeway, old TCIM, but is more dark and dirty. Not Tucson. Almost same set up. Freeway also crazy, trains and grafitti, car wrecks. Freeway is kind of like Phoenix. Back to the house had the owner of Zabaleta attached or Luis attatched to it.  Has upstair with like three bedrooms and bathrooms upstairs. Tubs are like hottubs and tiled nicely. Jail and gym environment. Mall enviroment and stores. Purchasing redbulls and rockstars. Eastside area in dream similar to Tucson but with a different map vibe. Charlie from university appears sometimes as well providing housing but a mysterious feeling. Like not sure if this dude wants me to move out or not. He operates from another house and doesn't really care what happens at his house. Just knows he's helping. Even past deadlines when I would be expected to be out. Foodcity and highschool field. FW high school. Track area and agriculture area. Old neighborhood vibes, trailer park vibes at Richard Irizzarys place. See cops all the time in my dreams but we are cool. This two story like 6 - 7 bedroom house is crazy to me. I feel like that is where I am going to live in the future. Who are all these people and places? These lucid dreams will subconsciously lead me to wealth. Brain power is wealth. Yes, yes, and yes. 

Writing an idea on paper and selling it. My idea to write out some html code to a blogger generated photo with a click thru banner link that displays as your new future money maker leading to an affiliate website that is already producing. Can sell for 4x the amount of sales production. I would remain as the owner of the business, but all investments 100% would be forwared to them as the initial investor. Yes yes and yes. 

The business plan is selling the written html formula to the investor where they can click through and be linked to a money producing affiliate site. Not only did they plug into a system that may not have been known of, but it is already producing. 

Sell this business model as a white label. How many other people are selling the html code to banner to affiliate opportunity? $9,999

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12/15/2020

Today is supposed to be the day that I get sign ups. What am I doing just sitting here. I did make a click thru banner on the site but that may not be enough. I need to ad me and a speech into the mix. So I have seen the roomate tell Allen that he needs to pay 142 hours of work which is like 5.? days. He has not paid rent, has an rv in the back, has been arrested multiple times, and caused one and two roomates to move out. One bad seed ruins it for the other people. I have not seen the girl here and here mom either. They probablyfound a new place to go, and I am thinking about moving out of here also. But Allen is a cool dude that created opportunity. I was able to earn off of every roomate that came into this place $425 total to be exact. Nice little check for working somehere you live. That is basically one free month of rent. Anyway, dude is manipulating saying he needs to be paid, or he is going to tear it up. He needs to move his stuff out and the extra room creates tight space. Cannot move it out. Suggested moving into the other room instead. Like wait why would you move in, when he wants you out. Also told him to load a bowl and they will talk about it later. Weak ass manipulative individual. He probably wonders why I don't say anything. I am not pussy, I just don't fuck around with that weak ass conversation. I have way smarter venture going on within my industry.

02 Sensor, Emissions, Insurance, Oil change, spark plugs, break lights, Trailer fix, new trailer big tex dump, living trailer trailer park project, affiliate marketing stuff. rent rooms, AIR BNB, 

BJs, warrens second, annuals, arlenes, allisons work, shanes final of december, trailer park contract, possible smaller lots, deanna check in, 

Anti Social Introverted work.

What else could I be doing on a Tuesday night? Currently watching a Disney cartoon about Jurrasic Park or world something like that. Relaxing and just feeling good.

Doing Marketing and watching cartoons on my phone is a great way to earn that extra income.

New Innovative Enterprises page is putting in work. Has the hook up for Adsense as well as income earning opportunities.

Plenty of writing, Plenty of drawing.

It is not easy for me to be around hostility. That the roomate has created hostility. I do not want to walk by it, or even hear it. I've already shut down and I am behind walls and close doors. For all I know this dude gonna start shooting through walls.

Distractions, cut them out and dont worry about shit. Worry about loving myself. Go get me food, and not energy drink unless I want energy drink.

Allens place should be called Drama house because of the one roomate. The home owner and his weirdness, and the mice and roaches that were here. On this episode of drama house.

Create some amazing partnerships. Who has what I need. Kevin Harrington said that on dropping bombs. That is not what others are doing here. I am doing that not others. 

I heard broken glass. 

12/16/2020

I like to chill in the dark. I like to be alone and relaxed. I like to read, draw, and learn. I enjoy hitting goals and testing new waters. Not very fond of bad decisons or laziness. False promises, and failed plans, when the plan had no effort involved.

Systems and strategies that must be done, and not talked about. Just fucking do it like Nike. 

Start getting people who know how to fucking do it or are in position to do it, and give them a percentage of the profit.

Help slut girls get fans only page, establish residual equity in those accounts.

Delay the coffee and energy drink withdraws and just get to the relaxation destination. It's like needing some counciling or something like that. Don't make counciling part of the need. Just know what they would tell you, and rush to the results. It's like cutting out the middle man. Just like wanting a female so bad. Just cut out the desire and help them in a way. Help the fellow human being. Even if they are sometimes not worthy of being helped. Feel for their soul. Marco the roomate who left yesterday has a bad drug problem. Almost got him shot by the elderly neighbor who has ptsd and needs a caregiver soon. I know all this from speaking with him. Cops were called multiple times and aparently looking for the R.V. in question. Just goes to show that drugs and alchohol are not really good for life.

Chase 50, Robinhood, Acorns, AirbnB, Plug into opportunities based on qualifying for chase. Also get a cool clear Robinhood Debit card.

$100 per night 3 rooms. $3000 x 3 per room if all rented everyday. Potential $9000 unlocked. Would just need to not rent for the $300 per month or $450 per month, which really only puts $200 in my pocket. More in the home owners pocket. I could rent out my room for full potential of $3000 per month. Just need to be able to host an amazing experience.

Now that we have the yard back again, we back bbq. I can ask Allen to buy meat and I will cook it up. Also need him to be able to get me a $100 sack. Can start selling some of the junk back there also as offer up merchandise. Just sell that shit, and put the money towards an investment. Need to pay back my savings and get that large sale for those expenses that added up on me. Where can I get basically a $2500 sale or $1600 Plus a $300, then I would owe the savings out of that one also. Seem to be in a bind. Might have to end the game and start over, but let's see how I can worm my way through this one. Keeping in  mind, when I win, is it really a win. While BBQ relax, smoke, and market. Make those sales. Everytime I action clause, send out the address, there is potential to earn. Earn gold if you will. Yes gold.

12/17/2020

Today is another day of just sleeping because I am blown all day. Had some redbull just to crash on it. Not good. I need to just not drink the redbull and go out and have some breakfast then work or relax. My excuse is that I do not feel motivated, nor did I when I stopped for the seven days. Currently just relaxing. Will probably hit up Allen for more bud. Also still want to grill some steaks. Today I only ate the Jack tacos that I had last night. Gross. Need to actually start eating healthy, and then giving myself a cheat meal every once and a while. It's fun to break the rules. Sometimes healthy to break the rules. Because you don't feel like you are on a straight path of goody good. They also say that the good die young. So then be a little bad and all is well. So as humans we are all almost the same. Do the same stuff, have the same emotions, and just trying to survive. Others are luckier than some, and some work hard and smart to get where they are. No need to compare notes. Just get inspired, and wonder how you are going to pave your golden sidewalks. Got blown off by Marii and she hit me up only when she had mexican moonshine. Yes I can lay down some sex, but do I want to? Remembering the shadiness in women and nastiness in hygene. Do I really want to be in there just for a feeling. What is the point of fucking? Then what? Lol. Yes it feels good and we can bust, and releieve stress but what else is in the picture frame? Anyway I am being a werido on live Facebook again, just letting the video roll and I'm here typing away. No cares given on what is happening in the video or who responds. Got that delicious bud that I been loathing for. Finally I can be trapped in my thoughts. Need to sign some people up for Chase. I can literally do that in my neighborhood. I just need to flag some people down. 

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12/18/2020

Today I took Allen to the hospital to have his Gaul bladder removed. Someday that may be me. For now I am chilling. No care about the work avaiable. Relax and enjoy the holidays. Get ready to drop raps and feel healthy. Energy drinks are not making me feel good anymore. Just seems like a task. Just cut it out, no remidiation needed. Just go straight to the win. David Allen business Capital, plus Light Speed, Plus Vivint, Plus Cutco, CBD, Aweber, I am sitting on a gold mine, but wasting days away by not putting into play. Chase 50 getting close to deadline. Wholesale, A.D. Marketing, A.D. Landscaping. A.D. Contractual Services, Master Leasing Systems, Tap into Solar, eBooks, Dabbling in Stocks. Writing is crucial to plot and break down.

HTML Banner foward link to opportunity sell business remain top guy but all the earnings go to you.  

Stop being bound to work, stop being bound to rent, stop being bout to setback, stop being bound to poverty lifestyle traits, stop being overly investigative about surrounding people, ha ha ha yea right. I keep my nosy nose in peoples dirt. No arguing, no delay, no procrast, Prodo mode, ghost mode, balance out creativity, I stay in the high zone, blown, and alone, discover, everything within

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12/19/2020

I need to make a change. Still landscape but marketing is important fuck that word of mouth shit. Still works, but do not rely on it. Second up is that I need to take action. Just do and don't not. Simply market in the morning. Prospect. Cut out the cafeine intake. Cut out the sexual pleasure unless it's for sexual transmutation. Win, but keep in mind is a win a win. Partner with people but rely on those who can bring something to the table and sell. Those who can move the needle. You can bring leads, and get wealthy. Only get rich by showing them. That bumps services above training. I was always thinking training above services. 

Lightspeed training. Log into the video curriculum. Videos on training. Videos of legacy. Needs a $2 password to log on. How many training videos do they get?

Travel expand these sales. Interview people, and lay out the agreement. Stop moving with people from the past. Those people are already established in their lives, and I am not welcome. Only welcome to get trampled on by their tasks, or needs. Are we friends or business partners. Are we having fun, or am I getting the hundreth training lesson on the route. Seriously not trying to hear this same old same old crap. Need to truly just relax. Get some but and just chill. Get some sales under the belt. Get some freedom under the belt. Possibly try to get a job, but that is the same set up of each year. I start the year out with a job and it sucks. I don't need a job, just some money to get me ahead in the game. So I can see the world through a different light. Stop being so mad. That goes against the better light. Just be a cool individual until the coffin hits me. My coffin hits me.

Think trophy child, always wins. You can tell by peoples performance. Everytime I do the same bullshit, I deprive myself of a different type of day. Just like everytime I don't eat healthy I take a punch at life, and void that moment where I could be getting ahead in the game.

Havent dropped raps in a while. Need to drop some raps soon. Real soon.

Do a pre paid live video for entreprenuers to come together and ask questions and network. Local, State, Worldwide.

I need a staff. I show up to the office everyday, but I am the only one here. All alone and always broadcasting to noone. No audience.

Makes me want to cry that we are all humans trapped on this earth in the same struggle. Then others have to at better than others, when we are all just trying to live and feel good. Have good relationships, people to hear us out, etc. Another sad part is that the older folks have good advice and experience, and the youth do not care to know. When they finally come around to beoming interested in the knowledge, the old generation will be burnt out. Dead and gone. Books and podcast and blogs will hold the answers but it wont be as easy as just asking and having a conversation.

I know how to start new shit, what is holding me back? I am going crazy in my own mind? What is holding me back? I need a wife? No, but if so, what is holding me back? I am holding me back. The past is holding me back.

Have belief in self. Millionaire at 33. Prior years were so fucked, but I loved the lessons. The things I thought then, were not what was needed to be done. I woke up everyday thinking, I'm the man, because I had a small business. No I had an ego. I was not leveraging the early childhood advice I was given. I kind of dumbed down for social reasons. Always wanted to be popular, then discovered introversion. Courtiership, INFJ, Hyoka, entreprenuership. Music creation. Just not working a regular job and falling into that category. Successfully stayed an entrepreneur. Explore and travel is what was needed. I had to get out of the same bubble that I was in everyday. The same daily habits. The same people. The same motivation. The same successes. I have nothing else to prove. It became a feeling more than what was needed. College days surpassed me. Athlete days surpassed me. I am stuck in the rut of entreprenurship. The mental tarnish of a business man. Like the movie Death of a Salesman. Always have tried to have the sales man image, that marketing image, that I have an entrepreuer lifestyle, now I make moves on the low and in silence. I just need some fucking weed. Play guitar well, and get girls. Look for campfires. Stop trying to meet with people who let the opportunity fall through. I am a golden man, and people pass me up all the fucking time. Life is one crazy subadicle. Writing as got me through this year. The hate of the planet has weighted on my soul, and I am proud to say that I am still able to move.  Just brethe. I need to blaze so bad. Good quality weed.

My competition is low, so I have stopped competing. I always compete with me, but that is an easy way to just not work.

Deep in my thoughts. People complain about distance of having to chill with me. Don't chill with me, just to waste my time on sending me home alone. Do not hate on anything I do. Instant shut down. Do not bring me out into traffic to waste time. Not only does it increase chance of death of also waste of time. Might as well waste my money, and emotion. One must protect ones self from this type of bullshit. Bullshit ass behavior is like a toad slowly being boiled. Losers around me, make me a loser. Not afraid to call myself that though. There are scenes when I dominate, but just a taste. Do not get big check syndrome. I have the knoweledge. Just break free from the strongholds, and daily habits.

Fuck people, I need to smoke out, not a tease.

Fuck chilling. I need some real love and sex not some tease.

Stupid pride bitches not giving up the pussy.

Always get excited for nothing.

Can't trust anyones word really.

Dont want to be around their drama.

Just trying to stay blazed, and not obligated to do shit. I have shit to do, and those are holding me back from doing my shit and that creates some major chaos. Don't want to hear about anyones shit, unless it is beneficial. I can hear shit by turning on the t.v. I can waste my own time. Like to succeed alone, but need a team. Kind of a subadicle right there are well. Reaching out to so many females on FB, for nothing. I need to stop doing that. There is no gold in there.

Church Payment $350 $300 to savings caught up

Big sale of $2k. Caught up there.

Chase 50 needs to be done build that team quit typing about it and just go. No careful selection, just add and work with from there. Don't let seeds fail, if they do move on to others and wish them the best.

Breathe, smoke, grill, relax, Bang a girl

Marketing and management sales

Landscaping outsource, taking too much time. I am losing money elsewhere by focusing on this one income stream. Yea it was the first and still good for producing but fuck it's such a hassel. I only really care about the Annual program. Need to get big payments. HOA, Plazas, Tree Removals, 

People always putting themselves in a position where they are in trouble or violated something, then, they market it like it was cool or something. Stupid ass idiots. 

Those same people sometimes, only bring up past memories that make you look at fault. This blocks production in the brain. Get the fuck away from these people. Setting me up for neuro punches to the face.

I want to get good food. Need to smoke. No smoke. Get smoke, too tired and edrink or sleep. Less money to get food or clothes and satisfied with being high.

Dreams

Teeth - Insecurity fear anxiety

Running - anxiety

home - aspects in life, rooms different levels of conscienous.

 Damage lack of self care and sabotaging self. Discover new spaces or home improvement. Some areas are moving in a positive direction.

Flying - Ready to make some brave choices. My planes always crashing though.

Flowers equals new opportunities.

Failing a test - Uusually for those out of school, you are being tested. Showing up unprepared, not finding the test to begin with, or finding necessary tools to complete the task

Recurring Dreams - Subconsciene providing repition to provide grown giving you the same dream until you discover the meaning of what it's trying to tell you.

I really need some weed or I'm going to get beer. I need some food. Dont want to drive. Dont want to feel irritated from the beer the next day. Just need some fucking weed. Need to be paid for what I need to be paid for. Waited months already. What the fuck. Feeling really backed up. Stuck in this room with no motivation. I know even if I drink something I am going to wake up mid morning and not be able to go back to sleep. It's one of those moments when one reaches their breaking point. I am already stressed. Weed or wax is what helps me get through it. I am deprived right now. Deprived of a lot of things. Sex, weed, food, goals, life itself. I should be much further. Still weighed down by losers. When I finally realize it, I am left feeling more hurt than ever before. It's hard to knowing that other people have weed, and I'm strugglin in my own head. Fuck you all. Fuck you all. Fuck you all. This whole year has been shit. Another opportunity to change with the times, and was still held back by all the bullshit. Fuck this life. Fuck this shit. Fuck people. Fuck honesty. Fuck laggers. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Anytime I get a good game going, someone swoops in and flushes it down the fucking drain. That's why I fucking hate people. It's been 7 hours and I have been fucked no weed. Marteen called to say he has no weed or nothing. Tried to see what I have going on. No more eating off of this trap. Espcially when I am in waiting mode.

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Facebook is doing nothing good for me but making me pissed the fuck off. People not coming through to chill on their word. Everyones life being rubbed in my face. See a hot girl, fuck she's got kids. Probably some bullshit ass babydaddy that I do not want to be a victim too. Do not want to prove myself strong to no other man unless he is writing me a check. Don't want to be around anyone, unless you are contributing to life survival. Fuck my phone. Fuck money. Fuck girls. Fuck weeds. It's all about beer. No no and no, fuck beer to.

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12/21/2020

Today is the first day of Winter. I had some beer on the 19th and hated it all morning on the 20th. Did not need it but felt trapped in bullshit. 

So here I am today need to focus on my chase 50 and nothing else. Let's build this team. Escape that past bubble and keep moving forward in a different dimmension.

Not going to drive until I know that my registration is good. I don't even have gas right now. Maybe for a easy scalable eastside job. Nothing more nothing less. Marteen over there sinking even after I showed him the strat. Now I gotta show him how not to sink.

Time to figure shit out.

Anybody who plans and falls through dropped. Don't give a shit how good your pussy is.

Some girl named Katrina seems overy social on faebook and a loser has a dance studio, not gonna be able to help her with that since she unfriended me. Doesn't really matter though. People come and people go. That is the reason why I hate people and the way that they flow.

Don't open your mouth until you know what the next move is.

Stress indication at home. Domestic relationship and $100 intrude. 

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12/22/2020

People of worthlessness. Go and get manipulated by Marteen to make like an eighth in weed, and risk resources. Or relax and focus on my goals.

Bjs.

Ivans

Warrens

Shanes

Fuck that landscaping list though. Everyday that shit is in the way. Making me complacent with the income that I have coming in. I need more growth. I need to hop out of the shell. Stop being afraid to ask people for the things that I want.

I was telling marteen that I dont care about the weed, and that I need people coming to me and making my life easier. I'm trying to avoid the stress and stress ful people. He basically said that I am wasting his time and he hung up. Yea leave man. Over there trying to fuck that girl, and who knows what other girl. All those mistangled actions, and I am going to be assiting that? Fuck no. I can only be friends with these peeps because of history. Unless you do something so big that it's impossible to bounce back from. 

I was trying to love myself and these people and their bullshit priorities got in the way. Still have no hair cut. Still didn't get new shoes. Never followed through on my physical test. Wearing the same clothes for 16 days. No money. Waiting on church check for months. Girls falling through. Arugements and cops. Feeling of debt. Holiday no cheer. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. 

Sleeping alot and trying to tap into the subconscience.

I'm literlly sitting around with so much knowledge but not enough action. Around dumb fucks know very little. Held back by the trap life, of a job and financial discrepancies. People who manipulate to get what they want. I'm too good of a guy to let this happen to me. The times I have been gullible was when I really wanted to help and got trappled on. Helped someone with a wicked plan. They don't want to help me. They want to help themselves. Help for me is like a free living, free food, free smoke, good memories, physical fitness, accomplishing plan together. Not some random tasks pop up, lets fucking handle it. No no and no. We plan we succeed, we reward. None of this I have this going like it's exciting. I am not excited for this shit. Not one bit. I am not excited for living where I do anymore. I am not excited for shit. New year 2021 coming and is going to be worse than 2020. The start of a new bullshit ass world. If God were to ask me right now if I wanted to die, I would tell him yes.

I also just came to terms that Marteen knows that I don't want to drive. That is why he and Charlie did a job and I let him use the tool. He threw in weed in the mix, my known weakness, to manipulate or let's say persuade me to help him with the job. I already have weed, and my concern is the stress, don't want to drive. Nothing has changed since my last approach on it. Let me get my truck registered and insured and then we can get back into action. Otherwise I lose, and around the holidays at that. If caught. Stress myself out or chill? I would rather just chill and enjoy the holidays. My gift to me. Dumb people would do this to someone like this situation. When they already know, and still try to real you in. Not cool. Not cool at all.

I'm going to start recording training videos and courses and uploading them to New Innovative Enterprises. Need to start monitizing these opps.

Business owners get David Allen Capital Loan 1 year taxes, more than $10k in sales per month, verified checking account number, drivers license, voided check, application submited online or on paper faxed. Get your capital. 

Get another side bank account for other hustles.

Get stocks. Under our referral system. Get your referral system going and reach out for the long term.

Then start your training with Light Speed VT if you are a coach or work in a different direction to work out the kinks that have been holding you back.

If you have a new plan to follow, then pursue that plan but don't do it if it doesn't make sense.

Work some of the financial systems that we are going to show you.

Work some of the marketing systems that we are going to show you.

Stay up to date on the training, because we are going to turn you into a beast.

12/22/2020 ny freestyle

Come and make some money with me, and you will see so much purpose to the point, you will only receive. It's the best, feel no stress, believe in yourself, I'll show you wealth, and how to keep up on good health. This is the new world, so let your surface melt, it's the only way to keep up on your bills, property classified in a will/ And still I rise, like Pac, still letting the heat drop, when I speak on/ Just make money all day, and leak on, to your dreams, feel greatness, backed up, by, financial, security/ Are you hearing me or just, gonna call me a scam and steer clear of me? It's what ever you decide, I can't live your life, I can only show you power moves, and how to have a good time/ I also, dwell deep in the surface of rhymes, so that should tell you something unique and special about mine/ Just let me guide, you to the next step, and we can rise, like Pac, you know, to wealth we walk/ We don't have to clock in, we keep bank accounts rocking, no over night shifts, unless you take that option/ We got it locked in, commotion, so swift like the ocean, come and chill on the beach with me, making sales on autopilot/ Not give me a silence, just think, you could join right now, just click the link.

Follow ups

reminders

for training

Get off on the right start course

Beast Mode Courses. Need to come out with more courses thorugh the frame work system.

Limit landscaping jobs to eastside only if thats where I am going to be living.

Less travel. 

Post on other classified sites other than CL. Classified ADS. 5 star ads. See what else is out there.

Use youtube for videos

Facebook groups for videos

Websites and sign up forms

Contracts to do deals with Vendors and connect them to the form. Plug the marketing into their business. I don't want to start a matress business or a car lot. Just want to earn from the marketing and the sales brought on by the marketing. Especailly in the car industry where the commissions are based on each sale anyway. You dont' want someone mopping around the lot for minimum wage hourly pay. Invest into some quality marketing. We can even show you how to do it.

Check out the old video content that I have and upload to the Internet Market it.

Patrick Bet David Live

Check your mindset into 2021

Laziness is caused by a boring life.

People who don't create are deperessed and bitter.

People who create are happy.

Babies created bring bitter people together to the happiness.

Ikea realized people are happy when you create shelves or furniture you build.

Stay in creation mode. Momentum, opportunity, stay in creation.

Find the right community. Who's around you? Who challenges you? Who lifts you up?

Take ownership of what you do or did. Whisper your successes and shout your failures.

Yea I know I owe you, let me get to work so I can pay you off. 

2021 The beginning of the greatest years of your life.

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12/23/2020

Today I have hit almost rock bottom. That feeling when you try something and all kinds of hoops get in the way. Roadblocks upon roadblocks. Still have to manage to make it work, even if the law is broken. Kind of like a lashing out little kid who can't control the outcome. Has to get the results. No matter what. Almost criminal behavior. It's a tangle. People say stuff, I hear it, and it almost becomes me. Whitney not eating. Now I am not eating. Marteen can't pay rent. I ended up not being able to pay rent. Etc. As much as I try to avoid it. I don't want to hear it, because I don't want it to rub off into my subconsciene. Flava Dave living on the streets, so I did it. Whitney big time Mooch. I've done it a few times. Thinking, well she gets to do it. I can't be associating with these Fucks. 

I am literally starving and it's Christmas time. Just realized that I have no money to get parents presents. Even had a client not need service due to being sick, but I think it was because of my drunken toxic post on facebook. Toxic because I drank, and started acting a fool. Burnt me. Almost everything that I do, comes back to bite me in the ass. Even getting the roomates in here, they all created chaos and cops have been here. That is going to reflect negatively on me being here. Already interfering with me not even wanting to go out of the room. Very anti social. Chrissy my dog has even started shaking because of the emotions. That rubs off also. I need to be around some real winners. Friends pull you into the same setbacks. They don't set you free. They hold you tight and do not want to let you go. Havent drank water. Almost spent my $1.50 on rockstar and they were sold out. Roadblock. Had to jack redbull. Not to fond of those past actions. Get on other people for it which makes me hypocritical. Maybe I should just be hypocritical. I'm good at it. Just be like that and not give a fuck. It is easier to talk about doing better then to actually do better. And you still get to participate in the bad shit. I'm literally one decision away from a better life. What move do I need to make? What is the number one power move that will put me where I want to be? That is all that I need to know.

Just one muthafucking power move to get in the game and start dominating. Could it be to seperate from the pack and turn into a whole new human. A whole new roll. Not Albert Dutton behavior, but that of someone on Wallstreet. Do I need to become that character, and act like them. Dress like them, talk like them, vision it and do it. Rise out the Albert Dutton body into a brand new body. No new years resolution bullshit. This is an Obama Change for good. Oh yea and fuck Biden.  Anyway I need to change. What will the character traits be? Who will I hang around? What will the new bad habits be?

We are all on this earth, making moves to survive. What moves are the best moves to survive? Where can we find the right steps, that will lead us to treasure? What concepts do I need to implement into my day? Who do I need to include? Who do I exclude? What value do I bring to a certain type of person? It's hard to bring the same value to every single person without making a slight change to the value. Same concepts, just a little bit of a change. I used to write scripts, and spit them. Maybe I need to do that again. Back when I was working at ACT media, I had the boiler room skit and the glen gary glen ross skit almost mastered. I was starting to use it within my calls. Closed a deal before using Jordan Belfort straight line. 

Marketing is like a whole new language. It is something that can be taught, implemented in a business model, and utilized to grow.

I had to boil my science down to  stress indicators

my learning level of intellegence in over analysing.

psycology in being an empethetic, infj, hyoka, . Also identifying narcasistic people

and toxic relationships. 

Thriving through Corona Virus.

Understanding extravert and intovert. Some extrovers were forced to become introverts and introverts felt trampled on by the extroverts in their own little self world. 

People lost regular crap job and discovered the work from home life and entreprenur life. So many different levels.

Tapping into the subsconscience and the conscience and working each angle deeply.

What our dreams mean.

Creating courses and conent for legacy

Working sales and affilate systems

Systems within systems. All Systems master leasings, adl, marketing pros, whole sale, etc.

Relax music at night.

Overcoming certain desires. Sexual desire override and just help them

Psycopaths know how to make it work for everyone without being in the scene.

Uncovering a friends manipulation.

Not understanding why people don't stick to the plan and make poor choices

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12/24/2020

I spend the day out and left Chrissy at home. I did need to go get dog food and something to smoke on. I took the bus there and Mike gave me $40 as well to get by. That makes me feel good that family still has my back. I am grateful to still have family. Tomorrow is Christmas. I closed $900 deal today. Aimed for $525 due to $375 owing and Arleen said to consider it Pandemic pay. Thank you very much. That made me feel good as well. Now I can get teh ball rolling on the other accounts. I almost didn't reach out. If I didn't I wouldn't have made the sale. Coach Burt's post said that you're just one good move away from changing your life for the better. I am glad I reached out to because I was starting to feel used. Marteen not understanding that I do not want to drive unregistered. The manipulation. He said I was wasting his time. I was not doing anything else Frivalous or Diversative in order to over throw plans. Plus those plans were manipulated. So I can show the annual strategy to the other people in the house, but I will need to protect the intellectual property of it. I don't want people going out and doing there own annual sign ups with my formula. I don't really care, but I can't let myself not do the contract to protect intellectual property. I need to type out Annual contract.

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The Dynasty of Earning in 2021

Full potential at plays

People are uncertain on how to get ahead

Successful peole find their success through habits

Dont wait for instructions beause there are no rules

keep your head on its a madhouse

ask questions but no right answers

Feeling that you are about to be left behind

Where to now, how to go higher

Systems built in the day to drive the day

Live love and matter

No advancement. Cant work hard and not advance.

All self help books, psycology.

High performance studies

Why do some teams advance faster with less effort

who do some motivate

Brendon Burchard Has a course on high performance.

train coach and measure

high performance habits 

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12/25/2020

Just made a contract for annual agreement. Going to help people establish sales under their belt under the umbrella of ADL Pro. Let's build this empire. I'm going for a million dollars. 

Sell the formula

Do the annual easy work

Sell the marketing strategy

Activate pray drive, presistence, intensity.

New daily habits.

Becoming the center of attraction

Connecting people through the system.

Just write up the agreements with A.D Contractual Services

Every little business that I think of is actually an action or task within the business. Accounting service, marketing service, financial service, driving service, sales service, contact service. Its each element of the combination in order to reach your goal of success. Brad Lea says it's not a key to success, it's a combination. This is my combination. Every business venture that I think of, is actually just a task within. Just a task within. Come on say it with me. It's just a task within. The task within is the combination to reaching the overall goal of success. Big goals. Lots of little goals. ETC. Break it down. How would one get to that goal? Who needs to be in the picture, and so on.

Psycology and study of being better over all humans is under our task of counciling or preperation of the mind. How deep can it actually be broken down?

Education for coaches. Let's get the light speed VT rolling out.

The html code forward banner to affilate business. I remain on top but dont earn. Just consult is part of the module. It's just a task, not necesarilly something that I am going to open up a business for. The wholesaling is to help people put a roof over their head, or to make the marketing process go easier for the seller. Yes we do have a business model behind it, but that is what gives us intensity to persist our pray drive in that particular field.

Script

I tend to not look at it as a busienss. I like to see it more as a task within the framework of being a good human being to others. Instead of looking at it as a landscaping business or sale within a landscaping business, it's more of our eco - agriculture team, looking to assure that people get the best yard service. Protecting yards, and focusing more on that initial action then just a sale within a business. If I am selling alarms door to door, it's more of my action to want to protect people utilizing the best technology, than just making a sale as a job. I look for the deeper connection. That is what initiates my intensity and persistence to want to deliver the best service that I can for anyone that I come in contact with. When it comes to marketing, it's not A.D. Marketing Pros at hand. It's me Albert Dutton wanting to take action and bring my knowledge or marketing to your agenda, and make sure that part of service goes smooth and successful for you. To see a return of investment, not from the business and the sales and service that's provided, but more of the action or task that needs to be done, but needs to be done correctly and by the right person. Or any person that knows the right strategy. Now we are getting deep into the context. In relationships, it's not about getting the phone number and winning over the girl or man. It's taking action to get there, and then the actions that you are going to sustain within the relationship. What are you going to do to ensure success within your relationships. You want to offer the action and task of being a companion. Rock solid gold, I think I have just discovered new land.

Once you win the sale, what action or task are you going to take to ensure a smooth ride all the way through. Nobody wants to sign up for disaster. Nobody wants to know, that hey 45 days from now, my team or significant other is going to snap and turn on me. Create a world of hostility, and not make things smooth for me. We must know that, these things do happen, and can throw off productivity, but one must be resilient to that type of behavior. Get back on trac, and learn from the lesson. Use it as fire power to get back in the game, even stronger than before, and set up the smooth ride once again. Even if it means breaking people off, and hanging out with new un familiar faces. We as humans tend to go towards what is familiar with us. Even if it's a bad relationship, that they hurt you, then nourtoure you ,and back n forth. You become familiar with the ups and downs, therefore see for it. In order to change your human nature, and this goes into therapy and psycology, you have to remember what made you that way, then erase it, and reconstruct your thoughts and memories. This has to be done over hours of counceling theropy sessions. You can rewire the neuro transmitters in your brain in as little as 23 days, I heard from Weldon Long on Brad Lea's Dropping Bombs podcast, back in 2018. Good shit right there too. All in all, you can become a super human in less than a month if you really work at it. Anyone that develops around me this year, I want to reach that level, and start being the best you can be. Plug into the accountability system, and get connected with the rest of the program, because I tell you, it's either this one or another one, and this one seems to be making a whole lot of sense right now. Just get started, no matter what the cost is. The focus is to make you that money back. Not to just get a quick sale and move on. The action is rooted deeper than that. It's seriously taking the action and showing you the steps to make the possible actually possible. To have a team behind you all the way. The action of not letting you think it's a scam, or that you failed. Allow me to take that action, not just the sale, but more of the action, and show you how it can be done.

Thank you,

Albert Dutton

520-443-0607

Super Human Matrix Accountability System

Jack Harlow Music video jumped at me on Instagram on a sponsored ad.

Now I am boppin my head, and subscribbing. Cool shit the way marketing works, and the thing is though, that this could be anybody. This is strategy, this could be you. I have a strategy even in this video here. I'm working. My strategy, I'm not going to tell you what it is, but I mean you can type your answer out in the comments if you want but yea. It's just amazing man. It makes me happy for marketing. Good Vibes.

The ecochamber effect Richard_Dawkins   All about rationality and skeptisism.

Ghost CC Unit

Cart Narcs Agent Sebatian

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12/26/2020 Brett Gleeson notes not all these are brett gleason

Fitness is paramount and mental toughness is paramount

Annual form can be signed and sent over through a photo scan.

Build team start the recruiting advertisment today.

Deisign your success.

Most senior people in the company lack the passion.

job function drives mission success

atonomy mastery and purpose

mastery

If I could show you a trainnig system to show you activily disengaged employees, would you check it out?

Give away some great info. Anyone who doesn't check it out is dis engaged. This will make you better and stronger. The ones who are not all over it, are the ones that you need to investigate.

A cornacopia of knowledge

threats and blockage that gets in the way

do something uncomfortable everyday

debreif

burden of command

What got you here wont get you there

Program based on what the organization is trying to accomplish.

Make excuses to fullfill their mind of what they think is failure.

Get out of your own way.

Can't help people who can't help themselves.

Winning here is a conscience decision. Pushing the fear out of you. Financial analyst to seal. Acheive a loft goal. Have to have a plan. A real plan.

Never be satisfied with the status quo.

Develop a plan or connection that you can get excited about.

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Combination of actions to reach success. 

What resources are a part of the combination?

Marketing, posting, platforms of advertisement, social media, a psycological approach. 

Combination of patients and prey drive at the same time. Combination of knowing what to do, and what not to do. Having certain sales formulas at play. Lets use the Bob Proctor here. Let's use the Grant Cardone here. Let's use the Jordan Belfot here.

It's not just a set of rules each time. Not every customer is the same. I realize that. I hope you realize that. AND. I hope that they realize that as well. 

It's more of a challenge. Like. Can I actually set the bar, and acheive my goals? What will I have to dodge on the way? Because believe me there are tons of people who want to get in your way. Tons of jealously which relates back to psycology, but as a skilled entreprenuer, you have to know how to identify and dodge Or. Identify and persue. 

You are basically in 100% of your actions. Coaching is a great resource to have on your side. A mentor to look up to as well. But at the end of the decision, you are the one who gives the green light. You are the creator of the decision. You must be the creator of the scene. The creator of the value. The creator of the step by step plan. Do your reseach. Test your waters. Not everything is going to work everytime, and not everything you do will get you the same result. You have to change it up everytime. And unfamiliarize yourself with some of the daily habits that you do. Here for example. Is, many people are not a part of a group. So as a leader in the indusrty, for the people who know me, or find me through marketing or basically those who choose to follow me I have created a group where they can just feast on information. Real driven individuals who want the words spoken to them, so that they can go out and apply it. Then be able to ask questions and get the support they need. There are alot of lost people, I realized, so I promised those who can throw down $20, that I would bring them in. The system is designed to alert folks when ever I go live. When ever they make a purchase they get immediatly redirected to the product. I have a personal newsletters going up periodically that in context outlines some of the studies that I discover through podcasts, videos, google, you know research of my own, and put it in a simple framework to reference, just because I want people to win. Let 2021 be the year, you get away from the familiar job, and paycheck you get each week and start building. Either dive head firsts full time, or take it slow. Becausce this business design has many roads that you can take. 

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Heres what I am going to give you.

Clickbank, Adsense, 11 step sales letter system for ad copy, sales through Arizona Wealth Care and California Wealth Care System Blogs, DAC Affilate or loan if you need the service. My own personal content from documents, audios, and videos. I am going to give you a bank account that you can earn $500 from and use that capital to grow a seed. Im going to show you how to utilize social media to upload videos to there and not just youtube as well as how to break them down from one minuet to 15 second clips. Turn those into like 40 videos. I'll show you financial savings, and how to owe yourself income if borrowed for a purpose, and how to motivate yourself to hit a high sale, as well as break up expenses and pay each one back with a sale that is of equal value or higher. All the while continiuing to grow savings from those sales. How to grow from the capital in your relationships and trust as a character and get annual accounts. 5 year contracts, 7 year contacts etc. I will give you my wholesaling course that gives  you the contracts and guidance on how to flip homes without even having to spend a dime. How to sell yourself in various ways using psychology and working for the action and smooth ride behind the sale rather than just selling them something for a commission and moving on. Like way to put the hammer to them John. You are truly a sales beast. I am going to show you how to start up a needed service in your community and work it like a paper route. Also how to integrate almost all of the business models into one big solution. Whether it's household involved, or financial involve. There is always a way to get in the mix. I will show you mentors that can give you the best advice. Where to seek more knowledge, on blogs from affilates that want you to do better, youtube, podcasts, google searches, books, audio books, etc. Frame work every idea and profit from it. How to become known. Come learn with me, and earn with me, and discover bigger dreams.  I'll show you my master leasing system and much more through out the journey.

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12/27/2020

Chase 50 enrollment needs to be done.

Build team

Michelle moved to California

Layona is in Colorado

Brad Lea in Nevada

Utah and sales reps there

Arizona home state

Surrounding states

Road Trip

SALES COMMISSIONS ANNUALS YES YES AND YES

Wholesale team leadership and skillset building. Local Parcel search and address verification.

Public speaking.

Virtual training from the comfort of my home.

How to initiae prey drive, persistence, intensity. Have a video camera on and start doing trainings.

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Banner creator with the logo and gif, then html code and a redirct to their link plus landing page. We will set it all up for you. 

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Pre course is videos on my phone. Starts with Wholesaling and Astro sales, then goes into marketing, shows Fetch coupons with my songs in the background.

1. Landscape Division Confessions of successful doubt, and Integration of 2020

2. Package, Landscaping Division Expansion campaing, coaching, training, the full mccoy. Sept 12 2020 video created. One job earned me $150 the other earned me $1000. Nice work within a skillset or task. You could be doing this.

3. Driving Video Talks about roadblock and landscaping division

4. Excellent Marketing

5. Talks about Gregg rock removal and clean up at $200 earning me an extra $800 and all I did was run an add on Craigslist for free rock.

6. Include photos of gregg job and Diane rock job to show that I got it done as proof.

7. A.D. Landscaping Education Foundation

8. A.D. Landscaping Pro

9. Support number is listed and contact me 520-443-0607

10. Maybe throw in Luther job and explain how he wanted me to come back before thanksgiving, and I had lost his information. So I knocked on his door the day after the deadline and rescheduled for the next day. Took my colleague to a similar situation, and he just put his business card on the door. Hoping they would contact him in regards to setting up a time and day to work. I would have knocked the door, to make the most of the moment. That is the connection I had made at that moment by watching others make an effort but not a full effort which I feel is a poor choice.

11. The selfie photos of me cleaning Kevins yard. Actually was seen by Marteen after not speaking for about 5 months and he wanted to team up again. Most likly because he saw my truck, and also my character in the photos and was like, this guy. Lol.

12. Those photos show brush and bulky pick up motivation. Talk about that in the course. 2021 Tucson brush and bulky. There is also a phoenix include schedule links

13. Shows my flier system.

14. Shows Bonus video of copy place leads 3 mineuts to capture like 50 free business leads.

15. Shows Irrigation Repair and explains to turn the water on first before you start digging.

16. Joint Venture with Marteen and his jobs and got a few yards done with him. Can show proof and explain profits and details in regards to completing the job.

17. Marcus third grade friend gave me a utility trailer for the business. A truck bed style utility trailer.

18. Roses desert spoons and shows marteen in picture, also had to text him the photos as backup.

19. There was a yard I did alone in like 2 hours for $150 compared to other yards in the JV I realized I'm here for like 4 - 5 hours just to earn $60. You don't make as much with JV unless you split but if you know how to grow the income then, it's awesome to have as back up funds.

20. There is a video of me doing fliers for recruitment purpose

21. Quick off to the trailer park video

22. Throw in the Roadrunner video Potential car theif.

23. Quick off to Luiss video 

24. Estimate for Paul scammer

25. Scammer video CEO of A.D. Landscaping 419 Scam

26. how I handled it by asking him to send payment and how does he expect me to get from the property. Yes the work has already been done, where can I send the bill? Failed to ask for photos. Hop on A.D. Landscaper Pro

27. Off to the bank to do some deposits Quick Video

28. Century Link Modem sale heading downtown Lets roll Quick Video

29. Landscape design symbols for landscaping motivation.

30. 5 things to invest in video re recorded.

31. Don't buy a vacation buy a business trip and close like 20  contracts Jay walking

32. A.D. Contractual Services Video doing Warrens Invoice. People want to establish better enties in 2021 2 vids

33. Marketing Desert walk Interview, want to show you. I have a program lined up. Free program, low cost, and one on the high end.

34. Superhumanmatrixaccountability  Gridiron glasses sponsorship?

35. Logo Design Software As tools and assets that we utilze

36. Super human matrix 2 what resources are part of the combination

 37. Employment and workng marketing cannot go back on where we came from.

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Logo, link to advertisement

You won a prize, link to photo of what they won, and must claim after action of sign up chase.

The Affilite Banner, get creative. Treat Yo' Self - Special on 100% comm no hidden fees easy copy and paste system work from home hassle free done for you payments all day. 20 DEC 2020 - 15 JAN 2021, link to sign up, name, email. Maybe phone, website, address.

Point of email marketing is to not have to answer the phone and interact. Perfect for introverts.

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So far I have updated portaladl.blogspot.com with some new content. Mostly the lesson in 2020 and have it broken down in steps above. I am on step 21 right now out of 37 total. 

Requested Google Review for adsense on the blog.

Made a ps5 banner linked up to JP Shoefells insane click funnel system.

$199. I click bank filtered for new and recurring revenue in the United States

Updated home page of New Innovative with the banner linked up that I made. 

Messed with Logo Creator a bit to try to make a banner, but it keeps rendering small.

Established two leads from last nights posts on turf and pavers. Google photos and facebook marketing. One lead might fall through because he wanted tomorrow, and I told that I could do Tuesday morning because I want to line them up. Generating those leads. What else can I generate leads at. 

I generated two contact calls with wholesale leads today. Got address for one and could get a co op if I find buyer. The other was a lady from Facebook and she appeared to be busy. Just wanted to explain whole sale process. They have stratton realty with a sign on the property for about one more week.

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All these years going by and I am focused on work. I guess that is a good thing because most people do work their whole life. Just some get away from the rut. I think I have escaped the rut but I am in between rut, and wealth. Still on the rise. Almost feels like I like the rut. Getting away from weak minds, and really challenging myself to discover and apply. There has been so much chaos this year, and that has proven me to get better. There are other people forced into working from home, who have done better than I have in the whole 10 years, in their 9 months. To me, that means I need to step my game up. Currently, I am trying to seek within my network marketing knowledge. The audios, the funnels. The ebooks, the forums. The blogs, the marketing through banners. Cool Text. I need to check that out again. Looking for a banner generator. Looking to do some marketing campaigns . Online and offline. Redirect website. Catch for the affiliate. Windtunnelfunnel.com Stopchasingleads.com Nomorelosingleads.COM multilaneprofits.com autopilotmatrix.com  superhumanmatrixaccoutabilitysystemfunnels.com homeleads.com yourwelcomefunnels.com thebestfunnels.com diamondfunnels.com workingdiamonds.com  socialedge.com How much is it to register a domain and redirect?

website .com cool catch easy to remember name and redirect.

Lead form redirect. Aweber, or cheap contact form

Paypal Redirect  Give them some free content and give them access to your offer for $1, redirect to JP and have two streams going. The dollar could be as high as $19.99

Heres a plan 

Make free offer=  marketing to  sales page sell the free offer on the sales page, adwords for craigslist facebook marketing to sales page. On page, have capture with redirect to offer. 

Counter offer - Offer a cheap item with paypal. Could be the same as your free offer. capture to page with offer to show what the pay pal button. Reveil the clues.t the to paypal button. When on pay pal button page, redirect to if purchased or if clicked away.

Catchy website name.

Drawn art to redirect with catch name.

Lavish life style video telling people to click the link below in the description and fill out your details on the following page. Or click the link below and purchase the report for 99 cents. If they click the paypal button and purchase it redirects to affilate purchase offer. Access too as a bonus. then I manully send the report. If they back out at the last minuet, they still get redirected. Improves my click through conversion. Free report plus access to offer, cheap report with access to offer, access to awesome offer for free, access to offer for cheap change, like pennies, if they buy access to the offer, they just might buy the offer. Give them all kinds of free stuff including the access. Just fill out your details. Just want that email, then it will redirect to the offer. No need to have to send them anything manually.

What can I offer. 

Free reports, free audios, free videos, the rest of a video when they only see one minuet of it on instagram. Putting this offer on 45 videos that I put on Youtube, instagram, facebook tik tok, snapchat, other. Step by step systems, access to other cool content. Have a website called the cool shit access point. Stock information, financial information free lead generation tips, software breifings and reviews, life tips, coaching, estimates, simple tasks, access to opportunities, writing tips, dog training tips, jp system for funnels affiliate commissions,  Brad Lea light speed training plat form. Chase 50, cutco, vivint, whole sale tips, David Allen Capital, Help you sell your car vehicle connection, Adsense, New Innovative Enterprises, Drone, Marketing, nutrition, gym, rides, build credit solutions, obtain a phone or phone plan, help you start a business, help you buy a home, help you sell a home, help you buy a car, help you market your recipe, help you market your auto business, help you market your anything busness, help you discover the best learning materials, help you start a savings and sales game, help you discover psycology and stress free relax, help you discover cbd therapy, and cbd profits. Help you get a redirect going for your business. Help you get affiliate profits rolling. Help you start a podcast. Help you tap into the stock market. Help you discover frameworks, and pray drive. Help you just become an over all champion.How to travel and earn on the road. How to find love, how to communicate through chatlines, how to chat video chats and recruit, how to earn income on nudes, ony fans, cash app, sex line on a phone. Overall calltime, connect fee, our fee, your pay. Click bank so many freaking business ideas. Let me connect you. Retail abrotraion, free shit and flip. Dog rescue business.

as long as the redirect points back to JP system. That is what we want the recurring rev on for the funnels. 

There are other systems that I can work, but for now this is the one that I am really gun ho about.

Always flopping systems, but I beleive in the over all marketing hustle.

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Videos on catching mice with sticky traps, and setting them free. Ultimately set like 3 free and killed 21 mice.

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12/28/2020

Things to leave behind in 2020

I am going to do Arleen yard. Warren yard, Touch base with Shane. Maybe try to schedule shane for tomorrow. Have a turf estimate to do tomorrow.

Waiting for church check and zelle payment.

More annuals. Now is the time. Chase 50. Do that for breakfast.

Market Penny access to my curriculum and redirect to jp course.

Make contract, build team around that and qualify through chase 50 No qualify default back on New innovative enterprises

Did genearte another lead for yard clean up through facebook selfie photos and a whole lot of likes and hearts.

Instagram guy messaged me about Gentlemans club

made list for chase and gotta call

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Live J came through and was drunk and ended up puking at Arleens property and falling out of the truck. I told him that is against policy and that I would be right back. Was already going to get it done, and he comes through with a party mentality. Was bumping blue tooth very loud, and Jason the roomate came in and started asking for charger cords and selling himself on how he's good at this that another. Asked me if I ever been robbed before. Like dude no I haven't and if I did I would just let my instinct kick in. I dont' talk about this shit anyway. So I was going to hop the bus and seek out people for chase 50. Still might night crew it, because I am pushing for time. I did Arleens, messaged Shane but he didn't respond back. Cannot work with those that come with me with stupid poor ideas. I could but the again, I need to watch out for their crime like mindsets. Don't get ticked to easily by these people. Remember to create and dip out of the scene and manage from a distance. That is the best way to do it.

Anyway. I had to use gift card for food. Tommorow I have a turf estimate and also warrens to do. Maybe Shane if he responds back. I need to do BJs at some point. Just blow out the areas and get the trash and start fresh 2021. I messed up by drinking the other day, but I am going to give myself a pass. I did not relapse I just had a taste. I think relapse is more when you start doing it everyday again, and cannot go back. Need to relax and stay away from energy drinks. Hit the dank and keep it coming strong.

I got the microphone working again. So it's time to drop these hits. Going to get them out real soon. 

Assets

Yard tools, route, annuals, brush and bulky, website, blog sites, youtube videos, education foundation, portaladl blog TRAINING.

Allen Car

Allen House

Allen Rooms

Affiliate Sales Opportunities

A.D. Marketing

Laptop, Autoresponder, Email, Internet, PDF, Audios, Videos, Windows Movie Maker

Phone

Youtube, relax, entertain, redit, 

Utility Trailer - Hauling - Rental - Food Cart

Logo Software, Contract Software, Home and Landscape Design Software

An Ad on Craigslist

Truck

Sprayer

Offer up app and free shit

Metal Recycle Formula

Html - Banner - Paypal - Redirect - To Offer - Affilate Opportunity. I am King on top while someone else runs it and gets paid.

New Song Blessings In Disguise by AyDe88

Job Application

Fliers

Business Cards

Frameworks Mastermind Course

Bud for creativity

Sleep

Vehicle Connect Form

Any Service Form

A.D.L. Form

Paypal Button

Drone

Ability to post an ad, generate a phone number response, call and do something cool together. This is the creativity that two people can enjoy.

Gym membership

Good vibes

Accomplishments

Confidence

Leads

Wholesale Contact, Purchase agreement, assignment, and jv contracts.

Gift Cards

Stock referrals

Patrick Bet David

Joe Rogan Spotify 50 x

$100 million and made 5 billion

that is like putting down $100 and gaining $5000 Perfect move.

Big company and high producing figure and then connent them or ten pecent of the deal. Spotify did the deal so they can get all his conent on their site and get all of Joes hardcore followers to go Spotiy. Question is who paid Spotify, or was it the stock?

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12/29/2020

Today I was able to do Warrens, and get measurements for a turf and paver estimate. Also touched base with Shane. He said to contact him in January first or second week. I was thinking about contacting Marteen, but was thinking that I may be on the block list and then the ball is in his court. Keep the ball in my court by not contacting and not knowing. Maybe show up one day and just run the load.

I have a lot of stuff in the mix currently. Not sure if I am going to make the chase 50. If not that is okay.

Have to do Bjs and Trailer Park. Then I am pretty much done.

Maybe get done in Allens Car. That way I am not risking too much but still am able to get out there and complete the work.

Currently chilling. Made 12 pieces of chicken for 6 people in the house. Also was able to help Jason get a gram from Allen and Allen got $10 from the deal. I got myself a gram at the same time, and now rolling it up and smoking it. It's been fairly chill. I have Shelly here. She needs to get a place. Been homeless for 3 years. She wants her kids back. Had a dog, and that was taken from here. She witnessed a man get stabbed the other night. Very dangerous stuff out there. I feel for these peoples souls. I can help them, in ways that they don't even know that they are being helped. That is my gift. Helped Marteen with the pole saw, earned $40, but the blade is now dull. I need to get a new blade, so that I can continue doing tree trimming jobs. Need to get another add out there on craigslist.

 I really need to get a job where I can bank big. 

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12/30/2020

Started the day with $900. Calc the big sale and it's $1800 or more. Can do that with the turf and paver job.

Trailer park and invoice. Allen car and maybe Jason sign up for Chase 50 for pay.

When it comes to Audios I am interestd in every hour of the lesson I am learning. Even if it's 11 hours long.

High Performers by Brendon Burchard. 

Feel rewarded regardless of income level.

Do not feel a huge win during success. They already know they are going to win.

Assertive. No complete or concoure. Habit of enganging and sharing ideas, standing up for themselves, stand up for others. Champion other peoples ideas.

Who am I and what can I do to be of service.

Master prolific quality output.

Don't just develop skill. Develop people.

Be mindful of your footing as you climb higher.

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Back in the day running fast, I used to think I am going to show them what I am made of, and sprint ahead, and stay ahead with high endurance. Same in life.

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Hp 6 around 1 12

the higher the numbers of the six the higher you will score.

Map, money, mentor, mindset, measurment, monitize

Seek clarity number one of hpi

I am good at helping homeless people because I've been there before. It just takes desire.

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1/1/2021

Damn the year flew by and because mainly Covid. Either way I tried not to let it affect me. I just went with the flow.

So will I charge for estimates. $25 ten gas and fifteen payment to me sale one, then more likly to get the project.

Bill amount = $50 get a $500 sale to cover it. Owe $3000 in rent get a $30k sale. Seems like the more you owe, the higher sale to aim for. It's a game.

Same with reaching large sale and paying of added up expenses, then shaving the 10% off. It's kind of reverse in this situation. You get the sale, minus expenses, include your bill amount, and the scrape 10% off the top.

Can use this formula to help people financialy.

Annual landscaping.

Not missing anything with old friends. I hope they can find their way.

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Eric $500 Trimming clean up, spray. $200 lighting he will buy materials.

Potential turf and pavers job $3k+

Warren $180 December

Trailer park $30 Also contract start in Feb $600 or new terms lets set them.

Areleen Annual in

Shane and his Mom $100 + $300 potential

Bjs back on track. $200 monthly hit the intervalls

Chase 50 whole year to do but get in quick and grow funds

Others sales ventures

Get trailer over here at Allens haul marteens load and replace chain. About the same cost as what I earned on the rental. No profit due to having to pick up pieces.

Touch Base with Mr. Henderson.

Fix 02 sensor in truck get up and running legally.

1/2/2021

New year, new document. Going to focus on building others. 2020 was rough, now lets get down to business. Reciprocity. I share knowledge, you share knowledge, we help each other out.

None of this selfish shit, unless you are challenging yourself.

Taking time to go ghost mode, to focus on increase sales, and business development.

Have a lot of assets to work with, including my brain.

Staying away from poor choices, and people who make poor choices. Indiviuals unwilling to learn how to stop making poor choices.

My Drone license expires this year

My alarm license expires this year

They days are flying by. Need to get in the mix, before it's too late.

Some of my daily habits

Smoke, rockstar redbull coffee, read, write, draw, plan, discover and apply, drive, work labor, work marketing, watch a movie, make a song, record a song, help someone, eat food, bbq, focus on business, focus on wealth, grateful for life and the things I have, grateful for relasionships, as well as life lessons

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1/3/2021

Today I finally received the check from the Church. It came in the mail yesterday. Today I am caught up on savings. I was able to grow zero to near five hundred dollars in just three months of conducting sales. I played it like a game, and now have an audio recording that explains this method in detail on how you can start saving income, even if you are starting out a zero.

Reflecting on past patterns. Search Craigslist for home business and work at home. Then email them with a copy and paste email. Collect email, and email them all with BCC. Blind Carbon Copy. Usually affiliate sales. Copy and paste system, clickbank, adsense, free system sign up. Aweber, BLOG subscribers.

I ended up missing the chase 50 2020 but 2021 is right around the corner. Well actually it's here, right now. I need some better weed. Some delicious indica that I can relax and sleep on. I am blazed, but I feel like I am in need to work on projects etc. Like this is sativa. 

Free investment. Post for room for $100, post for place to live free, post in search of worker. free items that can be sold. Free rock removal job, 5 star general . Free bus ride and time to a place where guarantee to earn income.

$5 craigslist ad, gas, stocks, redbull, chase sign up, thrift store item to sell, 

$10 Cheap yard tools, shovel, rake, hoe, walmart. 

$100 invest in another human to do a yard job and you charge overall $400 and profit $300. Middle man managment. Can be done with any figure as long as you charge more than you pay.

$600 investment for a return of more would be Drone and jobs that provide aeuronatical

$400 rental of plate compactor plus time to do a paver and artificial turf job

$400 rental of bobcat equipment 4 hours to do some land clearing and make  pile to be hauled. Charge $1200-$1600

Rental car and do sales route, earn from the sales. Flashy car

Invest in suit and time to do car sales

Invest in running shoes and time proceed with police department position

buy lunch and invest in a person. Get them on the chase 50 team and any other team that I can earn from. Have them grow with the opportunity of A.D. Marketing Pros and other affilate sales positions.

Buy cheap $400 car on Craigslist and sell for double or three times the amount. 

Rent room and air b and b month of February Sleep in the tent in the backyard.

$1000 plane ticket to another state and collect a 10k or more check.

$500 INVESTMENT How??? Tell me how. Please tell me how it's done. Internet marketing style.

If people don't find me, I reverse the script and I find them.

 I will not do business with this time waster guy on Facebook who has someone coming at 10 a.m. can I come at 10:45? NO!

JPS program for people to sign up for to become a Click Funnel Account Professional. Earn thousands of dollars on a weekly basis. Job approach

Video talking about getting access to JPs program.

Having the program for me is like having the lights on to a functional business

Email marketing and video production.

Harvesting emails. Capture emails, subscribe to newsletter, all video one area and charge money for people to access them. Thousands of people signing up for my online courses.

Look to the future. Realign skills in order to perform. This is what I did when I knew I had to learn how to type. The future is computers. Then cellphone apps, but they play together.

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Allen Car

Finish Clothes

Debrief

Head out to do BJs or do another night

Ivans yard 9 a.m. could head out early in the morning.

Deanna yard

What else can I do while I am out an about?

Find people who I can bring up. Done it before, can do it again. 

Cutco - Only sell at Truckstops?? Would that work?

Start car detail service starting wilth Allens car, then my truck.

Scan see what the problem is. Most likly o2 sensor. Scan first. That is holding me back from actually getting the part. I don't know what the problem is yet.

New Innovative Enterprises now hiring page. Powerful page.

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1/6/2021

Completed Ivan yard for $120, Invested in a craigslist ad last night, and today did another ad for DAC financial services in New Jersey. I just want to see if I will get a bite, and if it will turn into a possible sale. That would be at least $2000 for a commission for producing a loan. I think. Either way, it would produce more than the $5 investment. Craigslist is a powerful tool. Utilize money, marketing, craigslist, opportunity, and time as an investment. Possible strategies, mindset, measurement aiming for higher payment than yard work, the map is in New Jersey. Doing different things just dabbling with the marketing. Need to hop on the Vivint training and get caught up. See if I can't start making some dough with that as well. I want to possibly get a reguar job, but we all know that is not going to happen. I would rather have the freedom, and the ability to earn more. Like twenty thousand for 8 hours of most of the days for the whole year is not worth that trade off to me. My formula is to work somewhere like that for about 3 months. Save your checks, and scale that money with marketing. Scrape 10% off that money. Those are quality habits to have.

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1/7/2021

Going to get Deannas done. Sac $30 make last, steady. Drop Croonz off maybe we'll see, Run ad for cornelious possibly. Saturday work reciprocity practice, keep network marketing the link on redit. Need to make some affiliate money. Might sink another $20 into tesla.

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1/8/2021

Already a week into the new year, and have received payments as well as got two maintenances complete. I need to calc $80 off of Deanna sale or next sale, and keep the savings game moving. Also need to pull that savings out so that I can see the under thousand threshold and use that as motivation to activate prey drive. What if I don't do it? Need to get it done. 

Drone, Landscaping, Advertisement, Other flips, Affiliate sales. Music, creative mode. Socializing at a minimum.

2021 Brush and bulk schedule. Need sales reps. Need new chain for pole saw. Focus on tree trimming only since in and out. Can do yard work but will charge extra out side of our focus point, but still can be done.  Truck, Allens car. Have reps take notes as they go. Trailer get from Marteens. Marteen fell out by getting a regular job. He tossed in the towel. Oh well. The game is not for everyone. Some people need to apply for someone elses system. Incapable of creating their own. 

When system created, needs to be worked by the creator also. Be out there with team showing them how it's done. Get rid of weak ass souls.

Can use Parcell verification tool to address by first name basis. Teach this.

Whole sale craigslist sellers, zillow, trulia, also to market other in home products. Just like J Harrington from Shark Tank.

Tesla Growing. Robinhood stocks. We work closely with Robinhood.

We work closely with Chase

We work closely with Google Adsense and Clickbank

We work closely with David Allen Capital and Light Speed Vt

We work closely to Vivint and Cutco

We create Audios and Videos Aduttonater Media T.V. Drone A.D. Aeronautical Photography. Let's get it. Real Estate Drone marketing and sales.   Audacity, YouTube, Instagram, Archive, etc.

Brand Ambassador. Bulliten board leads copy place, call, convince, sale, create marketing. Use the Jordan Belfort.

Sales in Solar pannels for electric savings. Even water heaters.

What pays me the most? Easiest sales to master and duplicate. Less effort, big change. Work from comfort of home. Step out in the world sometimes. Educate and apply.

Play the money games. Deposit more, save more. Rack up expense and aim for huge sale. Master and duplicate huge sale. When saving pay a bill of some type then scrape 10%. When paying a bill say rent for $400. Aquire $4000 sale, and work savings game from there. Kind of a forward backward formula. 

I see people play games like envelope 1-100 and draw an envelope a day and put that much money in the envelop. Fun but might not work on some days where you need to put away $78 and you only have $60 to your name. Should not really be in that category. 

Prepay Annual accounts for landscaping on top of the brush and bulk. Brush and bulk is DTH marketing and can win easier than annual sales. Annuals are good for already established clients, and for inbound marketing. 

Friday Pay day

Saturday Marketing day

Sunday Everyone home

Monday people have to go start the week again. Hating it

Tuesday same old shit until Friday.

Friday pay day party, spend, get trashed, feel like shit. Monday start the cycle again.

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Landscape Task List

Eric $450

Warren $180

Bjs $200

Shane $200

Susan $300

Trailer Park $600 or more due to inflation

Luis ??? $100

Mr. Henderson $150

Cornelious Lead Sat  $75

Arleen Annual  Marketing Opp

Allison backyard low tree branch 

Annual Prepay formula

Benefits

1. Creating cash flow winter and early spring operating expenses

2. Client retention. Lock them in early so they don't cancel.

3. Decrease in admin expenses

4. Decrease in receivables

5. Decrease in client bad debt right off

Create effective prepaid letter, description of service, general timing of when service will be performed, program pricing, supplemental service and the total amount saved by prepaying. 

Seasonal biz 3 prepaid letters Nov, end of Feb  State in bold print the offer discount and the end date. Fleeting discount rates add urgency, create consistent call to action.

Letter 1 10% discount ex Dec 1

Letter 2 7% ex Jan 1

Letter 3 5% disc by March.

KEEP Annual start when they sign contract ex one year later.

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6. Exemption from company annual price increase.

7. Scarcity and exclusivity. Infinite amount of clients that we can service. Get in while you can or forever be cut off. At least until next year. Guarantees a technician will be available for them. Short window for early spring pre emergent applications. Guarantee that prepaying will give them prompt and timely service.

8. Going green. No paper statements, invoices, etc. May not seem effective, but people will want to do the right thing by doing their fair share of help towards the environment.

9. Time and hassle can be eliminated by prepaying. One payment per year, and have peace of mind. Eliminates constant check righting, credit card payments, invoices,

Notes landscapemanagment.net 

saved my ass back in Nov 2019 and Dec 2019 when I made 2 of these sales and paid rent. The stress was gone. That quick. I learned, applies, and reaped the rewards. Master and Duplicate.

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Marketing

Facebook ads, Craigslist, Google Adwords, Social Media profiles, Reverse Marketing harvested ads, Posting Ads FFA websites, word of mouth, door to door, outbound phone calls, Email marketing, direct marketing, mobile marketing, 

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1/9/2021

Saturday a day for sales. I already did a job referred by Cornelious. Made $100 and bought a chain for chainsaw, gas in truck, and aired up the tires all to 32 PSI. Now chilling back at the East headquarters. Want to get the trailer from Marteens but I don't want to risk the truck, and also it is Saturday Ina dump closes at 2 pm. There is also Los Realos at 5 p.m. Or just do a desert dump somewhere. I would rather just take it to a dump and save myself the risk of being caught. Then the risk of the trailer tires. Need to be able to get them swapped out before I park it. I may have to do this mission on Monday. Do everything on the North basically. If I cram in today, then I will miss important factors that need to be addressed. Default on marketing.

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Ride, Sales Reps, outbound call approach use Zillow Redfin etc to scan homes just purchased within 3 months. Use pima parcel search to verify names and call potential people by their first name. Is so and so home. Search first, then ask. Brush and Bulky map,  Knock flier/busienss card, Focus on Tree trimming and or clean up, pole saw fresh blade, rake, blower, bags, trash can etc, honesty, and or contact, work before and after photos, provide to client through text or email, ask for referrals, keep marketing while work is being performed. Focus on doing the work right away so we can move on to the next. Pay rep who obtained job 10-20 percent of the job., once the job is complete.

Chance to upsell monthly, annual, other services.

Expand into the phoenix division, take a look at what it would look like and type your notes below.

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It's ability to be able to create awesome work scenes, to where both the customer and the worker win. Fast reliable detailed service.

Prey drive initiates like a dog that just saw a treat. Vision, pursue with intensity. My prey drive could be accomplishments, and or anger. Sexaul transutation as said in Napoleon Hills think and grow rich. Seeing people who need education and providing that education. Competition. Not wanting to lose. Just being nosey. Need to know what the anwers will be regardless if they are a yes or a no.

YouTube allows links in comments

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Donating plasma, film emotions, studies, translate foreign paper to english. Studies where you check in and chill, and then get a check. Plants, Cuttings and FB ads. Deliver pizza 9-5 , bartend weddings,  most trending product on amazon or ebay find it and compete with it, intellectual property work once and paid the rest of your life. Photos with Drones ad Camera 

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1/10/2021

Finally knocked Bjs off the Map. Its bee like 6 months I think since I've been out there. Issues with the check etc. Then Holidays. So here it is  6 months later. I could have easily made $1200 off them. Insted only $200. Because of miscommunication. Oh well. Back on track now. 2020 was crazy anyway. Think they were trying to get me onboarded in May 2019 so there has been alot of back and forth, but hey, we still got it in.

Took a nap and received a landscaping lead 

Call back and schedule

Schedule for Friday

Doing Vivint Trainings

Possible Allen Bud

Maybe BBQ

Work on Clickbank and Marketing videos

Work the brush and bulky formula Dont let other tasks keep me from this one.

How to live without making it work related.

Nobody cares about created music only trending

Current nation is undergoing chaotic education taught by their peers, superiors, and the media.

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1/11/2021

People are so fucking stupid. Showing off while the nation goes to hell. Taking sides, and opposing. We are trained to go against each other or agree with each other, but never total acceptance or disagreement. People are like, check out this next greatest idea. You need this in your life. No, no I don't. Frankly, you need me in your life. I operate on such higher levels. Not the highest levels. If I am doing better than most in the room, I need to get the fuck out of that room. Do not let anybody waste my time. Do not waste your own time. Build healthy relationships. Feeling Angry or hostile. Silence. Don't make a move, 

Don't let people get in the way of your goals, hit big goals, dont get mad at other people who are doing big things.

Become a person of interest.

Greatness factory in Nashville.

Broke person cant figure out how to make money. Real estate agent said they're not getting leads. Value, is your participation in the value. 

White water rafting, I'm the best. If you fall of the boat you have to be an active participant in your own rescue.

Get a television show, get sales system working. Go get it. Don't sit back and say I'm not ready. Will I make the effort.

People of interest take large amounts of action.

Feb 17 - 18 POI course at the lodge.

What dont you like about me so I can change it. No more I don't give a fuck attitude I'm working on me. Let's work on us. Were all in this together.

No more Facebook for a little while. Messenger can stay up just incase a job comes in or something. Need to move payments between accounts.

Need to work the brush and bulk 11th - 18th is the day, market 18 on map.

Need to find a team, need to get some bud.

Need to eat some food, need to make some sales.

Stop getting jealous, or living in the light of others like I told you so.

Keep playing sales games.

I will drop clients, drop friendships, drop goals, etc if I see signs of not working with me but against me.

I will drop people so quick, like fuck them. Fuck these asshole ass muthafuckers. Everytime I have to observe yelling, or hate, or oh you woke me up with some bullshit, like fuck you. Now I need to heal from this shit, and it's cutting into my production time. Again fuck you. Have to dig deep into morals and say don't let it hold you back. Fuck that weak ass shit. I need to blaze. I really need to relax. No e drink, no coffee. Yes food. But uhhhh this sucks so bad. Wanting to have good times with people, but the good times have passed. I need to design some new good times with new people. Scared to want to work with new people, everyone is full of shit. Always hypervigallent when it comes to this shit.

Tired of waiting on muthafuckers. Like just handle the fuck up and let me know whats up.

People fucking suck so much dick. Telling me to be patient, basically. Nah fuck that. I don't want to be patient. I want to get what the fuck I want so I can proceed to do what the fuck I want. 

All road blocking ass muthafuckers need to get the fuck out of the way.

I want to get a job, but then I don't want to take away from entreprenuership. I would like to hit my entreprenuership goals, then step away for a  bit while having an automated system.

Then I can reach out to another job, that's rewarding, and not have to care about the money.

Most people work because they need a paycheck, not because they want to offer value.

 Entreprenuer life allows a person to sleep when ever they want, and get up and get to work. Pass back out. Feel sick and take the day off, without worry of being fired. No commute to work. People invite somewhere, and can actually go because nothing holding me back. Can leave the city or state when ever. Can leave the country if I want. My success depends on me. I can never be fired, unless I give up. I get to grow my knowledge and meet people of interest.

What prevented me from continuing police position?

Afraid of losing entreprenuership

Did not have shoes

Wanted to investigate city crimes and not college. College my be more chill and rewarding though.

Current state of behavior towards police in the United States. Corona Virus, George Flloyd, BLM, Riots, DC riots. Etc.

The police have screwed me a few times, when I was getting ready to rise out of my shell.

Committment would not be able to just stop. What would motivate me to keep coming in.

Tucson Police, Pima Sheriff, Pima College Police, ADOT Enforcement, Sahuarita Police, Homeland Security Police, Marana Police, Oro Valley Police, Bail Bond Agent, DPS Highway Patrol, Phoenix police, University of Arizona Police, Pinal Sheriff, Border Patrol, LAPD, LVMPD, 

Psycology, Judge, Medcine, Lawyer

Business Entrepreneur - Landscaping

Wholesale Real Estate, Sales Agent various products and services

Training people to do better

Need to eat, not getting enough calories. Not getting enough water.

Caffine overload, smoking, not having weed. Uhhh life sucks so much fucking dick. 

Who needs friends, when you have depression and sadness? Goals to reach, things to learn. Friends dont really do shit but give you a sense of belonging. I will find a friend in me. Some people amaze me, but others fail me. I almost don't even want to be around people. This was happening to me last year, then Corona. Like everything I became the whole world started to become. As soon as I find sanctuary in introversion, here comes the whole world. Yes I liked to work from home, serperated me from the others. No more people are introduced to that lifestyle. No longer a hidden icon in life. I used to rap and was like the only one, now everyone fucking does it. People in great position to do great things, and fucks it up. Pawning, quiting, hating, arguing, manipulative, weak ass mindsets. I hate when people tell me I think I am better than others. No muthafucker, I know I am better. You are just a weak ass individual. No motivation to get it. Just a sank victim. Defeated by what ever you do. The magic is not real. The motivation can be there, and snatched in a second. Why get inspired? If so, do it around people you know can carry the torch, and not burn it out the second they face a problem. A personal problem, that must be addressed before anything else. Such selfishness.

Comps Jamil and Ty Flipman

you cannot comp at higher 200 sq ft/ 

1985 comp 1990 plus or minus 5 years of construction

2 story house is not a comp, you cannot intermix the property types

lot size within  2500 sq ft

Do not cross major roads to get your comp

Comp within small concentric circle

Do not leave the sub division

Sub A and Sub B similar info not a comp

Apprasiers will never leave a subdivision to reach for the value.

Apprasiers are there to protect lenders not you. Make sure lenders are not over infating the value of property.

10k for traffic bacing/ siding under 250k

Fronting traffic subtrac 15k from homes under 250k

People with money do not want to be by traffic. They have the money to not have to worry about kids in the street cat getting ran over.

Over 500k traffic changes. Subtract 20% of the value.  ARV $100k hit

Parking changes depending on property value

under 250k add 10k for a garage or subtract 10k for a lack o garage

under 250k add 5k or a car port or subtract 5 k For a car port.

Does not apply or homes over 500k. They are not going to buy it if there is no garage or parking lot.

Add or subtract 10k for a pool.

How to comp from phone through the Zillow app.

Not seeing a remodel very 2010 viewing  a deal ex from Jake. Wholesaler, there with the seller right now. Needs to know ARV and how much to buy for in order to Jamil to sell it. Dude is asking Jamil for advice. As a wholesaler.

Check Zestimate for a benchmark.

517K they think. Why? Another property sold similar, and they are pulling date

For sale, recently sold filter, scroll down on property page and check stats in the area. Check to see if near a major road. Looking for numbers close to the zestimate.

Found the similar house that may be compared to and check that out.

Look for the patterns

101 X 50 

Personal Disiplinary Infraction Report

1/11/2021 Did not have weed or wax, just hits that I scraped for. Thought Allen was getting weed in 2 hours and was relying on that. Angry towards dog for being scared of anger, she can sense the anger. Have not eaten well in about 3 days. Low calorie intake. Feeling of wanting to be in the hospital, posted that I was at TMC on facebook and gonna stay offline to worry people. See who actually reaches out. Yelling im going to kill these muthafuckers fuck you all die in hell to people in traffic with the windows up of course, but flipping people off as well. Rapping bars of hate and death in traffic, driving erratic. Searching through old facebook messages to remind self of all the failed relationships etc, also to talk shit to those who cut me off. Probably cut me off for a good reason. I am not really the nicest person. Starving self unti get weed. Trying to call someone who blocked me, a realtor to talk shit but kept going to voicemail. Messaging spammers that I'd rather sit but naked on face up razor blades then see their opportunity. Telling asian telemarketers to go fuck themselves, and that can go burn in hell. Searching stuff on Psycosis, cause that's how I'm feeling. Need to relate. Not working for like 7 hours. Just wollowing in hate, carry the hate everywhere. 24 Oz in hate with me. Smoked and feel better, but that is a problem also. 

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1/12/2021

Automate your system. Spend the time to do it once and then you are set to kick back and enjoy.

Live facebook training Go Green Investments or A.D. Marketing Pros Team

no other groups. Pages as courses. I can show you how to set up your own course.

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How can I automate Brush and Bulky route.

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Today I need to clean up and get a hair cut, maybe get that trailer over here, but pay someone to do it.

Start hitting the gym - Gotta feel better to close more sales

Start eating better and being a happy person.

Clean and healthy.

Money making and wealthy.

bench press and punching bag speed bag combo

Drone

Contact Vivint and see what is up with the tablet and if I can get back to work. Already did the training plenty of times.

Photography Docu Sign business

Fix truck 02 Sensor, run scan and then see. Get done, emissions. Pass registration, insurance.

DOI license

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1/13/2021

$150 Mr. Henderson property has been complete. On 1/10/2021 in the evening my Grandfather Clay passed away. I am so deeply saddened by his passing. He was an inspiration to me not only through landscaping but also music. He was a very kind man, who loved everyone, and I would say everyone loved him. During his passing I was walking my dog after taking a nap that day. I ran into a passed client by walking by her house and her dog came bolting out. We didn't discuss me working for her but I remember. On the same walk minuets before that I called back a lady who had called me while I was sleeping and schedule a clean up for Friday. I had given her a flier about a month ago while working on Shanes property. i shold flier there on Friday. Tomorrow I need to utilize Allen car and drive around the brush and bulk area and look for yards that need cleaning and trees that need trimming. Work my door to door marketing skills.

Let me do a quick audio recording. Let me break it down real quick

Gentlemans Club lol laughs, goes into grateful ness, things I have. When I start feeling like I am behind feel ahead and just be grateful, go into savings where I am at with the formula and how that can be shown to others, talk 2021 opportunity brush and bulky, 

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This is an architech plan in my system to follow.

Prey drive active in the morning. Breakfast, work out, energy coffee, sales.

Trailer to purchase $200, fix up and move to another location. Start renting or air b n b. 

Landscape route - Brush and Bulk - Fliers on every site. Get called back to neighborhoods. Have someone help out. Omar maybe. Have faith in the system, first few jobs will pay for all of the marketing. Keep the ball rolling 

ADL

ADL - ANNUAL SALES, / SALES / MARKETING/ RESEARCH/ BRUSH AND BULK, REG SCH LABOR+ FLIER SQAD  / EDU Gopher Forum ADLEF ... Advertisement deperatment, product creation department, legal and policy department, apperal department, vehicle operations department, purchase management department, hiring department, counciling department, payroll dept, firewood and recycleables department, scrap metal division, hauling division, pavers and turf division, electric lighting division, alarm division, solar division, pest division, finance division, design platform department, social media PR division, executive division top secret/ photography, video games, olympic games, ebook edu, christmas lights, hardscape and masonry, painting, moving, irrigation, gravel spread and removal 5 STAR GENERAL FORMULA, Trailer improvement engineering, healthy and physical department, background checks, monitoring counciling, psycology div, 

Set up an automated system that can pay me while I just kick back and relax.

Place ads in multiple cities, wait for the calls. Find local workers. Accept payment from client before the work is done. If they wait till workers do it, then have the zelle money over to me. Workers provide finished work photos to me, in order to get payment. PHX example $400 job done for $200. I earn $200. Did it before and can do it again. Did cause some negative reinforcement, but I can get back into it. EST 2018, Picked up again in 2019. Have not done since. 2 years down, not earning income with this method.

Integrate all opportunities.

Connect Elon Musk with Manufacture company that can make his vehilces to the exact size ratio that he needs.

Save money and establish a nice big house that I can live in with a monkey or lion. Of course Chrissy. Friends and family welcome also. Big house. Pool. Nice stuff. Aquired with technique, not stupid rich lifestyle look at me. No look at me and my whole genuine self.

Sales of heavy machinary, sales of cars and trucks, drive cars from Tucson to Phoenix and back and forth.

Psychopath techniques that always get the job done. Knows how to make it work for everyone, even if they do not reveal how it's done.

Need trailer to start renting out to movers and people of landscaping. Can keep helping landscapers with marketing etc if need be. Take small little crumbs at a time. 

Stay blazed and grubbing. Tap into the food industry some how. Already have Cutco Pyramid. I don't care about pyramid because I have seen them work for people. I won't to know the why behind everything. Why did it work? Why did it not work. 

My room is like a  nice sleep space, office, bathroom right there, laundry in the backyard, place to store stuff if needed, opportunity to earn off renting rooms. Other people in the house could help them with work if need be, but would really require my time and effort and don't like to be failed. 

Need to get rid of the bottles of piss. Maybe do a dump run in the morning at Los Realos. 

Finish the audio book on High Achievers.

Go into don't have money can't spend mode.

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1/14/2021

2% of people want to go all the way. Fuck driving traffic and leads to your program. That is important, but not everyone wants to go the full mile.

200+ Sales agents doing deals everyday and it's all automated.

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Help thousands of people understand the system, instead of just doing one. I can't just do one. Show the people. 

Add something, let something go. Only do for 90 days, cant hand off in 90 days then I'm done. Reclaim your time. That is what I do with jobs.

Just sent out Annual Trailer park contract for Feb $600. Lets get it. Trailer at trailer park. Utility trailer at Marteens.

Tesla stock growing

monitizing formulas

How to monitize every platform

Tik Tok??

Break downt the math equations, pump in the sales tactic, close the deal, and make happy relationships.

Living on a single income post covid is dangerous.

Hack yourself with multiple streams of income.

Nothing like knowing what to do, and not doing what needs to be done.

You hae nice stuff. Is it with brokeness, or technique.

I am technique.

Earn and Compound. Say it again. Earn and compound. 

Single Digit ROI with Sales

Double digit ROI Real Estate

Triple digit ROI Businesses

Quad digit ROI invest in myself

Infinite ROI Access money that's not yours and get returns.

Be really good at stats and numbers.

Kris Kron straight path to realestate wealth

least time least risk least effort, most money, work up and down market, and provide service.

SFH buy below the median in the best markets for a 5-7 year hold.

Sleep well at night account SWAN account.

Psycology is more important then the tactical approach.

Move money from low yields and move it to high yields.

Pay off before you have more. Is premature.

Buy more businesses, buy more real estate, invest in myself, take all of those returns

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1/15/2021

520-271-2461

TUCSONLAURIE@YAHOO.COM

9196 N. Igram Pl.

$125-$200

Earned $200 on this job to get the prey drive going with accomplishment. Hit every light red, stirred up Anger prey drive. Saw the numbers and want more. Need to hit the list of 55 from the billboard. See if I can close at least one sale. Just go with the flow of the call. Even if they hang up and are mean, just move on forward to the next call. Need to hit up that brush and bulk route but the nice rich neighborhoods. Get that pole saw and blower working front yards, backyards, side yards, hauling trash the works. Should be able to increase income with just DTH sales and the equipment, brush bulk route tucson, phoenix. Monitize this shit. 

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1/16/2021 

Slept for like 14 hours last night. Now up and ready to just relax. Dont have much weed but a nug. Maybe I can score a joint off of Allen. What else can I be doing? Perfect Saturday for sales. Luis also wants me to do a house project. What ever that may be. 

I think that Luis wanted me to do the bricks and irrigation work. $$$. Need to touch base and possibly try tomorrow.

Want to scan truck and see what part is needed. Most likly 02 sensor.

Make at least 5 copy leads calls.

Make some good food.

Get some more trees.

Really just stuck here at home.

Do not like walking past people. Will blow up. Happened today. Wasted lots of energy. Threw me off of my motivation game. Now I am here typing this, just kind of stuck. Have Chrissy here, and kind of need to move freely without here being stuck locked in the room. Really just want to go out and have some bro moments. Or even a nice day out on the town with a hot girl. Of course it needs to lead to sex at the end of the day. I want to stay motivated. You know? Where can I find this type of girl. Not all about the narcasistic bullshit. That is a rare gem. So just kind of alone with nothing much to guide me but business and sales. Trying to help people but as I said before, people suck. At the same time, they are good, but please don't show me a reason to think that you suck. I will run with that, and most likly go in a different direction. Days are ticking by and still trapped in this rent. Owe $250 still and need to figure out how I am going to hit a large sale. Master and duplicate it. That is my mission right now. Nothing else really matters. I need to figure out what can pay me fast like that. I already have some examples, but I do not put them into action. Everyday keep getting hung up on other tasks, or laziness.

The only thing that is holding me back is me.

Went to go see about warming up some pizza. Someone pulled my box out and just left it on the stove. What a waste. Not eating that now. Fucking assholes. I need to get up out of here.

Summary 

pissed off about being ripped off at nicos for 5 rolled tacos. They wanted $9.66 for it. Wow then looked up on google why do people keep ripping me off, I discovered it was becasue they are feeling out my guard. Using emotion to get to my guard. 

Counter Manipulation through regret. Pre-regret.  If I would ove done x I would get Y instead I did w and got Z. 

Forced into making a decsion so you cannot evaluate on your own. Manipulation. Pima College Police Department did this when deciding what test times to make. I was not quite sure. Had to make the decision and could not make it because I did not have full evaluation time. 

Sales and Con men will feel you out so they can break your guard. 

Happened today, but keep digging in the situation. 

High performance notes

have deadlines people work harder

letter of whats the real deadline and why should I do yours first I have other peeps to help

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1/17/2021

Start hosting getaways and events 

Online live, Marriot, La Palomoa, ETC

Prey Drive Initiated and Activated.

New Innovative Enterprises Facebook Add anyone who is interested in what I do and who I am. Close the deal. Use as training practice. We are in this to win this, not in that to not do anything. Make moves. 

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Warren Yard, outsource. Feeling tired of it, but may just do.

Solar Wholesale DIY Kit

customer installation plans that you need for permits from city.

Will retain 80% energy renuability for the next 30 years

Tesla compared if you dont want to go solar wholesale.

Flash where you drill hole to prevent leaks

Snap n rack lock system - channel hides wires for the micro inverters - converts from dc to ac at the top of the channel

Roof junction box

Cable that connect all microinverters is trunk cable.

Yellow wire running through attic space

Yellow indoor water exterior wire grey. Run it through conduit into breaker pannel

Cut extra wires and connect exterior to yelow

2 arrays for more pannels means 2 trunk cables into junction box

fit more pannels if you lay horizontal for more space. Utilize the best space.

System ground copper wire, faulty electric lightning etc

Pannels have two wires into micro inverter. Inverter can hold 4 pannels at a time. Runs down trunk cable to roof junction box at the end.

Mid clamp holds pannel into rail on either side.

cut and tighten bolt at the end and tighten in place.

SOLAR BOX to Electric house box

on grid or off grid

on grid makes sure there is solar energy to convert

off grid need battery or generator.

Roof full covered solar pannels

Pest control installed in the wall

Smart home lighting and camera system

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Going to have to rent this room and go somewhere else. Maybe do my on the road journey and start closing some sales. Come back rich.

1/2/2021

New year, new document. Going to focus on building others. 2020 was rough, now lets get down to business. Reciprocity. I share knowledge, you share knowledge, we help each other out.

None of this selfish shit, unless you are challenging yourself.

Taking time to go ghost mode, to focus on increase sales, and business development.

Have a lot of assets to work with, including my brain.

Staying away from poor choices, and people who make poor choices. Indiviuals unwilling to learn how to stop making poor choices.

My Drone license expires this year

My alarm license expires this year

They days are flying by. Need to get in the mix, before it's too late.

Some of my daily habits

Smoke, rockstar redbull coffee, read, write, draw, plan, discover and apply, drive, work labor, work marketing, watch a movie, make a song, record a song, help someone, eat food, bbq, focus on business, focus on wealth, grateful for life and the things I have, grateful for relasionships, as well as life lessons

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1/3/2021

Today I finally received the check from the Church. It came in the mail yesterday. Today I am caught up on savings. I was able to grow zero to near five hundred dollars in just three months of conducting sales. I played it like a game, and now have an audio recording that explains this method in detail on how you can start saving income, even if you are starting out a zero.

Reflecting on past patterns. Search Craigslist for home business and work at home. Then email them with a copy and paste email. Collect email, and email them all with BCC. Blind Carbon Copy. Usually affiliate sales. Copy and paste system, clickbank, adsense, free system sign up. Aweber, BLOG subscribers.

I ended up missing the chase 50 2020 but 2021 is right around the corner. Well actually it's here, right now. I need some better weed. Some delicious indica that I can relax and sleep on. I am blazed, but I feel like I am in need to work on projects etc. Like this is sativa. 

Free investment. Post for room for $100, post for place to live free, post in search of worker. free items that can be sold. Free rock removal job, 5 star general . Free bus ride and time to a place where guarantee to earn income.

$5 craigslist ad, gas, stocks, redbull, chase sign up, thrift store item to sell, 

$10 Cheap yard tools, shovel, rake, hoe, walmart. 

$100 invest in another human to do a yard job and you charge overall $400 and profit $300. Middle man managment. Can be done with any figure as long as you charge more than you pay.

$600 investment for a return of more would be Drone and jobs that provide aeuronatical

$400 rental of plate compactor plus time to do a paver and artificial turf job

$400 rental of bobcat equipment 4 hours to do some land clearing and make  pile to be hauled. Charge $1200-$1600

Rental car and do sales route, earn from the sales. Flashy car

Invest in suit and time to do car sales

Invest in running shoes and time proceed with police department position

buy lunch and invest in a person. Get them on the chase 50 team and any other team that I can earn from. Have them grow with the opportunity of A.D. Marketing Pros and other affilate sales positions.

Buy cheap $400 car on Craigslist and sell for double or three times the amount. 

Rent room and air b and b month of February Sleep in the tent in the backyard.

$1000 plane ticket to another state and collect a 10k or more check.

$500 INVESTMENT How??? Tell me how. Please tell me how it's done. Internet marketing style.

If people don't find me, I reverse the script and I find them.

 I will not do business with this time waster guy on Facebook who has someone coming at 10 a.m. can I come at 10:45? NO!

JPS program for people to sign up for to become a Click Funnel Account Professional. Earn thousands of dollars on a weekly basis. Job approach

Video talking about getting access to JPs program.

Having the program for me is like having the lights on to a functional business

Email marketing and video production.

Harvesting emails. Capture emails, subscribe to newsletter, all video one area and charge money for people to access them. Thousands of people signing up for my online courses.

Look to the future. Realign skills in order to perform. This is what I did when I knew I had to learn how to type. The future is computers. Then cellphone apps, but they play together.

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Allen Car

Finish Clothes

Debrief

Head out to do BJs or do another night

Ivans yard 9 a.m. could head out early in the morning.

Deanna yard

What else can I do while I am out an about?

Find people who I can bring up. Done it before, can do it again. 

Cutco - Only sell at Truckstops?? Would that work?

Start car detail service starting wilth Allens car, then my truck.

Scan see what the problem is. Most likly o2 sensor. Scan first. That is holding me back from actually getting the part. I don't know what the problem is yet.

New Innovative Enterprises now hiring page. Powerful page.

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1/6/2021

Completed Ivan yard for $120, Invested in a craigslist ad last night, and today did another ad for DAC financial services in New Jersey. I just want to see if I will get a bite, and if it will turn into a possible sale. That would be at least $2000 for a commission for producing a loan. I think. Either way, it would produce more than the $5 investment. Craigslist is a powerful tool. Utilize money, marketing, craigslist, opportunity, and time as an investment. Possible strategies, mindset, measurement aiming for higher payment than yard work, the map is in New Jersey. Doing different things just dabbling with the marketing. Need to hop on the Vivint training and get caught up. See if I can't start making some dough with that as well. I want to possibly get a reguar job, but we all know that is not going to happen. I would rather have the freedom, and the ability to earn more. Like twenty thousand for 8 hours of most of the days for the whole year is not worth that trade off to me. My formula is to work somewhere like that for about 3 months. Save your checks, and scale that money with marketing. Scrape 10% off that money. Those are quality habits to have.

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1/7/2021

Going to get Deannas done. Sac $30 make last, steady. Drop Croonz off maybe we'll see, Run ad for cornelious possibly. Saturday work reciprocity practice, keep network marketing the link on redit. Need to make some affiliate money. Might sink another $20 into tesla.

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1/8/2021

Already a week into the new year, and have received payments as well as got two maintenances complete. I need to calc $80 off of Deanna sale or next sale, and keep the savings game moving. Also need to pull that savings out so that I can see the under thousand threshold and use that as motivation to activate prey drive. What if I don't do it? Need to get it done. 

Drone, Landscaping, Advertisement, Other flips, Affiliate sales. Music, creative mode. Socializing at a minimum.

2021 Brush and bulk schedule. Need sales reps. Need new chain for pole saw. Focus on tree trimming only since in and out. Can do yard work but will charge extra out side of our focus point, but still can be done.  Truck, Allens car. Have reps take notes as they go. Trailer get from Marteens. Marteen fell out by getting a regular job. He tossed in the towel. Oh well. The game is not for everyone. Some people need to apply for someone elses system. Incapable of creating their own. 

When system created, needs to be worked by the creator also. Be out there with team showing them how it's done. Get rid of weak ass souls.

Can use Parcell verification tool to address by first name basis. Teach this.

Whole sale craigslist sellers, zillow, trulia, also to market other in home products. Just like J Harrington from Shark Tank.

Tesla Growing. Robinhood stocks. We work closely with Robinhood.

We work closely with Chase

We work closely with Google Adsense and Clickbank

We work closely with David Allen Capital and Light Speed Vt

We work closely to Vivint and Cutco

We create Audios and Videos Aduttonater Media T.V. Drone A.D. Aeronautical Photography. Let's get it. Real Estate Drone marketing and sales.   Audacity, YouTube, Instagram, Archive, etc.

Brand Ambassador. Bulliten board leads copy place, call, convince, sale, create marketing. Use the Jordan Belfort.

Sales in Solar pannels for electric savings. Even water heaters.

What pays me the most? Easiest sales to master and duplicate. Less effort, big change. Work from comfort of home. Step out in the world sometimes. Educate and apply.

Play the money games. Deposit more, save more. Rack up expense and aim for huge sale. Master and duplicate huge sale. When saving pay a bill of some type then scrape 10%. When paying a bill say rent for $400. Aquire $4000 sale, and work savings game from there. Kind of a forward backward formula. 

I see people play games like envelope 1-100 and draw an envelope a day and put that much money in the envelop. Fun but might not work on some days where you need to put away $78 and you only have $60 to your name. Should not really be in that category. 

Prepay Annual accounts for landscaping on top of the brush and bulk. Brush and bulk is DTH marketing and can win easier than annual sales. Annuals are good for already established clients, and for inbound marketing. 

Friday Pay day

Saturday Marketing day

Sunday Everyone home

Monday people have to go start the week again. Hating it

Tuesday same old shit until Friday.

Friday pay day party, spend, get trashed, feel like shit. Monday start the cycle again.

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Landscape Task List

Eric $450

Warren $180

Bjs $200

Shane $200

Susan $300

Trailer Park $600 or more due to inflation

Luis ??? $100

Mr. Henderson $150

Cornelious Lead Sat  $75

Arleen Annual  Marketing Opp

Allison backyard low tree branch 

Annual Prepay formula

Benefits

1. Creating cash flow winter and early spring operating expenses

2. Client retention. Lock them in early so they don't cancel.

3. Decrease in admin expenses

4. Decrease in receivables

5. Decrease in client bad debt right off

Create effective prepaid letter, description of service, general timing of when service will be performed, program pricing, supplemental service and the total amount saved by prepaying. 

Seasonal biz 3 prepaid letters Nov, end of Feb  State in bold print the offer discount and the end date. Fleeting discount rates add urgency, create consistent call to action.

Letter 1 10% discount ex Dec 1

Letter 2 7% ex Jan 1

Letter 3 5% disc by March.

KEEP Annual start when they sign contract ex one year later.

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6. Exemption from company annual price increase.

7. Scarcity and exclusivity. Infinite amount of clients that we can service. Get in while you can or forever be cut off. At least until next year. Guarantees a technician will be available for them. Short window for early spring pre emergent applications. Guarantee that prepaying will give them prompt and timely service.

8. Going green. No paper statements, invoices, etc. May not seem effective, but people will want to do the right thing by doing their fair share of help towards the environment.

9. Time and hassle can be eliminated by prepaying. One payment per year, and have peace of mind. Eliminates constant check righting, credit card payments, invoices,

Notes landscapemanagment.net 

saved my ass back in Nov 2019 and Dec 2019 when I made 2 of these sales and paid rent. The stress was gone. That quick. I learned, applies, and reaped the rewards. Master and Duplicate.

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Marketing

Facebook ads, Craigslist, Google Adwords, Social Media profiles, Reverse Marketing harvested ads, Posting Ads FFA websites, word of mouth, door to door, outbound phone calls, Email marketing, direct marketing, mobile marketing, 

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1/9/2021

Saturday a day for sales. I already did a job referred by Cornelious. Made $100 and bought a chain for chainsaw, gas in truck, and aired up the tires all to 32 PSI. Now chilling back at the East headquarters. Want to get the trailer from Marteens but I don't want to risk the truck, and also it is Saturday Ina dump closes at 2 pm. There is also Los Realos at 5 p.m. Or just do a desert dump somewhere. I would rather just take it to a dump and save myself the risk of being caught. Then the risk of the trailer tires. Need to be able to get them swapped out before I park it. I may have to do this mission on Monday. Do everything on the North basically. If I cram in today, then I will miss important factors that need to be addressed. Default on marketing.

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Ride, Sales Reps, outbound call approach use Zillow Redfin etc to scan homes just purchased within 3 months. Use pima parcel search to verify names and call potential people by their first name. Is so and so home. Search first, then ask. Brush and Bulky map,  Knock flier/busienss card, Focus on Tree trimming and or clean up, pole saw fresh blade, rake, blower, bags, trash can etc, honesty, and or contact, work before and after photos, provide to client through text or email, ask for referrals, keep marketing while work is being performed. Focus on doing the work right away so we can move on to the next. Pay rep who obtained job 10-20 percent of the job., once the job is complete.

Chance to upsell monthly, annual, other services.

Expand into the phoenix division, take a look at what it would look like and type your notes below.

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It's ability to be able to create awesome work scenes, to where both the customer and the worker win. Fast reliable detailed service.

Prey drive initiates like a dog that just saw a treat. Vision, pursue with intensity. My prey drive could be accomplishments, and or anger. Sexaul transutation as said in Napoleon Hills think and grow rich. Seeing people who need education and providing that education. Competition. Not wanting to lose. Just being nosey. Need to know what the anwers will be regardless if they are a yes or a no.

YouTube allows links in comments

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Donating plasma, film emotions, studies, translate foreign paper to english. Studies where you check in and chill, and then get a check. Plants, Cuttings and FB ads. Deliver pizza 9-5 , bartend weddings,  most trending product on amazon or ebay find it and compete with it, intellectual property work once and paid the rest of your life. Photos with Drones ad Camera 

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1/10/2021

Finally knocked Bjs off the Map. Its bee like 6 months I think since I've been out there. Issues with the check etc. Then Holidays. So here it is  6 months later. I could have easily made $1200 off them. Insted only $200. Because of miscommunication. Oh well. Back on track now. 2020 was crazy anyway. Think they were trying to get me onboarded in May 2019 so there has been alot of back and forth, but hey, we still got it in.

Took a nap and received a landscaping lead 

Call back and schedule

Schedule for Friday

Doing Vivint Trainings

Possible Allen Bud

Maybe BBQ

Work on Clickbank and Marketing videos

Work the brush and bulky formula Dont let other tasks keep me from this one.

How to live without making it work related.

Nobody cares about created music only trending

Current nation is undergoing chaotic education taught by their peers, superiors, and the media.

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1/11/2021

People are so fucking stupid. Showing off while the nation goes to hell. Taking sides, and opposing. We are trained to go against each other or agree with each other, but never total acceptance or disagreement. People are like, check out this next greatest idea. You need this in your life. No, no I don't. Frankly, you need me in your life. I operate on such higher levels. Not the highest levels. If I am doing better than most in the room, I need to get the fuck out of that room. Do not let anybody waste my time. Do not waste your own time. Build healthy relationships. Feeling Angry or hostile. Silence. Don't make a move, 

Don't let people get in the way of your goals, hit big goals, dont get mad at other people who are doing big things.

Become a person of interest.

Greatness factory in Nashville.

Broke person cant figure out how to make money. Real estate agent said they're not getting leads. Value, is your participation in the value. 

White water rafting, I'm the best. If you fall of the boat you have to be an active participant in your own rescue.

Get a television show, get sales system working. Go get it. Don't sit back and say I'm not ready. Will I make the effort.

People of interest take large amounts of action.

Feb 17 - 18 POI course at the lodge.

What dont you like about me so I can change it. No more I don't give a fuck attitude I'm working on me. Let's work on us. Were all in this together.

No more Facebook for a little while. Messenger can stay up just incase a job comes in or something. Need to move payments between accounts.

Need to work the brush and bulk 11th - 18th is the day, market 18 on map.

Need to find a team, need to get some bud.

Need to eat some food, need to make some sales.

Stop getting jealous, or living in the light of others like I told you so.

Keep playing sales games.

I will drop clients, drop friendships, drop goals, etc if I see signs of not working with me but against me.

I will drop people so quick, like fuck them. Fuck these asshole ass muthafuckers. Everytime I have to observe yelling, or hate, or oh you woke me up with some bullshit, like fuck you. Now I need to heal from this shit, and it's cutting into my production time. Again fuck you. Have to dig deep into morals and say don't let it hold you back. Fuck that weak ass shit. I need to blaze. I really need to relax. No e drink, no coffee. Yes food. But uhhhh this sucks so bad. Wanting to have good times with people, but the good times have passed. I need to design some new good times with new people. Scared to want to work with new people, everyone is full of shit. Always hypervigallent when it comes to this shit.

Tired of waiting on muthafuckers. Like just handle the fuck up and let me know whats up.

People fucking suck so much dick. Telling me to be patient, basically. Nah fuck that. I don't want to be patient. I want to get what the fuck I want so I can proceed to do what the fuck I want. 

All road blocking ass muthafuckers need to get the fuck out of the way.

I want to get a job, but then I don't want to take away from entreprenuership. I would like to hit my entreprenuership goals, then step away for a  bit while having an automated system.

Then I can reach out to another job, that's rewarding, and not have to care about the money.

Most people work because they need a paycheck, not because they want to offer value.

 Entreprenuer life allows a person to sleep when ever they want, and get up and get to work. Pass back out. Feel sick and take the day off, without worry of being fired. No commute to work. People invite somewhere, and can actually go because nothing holding me back. Can leave the city or state when ever. Can leave the country if I want. My success depends on me. I can never be fired, unless I give up. I get to grow my knowledge and meet people of interest.

What prevented me from continuing police position?

Afraid of losing entreprenuership

Did not have shoes

Wanted to investigate city crimes and not college. College my be more chill and rewarding though.

Current state of behavior towards police in the United States. Corona Virus, George Flloyd, BLM, Riots, DC riots. Etc.

The police have screwed me a few times, when I was getting ready to rise out of my shell.

Committment would not be able to just stop. What would motivate me to keep coming in.

Tucson Police, Pima Sheriff, Pima College Police, ADOT Enforcement, Sahuarita Police, Homeland Security Police, Marana Police, Oro Valley Police, Bail Bond Agent, DPS Highway Patrol, Phoenix police, University of Arizona Police, Pinal Sheriff, Border Patrol, LAPD, LVMPD, 

Psycology, Judge, Medcine, Lawyer

Business Entrepreneur - Landscaping

Wholesale Real Estate, Sales Agent various products and services

Training people to do better

Need to eat, not getting enough calories. Not getting enough water.

Caffine overload, smoking, not having weed. Uhhh life sucks so much fucking dick. 

Who needs friends, when you have depression and sadness? Goals to reach, things to learn. Friends dont really do shit but give you a sense of belonging. I will find a friend in me. Some people amaze me, but others fail me. I almost don't even want to be around people. This was happening to me last year, then Corona. Like everything I became the whole world started to become. As soon as I find sanctuary in introversion, here comes the whole world. Yes I liked to work from home, serperated me from the others. No more people are introduced to that lifestyle. No longer a hidden icon in life. I used to rap and was like the only one, now everyone fucking does it. People in great position to do great things, and fucks it up. Pawning, quiting, hating, arguing, manipulative, weak ass mindsets. I hate when people tell me I think I am better than others. No muthafucker, I know I am better. You are just a weak ass individual. No motivation to get it. Just a sank victim. Defeated by what ever you do. The magic is not real. The motivation can be there, and snatched in a second. Why get inspired? If so, do it around people you know can carry the torch, and not burn it out the second they face a problem. A personal problem, that must be addressed before anything else. Such selfishness.

Comps Jamil and Ty Flipman

you cannot comp at higher 200 sq ft/ 

1985 comp 1990 plus or minus 5 years of construction

2 story house is not a comp, you cannot intermix the property types

lot size within  2500 sq ft

Do not cross major roads to get your comp

Comp within small concentric circle

Do not leave the sub division

Sub A and Sub B similar info not a comp

Apprasiers will never leave a subdivision to reach for the value.

Apprasiers are there to protect lenders not you. Make sure lenders are not over infating the value of property.

10k for traffic bacing/ siding under 250k

Fronting traffic subtrac 15k from homes under 250k

People with money do not want to be by traffic. They have the money to not have to worry about kids in the street cat getting ran over.

Over 500k traffic changes. Subtract 20% of the value.  ARV $100k hit

Parking changes depending on property value

under 250k add 10k for a garage or subtract 10k for a lack o garage

under 250k add 5k or a car port or subtract 5 k For a car port.

Does not apply or homes over 500k. They are not going to buy it if there is no garage or parking lot.

Add or subtract 10k for a pool.

How to comp from phone through the Zillow app.

Not seeing a remodel very 2010 viewing  a deal ex from Jake. Wholesaler, there with the seller right now. Needs to know ARV and how much to buy for in order to Jamil to sell it. Dude is asking Jamil for advice. As a wholesaler.

Check Zestimate for a benchmark.

517K they think. Why? Another property sold similar, and they are pulling date

For sale, recently sold filter, scroll down on property page and check stats in the area. Check to see if near a major road. Looking for numbers close to the zestimate.

Found the similar house that may be compared to and check that out.

Look for the patterns

101 X 50 

Personal Disiplinary Infraction Report

1/11/2021 Did not have weed or wax, just hits that I scraped for. Thought Allen was getting weed in 2 hours and was relying on that. Angry towards dog for being scared of anger, she can sense the anger. Have not eaten well in about 3 days. Low calorie intake. Feeling of wanting to be in the hospital, posted that I was at TMC on facebook and gonna stay offline to worry people. See who actually reaches out. Yelling im going to kill these muthafuckers fuck you all die in hell to people in traffic with the windows up of course, but flipping people off as well. Rapping bars of hate and death in traffic, driving erratic. Searching through old facebook messages to remind self of all the failed relationships etc, also to talk shit to those who cut me off. Probably cut me off for a good reason. I am not really the nicest person. Starving self unti get weed. Trying to call someone who blocked me, a realtor to talk shit but kept going to voicemail. Messaging spammers that I'd rather sit but naked on face up razor blades then see their opportunity. Telling asian telemarketers to go fuck themselves, and that can go burn in hell. Searching stuff on Psycosis, cause that's how I'm feeling. Need to relate. Not working for like 7 hours. Just wollowing in hate, carry the hate everywhere. 24 Oz in hate with me. Smoked and feel better, but that is a problem also. 

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1/12/2021

Automate your system. Spend the time to do it once and then you are set to kick back and enjoy.

Live facebook training Go Green Investments or A.D. Marketing Pros Team

no other groups. Pages as courses. I can show you how to set up your own course.

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How can I automate Brush and Bulky route.

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Today I need to clean up and get a hair cut, maybe get that trailer over here, but pay someone to do it.

Start hitting the gym - Gotta feel better to close more sales

Start eating better and being a happy person.

Clean and healthy.

Money making and wealthy.

bench press and punching bag speed bag combo

Drone

Contact Vivint and see what is up with the tablet and if I can get back to work. Already did the training plenty of times.

Photography Docu Sign business

Fix truck 02 Sensor, run scan and then see. Get done, emissions. Pass registration, insurance.

DOI license

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1/13/2021

$150 Mr. Henderson property has been complete. On 1/10/2021 in the evening my Grandfather Clay passed away. I am so deeply saddened by his passing. He was an inspiration to me not only through landscaping but also music. He was a very kind man, who loved everyone, and I would say everyone loved him. During his passing I was walking my dog after taking a nap that day. I ran into a passed client by walking by her house and her dog came bolting out. We didn't discuss me working for her but I remember. On the same walk minuets before that I called back a lady who had called me while I was sleeping and schedule a clean up for Friday. I had given her a flier about a month ago while working on Shanes property. i shold flier there on Friday. Tomorrow I need to utilize Allen car and drive around the brush and bulk area and look for yards that need cleaning and trees that need trimming. Work my door to door marketing skills.

Let me do a quick audio recording. Let me break it down real quick

Gentlemans Club lol laughs, goes into grateful ness, things I have. When I start feeling like I am behind feel ahead and just be grateful, go into savings where I am at with the formula and how that can be shown to others, talk 2021 opportunity brush and bulky, 

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This is an architech plan in my system to follow.

Prey drive active in the morning. Breakfast, work out, energy coffee, sales.

Trailer to purchase $200, fix up and move to another location. Start renting or air b n b. 

Landscape route - Brush and Bulk - Fliers on every site. Get called back to neighborhoods. Have someone help out. Omar maybe. Have faith in the system, first few jobs will pay for all of the marketing. Keep the ball rolling 

ADL

ADL - ANNUAL SALES, / SALES / MARKETING/ RESEARCH/ BRUSH AND BULK, REG SCH LABOR+ FLIER SQAD  / EDU Gopher Forum ADLEF ... Advertisement deperatment, product creation department, legal and policy department, apperal department, vehicle operations department, purchase management department, hiring department, counciling department, payroll dept, firewood and recycleables department, scrap metal division, hauling division, pavers and turf division, electric lighting division, alarm division, solar division, pest division, finance division, design platform department, social media PR division, executive division top secret/ photography, video games, olympic games, ebook edu, christmas lights, hardscape and masonry, painting, moving, irrigation, gravel spread and removal 5 STAR GENERAL FORMULA, Trailer improvement engineering, healthy and physical department, background checks, monitoring counciling, psycology div, 

Set up an automated system that can pay me while I just kick back and relax.

Place ads in multiple cities, wait for the calls. Find local workers. Accept payment from client before the work is done. If they wait till workers do it, then have the zelle money over to me. Workers provide finished work photos to me, in order to get payment. PHX example $400 job done for $200. I earn $200. Did it before and can do it again. Did cause some negative reinforcement, but I can get back into it. EST 2018, Picked up again in 2019. Have not done since. 2 years down, not earning income with this method.

Integrate all opportunities.

Connect Elon Musk with Manufacture company that can make his vehilces to the exact size ratio that he needs.

Save money and establish a nice big house that I can live in with a monkey or lion. Of course Chrissy. Friends and family welcome also. Big house. Pool. Nice stuff. Aquired with technique, not stupid rich lifestyle look at me. No look at me and my whole genuine self.

Sales of heavy machinary, sales of cars and trucks, drive cars from Tucson to Phoenix and back and forth.

Psychopath techniques that always get the job done. Knows how to make it work for everyone, even if they do not reveal how it's done.

Need trailer to start renting out to movers and people of landscaping. Can keep helping landscapers with marketing etc if need be. Take small little crumbs at a time. 

Stay blazed and grubbing. Tap into the food industry some how. Already have Cutco Pyramid. I don't care about pyramid because I have seen them work for people. I won't to know the why behind everything. Why did it work? Why did it not work. 

My room is like a  nice sleep space, office, bathroom right there, laundry in the backyard, place to store stuff if needed, opportunity to earn off renting rooms. Other people in the house could help them with work if need be, but would really require my time and effort and don't like to be failed. 

Need to get rid of the bottles of piss. Maybe do a dump run in the morning at Los Realos. 

Finish the audio book on High Achievers.

Go into don't have money can't spend mode.

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1/14/2021

2% of people want to go all the way. Fuck driving traffic and leads to your program. That is important, but not everyone wants to go the full mile.

200+ Sales agents doing deals everyday and it's all automated.

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Help thousands of people understand the system, instead of just doing one. I can't just do one. Show the people. 

Add something, let something go. Only do for 90 days, cant hand off in 90 days then I'm done. Reclaim your time. That is what I do with jobs.

Just sent out Annual Trailer park contract for Feb $600. Lets get it. Trailer at trailer park. Utility trailer at Marteens.

Tesla stock growing

monitizing formulas

How to monitize every platform

Tik Tok??

Break downt the math equations, pump in the sales tactic, close the deal, and make happy relationships.

Living on a single income post covid is dangerous.

Hack yourself with multiple streams of income.

Nothing like knowing what to do, and not doing what needs to be done.

You hae nice stuff. Is it with brokeness, or technique.

I am technique.

Earn and Compound. Say it again. Earn and compound. 

Single Digit ROI with Sales

Double digit ROI Real Estate

Triple digit ROI Businesses

Quad digit ROI invest in myself

Infinite ROI Access money that's not yours and get returns.

Be really good at stats and numbers.

Kris Kron straight path to realestate wealth

least time least risk least effort, most money, work up and down market, and provide service.

SFH buy below the median in the best markets for a 5-7 year hold.

Sleep well at night account SWAN account.

Psycology is more important then the tactical approach.

Move money from low yields and move it to high yields.

Pay off before you have more. Is premature.

Buy more businesses, buy more real estate, invest in myself, take all of those returns

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1/15/2021

520-271-2461

TUCSONLAURIE@YAHOO.COM

9196 N. Igram Pl.

$125-$200

Earned $200 on this job to get the prey drive going with accomplishment. Hit every light red, stirred up Anger prey drive. Saw the numbers and want more. Need to hit the list of 55 from the billboard. See if I can close at least one sale. Just go with the flow of the call. Even if they hang up and are mean, just move on forward to the next call. Need to hit up that brush and bulk route but the nice rich neighborhoods. Get that pole saw and blower working front yards, backyards, side yards, hauling trash the works. Should be able to increase income with just DTH sales and the equipment, brush bulk route tucson, phoenix. Monitize this shit. 

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1/16/2021 

Slept for like 14 hours last night. Now up and ready to just relax. Dont have much weed but a nug. Maybe I can score a joint off of Allen. What else can I be doing? Perfect Saturday for sales. Luis also wants me to do a house project. What ever that may be. 

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1/18/2021

Happy MLK day.

Gotta do Warrens, just blow the leaves and do irrigation line.

No more energy drinks focus on sales.

1. Craigslist $5 Ad post services section Farm and Garden

2. Facebook Groups, show before and after photos of jobs.

3. Already schedule maintenance, flyer surrounding houses while maintenance

being done.

4. Work Brush and Bulk areas Tucson and Phoenix.

5 Use Zillow and Redfin to find homes just purchased and work our way in as landscapers.

Get in the home and sell more products.   Solar, Roofing, Alarm, Pest, Drone Photography for Real Estate, Do Real Estate, Cars, Trucks, RVs, Planes, Boats, Homes, Land, Vacation Rentals, CBD Plots and Dispensaries, Coaching and Training everything you know.

Affiliate marketing many many many streams of income. Just get good at sales. 

Financially save your money.

Sell free shit. Keep your daily expenses low.

Play the financial money games.

Help other people

Be creative.

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1/19/2021

Back in action, activate reticular activating system in the brain. Prey drive. Brain points you in the direction of things that you think you are interested in. Same thing with goals. Do not limit yourself. There is nothing that you cannot do see or have. You just have to write it down. All the things that you want to do in your lifetime. What do you want to learn in this lifetime? How much money you're going to have in 3 years 10 years. Write it down and declare it. $100K A MONTH to 1 MILLION a month. Who do you want to help? We will do for others more than we will for ourselves.

Do not analyze don't be analytical. Put a number by each goal of how many years it will take to get that goal. Over estimate what we can do in a year but underestimate what we can do in 5 or ten years.

Pick your number one goal. Put that on a seperate sheet of paper. Top 3 goals and put that on a seperate sheet of paper.

Write down under each goal why it's a must. Use emotionally charged words like amazing incredible, unbelieveable. What ever is going to juice you.

Under each paragraph and put some pain in there if you don't acheive it. Make it painful. We do more to avoid pain then to gain pleasure. Use this as fuel when you get out of bed.

Bronie Ware book five regrets before death.

Get pictures around you of the things that you want. Surround yourself with this. Download photos, go to cvs and have them blow it up.

Jim Carry writes himself a check for 1 million and put in services rendererd.  Visualize cashing a million dollar check.

Demi Lavato wanted to sing in the superbowl. Dream came true.

If there is something you want, go experiece it as much as you can.

Magnum PI with Tom Seleck.

Rod Kleif has a paper planner. Gratitude pictures of kids.

Podcast by Rod Life time cash flow to real estate investing.

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1/20/2021

New president elect for the next 4 years starts today.

Stock market up and down. New person to work with. Drop all the people who play games. Whitney, Tizzle, anyone else. I hate reaching out to people and then they pull away. Then come crawling back when you pull away. It's a game. The 21 century behavior games. Yesterday I gave a lady a ride to a house where she lives with an old man in the hospital. She just went to a pawn shop and bought some speakers and was at Burger King on Grant and Alvernon. She does drugs, and is kind of slow, but she is fine. I can invest some time in her. She already let me hit it while she was on her period. I condomed up of course. Bought condoms but I ended up using hers. I was trying to check out a storage unit and what are the odds that they were on lunch from 2-3 the same hour that I was there. Roadblocked once again. All good though. I am used to that kind of shit. Today saw a sexy mexican girl at dollar tree. I said good morning to her and then walked by her again and she said sorry I dont have a mask, I told her it's all good, you can cough in my direction. Lol lame. Then I offered to buy her a mask, and she was like sure, then was like nah it's all good. I was like okay, when I shouldve been like naw fuck that girl, I'm buying you a mask and there is nothing your're gonna do about it. That is what I should have done. Then was gonna wait for her outside, and discovered that I forgot to give Allen back his keys.

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Head out to get chrissy. Team up with Sherry. Get a BJ. Go work and hand out fliers. Get rid of all the fliers today. Call the marketing list. Find Allen a job. Find a place for Sherry and live there also. 

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1/21/2021

I am great the product is great and the company is great

pain threshold

action threshold

ask for the sale

objections

loop

pain threshold

action threshold

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1. Intro

2. Build Rapport

3. Qualify questions     cure for a problem, benefits, elaborate on benefits.

4. Presentation     Ask for the sale, give deadline reason why, price

5. Overcome Objections

6. Close

7. Ask for referrals

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1. Not interested   , fix, features, finance, so what is it?

2. Do you like the deal? Would you tell me if you didn't like the deal?

3. Give you major discount, trying to cover cash flow on this call and not have to keep following up, although I will follow up if you would like.

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1. Introdution

2. Benefits Block

3. General Terms Cure for Problem

4. Introduce Product and describe it in general terms

5. Detail on Benefits

6. Ask for 1st sale, give deadline date, and reason for deadline.

7. Provide  a Guarantee 

8. Provide a Bonus

9. Ask for the sale again for the second time. Make it clear that they should buy now, and if they don't they are dumb for doing so.

10. Post script of the product more information and how it's so beneficial, could loop to other formulas like the JB pain and action threshold loop close.

11. Closure. You will find that when using this as others have that it's a great investment well worth the time and effort to include within etc.

Talk about a personal experience so they can feel comfortabe.

Listen to what they need and solve their problems.

Sell them on the destination. What will happen once they utilize the product or service

Annual scarcity,

Map, Measurment, Money, Mindset, Mentor,

Grant Cardone Obj. I'm sorry you feel that way, and I take full responsiblity, but would you let this keep you from potenitally making the best decision in your business career?

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1/22/2021

Today I flew the drone first flight and needs to charge, get batteries in the controler, re sync, gyro, and look into 4k camera quality seperate asset.

Going to do Mike parking lot sweep and basic landscape touch up. Wants to sell. Palm tree and some other tree in the back.

Get Mike his present

Wax Steady

Check out mice at Sherry place

Brush and bulk route. Who cares about the weather. Get a few sales in the bank. TUC AND PHX

Annual sales.

Arleen maintenance coming up 

Trailer park coming up

Monday Eric job. Need a team out there to work with me.

Today I did Mike property met a girl in the alley name Bird and she hooked it up with some dro. I gave her  flier to hit me up so we can go clean some yards and expand. She was ordering these other bum ass niggaz around, as if she were a boss bitch. That is something that I admire in a woman. Anyway, we shall see if she contacts me and we can move forward. This is a way of me trying to help people get out of the shit hole life that they life in. Also met some dude who wanted to work also. Added him on snap chat. Want to start earning income from Snap chat.

Alot of these girls do not have phones. If I can get affiliated with a phone connect I could earn there, and then put them to work with the phone that I give them.

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1/23/2021

Fresh day today. Going to pick out stump, and sweep parking lot, do estimate. Grab breakfast. Check out new dispensaries. BBQ, marketing list, meet new people. Check resumes. Help Alan get a job. Start picking up apps. Ask people , hey I am trying to help so an so get a job and wanted to see if we can work something out. I used to have the gift. Just ask people and granted you shall. Get a haircut. 4k camera drone. Present for girl who always says you brought me a present. you brought me a coffee. Yes I finally brought you something.

Makes calls use sales diagram on this document.

Annuals Brush n bulk 

When I hire I have to do work assignments and payroll

When I staff out a job, I can feel good for helping them.

Need to download T.Dogg beats Zip folder.

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1/24/2021

Okay so here we are again. Had breakfast and 2 redbulls. Going to get Chrissy just need to use allens car. Also have to dispose of content in truck into trash can somewhere, and bag from Allens car. Mix gas, put chain on saw and start brush and bulk prey drive. Eat food through out the day, smoke. Relax. Stay away from coffee. Work the systems that I know without fear. Entrepreneur for life. Establish in other cities. Help people. Snap connect could be a worker. YouTube Training Aduttonater Media T.V. 

It sucks not drinking the energy drinks because I don't want to socialize. I really just want to be alone. Realizing all the shit around me. People in the house suck. Real poverty mindsets. Real annoying shit. Dirty living, getting cops called etc. The landlord lets anything slide. I am starting to think the one dude is a fugitive. He knows how to hide it well by being silent. So here I am avoiding not hanging because it's a rainy day and not really feeling the outside dirtiness. Plus I am already blown and I don't really need to be partying right now. Have to go to the dump in the morning, finish mike job, postpone erik job, and do bjs restraunt. 

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1/25/2021

Did a dump run already with no tarp and I was charged $20. Those damn city working bastards. It was a small load so I figured a tarp would not be a big deal. I should've know. Anyway saw Jimmer there, so I guess that was cool. Cold day. Had to get gas as well and got rockstar at the same time. Only drank one of the two though. Not really feeling the caffine boost anymore. Have been spitting mad game to women this year. Maybe just a way to cover up depression. Or the fact that I am not getting any younger and need to establish a future family. I am living in the past. Yea sure I avoided a lot of relationship crap, but it still has me left behind. Need to finish Mike job. Basically just trimming the tree in the corner and sweeping the parking lot, then meeting at 830 to see what else is left. Really thinking about not drinking any more of those edrinks. I did eat alot of food yesterday and smoked alot so that is the life that I need to keep. Either smoke or stay sober. 

1. Introdution    Amazing work from home Taking Inbound Calls from your laptop.

2. Benefits Block Imagine being able to work when you desire and be able to still earn a check on a weekly basis. You can calmly climb out of bed and log right into your systems and being working right away. You do not have to fight traffic, or worry about being late for work.

3. General Terms Cure for Problem I know how difficult it can be to find the right opportunity, especially online where there are hundreds to thousands of choices to choose from. It can be hard to trust the right system, and to assure that the time put in is well worth it.

4. Introduce Product and describe it in general terms What I have is a course that will show you how to start taking inbound calls from home and turning those calls into income. You have the choice of what industry you would work in, however no one is telling you do reach deadlines. You are not only helping the community but also other families and households. You will be shown my very system, that has kept me working from home for the past 12 years. This system has given me not only a guarantee positions for life, but also has created freedom to live outside of a program that has mainly been set up for everyone.

5. Detail on Benefits - When you aquire this amazing system, you will have the option to work day, nights, holidays, weekends, for two hours, 8 hours, 24 hours straight. You can can take the day off, or the week off. You decide when you want to work, and how much you want to earn. You can earn on a weekly basis, or even daily if your system is set up a certain way. You can climb right of bed at your desired time to wake, and log right into your systems, and begin working. Never again have to fight traffic lights, law enforcement in traffic, insurance, registration, emissions, car repairs, public transportation, taxi, ubers, lyfts, etc. You can stay home in the comfort of your sanctuary and start working on your dream. Start building today, and have something rock solid to rely on in the future.

6. Ask for 1st sale, give deadline date, and reason for deadline. For only $149 I will show you, step by step how you can start earning a paycheck from home today. I am offering this course as a one time investment, and will be increasing the price by Thursday January 28th 2021. The reason for the price increase, is the value within will show you how to earn thousands of dollars from home for the rest of your life. I have charged over $997 for this course in the past, and will be increasing close to that price on Thurdays this week, so GRAB it while you can. I have helped over 10 people with this amazing system that you will aquire right after your one time investment of $149.

7. Provide  a Guarantee   I guarantee that you will be shown some of the most advanced steps to this system in a simple fashion so that you can start earning immediately, also backed by our support team.

8. Provide a Bonus I will provide you with a BONUS Audio "S. Columbus" that will advance your mindeset within 20 minuets on a speech that I give at seminars and events. You will get this emailed to you free as a BONUS with your purchase.

9. Ask for the sale again for the second time. Make it clear that they should buy now, and if they don't they are dumb for doing so. So I ask again, that you invest in yourself today, so that you can rely on yourself in the future. So that you know how to earn over and over again with this amazing system that I have used for the past 12 years to layer my pockets and bank account with wealth. The very techniques that brought you here today, is power within. You can have the same power to leverage the Internet and start earning from home by taking inbound phone calls. Do not wait, while other folks gain this technique. DO NOT get left behind. It is only $149, one time payment. It's not like you have to keep paying every month like a phone bill. It literally shows you how to turn your phone bill into a paying asset. No longer will your phone bill, be a "bill". It's a no brainer to invest today. I am sure you have spent $149 on other stuff that may have been a regretful mistake. Don't let the regret, be not investing. 

10. Post script of the product more information and how it's so beneficial, could loop to other formulas like the JB pain and action threshold loop close. Out of the thousands of courses that are available, most are basic and similar to others. None, show you the advanced techniques on how to start earning from home with a system that selects Inbound calls as the activity. Many have to work in places like a call center, or reception desk to be in similar position. Further more they have to do it from someone elses office and not their own. They are not valued as a true asset to the company. Within your own entity, you can feel a sense of pride and accomplishment, with what you have discovered and applied.

11. Closure. You will find that when using this as others have that it's a great investment well worth the time and effort to include within etc.  In time you will find, that the more you know how to do, the better those skills will serve you in life. The more you invest in the right moves, the more you will advance. The more you understand that the same old folks are not going to take you to your dreams. You will find, as I have that online systems can take you to greater heights. Something a simple as a lesson can change your whole perspective on life. Don't belive me, invest in yourself today with this support system.

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1/26/2021

Today woke up to snow. Everyone is taking videos of the weather since it's so rare in Tucson. Three females on social media now have boyfriends. Two recently and the other one has a baby already. Blocked instantly. Pre regret of x for y when really chose w and got z. Makes me feel like women do not know how to pick the right people. I am single because of this. No one knows how to choose. So I must dissolve it. I do not want to come out of my room because I have to walk past so much crap. People, camps, this is not a home, this is a circus motel. Spent all day indoors yesterday and most of the morning just to go out and have to share the mushy yard with one of the dudes who is on the phone talking to someone saying that he's trying to get his life back together. Really not what I am trying to hear, when it's cold and I just want my dog to take a piss.

Friends no longer check up.

Internet doesnt work

These times are almost over, just a day in the moment. Like a picture frame.

Need people to build, but need the right people. Do not want to waste time.

Doing a structure of people in the house

Allen Home owner - Has had many people in his home, city on his ass for adding additions which is smart but not that legal. Could be shut down and I am back to square one.

Albert Since August 2020 - Works landscaping and marketing. Needs a place to stay while credit builds. Came from the streets. Apartment. Lots of hate and hurt from the past, but strong mind to stay fuck it all.

Freeda Caitlin - Since Dec 1    - She brought Jason who has been in the way parked his car where I wanted to park trailer, argument, wanting to sell me, learned to stay away from these cons. Had cops called. Had to lie for them. Freeda always fighting. Not cool. Why are they here. Daughter is cool, but the other activity has prevented me from hanging with her.

Jason since Dec 15th Here for new years. Hated on my anti social and blank face expression

Justin since like Jan 15th or so.  - Why is he here. Possible convict on the run. Quiet demeanor of lay low don't start nothing dont want to go back.

Hammer head drill missing, Husky axe missing, they moved alot of my stuff twice, so not sure where alot of it is.

They constantly try to do business with me, when they are drunk party and admitted to being all kinds of mental. Con saying he's smart. Revealed prison stories. Was caught because of a cigarette butt that he left at a scene. Total of 12 years in prison.

Front door closed off

back door closed off

Poverty arguments

Hiding in my room because I don't want to face the madness. It's not like there is only one of them. There are like 4 of them. A team of four, and I am on my lonesome. Before it was Marcos and his own problems. One person with problems. This is a team of four. All hostile. 

Before there was stuff being done. Accomplishments, amazing things happening. Now it's just party house, fight, possible cops, neighbor ptsd kick in, etc. Welcome to Loserville. It has brought down production, monkey see monkey do mentality.

I know myself too well

Monkey see monkey do

lie cheat steal - no but I know how.

Anger

Sexual desire

Ego

Alpha

Hate being left out - not missing anything

Too content

sometimes just dont care

poor choice in friends

lack of exersise

Police Inferiority Complex

stay away from bullshit, can sense peoples bullshit

why do that and lose when I can do something else and win

I complain to much without making progress

Wait for outcomes too long and miss out on other events

Same tasks holding me back from newer better more rewarding tasks.

Easily influential, or difficult to get through.

Okay 6 people using the utilities, not paying rent on time, causes the landlord to be late and endure penelty. Probably what is happening here.

I type it out as an evaluation of the whole situation.

One of my skills o evaluating is to cover all the bases. Make sure I know what I am dealing with and figure out how I am going to work through it. I will always find a way no matter what.

Find peopes speciallty and that's most likly what they are doing. Habits. Skills they do well.

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Narsasists

Do not look back on failed relationships. Create a new life. New beiefs, new values, new habits. Project the good out in the world with each phone call. Feel like you are putting good in the world on each call. Do not feel scared. Ever. You are showing people the good. Let them get hooked on the good. New relationships, to where the old people do not get a reply. They are no longer important. What is important is what I am doing in my life. Their time came and went and I am no longer here for them. My time has been given to someone else. All women I reached for, sorry your time came and went. I am in the lead. I am on top. I am ahead of the game. I am calm and relaxed. Food is good. God is good. People around me I can tell are not good, but noticing is good. Do not engage. Block all channels of contact. People from the past. Detox the toxic. The fight is like drug addiction. Emotional drug addiction. Uhhh. Don't let them apologize. They know they fucked up. Do not let them deliver messages through other people. Do not let others heal their subconscience. They dug themselves deep and there is no healing from that shit. I need to become my own love. Stop reaching out to others just win alone. It's etched in a rap. Narc may have a tragedy or sympathy. I've been spun into overdrive trying to figure this shit out. Straight abuse. This is why I don't fuck with people. Must protect ones self from this type of behavior. They will do stuff to get your attention. It's an attack to punish you for not appeasing themselves. Do not give them power. We are the supply and source. Added bonus of being the dumpster for them to offload wounds. If they know you fight back you are a target for that tactic. Attach to healthy resources and people. Smeer their behavior. Just be authentic. Walk the straight line and the truth will do the rest. Heal the triggers within me. I feel bad for the new suppy that the Narc will attack. Laurie. She has Shawn Rashad people at work all the new people that attach to her livly behavior. They are all victims. Run while you have the chance. Do not self medicated with a bad choice like new relationship or sex, do not contact the new supply, do not become depressed. Self partner with every trigger to the trauma.

List of what needs to be done landscaping current

Trailer park bed matress then Feb Quarterly

Bjs 2 locations

Warren

Susan haul pile and get ladder

Mike lot tree in corner see estimate

Erik job

post for workers waste the $5 see who is out there every job is an opportunity for them to shine.

Brush and bulk phx and tuc

annuals

fliers on jobs every spot I go to hire flier person

Anytime I cruise Allens car or another persons car I can do a basic yard clean up job. Marketing transportation. Search and recruit. Drive for dollars. Run minor errands. Avoid legal trouble with vehicle. Give others rides. Dog transport. Estimates. Transport tools. Utilze stream of income for Investor. Applications.

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1/27/2021

Bisbee breakfast club

Baja Cafe

Cup Cafe

Prep and Pastry 

Viv's Cafe

Blue Willow

Roberts 3301 E. Grant Rd. 85716

Gaini Cafe

KG's

Snooze

Happy Rooster

Jethros

Poco and Moms

Sonoran Brunch Company

Bread and Butter

Teaspoon

Bobos

Joes Pankcake house

El Chinito Gordo

Cozy Corner Cafe

Jerry Bobs

Eclectic Cafe

Le Buzz

Crying Onion Cafe 3684 W. Orange Grove

Millies in Trail Dust Town

Brawleys

Protein Spot

The Egg Connection

Tumerico Tumerico

La Chaiteria

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1. Post on FB groups recommending something like a great place for breakfast. 2. Make list of recommeded places 3. Gather contact information for those places 4. Have someone mention we did a campaign on recommendations from the public on facebook and are looking to reach out and see what we can't help them with marketing at an affordable and reasonable rate. Can also call my self but no compay growth only personal fiancial growth which is still good. Close deal after deal and use the work as part of the marketing as well.

Converted wav beats to mp3 and sent to t dogg. Was gonna be like the file is too large, but I found a way to make it work.

Mike job, Arleen, BJs, Warren, Erik, Jose, susan branches, trailer park matress, and feb annual,

annuals, brush and bulk

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1/28/2021

1. Introdution   Earn $1000 a week cleaning residential properties in your area.

2. Benefits Block Imagine being able to work the schedule that you design. Never again will you have to suck up to a douche bag boss. Always have a say in what you are paid. Work ethic and occupational growth as well as establishing yourself as a person of interest to the community.

3. General Terms Cure for Problem I know how difficult it can be to start your own residential property preservation or landscaping service, so I wanted to offer a helping hand with my 12 years of experience. I promised purchasers, that I would show them the very system that I use day in and day out to earn thousands of dollars per week with just a few hours per day dedicated towards my cause. 

4. Introduce Product and describe it in general terms What I have a quick and to the point mini course that is going to show you step by step how to start producting income from your very own created service of property preservtion and landscaping clean ups or residential properties. You will be shows though digital resources  a demonstation of where to market your business, how to write your ads, what to say during consulations, how to hire and pay helpers, how to complete jobs professionally, and much much more. 

5. Detail on Benefits You will be in position to set your own schedule, and start working it as you please. Mostly 3-6 hours per days, performing simple tasks such as picking up piles of leaves and placing in bags, posting ads and answering calls, and depositing checks and cash at the bank. You do not have to suck up to a boss that does not care about you, or anything that interests you, or anything that you aspire to be. They only care about you showing up on time and performing the work that needs to be done, so they can look good to their superiors. You will always determine how much you are paid per job. This is where you can set a minimum rate, and only accept jobs that are willing to pay you what you wish to be paid. You can set up a system that charges more for less work performed that can be mastered and duplicated over and over again. Doing such work will allow you to see the inside and outside foundations of the service that you are offering both good and bad, that will ultimately make you a better business person overall. As so, the community will recognize your ability to take on all lessons of life, and estalish you as a popular person of interest in which they go to, in order to keep their property maintainted.

6. Ask for 1st sale, give deadline date, and reason for deadline. For a one time low cost pay ment of $19.95, I am going to give you instant access to my introduction platform of the course, that is going to show you step one of your middle man managmement project. This is a one time payment that will be going up on Saturday January 30th, to around $397 because of the value that it witholds. A person can invest, and start charging hundreds to thousands of dollars with the strategies that are provided within the course.

7. Provide  a Guarantee I guarantee, that once you obtain this course, you will be shown some of the best strategies to building an online source of income with property preservation.

8. Provide a Bonus I will provide you with a bonus of ad material for your marketing and before and after photos, so that you can get started right away.

9. Ask for the sale again for the second time. Make it clear that they should buy now, and if they don't they are dumb for doing so.   So again, invest $19.95 today while the cost is low. The cost is going up hundreds of dollars, and will teach you how to earn thousands of dollars with a simple, easy to follow, step by step system. The digital course is so easy to follow that you can get started right away. Right after purchase, you will be taken instantly to this mini course that will show you everthing that you need to know. I will even throw in a second bonus for you and discount it another $5, so that you can invest that $5 on your first ad copy, that's how much I want you to WIN with this amazing mini course. It's a no brainer. I am sure you have spent more on a large pizza with extra toppings. Invest today, and watch your skills earn income for you, for life.

The course is an amazing feature of the 21st century. It has been designed to show anybody with the desire to provide for their community and earn at the same time, a blue print to follow to ensure their success. This is also a great opportunity to attach with the author, as some of your business questions can be answered as quick as sending an email or placing a text message. You are shown a high demand opportunity that allows you to become willful in performing for the unwilling and turning it into cold hard cash or checks. With this low cost investment system, you are shown strategies that will pay your for eternity. These skills can be passed on from generation to generation, along with the foundation that you build behind it. I remember when I was a young man, looking to earn some extra income, I would turn to the community and ask for the opportunity to clean their yard. When I was granted the opportuntiy, it opened up door ways for me. I was now able to earn for life, and that I have. To this day I earn income from the teachings that are hidden within the caverns of this course. I have shared it with many, as you can too. All you need to do is learn these awesome strategies, to where you can apply them, and teach them to others.

11. Closure. You will find that when using this as others have that it's a great investment well worth the time and effort to include within etc. 

In time, you will find that the Internet has alot to offer. When you can combine, the leverage of an ad, with an amazing service, it can equal big dollars. Especially when you line up the right person who is requsting what you have to offer. You can go great distances, with your new ablities to assist others, manage more free time, earn more income, spend time with family and friends, focus on other aspirations in life, open up job oppotunity, invest in assest that really matter for financial growth, start playing money as a game and not a burden. It makes sense to let go of $15 and start earning thousands. Right? I think so. Come invest with me today, and grab this amazing course, because it's not going to be around for ever.

My Redirect Course Paypal Online Formula with Sales Copy Elements for the Win.

First you have to have the course recorded, then the ad copy, then upload to youtube for video hosting site that can provide you link for redirect. then the paypal button with redirect to the course when bought or some other site when not bought. Then place ad copy on website with pay pal button in approprite place step 6 and 9 of your ad copy. See admin for ad copy steps. Or refer to the manual. No manual? Purchase one today and start winning in ad copy and this course as well. Place ad with breif perks like a banner ad almost just typed out on CL services lesson section and pay $5 to assure that it will not get flagged. Use CL link and post in Classified ads. Classified ad word, saying my friend came across this ad and started earning the first few days and just wanted to share it out. They may click through 2 pages and then buy. Cl click through 1 page. Direct to the sales copy, click through 0 pages. Maybe a fill out your details for instant navigation to this ad copy. Or pay $.05 cents for the redirect to the sales ad copy, where they pay again, for the redirect to the youtube video.

Task list

Job is to change deadline dates on website and keep marketing promoted.

Add Sales Videos Describing the product.

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Four Time Worth Money Formula

Best over first 12  ----- $80,000 every 6 months that  Divided by  Basically formula is original number times 4. The number that was 

$80,000 / 12 $6,666 per month x 2

$80,000 / 6 $13,333 per month x 2 $26,666  Better

$26,666 per month x 12 months Yes = $320,000 per client per year.

3-4 big clients year to hit first Million dollars.

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1/29/2021

Going to start making calls and doing my maintenance. Eric job starting to weigh on me  need to call in reinforcements. The cost is at $650 total to earn and I need someone who can do electrical work as well. Arleen maintenance cruise neighborhood and see if there is any brush and bulk. Dispensary. Maybe submit email for Pima Position. Blow area, and rake area, minor weeds, and trash patrol.

Need more recording equipment.

I feel like I have been damaged so much by people that it has affected my ability to give. I am always hesitant when wanting to help someone. Sometimes not even wanting to help people saying fuck people. People give to me and I fail to give back to them. Customers landlord, people smoking me out. Yes I have fell into an anti social category and now I am loving myself more than ever. I can win alone. I can win with a team but someone in the team always jams it up. It's like if I were ever to do a big crime, go alone so there are no lose ends. Do not work with others because then you have to kill them to keep them from talking, or forever be haunted by the what if. Anyway, not criminal but goes to show that it is better to win alone then with a team. Easier to win with the team, but in the extra work and just win alone. That is the way that I prefer it.

Social contageon the surronding people. Bad behavior leads to growth in social clusters.

Need to be around other real estate folks doing transactions

More winners

More solar guys

more people who are supportive and can honor their support

everything exerts an affect. Be careful who is in your social circle.

So many bad influence.

Smaller prefortal cortex with poor and bad habits. They cannot make proper decisions.

High performance is about the long game.

Have the right belief and strategy. Just believe and you shall acheive.

You can improve with effort.

It's about how you think. Mind memory mood reactions and performance. No one is shackeled to their past or environment. Tremendous personal control. People think they can't win without the ideal peer group. Wrong. You can win alone. Just believe. More strategic as high performance.

Tear down relationships or build them. The time involved. I want to help people, but they always show me how they suck. It's kind of difficult to build around these people. I know it sounds like an excuse, but fuck it's so true.

Add one more awesome friend. One person that brings out the best in you.

Volunteer - Spirited positive people. Be around givers for your own personal benefit. Higher levels of education.

Staff of  non profits are the richest people. The ones who organize it. 

Play sports. Competative situations.

Seek mentorship - Alot of my good mentors in life have moved on.

Manny Maldonado needs Google Search for his realtor website

Fred needs to sell property on S. Park

I emailed about the Pima college position. Still Interested. I should at least give it a year. It's hard to get a job because back in 2009 when I was applying everywhere nobody was hiring. I was forced to work off grid. So over the past 12 years I have been mainly focused on sales and business building. Enjoying freedom and hating on people who have to work somewhere. Although they just show up and put in the work. There is no shame in a job. It does not have to be forever. There is such thing as putting in your two weeks notice and still being in good standing.

Environment here sucks. Could help one good friend. Most people show me signs to not fuck with them. They have me seriously internally like fuck that.

Yes finally got some wax. 

So here is my opinion on that shit. It sucks major donkey dick because you have to wait in a long ass line. Then you have to let medical card holders go ahead of you. As they take 5 at a time, I can't help but feel set back as the two lines form. Each new medical person, means one more extra person that I have to wait for. Either way I am happy that I got my wax. However tax made it more than $21? medical gets cheaper. So does street value. I had to pull money out of the ATM or come home short handed. I just got two grams instead. Not too bad to make conversation in line though. Could recruit easy.

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1/30/2021

Today was a successful day. I drank the two redbulls and drove there in my truck. Then I decided it would be too risky and stressful to drive my truck, so I utilized Alans car. Had 4 Stuffed bags from Jose property and did two marketing before and after videos and uploaded it to Facebook. I deposited the check and at the same time discarded the bags in a near by dumpster. I pulled $100 for some top shelf and got that for Allen, and basically $100 towards feb rent. I don't need the $100 back. Since I am going to continue doing business. Maybe that is a hook. Have him invest in me more so he doesn't run. Especially with all this house hold drama going on.

I don't have time to kick it I have $450 to get $250 to get $180 to get $200 to get and then $600 to get. Haul a load market and get more jobs. Take it slow and enjoy the work. It's the busy spring season. Utilizing quality help can come in handy as well. Will start a new document tomorrow. Going to start a new one on the last day of the month to get a jump start on the game. This would be a good way to establish a habit of getting things done ahead of time. I used to do this when I was in middle school history class. Just start doing the assignements ahead of and relax in class. Lol. School was awesome, because I would always find an genious way to make it by. Socially, curiculum, etc. Even games, it's easy to figure out the algorithm. Peoples patterns of behavior. It's like you want to know what that person is doing? Just think about what they have always done, and what their interests are.

The fact that I have been making sales for years has me wondering do I want to do this forever? I could just clock in somewhere else and still manage a few sales from the side. I could always just save the money from the regular job and in a few years I will have about $100K. Of course still working strategies, but I need a break. Also a chill job. Something that I can enjoy and know that I am making a difference in peoples lives. Something more than food, or customer service sales. Something that I can build a brand new skill set on, and get paid. 

Sun reflective vidiography

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Just put in some studio work with T Dogg. Sipped some fireballs and a  coors also taking tokes of wax and cart. Feeling good. probably gonna pass da fuck out. Need to get some food.

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1/31/2021

Today I am going to start with Mike commercial property. Need to get paint sample. As I buy the paint I will get mop and bucket or at least price it out. Need to do floors. Deliver paint buckets to Glenn property, net the 4 vents in the back, make light on roof verticle, check for oil on roof take pictures if stained or leaking, clean roof with blower, fix commericial lock, fix fence, remove palm tree, trim trees in back, weed eat grass, blow parking lot, there was something else with the sign when he called me on Friday night. Paint the bathroom.

1 gallon gloss.

Need to also do Warrens when I pick up Chrissy, Bjs trash and weeds by the road.

Got the paint

Need mop and bucket solution

sprayer, was thinking I could use sprayer with solution and scrub brushes towels to mop it up

tarp for painting'

roller and paint tray

ladder to get on the roof

pole saw for tree trimming and weed eating

palm tree removal shovel and sledge like last time, need pick or axe replace all. Damn marteen and tweekers that live at Allens. All you fuckers.

Fix fence using sledge hammer and some plyers.

Need screw driver or drill more likly drill for commercial lock.

netting how to attach?

Haul paint to glenn location.

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2/1/2021

Sipping some redbull to start the day. Already showered, and boots are cleaned. Going to do the landscaping mike property move tarp to painting room. Get sprayer disinfectant, mop, paper towels. Can probably get all this at a walmart. Need a pick axe for palm tree, ladder to get on the roof.

Eric Property

Haul Susan Branches.

Shane

Just did a post for new workers. I remember when I did this two years ago and met hawaii boy. He was the type of person that would act like he was working harder than you, than make some remark about how you are working crappy. He said that the scraper work was shit beacasue I had a few that were left behind. Dude eat dick. He also cost me a couple of bikes, and a couple of clients. Always thinking he was better than everyone. Had his own cards, and acted like he went out and did fliers. Yea sure.  As all these other punks, they never bring me on their job sites.

I need $84k per month. What is the break down formula?  For a million

Most people's 3 year income in one month. Speeding up the ball. Claiming back your time

lots of time. We all know that life is limited. Now lets not go there. That is doom and gloom.

Level up by 50% what kind of value am I adding?

336k per month is the level up factor

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2/2/2021

I am still on the commercial property for Mike. I realize that I suck at cleaning floors but I am going to give it a second go.

Need to do Erics yard. Waiting on two payments. 

Shane property tomorrow and hauling his Moms braches that we left.

I met a girl Tia yesterday at Walgreens while getting my mom a cart from Steady. She kind of just walked up bags and all and collapsed on the sidewalk. I could tell she was hurting and we were kind of just looking at each other through the windsheild. Long story short. She came home with me, and she is sleeping. Thats what all the girls do. Come home with me and just sleep. They usually bang me that night or the next morning and all is good. Has me realizing that pussy is not everything. I need to help these people out on a more moral factor. Help them with housing. Help them with a job. Help them get their gears realigned. Quick grab that level up formula.

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Four Time Worth Money Formula Level up and the Why Factor

Best over first 12  ----- $80,000 every 6 months that  Divided by  Basically formula is original number times 4. The number that was 

$80,000 / 12 $6,666 per month x 2

$80,000 / 6 $13,333 per month x 2 $26,666  Better

$26,666 per month x 12 months Yes = $320,000 per client per year.

3-4 big clients year to hit first Million dollars.

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I am good at match making people with what they need. 

I am good at vouching for others by explaining their situation to a potential helper and making the results happen.

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Allen threw out fliers I think. Open opportunity to make new ones and grab new leads off the bulliten board. Also call the last list from September. WTF. Holidays get in the way. Second month in the new season. Where you at?

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2/3/2021

Time is ticking and I have jobs piling up. Did Glenn circle K quick clean up and postponed on Shane for later this afternoon. Need to call those leads and see who wants to work. Could have someone assist with Shanes and get pile at the same time. Or Pile then Eriks tomorrow. I have to go out to Eriks even if it's alone, but I want to show up with a team.

1/27/2021 Called 

2/3/2021

Manny Maldonado

No city website backed

No Keywords looking for a realtor in the Tucson Metropolitan area

No Pictures with Keyword name tags

No hyper link keyword backlink

No Google Map

No questions asked through out content?

No integrated video keywords

No faq page ?S can integrate keywords there.

Google my business listing

mannysellstucsonrealestate.com home smart advantage group  mannysellsrealestate@yahoo.com 50-449-2881

No url submit to search engines

No blogger content, rich with google since blogger is google

No lead capture page

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Gonna do Shanes around 3 p.m. and then maybe a ittle work at 29th.

Need a nap. Kind of tired from the past few days. Plus the dislit has me lit.

Erik $450 + Lights $200

Shane $100

Mike $250

Bjs $200

Trailer Park $600  30

Arleen $0

Susan Branches $0

Mr. Henderson $150

Warren $180

Ivan $100

Have real estate ad out Tucson

Loan ad NJ

Dallas Course Ad

Miami Course Ad

Labor gigs Ad invest in workers

Farm and Garden Ad Tucson

Moving Conelious Ad Tucson Labor

Commerical Cleaning Small Business Tucson

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2/4/2021

Hitting Eric job in the morning. Need to recruit or just go alone. Going to get a sac or Allen and get my 3 gs out of it. Dank is more expensive now. Like $60 an 8th at the dispensary plus the tax. So I know the value there. Plus I have to stop spending personal funds on this shit. Keep the investments rolling. Going to aim for Pima College position. Keep my landscaping going but need to take a break for entrepreneurship. It has been a fun 12 year ride. Feb 2nd or so 2009 I got in the game and haven't looked back. Been through so many ups and downs. 

Challenge

No energy

Eat more food

accomlish more jobs no more laziness

No alchohol been falling back into bad habits

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2/5/2021

Glenn garry Alec Baldwin Speech, Boiler Room Ben Afflack speach. Vin Disel Close the deal.

I need to have this mentality. ABC, AIDA. Do this for other companies

Pray drive, Helping others by vouching for them, connecting like minded people, creating a sense of relief for those who are stressed about a situation.

Working Finance Strat Looking for that one big sale master and duplicate

Working Markting Strats

Brush n bulk Annuals

Police Department positions to free me from entrepreneurship. Add to resume for future.

Spend more time with Dog

Relax, sleep, eat, focus on meaningful relationships, one thing at a time. Zen life. Be happy that you get the chance to do someething.

Talk to Manny Maldanado about his website and SEO

Contact Fred about the 4 plex property

Call Copy place leads

Find fliers Make new fliers get new copy place leads

Leads from facebook restaraunt list and get info and call them and close deal for marketing.

Try not to fall into bad habits from the past.

Self deception is to stay busy. Work life balance. Never seeks or claims it to be impossible.

Research skills are high.

Alot of information of value is the same. It's how us humans use it to put us in a better position.

Do not confuse quality life style with quantity.

Do not balance hours. Balance happiness and progress.

One area of life became more intense important and time consuming. Life out of balance.

Keep an eye on the major life arenas. What are we after at the major areas of our life.

Health, family, friends, intimate relationship, mission work, finance, adventure, hobby, spirituality, and emotion. The 10 Arenas

It's about the Harmony you feel. Mental distress from working too much. 

I feel so out of balance with work that I don't feel meaning ful or engaging. Fried and burned out is I. Super out of balance. One life outbalance scorches another.

Release tension. Eat better. 

Take a break. There is virtue in work and there is virtue in rest. Overlook neither. Alan Cohen.??

Claim your vacation time. Give yourself breaks throughout the day.

My positive habits

Podcast, audios, work, savings, invest, business, empathy. 

Take a mental break every 45min-1 hour. 60 second transition meditaion. Close eyes, set mantra, release. Who needs me on my A game the most? Do not check email. 

Just email Guillermo to sign contract 2021, get paid for work and mattress removal.

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Savings Game. Get in debt to self and continue making sales scrape 10%, make that big sale.

Never borrow from savings. If do, make move that pays. Pay back original savings and form a second savings seed with a percentage of those profits. Could put all profits in as a start and from that point on 10% for any borrowed income from original savings seed.

Use small dollars in wallet to grow seed.

Use small seed investments to grow.

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Four Time Worth Money Formula Level up and the Why Factor

Best over first 12  ----- $80,000 every 6 months that  Divided by  Basically formula is original number times 4. The number that was 

$80,000 / 12 $6,666 per month x 2

$80,000 / 6 $13,333 per month x 2 $26,666  Better

$26,666 per month x 12 months Yes = $320,000 per client per year.

3-4 big clients year to hit first Million dollars.

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Monitizing on Available Opportunities

Landscaping

Marketing

Wholesale

Punch the Clock

Free Flips

Sell HTML Formula leads to business opp already producing. They pay once, earn future residuals and I remain C.E.O. on the top that gets paid nothing or like 5%

Money games for savings and finance.

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Refer to psychology methods to keep on track as a quality human. 

Calmness, health, learning, food, rest, subconscience, tricking the mind, influence on people, stay away from negative mindsets.

GET OVER FEAR. I have so much fear of calling, setting up the job, failing the job, having to deal with people and then giving up. fear fear fear. Need to escape it immensly. Just dive right in. Start with the first call. Don't be afraid of the ripple effect that it will create. Dont feel like time will be wasted. Don't be afraid to grow that bank account. This is what needed to be done a long time ago. Did step in with Linda Sanders sale June of 2018. 3 years ago. Got jammed up by Vivint and a few other opps that just got in the damn way. I dabble in too much.

IT'S ALL  A SYSTEM THAT CYCLES BACK INTO ITSELF.

How am I currently feeling. Thinking about failed relationships. Women men. They all used me and cut me off at one point. I cut them off and here I am all alone. I win but win alone. Not so fun when you do it alone. Not so fun when you help people out and they help themselves to your kindness.

Need smoke and food. Stay chill.

I'm feeling bad because I don't eat.  All I do is smoke and sleep and not go to work. Work piling up and failed relationships with people. The hump of fear, and my finance game closing in on me.

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Need to get .5 led, sharpen knife, wireless mouse.

New laptop or figure out why my cd reader does not work.

Get food. Tacos, cheese crackers, steak, chicken, tuna helper, fruits, vegetables, kfc, mexican food, hot dogs, wings, burgers like Inn and out, olive garden, dennys, 

How to bring in night money with the car?

Igognito fliers for jobs

prospect people

give rides

sell stuff

free stuff dontions and sell

drive for dollars

see Fred property call Manny about Google and have a conversation. Just have the fucking conversation with people. Help them solve a problem. Be genuine and honest about who you are.

Check with Luis about the job that he needed done.

Get work out gear and make the gym a part of the day. No heavy hitter work outs, just trying to get cut and the blood flowing at the start of the day. Maybe take a better shower than the one at home that is shared with 5 other people.

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Demo Hula ho on Youtube. Offer Hula ho Product and Course for cost of $459. Start your own yard clean up service. How to remove the weeds flush with the ground.

Reddit talk to text on phone and do a screen recording. Upload to YouTube.

Master Leasing system

Home Automation Website  Affiliate links

Marketing product, large audience launcher, we all share profit from those results.

Outbound phone calls about marketing on the Internet giving them an Internet presents.

Gigs at clubs on the weekends.

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2/6/2021  Today is the launch of the new marketing services. We are going full force value in the direction of those who want to discover the system. In return we shall be open to other opportunities.

Valentines day sales. People spending money and showing off on social media.

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So today has marked 4 days since I've done a job. No doubt am I burned out. One week since I did a job that paid. So today I took a nap to recharge. Come to find out Alan swapped rooms so that he can earn an extra $150. I understand I am under his house but that puts those roomates closer to me. Now I have to hear the music, hear the talking, hear the sex, etc. No cool really sucks. Their vibe sucks. Not motivating at all. I feel like I am walking on eggs shells around annoying individuals. Yikes. My jobs are weighing me down once again. When all I am trying to do is relax and earn. Work that finance system.

I need to fall in love with calling the list. Be do have. Be a marketer, do what a marketer does, and then have the things a marketer gets when they markaset

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2/7/2021

Superbowl sunday and already did Shanes yard.  Utilized Alan car to keep legal and stress free. Picked up a Reggie sac from Rage. Had to retrieve the shovel and hula ho from last nights desert dump drunk. Stupid. Ha ha ha. Then this morning went back and noticed the loppers as well as the gas can. I am not sure where my rake went. I had to use Alans rake. Mine might be at the Glenn and Stone property. Also noticed that the sign for sale is in the works. I was a part of that clean up. Popped a couple of beneadryl and then took a nap. Woke up to do some grilling for Superbowel. I did a total of 7 burgers with some spare meat left over. I had a redbull and a blunt before hand as well. I gave away the blunt to Justin because he was asking Allen for weed and Allen said he had none and here I come by with a blunt. I took a few puffs again and just told him to take it. They all probably think I hate them, which in a way I do, but it's not them. Just the persona that they play. We are all humans and I am very empethtic when it comes to placing myself in their shoes. I would not have been able to pull it off without Allen in the mix buying the food with his foodstamps. Cause I would never spend extra money just so people can eat. Unless I started making more then sure, but until then I have to just work as a team with others. I gave the drone back to Jason, and will most likly get my own drone, or use someone elses. I dont mind using other peoples tools of the trade. It's what makes the world go round and round.

What are my 5 best moves?

What are my mentors 5 best moves?

Finish writing a good book.

Publisher 

Email list

10 friends to help promote

Videos and blogs with BONUS. Create email sequence. 60 days.

Every goal you have figure out the 5 moves. Don't know, then you lose.

Deep work on the five moves.

Think about how much you are leaving on the table. Everyday. More focused execution. Always be thinking about the next steps.

Get insanley good at key skills.

Intrinsic Value LLC

High Performance Homes LLC

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2/8/2020

Revam rhymes don't need yall. 

I'm extra existience to shock your decision I rock your perscription it's false intentions that blocks it's resistance, I'm lost in dimensions, so hot it'll blister, your palm if you grip it, your hand might as well fall off of it's mittens

Gonna finish the mopping and painting today, probably also the landscaping. Well see what happens.

Not going to drink the second redbull, but I am going to smoke another reggie blunt. LOL. 

Gonna make a greatest offer for $.99 and see who pays it and gets redirected to the opportunity, and receive higher converstions because they already paid. I wrote about this is thoughts 4.

Influence shape how we think, challenge us, and serve as role models. Charater how they interact with others and the challenges that they overcame.

Steady sac, Estimate for land clearing, maybe drop off chrissy, relax, make some moves, get over fear of the call, lets talk to some people like we are a smart, who has time on his hands who wants to channel it to assisting them with building there business.

Ended up getting faded with rage last nigt 7 beers. FML why did I do it? Trying to break this cycle of energy drinks and not eating. Anxiety. Yes the beer helped, but tapped into finance.

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2/9/2021

Erik $450

Mike $250

Bjs $200

Trailer Park $600

Jeff $2500

Arleen

Warren $180

Mr. Henderson $150

Haul Susan Branches 

Shane 

Trailer at Marteens 

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Auctionneering.

Im gonna do, I'm gonna do, I'm gonna do, 8 widiga 9 

2 in a half three in a half 5 now 10 give me 12 widg 13.5, do I hear 14, come on now, nowdiga 15. Give me a 15.5 do I hear 15.7, still 15, right there 15.5, come on 16, ah 16.5 

Lets go, now two on the left, give me a come one now, we need a little bit more, you wanna get back in we can do it/

Dollar bill now 1, Go 2, Give 3, How bout 4, Bid 5, 6 Here, Now 7, Bid 8 Give 9, 10,11,12 How bout an Aim on 13

Blaine Lotz

Bailey Balue

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2/12/2021

Today I worked day one with Ramon Flores and did Erik yard finally 44 days after the estimate. I guess rain and business got in the way. I took some photos put them on Facebook and text to Ramon. Let's see how well we can work this system. It's nice going on the solo missions but sharing is caring also. I showed him pictures of an easy job today so I might as well keep my work and bring him on. Even though I think I could do it alone. Need to find my fliers also. Not sure where the hell they disappeared to.

Remembering that high perfomers always want other people to do better, no matter how good they are.

Met a pool cleaner at Erics property and I think that I could tap into his business and work for him if I wanted to. He is 70 years old and has like 6 harleys he was saying. Big house so must be successful. 3 phds. He ran over the pre emergent though. How careless but I think it was because he was feeling good about giving me advice. Telling me that I should be selling people new equipment and basically upselling. 

I still need to rock brush and bulk in tucson and Phoenix

It's that underground money. That lazy cash, but today was not so lazy cash.

Though about Jose G, and he ended up calling me and touching base. Crazy how I just think of a person and they somehow get in touch with me. 

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2/13/2021

Sipping some redbull just had a Jimmy Deans have a job lined up. Working with Ramon. Gonna do a dump run and then hit the job. I will give him $80 max. Need to make income for other investments. Ended up paying $125 and the dump was $30. Easy to work with but I am not getting paid as much as I could be. He also has not brought me in on any of his projects. Just talked about the apartment complex bid that is open to anyone on Craigslist. Back to high performing habits. I want to speak with more business owners and share with them my knowledge of website, i marketing and everything else that I know.

Still trying to get some of that passive income rolling in. I need to ask more people. Share my story with more people. Get good at telling my story. Have courage. Take a chance and don't hold back for the nay sayers.

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2/14/2021

Auctionering

 So I'm gonna open it up here. How much or the microphone? Starting out. Would you bid $2.50? Let's go. I'm a $2.50, would I get $5 or it? $2.50 bid, would I get $5? Ima $5 bid, would I get $7.50 bid? Now, would I get $10? $7.50 Would you bid $8 or it,

Would you bid

there you go

Thats right

youre doing good

How to be better everybody get along, how to be better everyboddie body getta be bidder better there da bet 40 - How to be bidder butta bet 40 dollar long on me bid, me birday bidder botta barn ya buya, what ya say $35/ $35 gotta be better gotta bid $30 how to bid better $30 by pretty good, $30 bid, thank you boy/ Hey $30 dollar bid better dollar by $1 dollar, 1 dollar, 1 dollar, now gotta be better got $30 bid/ How bout, gotta be better, everybody $30 better have, for that better, be better, gonna have, gonna have, gotta be sold, you bought him/ $30 DOLLARS WELL PRIZED.

Bought the chain off John at Wholefoods, Warren yard, noticed ladder was not at Susans, maybe in the garage or gone.

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2/15/2021

Yesterday was going good until I started feeling isolated. The roomamtes in the house had food and did not offer any. Not that they have too, but come on now. As many times as I have fed them. Like twice now I think. Maybe three times. Not keeping track but come on now. The mom doesnt work anymore, so now just freeloading off boyfriend. Controling boyfriend. Had daughter in the house bangs boyfriend while daughter in the house. Daughter says get the fuck out to her boyfriend just like the mom. Very Toxic. Has me questioning these people. Daughter has a nice new car apparently. I think a Dodge Charger. Probably only the v6 engine. Nice car, but doesn't drive like a racecar. Anyway, Friday drama, and make up sex on Sunday. Typical American attributes to holidays. Had me feeling trapped, so I just went to sleep. Questioning life, and why am I here. Always falling back on my work to make myself feel good. I can't always fall back on the work. Allen willing to deal with the roomates because he is getting paid. My opportunity to rent rooms went out the door as soon as the bitch of a mom brought her fucked up ass boyfriend here. Not only that when they fight, he runs to some other whore. I saw them in frys parking lot. Not going to tell anyone though, because it's not my business or my drama.

Manny paid the 119 yesterday when I laid down. Brought me back to par, but feel like work needs to be displayed. I take risks, this is one of them. First time writing some content for a small business owner in a while. Last time was 2018 when I made Linda Sanders a webpage. Then she requested some documents and I couldn't deliver in time. She had someone else do it and that cut off our connection.

Need to prep invoice for Manny and get the work started

Sell like 10 more of these packages

Just put in the SBA loan for hopefully $10,000. Just have to wait for the email of approval. I really hope it goes through. I could really grow this business with that boost. Last application was denied, but probably because I had already received funds in June. They wanted my Gross so I referenced my statements from the bank log in website. Put all the info in, including the gross of the last SBA loan. That is probably what they are looking for. Will I claim the loan income. Yes and yes. They asked other Federal Related questions, like have I sold medical or recreational marijuana. Obviously Feds still don't like weed. My answer was no of course. Also want to make sure you are not owing child support, or being subject to prosecution. Basically keep your nose clean and you don't have to worry about these questions leading you to denial. Lol. 

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Need to do Mike property $250

China Guy $900 and $400

Mr. Henderson $150

Shane next Sunday $100

Bjs Like Now $200

Trailer Park $630

SBA loan $10000 21 days after 15th today somewhere first week of March

Arleen

Kory Clements estimate on Saturday at 5 p.m.

Kevin Friday

Luther 20th area Feb

Jeff Sonic Follow up $2500

Dino Next week

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MARKETING

Manny Maldanado Keyword terms - Land 10 more of these accounts

Trailer at Marteens not earning income just sitting there

Annuals ??

Brush and Bulky Fliers TUC PHX

ACCOUNT MANAGEMENT PHX

$5 Paypal to FB Course Training Tutorials

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No city website backed $9.97

No Keywords looking for a realtor in the Tucson Metropolitan area $19.97

No Pictures with Keyword name tags $19.97

No hyper link keyword backlink $9.97

No Google Map $9.97

No questions asked through out content? $9.97

No video $ TBD

No integrated video keywords TBD

No faq page ?S can integrate keywords there.

$9.97 

Google my business listing $19.97

No url submit to search engines $9.97

No blogger content, rich with google TBD

Total $119.73

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THIS EMAIL IS WHAT EARNED ME THE SALE. I CLOSED AT THE END . This was after they called me after seeing some marketing that made them say I need to contact this guy. 1/27/2021 was the call. I hesitated for at least a week before making contact. 2/9 with email one. then email 2 on 11th. Payment went through on the 14th three days later.

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#1 Hi Manny,

I have reviewed over your website a couple of times and have made a list of what I noticed

is missing. 

No city website backed

No Keywords looking for a realtor in the Tucson Metropolitan area

No Pictures with Keyword name tags

No hyper link keyword backlink

No Google Map

No questions asked through out content?

No integrated video keywords

No faq page ?S can integrate keywords there.

Google my business listing

No url submit to search engines

No blogger content, rich with google 

I can definitely write out some context that can integrate all of these features. I would just

need to know exactly what you would like to include if not all, and what kind of budget are you

working with today.

Let me know if you have any questions.

Thank you,

Albert Dutton

#2 Hi Manny,

I have added some rates to each feature. A video or blog would be estimated separately because it’s outside of content or words. At that point we are working with a creation product. 

1. No city website backed $9.97

Grab city website and integrate into first sentence of body content. Also Marana Sahuarita, etc

2. No Keywords looking for a realtor in the Tucson Metropolitan area $19.97

Are you looking for a realtor in the Tucson Metropolitan area? Who is the best realtor to choose in Tucson? The best place to find a realtor in the Tucson area is . 

Google Keyword tool use to connect other sentences.  Real Estate Services?

3. No Pictures with Keyword name tags $19.97

4. No hyper link keyword backlink $9.97

Realtor Service Tucson    http://mannysellstucson.com 

5. No Google Map $9.97

Add a Google Map html code. Search for this

6. No questions asked through out content? $9.97

Refer to second block here and add as many possible questions that are meaning ful.

No video $ TBD

No integrated video keywords TBD

7. No faq page ?S can integrate keywords there.

$9.97 

Common questions people have for realtors put keywords there what ever search tool recommends and what people would search for when in need of a realtor.

8. Google my business listing $19.97

Add address through Google Business Listing have it mailed to Manny the address that he provided.

9. No url submit to search engines $9.97

Submit to URL service Bing Yahoo and more

No blogger content, rich with google TBD

Total $119.73

The Video keywords go hand-in-hand with the video creation. So that will most likely be a combined rate as well as blogger content.

Let me know if you have any additional questions. 

If you would like to start, I’m not sure if you are familiar with Zelle, but you could submit the total through their. 

Just send to 

recipient 520-443-0607 or

albertdutton@gmail.com. 

Of if you prefer another payment method just let me know.

I can start typing content for you and email it over for you to edit into your website. 

Thank you very much.

Albert 

520-443-0607

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You don't talk about the dirt, the dirt is there for protection. You don't glamorize on the dirt. Keep the dark triad shit a secret, just like the number of your bank account.

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The course will show you a skillset that can be capitilized on for the remainder of your life. There are levels to the course, meaning, that you will learn how to earn on several different levels. Videos, copy and paste ad, facebook support, and much more. This course is designed to take very little money out of your pocket and show you how you can multiply it by 1000.

In time you will find that plugging into someone elses course, where they show you step by step how to make money, is one of the best investments that anyone as a human can do. No matter what the subject is. If the course is as low as $5 and is going to make you thousands, then you hit the nail right on the head. Why would you not want to do it. It's like seeing a hundred dollar bill on the ground and NOT picking it up.

Don't let the kids across the street get rich from this course, while you stay stuck complaining about COVID 19. Let's get this bread.

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You gottal look around you and think, are these the people that are going to bring me up? Will I hit a million with them? Are they trainable?

Laws against the evils

Unmotivated - feel grateful

observe others fails - help but keep safe yourself by not failing in the fallings.

Sexual vibes on women - override the sex vibe and help them with something they need. 

Anger - Realize not in control and channel it towards something costructive and gain control of self

Cant advance - Feel like you only have 6 months left on this earth and start winning.

Money - Play the sales game, financial doctor  bigger sales, less debt, build savings dont touch, use savings to grow seed

Time spent traveling - Listen to audio books and pod casts. Use knowledge to own advantage.

Annoying people - Figure out what makes them so annoying, override and help.

Skills - Power of learning belief trust internal voice to figure things out. Confidence and Competance

Confidence seeker - Remember your story and how you win, dont doubt yourself. Don't tell yourself your going to fail. Tell yourself that you are going to win.

Depression - Think about someone stronger saying seriously youre going to be depressed about that? Man up!

Unmotivated - Get expired by goal setting and break down. Frameworks

Prey Drive - See and pursue with intensity.

Learn - Teach in the simplest way to mastery

Poor mindsets - They don't now any better

Complain about a persons lack - Show them how

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2/16/2021

When a high performer does not want to perform, he is cutting off the very gift that can expand through everyone. Other people fault, who cares, keep moving. When the high performer dies out so does the rest of the squad.

What makes me a high performer? Ability to vision, ability to execute, ability to work slow or fast, ability to transfer skill to other, ability to emphasize with others.

Hold preauctions on video that are selling for what ever price the video ends at. Bidders accept the final highest bid.

Yesterday I was sad and quite for a while until I decided to get some beers. I think I was silent before making a major play. Contacted Dr. Fire and got a sac for Allen and wax in the same price as rent and kept $15 out of the deal. I stayed home and had it delivered like a pizza.

depressive realism

cinderella effect  women and domenstic violence.

DISSASSOSIATIVE DISORDER

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2/18/2021

Missed yesterdays entry because I was getting used for Olive Garden Whit and Calistro. Drowned by their laziness. At least I was able to do contract for trailer park, but then why because I put gas in on top of the Olive Garden. She owes me for both of them. 

Roomates are still sucking ass.

Using my tools, re organized everything to show initiative and their keep sake. Sign on bathroom, but kitchen is wrecked, wanted to make sure there was no fighting, then brought in fighting. Cops. Pulled me aside when I did laundry, had Whit pull cothes from dryer and Freeda thinks she is doing her laundry here and wants to know if her soap was used. I was like I used it, but that's it. Then tries to apologize for it latter. Narc to the fullest. Brought dead beat boyfriend to live here, brought dead beat friend. Daughter struggles to gain her own authority.

Anyway. I'm going to put my tools in my truck.  Not the yard. Finish Mike job. Their prodction is holding back my production. I don't like walking over tools or hoods at that. Dead beat boyfriend almost ran over my dog while trying to sell white car. Very careless. I didnt forget about that shit you fucking careless fuck. They constantly having sex. Uh.

Need somone to come say this place is gross who lives here besides you? Ew just dispicable.

Bathroom light constantly left on. Almost feel like they want me out so they can fully take over. 

I am better then that. I need them out so I can continue moving in peace. 

Boyfriend stirs up fight and flight freeze response in libbido. Recent was I thought someone drove by and put a laser on his chest like they are going to shoot him. Makes the location seem like now I have to watch out for guns. I literally stopped dead in my tracks while on video chat. Lost train of thought. Yawn Boo was asking me if someone said they are loneyly what would you say. I had to ask her to repeat multiple times, implying that I was not listening.

Although I am tough, this is very damaging. These people really need to get the fuck out of here. Should have been arrested on day one. Or first time cops came. 

My counter. I am going to become the bad roomate. Yea for real fuc these people. After all te shit I deal with, this is def bottom of the barrel type shit. Poor mindset, poverty fucks.

Leave shits in the toilet, they go to sleep im up. Their up, I go to sleep. Have bbq give none to them. Non deserving. 

Place food to attract cocoroaches.

Constantly appear sub genius and talk loud. Never let them in my gigs. Never

Transform the backyard to my work zone. 

Went to sleep for 3 hours decided not to put away my sledge hammer, walk dog and see that my baseball rake handle is broke in half.

Thursday Mike job and Manny S.E.O. done, submit put let him know still making a few changes including Google My Business.

Today feels like a downfall. So fucking annoyed by Olive garden, calistro whitney, roomates noise, dirtiness, work piling up, bank fucking me over on overdraft, long lines everywhere, no food hardly, need to exercise, lack of food, anger, stress, feeling of isolation, wanna fuck shit up, can't perform well, hiding in room, chemicals seeping through the vents cause of work outside, 

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2/19/2021

Last night there as some arguing around 1 a.m. Didn't fall back asleep until 4 a.m. Followed up with wanting to skip work. I was paid $27.50 an hour for 6 hours and continued work to come. A result of my out bound text messages to prior clients. Havent eaten yet either but will soon. Might outsource as a way to take tomorrow off. Hire cleaner, painter, handyman, landscaper. Need to submit email to Manny in the morning. Going to still be working on the S.E.O. Taking longer than I thought. Literally had to teach myself how to do it. Had to figure out my business model, real quick.

Okay so now I have heard it all. Allen rewarding the roomates with bud, and letting them use his car after they argued last night. Kept me up and almost prevented me from earning.

Wow what a basket case of fuckery.

He literally rewarded the people causing problems.

The living situation. I like it because it feels free, but is it really free. It's an accomplishment that is hard to let go. Like really where else would I live? Who else would take me in.

It's time to go to war. Do not look at any of them as a friend. Not even the girl. Fuck them all. Retaliate. They are steppin all over my toes.

Tools, parking space, rental space, good merit, sanctuary,

Code 6-1-11-5

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2/20/2021

SEO Keyword Integration Service, Manny M Model. Google Busienss Listing, Keywords ?s city link and backlinks etc. - Focus on the inside management of how it works online.

Lead Generation  - We put your email in receive and click submit for leads we discover on the Internet and those that call us.  - FORM Creator - The Power of the form

Flier Creation and Distribution - Old fashion touch of marketing

Blog Integration - New Innovative Enterprises editor and viewer traffic. We get so much traffic because we use the blog as an example of what we offer.

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Craigslist Posting Free for all sites not free anymore

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Video Windows Movie Maker 30 sec commercials

Audio

Drone Aeronautical Productions

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Content 11 step sales letter - Paypal - Redirect

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Jordan Belfort Outbound calling

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Generate/ Create and recylce tool that automates things to produce over and over again bill anything min of 19min and 59 seconds of work to U.S. Govt contract. Tells us to stop producing so fast.

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Landscaping, Marketing, Wholeselling, Affilate offers. Training Edu behind it all. Maximum earnings, psycology relax and live life.

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2/21/2021

Today is Sunday and I am ready to get the trailer park done. Marteen finally called back after 70 days of slience. He had to work and get his bills caught up. Either way I'm not gonna be a hater it is what it is. Trailer is still there and secure, so trust has been established. Just know his manipulative moves. If you are going to manipulate, make sure you are doing it in a way where everybody can win.

Police email send back out to confirm physical then oral board and background check. My whole life I always wanted to be a cop. I have been in a position of authority as a manger in business and have had many occassions where I could of cheated the system. However, I did not because I was raised with positive morals that I could exercise to protect the people of the public. I can easily emphasize with other people, and get along with others. I have high problem solving skills. I am build like an athlete, so I am confident that I can obtain quality physical and mental traits. I do not see myself working any other job besides police officer. Nothing else excites me. I know if I were to obtain employment as a police officer that I would not see it as work everday. Intrinsicly I would feel comfortable and would be proud to protect and serve.

Today I am going to start the eat right and exercise diet.

Start doing more in person estimates, marketing, and then performance. Team bound and Management.

Start smoking the qual or cut back and then cut energy drinks.

May have a beer or too here and there. Be sure to be eating good though.

Happy and friendly type of guy.

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2/22/2021

Work piling up need to get out of party lazy mode and on the grind. Start assisting people with work and get through the list. Nice and slow. Don't need to caffine up and feel like shit and pressured. Feel privilaged and approach it with quality methods. Feel good. Keep it 100. Stay away from the Alchohol, and eat, no e drink. Just eat. Good quality gorment foods.

Took a nap to start fresh. Took a walk. Put sledgehammer and axel shaft in back of truck. Need my crate full of various tools including 3 hammers one blue handle. 

My baseball rake that the handle is broke. Kombi tools. 

Tow Hitch, Rack and Pinion, and Big spike.

Need to counter the toxic environment. Moved Allens car and the neighbor was telling me that I am the only cool one out of all those fuck heads. Yup. Also said that weed seeps through the walls. I thought he was saying that some people creeped in that was not it.

8 a.m. start could work but its cold early. I need to be able to start when I want to so I can assure that tasks will be complete.

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Unworthy people having fun wasting their lives or are they living their lives and I am falling behind. I am a loser. Yes. I am smart, and know that when you think you are too smart it will interfere with social setting. I am sitting here in a room alone. A room that I rent from a guy who is a loser also. Scammer, mental patient, can't get a job, and fakes his way through. Cool guy, but can see through the transparentcy. Environment is toxic. Toxic as hell. I almost passed up a job that resulted in a $27.50 per hour gig. Today I lost a job for $450. Why? I'm drainned. These people fight all day long. Make up and then fight again. I don't even want to leave my room because of it.

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2/23/2021

Slept great last night, medicated brew and last of wax and dank scrapes. Work up to sanding on a car. This muthafucker Jason disterbing the peace of me and I'm sure at least one other neighbor. Need major re eval. Drained from T-Dogg wanting to chill but has all these others tasks to fit in before. Like I don't need to hear all this just to have someone not come through. Asian being a dick when I need to reschedule. Dropping that shit. I been down that road too many times. He manipulated too many times. Too many red flags. Took forever to come out. Showed me tree he was gonna cut but missed brush and bulk. Trying to reduce price by making himself a worker. I proceed to tell him if he's gonna cut it, make sure it's cut a certain way. We agree that I will trim it. He complained about another landscaper removing saguaro and selling but then messed up the rocks in the front. Added on second property. Bunch of trees that need to be trimmed aligned with the roof. Bushes taken out. Showing me his fruit trees. Was there a whole hour. Schedule for Friday. He will let me know Thursday. Let me know Friday morning 12 a.m. Called back Friday and schedule for Monday because I was low on energy. Postponed on Monday stating we have to wrap up a job from Sunday. He micromanaging me saying I thought you were taking the weekend off. Muthafucker, I am not explaing this shit to you. Were dropping the job. Do not need your measly $450 dollars. Not for that trade off. Customers like that create unmotivation and resentment towards the landscaping game. Reached out to Omar to assist but he wanted to know what time were done, it's my ladys birthday. I told him to not worry about it, need people who can work the whole day. He said no I need the money. Of course you do. You want to say all that shit and everything doesn't apply because you need the money. Yes money talks, but these guys are revealing to me how they are going to fuck me on my own job. Work a little hours and get paid and go. Job not complete. I'm stuck to face the madness. Always am. As I am now, with the truck. Not registered. What's new here? I can never get a vehicle that is registered year long and I can be worry free when driving. Even if the tags are there, the break lights are not. Or something. Never fails. I even stopped driving for a little while. Toxic ness. Hard to function.

I try not to complain but the world and surroundings always gives me a reason. Try to say it's all good, they don't understand. It's not up to me to show them though. 5 Toxic people under one roof, my Dog and I. Fake ass people. Put sign on bathroom to keep clean, just to leave the rest of the house a wreck. This house is fucked. I am here because of where I came from. All those situations where I thought I was good, I was just being prepped to get fucked over. Apartments. Yea, fucked over, house on University, yea fucked over. Roomates in the past, weird situations where I was fucked over. Can I go somewhere, where I don't get fucked over? Is this just the way that humans are. They want to screw people over everyday for their entertainment. Stupid ass people fogging it up for the others. Not easy being a single individual and avoiding the mayhem of the world.

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2/24/2021

Dino job, trailer park, finish Mike job, Bjs

Warren, Mr. Henderson, Luther Thurs

Fri Kevin Kathleen, Arleen

Brush Bulk on Westside

Fliers again

Manny Marketing and lists to call marketing to do.

I am enjoying life too much. Need to get to work and hit some goals.

Millions to hit. 

Police Department position to fall into relax mode.

No longer going to discuss work with people. They want something out of me

you have to come work with me, and present your pitch.

I used to say fuck coffee and stuff people are dependant on. Just go for the goal. Nothing in the way. I used to laugh at my moms caffine addictions, now I am a victim to it.

Need to fast forward to 2030 and get rid of the modern trending vibes. Everyone business owner, everyone raps, everyone has a camera nowdays, every one think they are not wrong.

Listening to Who Moved My Cheese.

Anything can be cheese. Good stuff, bad for the lessons, etc.

Work on me. Soak foot in epson salt, shoes/ clothes, teeth, sheets clean, pillow, stretch, exercise, work, quality food, grooming, love life, social life, medicine. Detox the body.

New Podcast - The Agenda talk about what we aim for at the beginning of the day and go get it. Kind of like thoughts documents but in audio.

Make projects out of people

Hit personal goals. Marketing, training, exploration, ideas..

Offer a credit card. I would buy the product and pay it on time if I could earn credit points from credit reporting.

Encouraging new behaviors and find new cheese.

Mike, Trailer Park, Bjs

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2/24/2021

Today Allen got his Mercedes car that he's been wanting to trade his car in for. Allen gave me a key of course because I am a responsible roomate who has allied with him. Jason a careless roomate was like I'll get out of your peoples way. I said that's Allens car. He laughed in Jeaolusy twice and then went and test drove the car with this girl. Bad news bad news what ya gonna do. Real low level of poverty displayed right there. I basically have some equity in the car, but this dude can fuck it up for me. Anyway have your fun and stay the fuck back. Seriously dude, don't fuck this up.

After the joy ride Freeda tells Allen he is a lucky man. Maybe he is just smart with his choices.

Remember I have equity in this and can start earning income as a driver and cut Allen in.

$350 per month

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2/25/2021

Today is like Christmas, WELL in 10 months. Allen parked at the end while those trap cars are parked in the carport. Seriously you have a car port to protect your car. I'm sure there is protection on it but no reason to park that bad boy at the end of the road. 

Got coffee observed shady ass individual walking up to property to conspire with Justin. Pourch guy. 

Late night sex kept me up.

 Need to make sure Allen makes his payments, and keeps his car clean. Keep those other people from using it, because I don't trust them. I'm already not going to be putting yard tools in it.

Today got Mr. Henderson Yard done Then filled up the gas can and hit the trailer park. I left myself a little room to hire someone to pick up the trash. Need to help others develp. I can't always do it myself. 

Wins always outweight the negative no matter what the win is. 

Need to pick up parts for those codes. Going to deposit funds into A.D. Landscaping account. Get some food. Not sure if Allison is going to respond back in time for the estimate at 5 P.M.

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2/26/2021

I used to kick it with everyone until people fogged it up with hate, and jealousy, wrong moves, and sexual desires to block the friendships with girls. Might be the reason why mysel and Tizzle got into it the last time. Not because of DNC but because he was spending time with a girl. Same with yesterdays check in. Wanted to see if he needed to be choufoured anywhere, na I'm just gonna kick it with this girl. HMU Saturday. He only hit me up first day the girl left.

Met Phillip Strutts at the dispensary. Earlier that day on Mr. Hendersons yard I was thinking about Phillip Stutts who was on dropping bombs Brad Lea. Motivation and conversation came up as we were leaving. I asked him if he had a card. We swapped numbers. There is more to this then just the number swap. I spent $62.35 on supplies and sank another $5 on a CL ad. Hope I can generate some work for this 38 year old dude from Wheatridge Colorado. There was another guy who is a tour guide at Colosal Caves. Recovering long term alchoholic. Also from Colorado. Amazing how this universe connects people, through reality and mind and thought. My Mother told me that my Grandfather Clay visited her in her dream and said everything is going okay. He's doing alright. 

Kevin labor day 2 week two complete. I now have the opportunity to sell the rock, dirt, and boulders. Meaning that I can get in on a five start general project possibly. Well actually three star because I cant charge Kevin for the removal, so now worries there. I can still sell the material and or get in on the new project. 

Patty, Mike, Trailer Park, Warrens, Bjs, Arleens, Luther Monday Manny Maldonado finish Faq page also google maps and submit url by logging into his domains and following those instructions.

Every morning I want to go back to sleep but I know that I have a job on the menu and I have to go and get it done. All but Monday and Tuesday. Did Wed, Thurs, and Today Fri, plus tomorrow Sat filled. Sun going to wrap up anything that is left on the agenda if not done friday night or saturday night. This way I dont go into March set back. Nothing like the feeling of being set back slightly.

I cruised the Benz to get Croonz and stopped at Walmart. I picked up a King size Blue Plush Blanket to prevent scratching on the car seats. Seen my mother. It's always great to see a smile on her face. She was happy about the car, although I do not need people to be happy. Just see my moves and be happy about that. The car can not become my status. I tried to post and show off on Facebook and ended up deleting the post.

When significant change occurs like getting the Benz, other goals go into affect. I literally got lead .5 mill finally from Walmart. Got a new blanket. Going to start doing new ventures. Have that appeal or that edge.

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2/27/2021

Going to do Patty tree trimming to start the day. Kind of long distance but we got this. Then possibly wrap up trailer park, Mikes Property, Arleens, BJs, Warrens.

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2/28/2021

Did Warrens today no rake but blower and bag mercedes c 300 at work commercially. Nice way to start landscaping profits. Gave Allen $20 out of the whole Warren gig for not even going. Accreditted investor. Deserving is needed where it is deserved. Gave my wax to Tizzle.

3/1/2021

New day new month, new start to the week. Monday and have two lined up, jobs that is. Mike property still needs done, trailer park, and revamp the BJ account. Missed Feb. Brush and Bulk route missed the westside 3 interval, missing redfin new purchase home door knocking sales with the mercedes. Rent is due once again. Need to get into my own home so I can pull strings like Allen. The superiority is helping people out. Make it work in everyones favor. Just took a strong ass hit of disalit and now ready to zone into my work. It's nice to start a new document. Fresh start. I want to help people out as well but don't want them intruding on positivity. Waiting to get approved for this loan again. I want to go get tools for my business and scale it to the next level. Wrap up some of these jobs. Use the Benz commercially with landscaping and marketing. Use my phone commercially. Fuck the personal life. Personal life brings nothing but problems. Unless people are giving me shit. I don't like the personal life. I have always been in love with the work like. Sitting around made in the shade is still boring. I would still want to get out and get stuff done.

Need to meet with Manny Maldonado at his house and go over the marketing stuff that I sent him. Might be an opportunity to upsell. Work with him on a small scale and then swing for the fences next time. Want to pop into the beauty shop on 5th to give them a marketing plan A.D. style. Make that paper boy. We got the car now, so use that to my advantage.

Everyone wants to be a home business owner. Sales man teaching you how to not screw people over. Rich and wealthy showing off their jets. I just want to be sure that you are a cool ass person. Can we kick it together and have a real life genuine convesation, that does not label us as this that an another. Seriously, this world has crumbled and clustered into some of the biggest bullshit ever.

Going to bring Omar to Luthers and have him hose down the patio and chairs while I blow the leaves and pick up.

Next go to property where they need nails and area prepped for jumping castle.

Mike property paint and do the floors I will do landscaping and get on the room to check those infractions. fence and then lock and then spray.

Have to go back on Thursday to weed eat area and get broken bricks.

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3/2/2021

Going to do a dump run help Kevin and Mike job also need to do Manny Maldonado

positive out weights my negative. Dodging negativity is not the easiest thing to do. It's a sksill set to not give into the socialization.

Just call that marketing list before it goes cold. Be the boss that knows how to help all.

One sale get more . One is not enough.

Need to get all toxic people and bacteria out of this house.

Little homie from the porch is full of crazy bullshit. Talking about how he was going to beat a womans ass. Tried to be like you don't smoke or you don't want to talk to me, silent treatment. Just go to your job make your bread, you will most likley spend it on drugs. As a matter fact this dude is showing all kinds of signs of tweek. Talkin shit to Allen calling him a retarded old man because his charger cord was misplaced. Got scared at like midnight when I pulled up and Chrissy was pissing in the yard and he comes around the corner thinking it was someone else. Squares up like he is going to fight the dog. What is the god damn meth. In all reality fuck people who make those kinds of choices. There is no saving their sorry ass soul. They can't save it themselves.

In other news. I spoke with April at Quik Mart last night for a good half hour to an hour. She spoke about me to the manager who always feeds chrissy. They are a new group of friends to me. Need to hook her up with a present. April is hot. 14 year old son, dead beat baby dad, was military in airforce. She saw the Benz but we didnt' talk about it. I need to ask her out somewhere on her day off. I don't see why she wouldnt. I def want to fuck for sure.

Need to make a dentist appointment. Need to start working out. Eating better. Not drinking all the time. Getting bud and so on. I feel like getting some blue dream.

Mens complaints are defeat. Women do not like to see men defeated. At least strong women.

I choose not to fight people because that is a weak minded attitude.

Gift people, thank people.

Steer clear of all negative energy. Use the build up to hammer out manual labor.

Need an outfit for riding in the benz. Need hair cut for riding in the benz. Wear cologne.

Need to get laundry detergent because I think they hid theirs ha ha fucking faggots.

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Call the list, make new list of restaruauts, make whole sale list, make list of new purch homes, go hit landscape annuals, hit landscape brush and bulk tucson and phoenix.

Don't dwell in past habits and watch the new horizons fade away.

Need new laptop. If I get that loan that is one of the things that I am going to buy with the money. I will gift this one away.

If you don't sacrifice for what you want, what you want becomes the sacrifice.

REDIRECT SEEK SALES REPS not just Laborers - Buy and redirect to ArizonaWealthCare and CaliforniaWealthCare blog.

Need two different paypal buttons. Same price, two different redirect links to each blog.

Yes yes and yes.

Take advantage of the winters because the spring, summer, and fall are grind mode.

The power of the purchase and redirect is strong

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Dude Justin is back. Why why why the fuck are you back? You said you were catching the bus.

Brought like 3 other shady people over here. Not gonna trip, cause I know those types of people. Like I know these types of people. Jail is not a solutions. Cops not a solution.

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3/3/20218

Yesterday had to put off the run and the day to do 2.5 hours of work for Kevin. I pulled up in the Benz and he asked about my registration. Probably thinks that it's impounded. That is not the case. I had a load in the back and was not able to take because I helped him out. Still need to wrap up the trailer park and then Mike job.

Who the fuck are these wack ass niggaz in the house? One person asked are you going pee or poop and the other guy is grunting so obviously poop. The wanted to go through living room to pee out front, girl says go out back. Like WTF? Prior to that was arguing over a lighter. I feel like confronting these fucking faggots and telling them to get the fuck out of here. Fucking tresspassing ass pieces of shit. Living in a room that I could be renting out to someone else. Tweeker adventures without paying their rent. Establishing more than one head in the household. We do not want your friends here. More arguing from these fucking faggots calling a girl  cunt. What a disrespectful piece of shit. This is poverty at it's finest. Not living conditions, but mindsets. I have to override being the victim here, and still handle and balance out my work. I should just call the cops and have these shit heads removed, but I really don't want to be seen as that guy. I also don't want to have to whoop some ass and then have cops called on me. Get me all caught up in some bull shit ass mix. Fuck all that shit. These people are the magnets that pull me back into wanting to fuck some shit up. I need to stay focused on the prize though. What is good for me.

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1/27/2021

Bisbee breakfast club

Baja Cafe

Cup Cafe

Prep and Pastry 

Viv's Cafe

Blue Willow

Roberts 3301 E. Grant Rd. 85716

Gaini Cafe

KG's

Snooze

Happy Rooster

Jethros

Poco and Moms

Sonoran Brunch Company

Bread and Butter

Teaspoon

Bobos

Joes Pankcake house

El Chinito Gordo

Cozy Corner Cafe

Jerry Bobs

Eclectic Cafe

Le Buzz

Crying Onion Cafe 3684 W. Orange Grove

Millies in Trail Dust Town

Brawleys

Protein Spot

The Egg Connection

Tumerico Tumerico

La Chaiteria

3/1/2021

Seis Kitchen Door Dash

Zpizza

Pure Poke and Prep

Mian Sichuan

Greek House

Serial Grillers

Guilin, Feast, Dao Tai Pan  deliver no fee apps

Indian Twist

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3/3/2021

Continued. Taking today to rest up and prepare for possibly 9 hours of work over at Kevins.

Roomate girl. Hey buddy Alan can I use your car to go to the store. Fuck you bitch I was about to use that shit and got to longhorn and get dinner.

I hate people stepping on my toes and roadblocking. Evil ass people inhabiting Alans house and my business ventures. I need other people in this house who are worthy. Not all kinds of mental health / drugs and domestic abuse. Seriously fuck these people.

I'm timing this shit to too see how long this bitch is gone for. I am counting since 7:25 p.m. Fucking assholes roadblocking my shit. Time is important to me and when people get in  the way, they can go suck a thousand fucking dicks.

So lets boil this buiscuit down. Allen asked about who was in the room to the girl Catlin. She said that her two brothers are in the room. He asked about Justin and why he didn't catch his bus. Missed bus aparently. But Caitlin lied saying that she doesn't know he's in there when clearly she gave her brother a chicken sandwich and said make sure you split it with Justin. Then lies to Allen about him being here. She said that he left somewhere , then doesn't know, and just doesn't want any issues. This is after she said hey buddy Allen can I use your car. Some buddy he is if you are going to lie to him. Plus I don't want them using the car. Only myself and Allen should be able to use it. Untrustworthy girl. I wouldn't trust her. Not after the shit that I just heard.

I turned off the light in the bathroom and just as I lay down, the brother comes out the room. Turns the light back on and starts puking in the toilet. Like alot. Hurls after hurls. I wake up to take a shower to see some puke in the bath tub. I rinse it out, but have to wait for the water to drain. I am trying to shower and not gonna happen with toxic ass puke in there. I should have been helping Kevin early at 8 then 7 now noon. Make up your mind dude. I understand he works nights and I had to move Friday to Thursday to help another guy Mike out on Friday. Complicated schedule and I am just trying to reach for new ventures. I feel like I'm losing a lot by dealing with the same stuff. I need to get tasks done and move on to the next. All at the same time growing the savings. It's hard to work this when constantly having to dodge snakes, observe lies, and move my focus from what's important to that shit. I don't want that type of shit in my mix. Definitly when i now what is poverty and what is wealth. This is the only thing stopping me from flipping out. The chaos, but do I want to go to jail. The psycology behind it is crazy.

Keep a positive mental attitude

Do not get overwhelmed

Dissolve the expectation

High Performance habits. You are the expert because don't just check emails actually perform.

Stay happy because negativity kills posibilities.

Utilize resources commercially as assets.

Intrinsic value for doing something.

Create something that people need. Convenience.

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3/4/2021

Times changing and people moving my cheese. Lol. Gonna spread some gravel and work the boots and gloves. 

Fuck that bitch lying and manipulating. Zero tolerance towards that type of behavior.

Stepping on my toes when it comes to using the car. Do you even have a drivers license?

Mike, Mike, Trailer Park, Warren 1, BJ 1, Shane?

So I am starting to realize alot of bullshit that is going on here in this fucking house. One I did laundry and the mom thinks other people are using soap. I shower, and they think the hair at the bottom of the tub is from me. I had to bath in her brothers fucking puke, tell me to clean the fucking bathroom, that shit is dirty as hell. 

First disrespectful thing that I hear I am calling the fucking cops. Already see there heroin foil laying around. One fucking thing. Test me. I dare you.

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3/5/2021

Today was another success. Started out doing Mikes job for 5 hours and gained photography. Earned cash and got dickey bbq and a half of from dr fire. Intercepted the car because we cannot have this girl and her goons in the car. Liars and irresponsibility. Going to finish other Mikes and trailer park. Going to do estimate for steve after call at 9 a.m. tomorrow. Going to get into another persons nice car and mob it. Various cars to utilize, because that's how I roll. I am King of this world of mine and it the greatest feeling. Havent had energy drinks for 4 days but have been sipping the modelos. Chelada, the mango I tried today and it was horrible.

Have lists and territory to monitor and work. Can incorporate Allen in or other people as the incorperate me in their lives. It's a you scratch my back I scratch your back type of ordeal. Not too bad. Anyway. Hit a bigger goal and that is how you gain. Visualize and you will receive. Serve people the best you can. High performance habits. I work well on a day to day basis. Always going for small rewards and missing the big long term rewards. The new strategy reward, or lesson either or can be served up. These people around me have no clue what life offers and what is at their fingertips. They would rather be content with unemployment. Shit I earned half an un employment weekly check in 5 hours. And the other half on a differend day in about 3 hours. Just think about what can be done in the remaining hours. Oh and let me say this too. That the brothers that are staying in the moms room are in there hogging up the air. When someone leaves, the other roomates look forward to not having to deal with them in their space. Don't ruin that by letting mental health druggie sons stay in the space. Seriously.

Working on real estate marketing for me, working on real estate marketing for others.

Working on marketing for businesses. Doing a whole package podcast, posting, videos, etc. Drones. All the greatness in effect. 

Food Marketing. The whole photography plot and so on so forth.

Gaming marketing. Cosmetics marketing, Around the house marketing.

Kids and Child stuff marketing.

psychology marketing

Trucked marteen around to the bank and all the way north for dickey bbq.

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3/6/2021

Today is the day that I get the trailer park and Mikes wrapped up. Last night while sleeping in 3 waves. Fell asleep then woke up to girl redbull gone in fridge and she is accusing everyone even said that Nigger Al. Like wait what then said Al or Allen don't drink them, like she caught herself in what she said. Bitch fuck you. Just lost more brownie points. I will also be telling Allen not to let her use the car.

All I hear is loser loser complain, anger this, and blame. GTFO of this for we all go Insane.

So the daughter kicked Justin and Dillon out of the room because they had guests over. The Mom called the shots from the phone. The son Dillon was changing the trash, asked for help and I was like what, oh never mind I got it. Brother drank the redbulls Justin snitched him out because he was getting the boot, then Caitlin changes her mind and says that Justin can stay in there just because he gave her that little bit of info. Wow. What in the actual fuck. Justin is not supposed to be here.

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3/7/2021

I am not any specific type of person in life like a fire man or banker, I am just an expert individual. A classical human that possesses powerful traits. A Courtier. Not about lies or deception, manipulation unless used in a good way. Pscychopathy over sociopath. To make things happen for individuals when they do not even know it. Play mind games, but in a good way. A man that can never be broken. Works everyday to set the bar and continues other hobbies and goals. One who is calm and knows with knowledge. Not some little whinny complaining boy that does not know his way in life. If he needs to know, he will research or ask. One who can be trusted with the keys to any car or house in the city. One who's instinct is very clever and can compare life situations as they come. One who can acknowledge fast without being dumb founded. One that can deliver a letter to Garcia on any given task. One who utilizes universal laws and spirituality to get by. Kindness and assistance. Clever architech plans that are the blueprint in which designs his life. Knowing that time spent with the same people is time missed with other people who can make things happen. How are these current people making things happen? To they depleat energy? Are they manipulating from a distance? Are they below you on the totom pole. Not in human leveling, but what that human is doing with  their actions. Are you a CEO or just a bum? Life at it's greatest.

Did estimate, put gas in, and then ended up drinking and sleeping. Weed I have is weak. Food I eat making me break out. Spending alot on food and drinks. Going to have to go solo on some of these jobs maybe. Need a handy man person.

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3/8/2021

Drywall repair for Ryan. 

Mike job. 

Trailer Park. 

Bjs, 

Marty on the 18th, 

Warren,

 Arleen, 

Mr. Henderson, 

Annuals and Brush and bulk Tuc and PHX

Marketing Manny Maldonado

Allison estimate leveling yard 2nd time reschedule

support@craigslist.org leave a phone number in case they need to reach me.

Jenny Bach present just knock on the door and run. Or have some little kids do it.

bbs on craycroft they are on my instagram

list of restaruants maybe have Allen call and stir up some business - Marteen said we make a great team since we scratch each others nuts.

Marketing for Dreamstyle do not let them know I know Marteen or Charlie and that I can help with Google Rankings.

Workers are Omar but I don't like having to pick people up and drop them off unless I really need the help. I also don't want to go over you work. Work better, train better.

Watch youtube video on drywall repair, also, unclogging a drain.

Need to shower at the gym and do a work out so I start feeling better. 

Cop some better bud or wax need to fade out the scene. 

Make outbound calls people need someone like me on their side. Sell like you are to your grandma.

Podcast it 

Video chat where you add friends and they pop on and start chatting when you allow them in your circle.

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3/9/2021

Happy 86th Birthday to my Grandfather Clay. Last year I was also evicted from my apartment on this same day, and start a 5 month street journey. I remember journeling, wondering, e3 who got the better deal. Grandfather turning 85 last year or me released to the streets into the unknown. My grandfather was a great inspiration for me at a young age. He was a Philosipher and helped many people in life do good. This is where I beleive I get my good nature of human. Also my parents. Some kids that I grew up with and other mentors. Still to this day though, I am faced with obsticles and sharks in the sea. For me, now that my Grandfather has passed away, there are only two of us men in this line up left. My father Albert Adams, and myself Albert Dutton.

Doing things that I don't want to and forced into because reputation is on the line. I have to figure out the best approach that is not that same boring approach. This is the psycopothy approach. Had to make mistakes, waste time, and do a slap together job. The photos were the evidence submitted to get the payment. Whitney assisted with transport, management, influence. Didn't let me do it alone, and we still succeeed. Paid her gas, olive garden, and gave her a can of the paint.

Either do the hard work or just figure out a smart simple strategy.

More important to be successful then just a looser

deay gratification life is strategy. Play life like chess.

I'm and expert. I am a pro. I am novice, I am a scholoar, I am the best, I am a rookie. I am a product to eduction for life.

Reinvest strategically.

So many outcomes leads to not choosing and freezing. just choose one.

Hunger never goes away, you just want better food.

Design of life.

Don't let people use you.

Get crazy people away

Weak minded people not working not doing good. 

Idea - Build your own cartoon app. Add charachter expressions and captions. Plays a cartoon with music or narration.

Seriousy punk and bitches in my mix. Very unmotivational

I'm a rare guy the things that I have to bring. Work in the way I do it. The way I take care of people. My weirdness. The fact I belong to no Smith or Johnson or Morales type of family . I am a Dutton but am like a stray out here.

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3/10/2021

Today I have to go to court now because of a late night altercation due to continuous arguing and me not being able to get any rest.

Dillon was told to leave. Dillon still there. Nate said he was going to shoot me and then pistol whip me. 

I was chasing to get license plate. I am the one who called. Them 3 against one to point the blame. 

False accusation saying that I molested her . I have never been near here.

Did not ever display weapon.

Mention sarcastically a lock in a sock.

Provided information to cop without license and she wrote me a ticket.

I was on the phone the whole time with the operator.

At this point I felt threatened in my home but I wanted them off the property not to threaten and intimidate. Had no weapons.

Hearing there arguments and lies, deception this whole time I tried to avoid it. Never spoke up, but the second I do I am the bad guy. 

This is going to mess up Pima Community College Police position.

Month to month Contracts

Abandoned room, let drugs in and party.

Let mental brother talk shit to mom

The help was good for them, but unappreciative people in the long run. Liars and manipulators.

Really fuck these people. I am better than that. So no police job. I am the best at my entreprenurship. This just means it was meant to be a marketer. Fuck it lets go FBI next time.

My mental is really crushed. As strong as I am, this is crossing the line. For real. How can people treat each other like this? Yall feed on this and got fed. I'm still starving. As always. Let A.D. starve in life. We don't want him doing good. 

All of their negative energy transfered to me no matter how much I tried to avoid it.

My self worth is going down because of this. No longer feeling good. I need to do something that is going to make me happy.

Jason something else, then Justin, then Dillon, and all their tweeker associates. 

Before that Marcos, Michael was cool, Jason left because of Marco.

Continuous fighting

Unauthorized Traffic

I tried to relax. I tried to get away. Peoples communication drains my energy more than if I were to go work out. People wanting to make songs but never coming through. Saying nah dont want to smoke, so I smoke it up, now it's my fault that I smoked it and didn't share. Like I freaking offered. People yelling and arguing with each other in the place where I live. On top of that. Lies and manipulation.  Calling me hate names like that nigger al. Toxic environment. Disrupted sleep. Drug addict traffic. Not leaving when they say they are gone. Poverty life styel as in spitting as in hocking up a loogy. Just faking it all the way. Having cops here prior to this many times before. My first time calling the cops because I felt threatened and now I get arrested. Blocked police opportunity for at least another 3 years. Assumed I was drunk because I lost my footing and she saw me with two beers. Fuck you. It's a pill you bitch, not the brews, and you fucked up my high with the pills. Bitch. All around irresponsibility. I should have never moved them in. Should have been like nope the room is already filled. That $100 was not worth it.

I do believe that they are trying to take over. There are a team of 5 of them now against myself and Allen. No team work. They moved all my tools and got them lost or stolen. Great thanks alot. They are taking up parking space.

Marteen hounded, client hounded, Allen with his housing excitement, roomates arguing, jobs piling up, truck registration stress, trying to eat better,

Zero tolerance to all of this shit. You act like that, you are fucking gone. You bitch ass mutherfuckers. Eat shit and die in a pit of burning rubble you manipulating ass pieces of shit. This is the spell curse that is going to kill your mama.

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3/11/2021

Today I woke up still feeling down. Have to draw a circle of identity like this is me at this stage but there is a business me and a life style me and and helping me. It's hard to get out of the rut. Jammed up by other tasks and also people communications. Has me all fogged up and confused. Not to mentioned feeling endangered at the place where I live. Such a horrible trade off. It is nice to drive a benz though. Need to get part for my truck and see if that is what the problem is.

Trailer park $630, mike $200, Deanna $100, Spring Job Flier hit $100, Bjs $200, Mr. Henderson$150, Carol Handyman stuff $120 and receipt on Monday

Do me wrong and you do not deserve to be in my circle. Lie to me and you do not deserve. True colors show. Hang with those people you do not deserve. Send me to court systems or freeze mode, you do not deserve. Its going to take a while for me to get over this. So silent treatment. Ask me a question. Nothing. Say hi, nothing. People block their own blessings everyday. Including myself. Those others only block their blessings on a lower scale. They will not advance, and if they do it will be a while. Lessons sometimes take a while to learn. Sometimes we have to repeat the same lessons to put us back in that loop so that we can rise out of it into something new, the same way that we did in the past. No we do not want to see the same mistakes, but remember that once before, was risen out of. Once before did I avoid these sharks. It's just that they happened to jump right back into motion. This world, unless you hide, you cannot run from demons. You must face them the only way that we know how. Tap into our instincts. Survivor mode. Fight or flight and now Freeze. The life is connected to many worlds. Chrissy sensed Marteen on our walk as she nosed down the alley. Stopped and sniffed in his direction. As we popped out of the desert, we were able to make contact with Marteen.

Narcasist

Excessivly sensative egos or egoist - needs praise not critisim.

Inflated self interest - focused on own focus to point to abandon others. Personal ambition. Do not do well in team settings but do well in leadership roles as long as they have someone to respond to that.

Personal Entitlement. - Spoiled children, learned trait. Financial standing socail class 

Manipulative Trends - Dark side of psycology 

Moral Disengagement

Psycophathy trends - No remorse for anyone or anything

Satanism 

Malicious dispositions - Will risk personal self

How to type code the best way

Earning Income in the Wild Wild West

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3/12/2021

Trailer Park trash and then text for payment. Have trash picked up by 11. $630 

start Mike job painting and the floors. Do not chill with others today unless they are working with. Do not let depression get you down. Things happen for a reason. The ticket is going to get thrown out. The Pima College Police Position is going to get delayed but we can just go for the FBI or Marana Police Department. Hell Try TPD again HA HA HA HA. Sheriffs department. Just have to pass the written test again. Anyway. Don't let the depression hit you hard bro life is stilll good. You are still breathing and still have people who need you. Give the silent treatment to those who do not deserve it. Work your strategies. Call people and be friendly that is who you are. When you are going for all these other goals it fogs up the true being of who you really are. 

Remember to dissolve the little dot. It's not worth all of the chaos. You are getting old and weak so do not fall into young man games. You are smart and can work your way into the best of scenes, but those scenes can turn dark from green real quick. Use self intuition.

Speak at schools, classrooms, with the old mcdonlad hand puppet book. Work with the kids they are the best of the spirits and adults who have genuine character. Do not think of the failure as punishment, when it is a new path to be carved.

Whitney stood me up on food that I was going to pay for. I ended up going to Popeyes and still coming under nine dollars. It would have been at least thirty with her.

Blessings that others blocked for themselves. Work, my cool charcter and ability to solve problems, Money, Weed, Food, Laughter, Wisdom.

I am still learning and it took me up to my thrities to realize what was going wrong. Still dont know in completion but if you are like 20 years old I do not expect you to understand these fundementals of the earth.

Remeber the power of the redirect. I use live as a way to put myself on the stage even if no one pops in, and then I just get to work. I can accomplish alot just by doing that. Hogging the spotlight and feeling like I am on T.V. The visualization is real.

Thinking about how long I have been chasing for the right girl and have found nothing. I am just going to stop chasing. They say that you need to keep trying. In this case. No. I am fucking done chasing women. They can chase me at this point. I will make it easy for them to catch me. Only if you intend to do good. No harm in these parts. I am chasing goals and will hit each and everyone of them. BMW motorcycle. Marketing clients. More money, get through these jobs. Although I fucking hate people and their actions, I may have to work with some people so that I do not suffer from burn out.

High intelegence damaged and drained but back in the game. Yes this is the frame of mind that I am in. I have been damaged by so many people. I am just a fucking robot that does tasks. Programed to help man kind and get stepped on. Robot do this for me. Robot move faster. Robot destress, robot malfunction. Keep working you fucking stupid robot. Uhhh. How many times this Robot has heard someone ask someone else for a cigarette. Or how they are going to beat their fucking ass for not giving them a cigarette. Wow. As soon as the robot says something and dials 911 the robot is the one who gets arrested. Held back from opportunities that the other low lifes could only dream of having. They are working towards arguing and drugs. I am working towards police and government. Tried to get the licence plate, apparently have a knife in my hand. Apparently wanted to threaten the lives of everyone including people that I live with. No just shut the fuck up so I can fucking sleep. This is like the 2nd week this shit has been going on. I finally say something and they want to throw it at me. The team of 3 this time but usually like 5. One of the guys trys to say whats up to me. No fuck you, meet silence. Also saw tin foil in this dudes hand as he grabs it from his car. Car is blocking the neighbors drive way and they are pissed. Drama again with who do you know the same bitch that always has the cops here. Either her or her mom and her boyfriend. Fucking Drama. Anyway Justin has a fake gun and could have been shot by the neighbor. Justin saying this is Eastside people aint gonna do shit. Caitlin also with knowledge of how Justin stole an Amazon truck and could not get out of the coldasak or some shit like that. Weak ass people.

Court help

Pretty sad how a mom can abandon their child and dogs while they go on a roadtrip all the way across the nation. Have drug addict 

After telling Allen that they gotta go, Caitlin saying how she has no where to go and blah blah blah. I can empasize but act fucking right. Do not let those low lifes come over. Simple as that.

Brother call me names because he is jealous. She is jealous that I use the car have a job a dog. They were saying that I have no one but a dog. Dude stop comparing notes and worry about yourself you fucing drug addict muthafucker.

Pussy pulled a knife when I raised by fist in self defense. Then says I had a knife. When I say the only knife was the kitchen knife that he pulled, he says damn right I am going to protect my sister from you threatening her. Seriously what a pussy.

The other dude was running away because he wanted to get away without me getting his license plate number. Not at any time did I want to fight him or hurt him. No intent of harm or injury. At one point I caught up to him and we both were on the phone with cops, no weapons, no words exchanged, just like a jog around the block and waiting for cops to come and deescalate the situation. 

Anyway, this is the shit that happens when poverty mindsets are present. They feed off of each others anger and hate. They love to control each other and pass the baton of who is in control and who will make the other suffer or have joy. They cannot see the light when it comes to defeat. They are defeated by poverty lifestyle, therefore cannot advance in decent moral ways. Why do you think my tools are missing? Why do you think I keep seeing tin foil. Why am I hearing these arguments? I do not cause disturbance. They caused like 40-90 since they have been here. Basically one a day for the past 3 months give or take a few arguements.

Let me ease on a video of rich and poor, psycology, audio book, podcast, blog, etc. Many guys use this as a way to get girls. Typical milenial shit. 

Double down on capabilities

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Video Commericals

Fire my boss and start my own business today. I'll show you-

Get fired, blocked from opportunity due to arrest.. I'll show you how to make the paper

Need to pay some bills. I'll show you how to motivate and hit the charts.

Need to get that phone ringing more? Let me show you how?

Tired of feeling depressed? Let me show you how to break the fucking cycle.

Need some guidance? Let me show you who to look up too.

Let me show you how to get in a Benz and not pay anything except gas.

What is it that you want? Let me show you how to get it.

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Paypal-  The Power of the Redirect to Video or Opportunity. Also Blog that then captures Aweber lead form with another redirect to video or opportunity or blog. 

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Came a long way from last year. Was living out of storage unit and rooftops house under construction or model home. Nice strategy but risky. Now in a house home owner, can drive car, bud, dog, not stress on being late on the rent, opportunity to rent rooms, can tap into marketing and landscaping whenever. The life I designed. Have many strategies and want to learn more. Need to get into another sick luxury car or truck and ride like a boss. Do something that I can set up simple and earn big from people. $1000 and I will set you up an earning system that you can work and profit from for the rest of your life. One time payment of $1000 one time set up.

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Fuck it. Do not acknowledge them. At all. Weirdness? This is a total disconnect. Anything negative will be passed off in less than 5 seconds. Reduced down to a small red dot and dissolved. Interfered dreams? Oh well. Just move on to what you know best. Invest in yourself from this point on. No need to chase a job. No need to chase a significant other. No need to chase huge goals. Just exist. Be grateful for all the good things in this life. And the rest? Well they are just lessons. Don't kick yourself when you are down. You are better then that. Just take a walk, get some food, and just reflect on life. Enjoy company of good people. Fast forward to the future like 2251 and be like damn time moves fast. Remember 1700s well the date just mentioned is like the same distance if you were to rewind back 300 years ago. We are all just offspring of those people. I realize that life is good and life sucks. But the fun part about it is having the choice. The choice to say fuck you negative ass person. You can stay far away from me. I dont want to see your ugly face or hear your ugly voice. You are unknown to me. Erased from my memories. I do not need those characters in my life chapters. For real. Life is so precious, like why would I want that blackness near me? Emotions are a tangle, but work through them. Those too shall pass. Everything is temporary. We feel great joy, but later feel sad. Everything and I mean every god damn thing is temporary. Even the family dog. Ouch how that hurts so much, because I love my dog. I'm sure you do too. The pain that we as humans go through in life for loss or gain. Those who have an easier path than others. Those who act as a certain type of human being. Ones who think for themselves, and others who, well let's just say they follow a program. There is nothing wrong with that though. These sheople are sheep and need to be on that path in order to keep the world moving round and round. Myself, however have been trained to design the life that I want to live. Do not set limitations on finance. Get in a position of trust and earn peoples respect. Infinite amounts of opportunities are out there and they can be snatched up at any moment. Positive opportunties and negatives ones. Steer clear of those negative ones. Look for the treasure in life. Find the red flags and avoid them. Have a solution for every problem. Do not judge people on their looks but their actions. These are all morals and guidelines but for fucks sake, just be cool as fuck. I don't give a damn how rich you are, just don't be a shit head. Poor people are cool, when they act like humans. Not thieves or desperate. Like genuine hard working individuals who are seeking their own positive treasure in life. If they are lazy, then no action from me will be set forth. I am a courtier and know how to keep people in a good place. Leadership skills beyond a doubt, and still gaining new knowledge. Every new person I meet has a new lesson for me. I can tell who people are just by talking to them, and watching their movements. Knowing who they are inside and out. That is one of my skillsets. I seek that kind of treasure to keep me safe in this world. You never know when you have snakes lurking in your grass. You never know when someone is plotting as a friend but really disguised as an enemy. Be careful who you help. Do not trust everyone's word. Use your logic to keep yourself safe in this life. Write it out. Type it out. Think it out. Sleep it out. Tap deep into your dreams. Hypnotize yourself into good will. Into good luck. Into positive environments. Keep the good times rollings. Archetech plans upon plans to keep the good times rolling and so on and so forth. Make friends with those demons and tune the rest out. Sorry folks I am in my own personal rehibilitation center getting my mind back together. The people fucked me. Yes they did. 

Script

Captain Jones: Those are problematic people Wondom, disengage. 

Wondom: But I have to protect th planet from toxic waste and that that come out of the slime of human action.

There is too much at stake when it comes to the future, this must be addressed now.

Captain Jones: It is not worth it Wondom, stand down, again.. disengage.

Narrator: Wondom is surrounded by police and given a ticket because he was too riled up to speak his side of the story. Wondom then fell into a dar depression as the Captain had revoked his application and license to protect and serve.

Captain Jones: I told you to disengage, and now look what happened. You will be placed on administrative leave without pay until further notice. Now I have to use Sanchez, and we all know how his addiction to tacos interferes with the job. Anyway dismissed.

Narrator: Wondom was on the hunt for employment once again. Although he had a great character, rather rare character that already had the ability to earn as an entrepreuer was trying to place himself back into the basic program. He had felt like he fell out of place with disipline for work and wanted to prove to himself that it could be done. However the new charges would prevent him from doing so. He would have to work the same ol grind that he had for the past 12 years. 

Wondom: Just because I have fallen back into bad habits, does not mean that I am a bad person. This happened for a reason. I will get out of it the same way I did before. First though, I am going to have me a blaze sesh and get fucking lifted to the moon.

Narrator: Wondom lit up a fat spliff and inhaled it all in 9 consecutive pulls. Wow that would be a record for Wondom. Must be the stress build up.

Captain Jones: Okay team, as we all know that Wondom Psych has been placed on administrative leave, and that leaves us one man short. I reached out to Sanchez but he is currently in taco rehab facing his demons. So I have no choice but to run an an on the Internet to find our next Combat Hero.

Daisy Dukes: Captain, wouldn't that expose us to the citizens of the public as an organization of crime fighting and therefore dissolve any presense of mystery that we have on the local people?

Captain Jones: Yes Dukes, but that is a risk that we are willing to take. 

Adam Awesome: Sir, wouldn't that mean that not only citizens but also criminals would also be able to uncover our hidden deparatment and out weight any of our crime fighting strategies?

Captain Jones: Adam, you need to stop thinking like a Pussy and ponder the outcomes to each senario. When citizens uncover our hidden identity, we will simply change our name to some thing else and ove buildings.

Adam Awesome: You mean like these fly by night companies we read about in the paper or hear about taking advantage of the Stock Market?

Captain Jones: Yes Adam, that why you are awesome. And the enemeies will come crawling out of the woodwork, taking the bait of our plans, and scoop we dump them right into the shit can. Each day we will capture one enemy on the wanted list by baiting them in with treasures and luxuries, and toss their sorry asses one by one on top of their shit covered asses. Bwahhaa ha ha. And then the Govenor will praise our department as best for capturing fugitives. 

Daisy Dukes: Great plan Captain. This means that we can win the grant for $20,000 and really get the payment that we all deserve.

Captain Jones: Right Daisy Dukes, but your share comes after you service your master, and I don't just mean bringing me breakfast in bed.

Daisy Dukes: No worries Captain, I'm sure if you can get it up this time, we will enjoy our 5 seconds of joy. 

Adam Awesome: Come on Daisy, we all know the Captain has erectile disfunction, give him a break for once.

Daisy Dukes: You know what Adam, eat shit and die homo. You're just a brown nosing little bitch kissing ass for a promotion. Everyone can see it. You're lucky Wondom isn't here to lay into your shit. And you know it.

Adam Awesome: No shame in my game for being Awesome. I'm just doing my job.

Daisy Dukes: Yea what ever dude, fuck you. I'm out.

Captain Jones: Remember that we will have a new agent aboard within 72 hours so make sure you change up those bad attitudes.

This is a reminder to fuck people and what they think. Live your life to the fullest and never let anyone bring you down. Don't let them waste your time. Just do what ever the fuck you want to do how ever the fuck you want to do it.

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3/13/2021

Another day and it's cold and rainy. I am setting the bar with some Redbull. There are unwanted guests here once again making noise and just intruding on life. Catilin stole my pizza last night when Dominos delivered it to the front door and not put it on the hood of my truck like what was put in the instructions. I was sitting in the truck waiting. Distress caused me to lock keys in the truck. Had to use Allen Key and Car to get my spare key to unlock my truck and when I got back he was all confused about why I needed the keys. Threatened to call the police. Like come on dude did you not hear me tell you that girl stole my pizza and I locked my fucking keys in the car. Thank fully I have a back up plan but it's followed by that shit. Get the fuck out of here with all that shit.

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Final straw. Little bitch keeps calling me that nigger like it really hurts me. Allen allowing people who got me in trouble to stay. Allowing all this chaos. I called cops, I got blamed, I got arrested. I am the only one who works here, who drives besides allen, who does not argue with others. I have goals and ambitions. Allen is egar to do a job for $15 per hour involving landscaping. Asks if I want to help. No I am busy. Proceeds to ask me to get him his tools that he will need, and then puts them in the trunk of the benz. Parking error comes on most likly because the trunk is open. Little bitch is cussing out her brother because he snitched her out to mom. Mom is elsewhere doing drugs with boyfriend who had to check in with parol. All the while, I am caged up in my room not wanting to come out hear anyones crap. Do not want white girl walking by me because she is just going to make a snotty ass remark about my race. Can't find nothing new to say. Even said white supremecist muthafuckers about the neighbors. Said I molested her. Lied about stealing my Pizza. Controls like her mom but is the scholar. Manipulates drug addict brother and friends. Justin etc. This place is so toxic, it should melt down. Little bitch trying to find out who showered to put blame for the tub being disguisting. Your brother showered. Yes towel on the floor. Yes you are a piece of shit. You're welcome for helping you get a spot. For putting up with your shit for 3 months before I finally snapped. Fucking pieces of poverty don't know life if it lived within them. Eat shit and die. All of you.

People are not allowed to drain my energy or ruin my careers. If they do, I will ruin their peace for good.

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3/14/2021

Had my morning coffee. Not going to give into any of the poverty bullshit today. I have to collect from Guillermo and then work on Mike job. Get the floor mopped and then paint the bathroom, wash windows, fix lock, put netting over 5 vents, fix sign on roof, weed eat, palm tree, trim the branches, take paint to glenn, spray, just outsource to workers and do minimal work there. Just supervise. 

Escaping the last of the povety chronicles. I have a code that you can use to promote yourself and start carving your way through life. The start begins today. I will provide you this code for a thousand dollars. That is cheap for what you are getting. I have used this same code to earn thousands of dollars over the year. Basically has kept me alive all these years. Kept me fed, and allowed me to live the lifestyle that I wanted to live. No 9-5, no nagging boss, same everyday commute. Just me, myself, and I, the world, and my dream. You can do the same with this one time investment.

My personal equity has gone up. Landscape worth, marketing worth, house, car, truck, friends, food, LIFE.

Touch base with Manny, Call the fucking list from November. Fliers, more leads with video, wholesaling. chase 50 establish still, stocks, DAC, Vivint, Cutco, marketing, Landscaping. lightspeed vt, master leasing system. Aweber, Redirect paypal or leads form. Easy tasks big pay. 

Need to rid the roaches from the nest. I only hang on because I know the value of what I am getting here. There is no trade off, just chaos. I helped people and they are biting the hand that helped them. Oh well. Typical human garbage. 

Landschedule

Ivan, Mr. Henderson, Trailer Park, Mike, Warren, BJs, Arleen, Brush and Bulk, Annuals, Carol Drywall Mon, 904, Allison, Deanna, 

Assets

Sthil FS91R

Hulaho Rake

Trailer

Truck

Room

Handy Tools

People Omar - Ramon - Allen - 

Allen Car Mercedes Benz Image - Door to door home sales Trulia last 3 months PURCHASE. Get in the home. All kinds of sales from Solar to Alarm Roof, Landscape, ETC.

BBQ grill

Washer Dryer

Gym Membership. 

Stocks

Phone

Laptop and Software

Power of the Redirct

Prey Drive Psycology.

Google Adsense

Marketing

SEO

Social Media and Feature

Video Chat and New Friends

eBooks on landscaping and the other strats that I know.

Today I am going to take the bus approach to rewind the mind and get back into the funk.

Today is a study day. Get paid and relax type of day.

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3/16/2021

Yesterday was day two of meeting this girl off the bus or so I thought. Was a tranny and I was blinded to the relationship. Probably wont talk again but I feel for their soul. Sad to say. Young kids in the house had interaction with cops from neighbor again. Nothing new. Have Carol and Mike job to get done. Warren and Mr Henderson BJS later in the week. Still going to run the Pima College Police Physical and just see what happens even though I am once again in the court system. That always stops me from this position. Always. PPD. TPD. And now PCCPD. We'll just see what happens.

Opportunity cost takes away from my Psychology.

Listening to Manipulation by Jake Smith and ended up getting Manipulated. When I think I'm winning am I losing?

Challenge no support.

My internal self posted on Facebook Earth Magnetic Concepts and Illusions by A.D. Got trapped in Illusion.

Organize small tasks and have internal hunger. 

Need a $6000 sale

Need to catch up on the savings pool

Need to do some of the handy work and outsource don't be greedy holding self back from success doing so.

Have the landscaping jobs but my motivation is working in a whole different direction. Marketing expansion police work etc.

Maybe if I get sativa it will motivate me to work?

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3/17/2021

High Priority

Tina Gravel, Warren, BJs, Carol Drywall, Marty 18th, Mike finish tasks, Deanna  Mr. Henderson, Manny Maldonado, Allison??, Ivan, Arleen, Police Saturday, 

Annuals, and or Brush and Bulk PHX Tuc, New Homes service Redfin, Zillow Wholesale, Savings games, caught up, 

Received my 3rd Stimulus package. This one is for $1400. If I had kids I would have more, but this is enough for me. Gonna start growing the funds like a real financial boss.

SEO CODER

Email click and buy or a deadline approach. Do not norture or have to remind people to review the material they are buying. Should not have to remind them to consume the content. Content should be that good. 

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3/18/2021

Yesterday was cool. Spread gravel and got fed. Got wax. Marteen got a new truck which is basically the same play as last year. Get taxes or stimulus and buys truck no license. We'll see what happens this time. All the while I am still juggling my jobs. Gonna do Warrens in the car. Then Martys in the truck. Then Carol drywall. Uhhh I am not a handyman but really want to earn the additional commissions.

Was gonna eat and watch a movie and relax the night away, when I saw a cop car turn down Evergreen. Also saw Justin running across the street while I was getting gas at chevron. I put one and two together and sure enough cops. Even Banducci the female cops that arrested me last week. Since then cops have been here three times and Dillon never gets arrested. They say the neighbor is difficult. Why don't I have any difficulty with him? He was spying on me I said whats up boss he said hey Albert how are you, and went inside. I was blazing a joint at that time. So dude is not out to get people, just annoying ass people who disturb the peace and trigger the PTSD. Idiots are so stupid that they would never be able to figure this out. Mom was threatening to move out because of it. Was trying to exercise control by going in and out where the cops were, and told her son you are grounded. Dude is 19 years old. An adult. Well, man child. How are you going to ground him. Serious disfunction and brought me down.

Warren, Marty, Carol, Bjs, Mike, Deanna, Mr. Henderson on the line up

Training workers. Marketing and Labor

Need set system

Recognize real and embrace that hard to find like a needle in a haystack, destiny set for the payback, me and these ghetto streets we go way back. - Klondike Kat Ghetto Streets Z-ro Mike Da 2 Tha Hardway

Sad thing is that the past week I was affected for like 3 days. Had to blaze my way out of the trance and be like fuck it. I'm still going to run the physical and not really get too stressed about it. Go to the court date and hope it gets dismissed. Even if it jams up my goals. I am used to this shit. No need to flip out and let it affect me. Just ride the tide and focus back on inter sell. Use it as power to grow, not take steps back.

Need to do Marty job. Scrape weeds, fill in hole, haul matresses, cut out plastic, blow backyard, basic clean up. Nothing to major. Easy job just need to get out there in the truck and then to the dump. Hauling Matresses and the rest of the concrete. Risk cops. Impound. Uhh nooo. 

I can also hire someone with a truck and onboard them. Quick easy gig. 

Could see if can put off until tomorrow and do Ivans that one and the Drywall for Carol even though I told her that I could do it first thing in the morning.

Wondering if Marteen still needs his legal paperwork on his truck done?

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3/19/2021

Tina Gravel, Warren, BJs, Carol Drywall, Marty 18th, Mike finish tasks, Deanna  Mr. Henderson, Manny Maldonado, Allison??, Ivan, Arleen, Police Saturday, Cary Stark Tuesday.

Annuals, and or Brush and Bulk PHX Tuc, New Homes service Redfin, Zillow Wholesale, Savings games, caught up, 

I made my fortune serving the public even through the jammers. The stress, still served. Complained but froze my complaints. 

Made my fortune off of rap music and songs. 

Made my fortune off of marketing for businesses. Showing people how to earn more than a thousand dollars after investing a thousand dollars. Show this to a thousand people who make the sale and you have yourself a million dollars. It's really not that fucking hard. 

Like I don't understand how people can just sit back and collect un employment and stimulus, when you can literally be multiplying your income by a thousand or more. This what people don't understand. They would rather hate on a person making their way in life, instead of creating their own path. It's like in Napoleon Hills Think and Grow Rich, there are losers walking the streets hating on the men and women who are making a way for themselves. They are jealous of their success, but don't do anything for themselves to ensure their success. They are just sitting back waiting and waiting and nothing ever comes. Where the fuck is the challenge? They are content with their lives and no thriving to do more. I have actually learned a lot about human behavior by studying these loser ass people. For me it's like why hate, and stoop to their level? Just beat them by being good in life. By being the fucking best person that I can be. Struggling and stressing, I always try to figure out what is hounding me. Dissolve it and keep moving forward. I am a product of High Performance habits by Brennan Burchard, and The subtle Art of not giving a fuck by Mark Manson, along with a whole bunch of other audio converted books. Not to mention the mentors that I have under my belt. The cool thing, is that I take notes. I took some of the best notes that you can aquire for One Dollar and it will redirect you to a few great qualifying sales trainning lessons. It's all typed out as notes, but consider it the cheat sheet like in school. Yes you can copy my home work and actually cash in. So one dollar, pay pal and the power of the redirect will take you to this juicy ass content. Come get involved. Considering that the cost is so cheap, I'm obviously trying to make it as easy as possible for you to aquire this information. Beyond that, there are opportunities upon opportunites that you can plug into and earn like in any job. That is the thing about working the system is that income is not hard to come by. You just have to choose and work the system, find some people to service, and keep the formula moving. So many people jam themselves up by overthinking the outcome or not starting at all. Or just being a piece of shit human garbage. It's not fair to those around thriving to reach higher potential. Well the good news, is that nobody has to put up with it either. You can choose to leave. Sacrafice nice stuff like a room, a car, but not the emotional fuckery. The jealousy and the hate. Do not let it hurt you because the healing part of the whole fiasco is winning. You owe it to yourselves to win and get away from the demons that are causing stress in your life.

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Like for me, my environment changes on a daily basis. From work to social. I get these vibes up in my mix and it influences me to do other stuff. 

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Plan architecht

Get car, intend to pull money

Shorts and shirt for running invest gym etc   Get wax or disalit. Maybe hit up Marteen for the wax or some buds. Floor cleaner and windex.

Drop off Chrissy

Need Car tomorrow. Run Police and then Ivan Yard Marty Yard

Get replacement tag of Marteens for my truck keep secret.

Eat food. Need some team players with their own money.

My Book starts here

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3/20/2021

Today I took the bus to the Pima College Physical for Police Officer. Did 29 situps and 30 push ups in one minuet. Ran the mile and a half in 10 min and 13 seconds. That is fast. Non stop. Anyway. I am ready for the Oral Board. That should be in about 2 weeks.- 

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3/21/2021

Yesterday I slept early. Got about 12 hours of sleep but interupted about 4 times. I was able to head out to Ivans but he said his dogs were out and I had to turn around and schedule for Monday. All good though, no big deal. I didn't want to make a fuss. Things are stressful enough right now. I have to see if there is a way to get my case dropped before the court date. Cleaning up a mess that I did not want to make. Product of a bad environment. Might go against my plan to become an officer. Either way I promised myself not to get mad if denied. Just wanted to go through with the testing that way I don't jam myself up. Let something else be the jammer. Even though I acted, it is still my choice, and I have to face the consequences. Even if that means not getting accepted for employment. Life is not meant to be easy, but we can create those times that are chill for ourselves. 

Need a break from work. Maybe manage from a management point of view. Open up opportunity for others, but the right people. No low life drug addicts who will just make the process more difficult. I understand it's a tough battle, but that is one battle that I do not want to participate in helping other people with. So that is what it is. These roomates are the perfect match to that description. They are unworthy sub human pieces of garbage, and do not deserve anything I have to offer. I helped them get into this place, and they want to turn sour and bitter. Fuck them. Never bite the hand that feeds you. It will stop feeding you and not pay any mind to your bullshit. These fucks actually moved in their whole disabled family. Not that it's any of my concern, people need help. Don't make the days together difficult by being a complete drug attic unworthy of occupying space. Fuck all that shit. I need to see worlds of happiness, and not doom and gloom. Oh you are arguing again. Oh the cops are here again. Oh this time I got sucked into it. Oh you have no regards to what I feel for the situation. Oh and you don't care about my well being when I cared about yours? No need for revenge. I don't have time for that. My focus is on goals and priorities while everyone else does drugs and argues. Unfortuantely it many block opportunity and I have to dig even deeper into myself to over come the hardship there. Like I know it's hardship, but to care is even more hardship, so it's better to just not give a fuck. Only give a fuck about the things that matter in life. Such as typing fast and accurately. Ha ha. It is always fun to type out great content and just go all out. It's crazy this world. It is very very crazy. No way will I allow people to feed me with their negativity . I am here to gain and sometimes do so in a dark way, but always helpful as a human operating within certain moral bounderies.

Case

Did not use any fighting words

was acting in self defense again a gun that I clearly saw

was not chasing with a knife was getting plate number while on the phone with the cops.

Walked right past victim without incidint. 

Could easily catch 

Sleeing and acted in a rude and out of control way but not violent wth fighting words.

Had been holding back from confrontation for weeks. They are not friendly people.

I helped them. They disregard out of anger, jealousy, and drug addiction.

Daughter relapsed and started calling me racial names.

Daughter stole my pizza from Dominos when they deliverd to the front door. Lied to me when asked said NO. Confessed as she told her dog lets throw these pizza boxes that we stole from Al away as I walked by her. Did not say anything to provoke.

Mom and daughter team up on me one night when I asked them to move car that was blocking and saying I don't change my clothes, am a freeloading MF. I pay my rent, come to find out they are owing from last month and this month. So they are talking about themselves. Late night party and fighting.

Blamed me for leaving hair and stuff in the tub, when really it was backed up.

Daughter said I molested her while calling cops. So another false accusation before being cited.

Moved in drug addict son and friend without permission. Was only originally renting to the mom and daughter. They brought the whole family. 

Definite Jealousy and control in the air.

Mental health issues, drug related, probation status. Them not me. 

Feel like they want me out of the picture so they can fully take over the household. The house, the car, and manipulate any opportunity that is positive towards their advantage.

I have done plenty of research on psychology that can identify people with patterns of manipulation.

Am currently enrolled as a police applicant with outstanding scores. Do not want this to get in the way of a great opportunity to serve the public.

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Allan - Home owner provider manipulator but in a positive way dirty

Al - Hard working, educated to psycology, has job, works everyday, pays rent, keeps silent except when challenged. Will not let people challenge me. 

Caitlin - Relapsed and admitted it, stole my pizza and admitted it after lying. Only admited because she relapsed and was high so was feeling good and didn't care. Best time to get the answers out of people. 

Freeda - Shows true colors so now I an gage her as the Mama manipulator. She is the one that the daughter is learning from. 

Jason -  Con, clever with talking, on parole. Stupid got caught twice, fogged up by girlfriend. Apologiezed for her because they are  team. Gets twisted by Freeda all the time. Kicked out, let back in. He even said I'm gonna kill myself now. I love you shit. 

Justin - Low life dude who said had opportunity twice and something happened each time. I understand that things happend but youre not doing much in life Last I heard you talked shit to Allen about being a retarted old man and also banged cailtlin hold that over her head as a form of control. 

Dillon - Drug addict son lives on the porch amungst other people I don't know. Lance? Justin? Mike?

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It's so funny how people think I'm such a diry loser bum, no money, no smarts, no celebrity fame, no nothing. Okay maybe I am just really good at keeping my secret because poor broke folks know how to truly take advantage.

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Its all good people act the way they do. I need to know youre worse as well as your best. Then I will determine. Some people unworthy but caught up in the mix and has no knowledge of how to escape low ball people.

I've made friends with my hardship, my depression, poverty, qualities, life experience. It's really hard to make me break. Yea I'll play a game, but never actually fully break.

Wondom: Dude it's not easy being  model that produces over a million dollars a year. It's not easy to live a normal life. People really don't understand the pressure involved.

Cowboy Jane: People think that I am a blacksmith. Indeed I am not. I am just an Outlaw going town for town robbing people for their gold. Not that robbing is good, they are not good at protecting their goods. Wondom, why don't you come join me on a quest. I am heading to Sonora, Mexico in the next 5 days. 

Wondom: Well Cowboy Jane sir, I would love to but I am handling work here in Tucson, I could't serve my people if I were adventuring serving you. 

Cowboy Jane: But Wondom you do not understand. There is gold in my vision. My dreams tell me where the gold is, and all I have to do is travel there and dig it up. If I don't, it's money missed. That would be a foolish thing.

Wondom: Cowboy Jane, how much gold have you discovered so far?

Cowboy Jane: I have dug up over 1500 troy ounces of gold. If you add the figures, that is a shit ton of wealth. It blows the Kings of temple valley out of the water. Mesa Kings, or those of Scottsdale to shame. There is real wealth in this business.

Wondom: Well you know what the nay sayers say.

Cowboy Jane: To hell with the nay sayers, you know they have no say in the wealth world.

Information helps influence the next move.

What people do gives them power.

Challenge. How manly can you be. No need to lie. accept my faults, my flaws, good guy, bad guy, etc. Genuine character or fake

Feel complete

Play off of wins and motivation.

What are your goals. No for real, what are your goals?

So many rich lives to tap into.

What is your gold mine, water pond, atm machine.

Where people are at in there lives. Student, the field with divorce, solo mission.

Life time of studying people and making sure I know who they are before they know who I am.

BONUS

Tap into relationships even if its transgender.

Now go find a boat load of people who find value in this content.

Horse Power Prophecies.

Master down on your obsessions. All obsessions. Put them in frameworks

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3/23/2021

Ways to get money easy. Research study and plasma donations.

The same amount of effort to earn $10 is the same as earning 1 million dollars.

I have been working freelance for years, and I mean years. I have had time to build businesses and sell them, or keep managing them. I have had time to just reflect on life. Time to evaluate friends and reconsider the moves I am making. Withdraw from party life and excell in work. The life of balance comes to play. We do what we know. 

SEO formula, landscaping, outbound websites, fliers, redirect paypal to info or opportunity. Aweber ability to grow list and earn affiliate, chase 50 earn $500 from chase bank.  Handy man division holding me back from landscaping. Social interactions are holding back from work and goals. 

The class on real worldly learning. The class that was pulled from schools. Schools don't want you knowing this secret.

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Got the tag and met a girl named Jinx but most likly wont hit me up. Getting ready to do marty job and dump run and it's windy as hell out there. 

Still hate at the house. Yelling, control, female hate control, drugs, cant even eat or watch a movie in peace without hearing some shit like my boy friend will shoot you in your mf head. Like come on. Im trying to focus on work. This is the reason why I have been falling behind in some of my ventures. Or it seems to be more difficult to get shit done. I am pushing hard to get past all this crap. Like come on.

Going to depart at 3 or 315 pick up omar, dump load in trash can at apartments, go and get tires, and then hit the job from there. Will drive slow to get omar, call phone when on the way. At job have omar do most of the work. Need to get gas and mix 2 cylce. Other then that everything should be good to go. It's windy and potential for rain. 

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3/24/2021

Today woke up chevron had no coffee, then lady with her german shepard wants to get in the way while I'm trying to walk Chrissy. Chrissy scared and does not want to go in. Cowards next to tweaker on porch. Next thing I know she laughing and I say shut up. Like it's not fucking funny. Then Dillon says dude why did you say that. Comes knocking on my door. Dude go away. He wants an apology. They don't deserve an apology. I need these people out of here. No more of this. Going to get the interim report and file restraining order on all of them. File seperate, and get confirmation numbers, and print own paper work. Sounds easy enough.

Looking into my city court citations I still have records of DUI, Criminal Damage and Threats and intimidation, also reporting registration, assault, disorderly conduct, criminal literring, but all dismissed. Shows when I was on unsupervised probation for 6 months, got off then a few months later went back on for 18 months unsupervised probation. Still owe courts fines of like two grand and seven hundred dollars so almost four grand total. Wow thanks alot courts. County records will show that I was caught no insurance, and criminal tresspassing and threats and intimidation in the third. Also dismissed. I feel like it is really easy to get caught up in the court systems. Even if you call the cops on someone and they get the run down, I personally am always targeted against. They always gang up on me and make me feel uncomfortable. I am not out looking for fights. I simply respond to what is going on around me.

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3/25/2021

Another day another fuck the world. Still out there searching for meaning. Jobs are cool but it's not floating my boat anymore. Seeking employment in Police work. Oral board on Wednesday at 2 p.m.

People suck because I always see their flaws and they do not hide them well.

People lower my high vibing energy all the time. Block goals, move with slowness. Racist white rats. No class. Disguisting females. Poverty. Fighting equals a nice night on the town. Winning, is a rare occassion unless they are winning at being a shit person. In that case, here take the gold medal. Demon ass people deserve the hell they live in. I make sanctuaries out of the worse places. My home is at heart. I am my home. I am everywhere I go, so I had to learn how to live with me.

So lets cut them out and focus on us. Start winning. Jobs on hold or outsourced. Need to stay focused on mental health. Do not let the chaos drag you down. You know the build up and the pressure. Can only hold back for so long until the pressurized energy is released, and it's never good. Too much power all in one direction could be severe. I am no genius, but great at observation. Even the freeway is a dangerous place. Friends call me a pussy for not wanting to go on the freeway all the time. I would rather take the safer route, even if it means talking a little bit of extra time.

Jobs line up

Mike, Bjs, Warrens, Carol, Mrs. Stark, Arleen, Manny Maldonado, Oral Interview Pima College Police   6 days

Annuals, Brush and Bulk Sales, SEO sales, Outbound Marketing Pros, Affiliate World, Trainings,

Money, time, people, assets, systems and strategies, mindset, map, measure, mentor, make the main thing the main thing.

Auctioneering is cool. How bout a bid on 1 now two how bout 3 would ya give me 4

How do I feel about work right now?

Bombarded especially by handyman shit. Moving jobs too much. Some people changing up times. Burn out. Pressure from work and home. Anxious to hit goals, but never get to work on them. 

Dentist appt

Nike Backpack carry laptop in

suite shoes for interview

hair cut. Keep curls fade side.

Establish online shopping account. Amazon, Ebay already have set up I belIeve

Chase 50 team.

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3/26/2021

Going to finish the landscaping priority list. Now that a few of the jobs are out of the way I just need to complete a few more before the 31st I will lay it down right here.

Tina Gravel, Warren, BJs, Carol Drywall, Marty 18th, Mike finish tasks, Deanna  Mr. Henderson, Manny Maldonado, Allison??, Ivan, Arleen, Police Saturday, Police Wednesday, Kody Monday

Mrs. Stark.

There it is the updated version of what needs to be done.

Call the list for extra capitol need to market to those who don't know how. Work those sales skills. 

Had a thought that I only have roughly 15-20 years left with my parents if even that. I am over here doing me, working, building my future but it's not doing much. Keeping me stressed and afloat and wasting away the days. Even the time that I have with my dog is less. Like is this what I have to look forward to . The good times, the bad times, then I'm out. Always looking for a day where I can do nothing and have money and plan my next move. Always have these jobs just floating there and waiting for me to get it done. Customers demanding and me stringling them along because I am trying to protect my mental health. Then I tell myself just get it done. There will be a day for rest. That day never comes. Just days of stress not rest. I am the creator of a better life and it can be done, but so many snakes to uncover on the way. My storage unit was a place of peace. House underconstruction, place of peace. Anywhere else is a warzone. I am high performer so I know how to get through it. Clever but not so clever. I have ways of getting shit done. Use the stress as good and high perform with it. SBA loan dicking me around. Seeing that there are more funds available. Like what the fuck. Am I getting funds or not? Social life, people want to chill and drink and spend money and not focus on quality of life. I want to focus on quality of life.

Police paperwork needs process so I can process the restraining orders. Slow process, but I will get them out of the rooms and rent to decent people. Earn me $200-$300 and regain my peace.

Drop these new raps including the old raps new mixtape and move on to more music. That helps with the grind. Helps me not feel left behind. 

Buy some dog treats for the chevron ladies to hand out to other peoples dogs. 

Investments

Money -  Ads tools, TECH

People - Ambitious

Time - Not wasted but calculated

Assets - Anything tool that can produce including your brain power

Systems and Strategies. What is your water pond or ATM. How do you stack on a daily , weekly, monthy, and annual basis.

Ever felt so dead inside that you just dont give a fuck about anything. This is lack of love and exposure to too much hate. Surrounding environment filled with losers and nay sayers. These fucks will trade gold for alluminum foil. Stupid. Idiots. Here I am trapped in the mist of these assholes. Theives, liars, manipulators, untrustworthy, cop calling, having cops called on them fucks. I tried to help random stranger off Craigslist and this is what I get. Racism, threats with knives and guns. I need to escape out of here and still use the landmark and room to my advantage. Owe $900 more on truck. Have truck established to work again in a complex type of way but it's all good.

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Lets focus on unplugging from work. Lets do what we want to do. Drive cool cars, be healthy and stress free, enjoy reality. Don't let negative people fuck any of that up. I am an entreprenuer who has jobs and has ability to do good in life. I have strong integrity because I know how to execute the right thing over wrong. I am empathic towards people and have a kind heart. Also know how to mask emotions because people suck. Always looking after their own well being. Also playing life in victim mode. We are all humans but some just suck on a low scale. So what am I defeated by? Maybe work. People and social. Fear. Setback on tasks. So many ideas to execute, hard to just choose one. Want to explore the world. Continue to learn from good people. Tired of the bad lessons. Like I already know waht bad people can do. What exactly can good people do? 

I need to unplug from reality.

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Left phone in Allen car because I was rushing back, slid under the seat, and I didn't grab it.

Work, deadlines, rushing, inconsisencies, hate, etc. 

eBook PDF

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3/27/2021

Tina Gravel, Warren, BJs, Carol Drywall, Marty 18th, Mike finish tasks, Deanna  Mr. Henderson, Manny Maldonado, Allison??, Ivan, Arleen, Police Saturday, Police Wednesday, Kody Monday

Mrs. Stark.

Hounded by the jobs displayed above. Should I just not give a fuck a fold into something better. I know it's been weighing heavily on me. I don't want to reach for these challenging jobs. Just do the ones that I know how to execute the best.

People in the house are shit. Have to see them everyday and hear there shit everyday

Solutions

Find one handy man sell package too initiate dry wall job to them

Finish Mike job sprayer, trimming trees, weeds, palm tree, blow parking lot. Omar work. 

Rent part of the room shared with a girl that has big ass mmmmm. Lets make something work. 

I feel used right now, over worked, burnt out. No support. If I ask for help do not want to be exploited.

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3/27/2021

Allen giving foodstamps away to people living in his house. They used the car for like 4 hours. To go shopping. Where did they go?

Every night late night disterbance.

Send loan email bout knowledge of people in home and in order to get the loan, they have to go. 

Start calling the cops. Well remember what happened last time that happened.

This is a problem and it needs to be dealt with asap. 

File police report heroin use on porch and laundry room or I would do laundry.

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The best revenge is to not take part in the stupidity. Let them sink their ships. It's been days weeks months and still nothing. Only myself getting arrested. It stirred up the anxiety the set back the worry. Now I have to work through these next couple of months waiting on a court date.

The mom is a bitch. She fucks the boyfriend and thinks she runs shit but she don't run shit. The daughter is just like the mom with her own little dirty tricks. The son is a drug addict bringing loser people around. Need I say more.

Allen is a coock makes moves but also gets stepped on in the process. Deals with the crap in exchange for the dollars. It's affecting his strongest soldier in the pack. Though I know he would just move on to other people. He don't care so I dont care. I let it happen so I can work my magic in my way. Everyone wants to work their magic in one way or another but theirs sucks. Or does mine suck compared to theirs. What ever the case may be I am wondering what the next move should be. The next move should be to get these fucks out of this house and remain in control.

Kody 

Tomorrow I need to coordinate a landscaping project out in Saddlebrook. Long drive, gonna have a load and have to move dirt and rocks. 

Mike

Cleaning at Glenn and Stone

Carry Stark

Leaves

Arleen

Annual

Mr. Henderson

Monday may need to switcht to Tuesday

BJs

Weeds on curb.

Warren

2nd maintenance

Deanna

Geneal clean up

Alfonso Maldonado

Website

Allison

Leveling did too many reschedules for an estimate

Carol Drywall

Did not to too much rescheduling confliction was supposed to be chill and crushed by communication.

This world is so fucking fake. Wake up everyday to do the same shit. Have ambition and get crushed when you have too much. Get misguided by other dwellers. Get thrown off of your main frame task. The main frame goal was to stack annuals and what have I been doing this whole time. Working the same fucking system that I have been for years.

Home living

food, peace, washer, shower, sleep. Not really getting much of that. Extended version. Assets and connection to people. Not getting any of that. Maybe assets but shinny object set to keep me in place. I will play but hey this is hard ball with the rest of these fucks.

My cousin Joe reached out for the first time in 6 years and 7 months. The first one of the family on my moms side to reach out after I got drunk at my grandmothers death at the hospital. Got kicked out. Hit up on my aunt. Lol. Isn't that what drunk guys do? I told them that I didn't want to be there and my cousin Sara was like, you have to go. Last time you will ever see her. Man what a disaster that turned out to be.

AUDIO BOOKS

I have about two hours left of Manipulation and NLP by Jake Smith. Great audio book to check out so far my audio book list is Think and Grow Rich, Richest Man in Babylon, The Way of the Superior Man, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck by Mark Mason, The Wisdom of Psycopaths by Kevin Dutton, High Performance Habits by Breannan Burchard, Manipulation NLP Jake Smith. Who moved my Cheese a book that Dino gave me but I listened to the audio. UNFUCK YOURSELF BY GARY BISHOP NOT SURE IF I LISTENED TO THE WHOLE THING.

SALES TRAINING AND MONEY MAKERS

Aduttonater Media T.V., New Innovative Enterprises, Arizona Wealth Care, California Wealth Care, 

Landscaping, Marketing, Affilates, Flips, Wholesales, Donations, 

Stop wasting your time with losers and bullshit opportunities that pay nothing. I have a $7500 goal that I am chasing and only getting bigger everytime I spend. Make that $8000. I can vision -the expenses coming up. Established a savings system. Also established a motivator system to get more. Earn that large sale in duplicate. 5 star general formula. SEO formula, looking to perfect today.  All this good shit wrapped around a toxic environment. 

REDDIT INFORMATION ON LIFE AND GOOD SHIT

Learn my young friend.

People are not always out to fuck you, but will throw tricky obstacles in your way to see if you can get through it. Or to mess up your grind. This is why I have pre experience at solving tricky puzzles.

Successful people get hate from jealous individuals. 

Wealth mindset, entrepreneur, psychology, manipulation. Strong minded people. 

My pitch, build rapport sales formula. Universe pulls in anything from the outside and recycles it. 

You are a co creator of everything that happens around you even if you are a victim. Blame yourself. You have less knowledge. So go and get the knowledge. Less money? Go get more money. Figure it out and do it. Stop blaming others. Tap into your inner psycology. Study audio books and use the knowledge with power. Work the jobs at hand. The landscaping ones. Not the handy man ones that got piled on me by Ryan. Working from the phone, is good, but it was stressful during my current situation. Use what happened to my knowledge as observation and understand what held me back. 

Master of manipulation and overly anylitical.  Sneaky behavior and scheming. Past life art theif? Obession with art and sculpture. Gold and Jewelry. Outlaw? Courtier in disguise. Not known to take on any other role other than mysterious. 

Fix spare tire, get jack for truck, Get wheelbarrow or tire or the one in the backyard. suite, tie, pants, shoes, haircut, breifs maybe or keep free balling. Camera for room. Put aside the savings that I have attracted so far. Do not spend. Work the seeds, been holding self back from that for months. Laundry, Shower

Mirroring and matching or entrainment. Relationship strength. That feels really good to type. 

NLP techniques are awesome. 

Savings wise right now I have about $158 in cash. Maybe $300 on the business card because some fraud it is on hold. The $955 on the chase card I might as well just keep there as savings and no touch. So as of right now I need to work from cash and cash only . The cards are froze. So I need to work on sales of jobs and growing the chase card savings right now. Having cash floating around is too risky. Safer on the card. Just use as a way to generate more funds through zelle and pull the cash out. Also what is up with the SBA loan. I can also grow the business bank accout as well. 

How will I do this?

Jobs of landscaping just use the team, make less but less stress. Manage the jobs well. 

Marketing. Be chill on the phone. Outbound calls. SEO ads, lead form ads. Automated. 

Power of the redirect. 

Podcasts, Video, Drone. Technology. Yes yes and yes. Typing Contractual Services. Yes yes and yes. That is so funny. Yes yes and yes. Ha ha. 

Google Adsense as a form of affiliate marketing and bam off to the races. Alot of my business solutions are like those of the gurus like Bob Proctor. Old cats that have just re processed the formula in different terms. 

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3/29/2021

Kody job doing the gravel moving, the trimming of the trees, general clean up of property 18feet to 20feet and laying the turf that is just roll out already has the base. 

Wheelbarrow, tire fix, jack, broom, level, anything that I need to come back for I will stretch out for a day two I don't really mind. 

Mike cleaning job. Get done. Deanna, warren, bjs, arleens, Mr. Henderson tomorrow. 

Time is limited here. Important to stay on task. The dog can chill at home or come with on some of them. 

Manny Maldonoado log in and paste the code figure out what to do from there.

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3/30/2021

Dump, Mrs. Starks, Mr. Henderson, Kody, Mike Stone and Glenn, Mike Palm tree Craycroft and 29th. Arleen, Warren, Deanna, Police Interview Oral Board, Manny Website, Bjs sidewalk clean up.

Set for April

Shane, Luis Parents, Luis Wilmot weekends work little bit at a time desert area. Angela on Columbus two properties

Relax and focus on importance. Lets get this work done. Don't think about the lady situation with Omar. That is weak shit. Do not waste anymore energy explaining to people. Just do. Send text message to inform but nothing to concerning. 

The month is almost over and if I am not focused on the work then I am chilling or partying. The party scene creeps up on me the next morning. The social setting runs into barriers when trying to hang. Don't want to show up empty handed so I just end up buying beer and drinking them both since peeps cannot be available. Is it like this everywhere? Step outside of the boundery and get shot down. Stay within standard bounderies.

Mikes floor attic, use vinigar and baking soda to disinfect, leave over night. Use hose to fill water buckets. Screws for the roof Rachet Screwdriver set. Landscaping weed eating, and hit with a granual seed, soak in with hose.  Then shoot for completing other property. 

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3/31/2021

Today is the last day of the month. Arleen and BJ deadline for the last to be done, check brush and bulk schedule make some extra paper. Police Interview at 2 p.m. Kody job distance factor may need one more day he did say that we have until Saturday. I could request one more day due to deadlines but for sure can come tomorrow. He even said if we can have it done by Saturday. Rent going to be due again. Keep adding to the expense list and fry that big fish sale.

I could take a two hour drive out myself and spread the rest of the gravel and say I need my assistant to help with the turf part.  So many ways of going about this. Also have Mike with his commercial building sense of urgency.

Need to call or text Manny and see if his website is with Go Daddy or if it was with another domain company. Should this be something that I should be able to figure out on my own.

Be a man and get on the phone and request what needs to be done in order to operations to go smoothly. Tomorrows Thursday man need to be bumped to Friday. Don't forget Deannas and don't forget the ability to execute stuff alone. Don't necessarily need these people in my mix. Especially when I still have to get in there and put in the same amount of effort.  What is the point? Like what am I doing? Just training people? Yes yes and yes.

$723.58 Personal

$370.41 Business

$25 Cash

$150 Check

$1268.99

$600 Pending sale

$200 Mike Pending sale

$100?? Mike pending sale

$100 Deanna pending sale

$180 Pending Invoice Warren

4/1/2021

New month new bills. Lets see what we have on the table. 

Kody job needs done, Mike need done, finish Arleen, Shane Luis, Manny Maldonado, Invoice Warren, Deanna Yard, Annuals and check brush and bulk schedule think they are eastside now.

$643.19 Personal

$370.41 Business

$25 Cash

$150 Check

$1268.99

$600 Pending sale

$200 Mike Pending sale

$100?? Mike pending sale

$100 Deanna pending sale

$180 Pending Invoice Warren

Kody job, general clean up, clean up oleander, level out area, lay turf, put up canopy shade, move out rock 20' from 18', one more stump.

Mike mop floor clean duct area and screws in the roof landscaping spray granual wants to get rid of but that is almost impossible. 

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Luis, Shane, Arleen, Angela, Deanna, Manny SEO, 

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4/2/2021

Woke up this morning like fuck now I have to drive out to saddle brook an finish Kody job. Having to do that while juggling other deadlines. Worker vanished on me. Still have to finish alone or find someone else to help. 

Was trying to work my saving game out, and had to go buy a bunch of parts to start job. Fuck. So now I am still in the air with that. Here it is April now. Rent paid, but still in house with losers.

I don't like walking past these dudes everyday. Losers in my site. Can't have it.

The day is a nice Friday. Having to deal with the job takes away from what this day can be. 

People in the way making me slow my roll or dim my lights. Fuck I just want to get through this shit so I can relax and just work on some personal projects. 

When people screw me over they screw themselves for a while. I have solutions to the problems that people dwell upon me. 

What I would rather be doing is working on affilate marketing from the bus. Going downtown, getting a sac and seeing who is out in the world. Not fucking working everyday all day anxiety forming when things build up and I can forsee shit falling apart.

These jobs really haunt me alot. The fact that the jobs are supposed to be my peaceful place. My safety net, which still is but has me intertwined with dumbasses and manipulative people. I feel like this is not where I am supposed to be. I should be in a whole new channel working my strategies. Working them alone because people continue to prove how much they suck.

In this world I have been scared by adult hood, and want to fall back as a kid. Fuck this world and that shit that it has to offer. There is much better, there has to be. Better women, food, ways of earning, living, surrounding people. Everything else appears to be shit. Nobody understand me. Even when they think they do, they don't. I have developed into a person who says fuck you before I will help you. I have trained myself to stay away from these devil ass people. Can be famiy too. See disfunctional families all the time tear each other up. Joe my cousin on my mom side messaged me after 6 and a half years of not talking because what had happened at the hospital. That is a whole world of fakeness in itself. I do not want to reach out to them. They left me before, they left me again, who's to say they wont do it again. Abandonment. It has happened many times. It rehaunts me in my dreams. My dreams. That special place where I can escape and get the answers is now a haunt fest. There really is just no winning unless I myseteriously disappear and leave everyone hanging. Otherwise I am stuck in the cycle. Even when it seems like it's going to end, here comes more demanding people. More anxiety. More manipulation, and I am deprived of the things that I want to do. Shit I have new raps ready to be released but my time is going to the work game.  Not fair to me and my creation. 

Tried to reach out and it was to the wrong people. Tried to stay motivated and got crushed. 

Thinking back, it's been years since I have had peace. Am I lying to myself? Even summer 2020 corona days I tried to lay low and not work. People hounded the shit out of me until I went back in. This is while homeless and working on myself. 

SCHEDULE

Kody, Mike, Luis, Angela, Shane, Luther, Deanna, Ivan, Warren, Arleen, Brush and Bulk Tuc Phx, Annuals, Manny SEO or refund confusion not trying to rip off,  Chase 50, Wholesale,

Dont hanging out, dont hiring unless they're gonna stick.

Working with Omar gave me a review on how peoples personal relationships flow into the workzone. Cannot have that happening. Cannot pay people to drive them around to where they are going to spend it also. Like paid for food, paid for drinks, paid for wax, paid cash also. Picked up, dropped off, took to fast food, took to smoke shop, provided opportunity had to go over work. It's more like training and still having to do the work as if I am alone. Helper usually does easy stuff that would take me no more than 20 extra minuets. Then they are getting paid 2-3 hours. Usually just standing around and observing me work, while waiting for instructions to the next task. I have put myself on both ends of the work force. Although I have been trained to find something to do or ask when not doing something under authority, I still know how to just stand around and waste time also. That's how I know what to look out for it as well. 

EARN IT.

It's like I am fighting the morning. Maybe because I head staight to the laptop and that is my commute. Takes away from the actual drive and wake up to work. Though I do have to commute to locations, it's at my own discretion. My commute comes with getting coffee, smoking, talking a walk, and amping myself up on the anxiety of the day. Then settling in and finally taking that step to get to work. The cycle continues and I am tired of that. 

For mindset it's that people are counting on me and I have the skills to figure shit out. So use the logic as a tool. Earn that shower, that bedtime, that meal. Earn your right to relax. People just taking showers, an eating food, watching t.v. like some kind of given privilage. Just sitting around waiting for more people to give you shit. Earn that privilage to even be gifted upon. Earn everything. Free shit is nice, free time, freedom, free food, free hospitality, but that only comes with great trust that is earned. Act like a piece of shit, nobody is going to give that to you. Nobody. Act like someone who appreciates, who is grateful, who makes moves, who contributes to society in a positive way, one way or another. But earn the right to the little things, and up will come the bigger things. It's mindset people. You are limited to your beliefs. Limited to your weekly paycheck. Your annual paycheck is calculated for you give a take a few hundred dollars. It's easy to calculate. Calculate a paycheck in which one must earn all on their own without their company employer. And I say company employer because either way you're working someone is employing you. For you you must get more employers when you do it on your own without the company. You must balance time, energy, work load, personal life, almost to where you have no personal life, health, finance, social life, hobbies, and much more all in that one equation. So now you are earning the right to all of this, but in order to earn more you must get better. You must improve the formula. The strategies must be changed to benefit you. You know where you are with your position. Don't look to someone else to tell you where you are in life. Set the bar, and earn your way out of it. Everyday, earn the right to walk, to talk, to listen, to learn, to earn, to what ever you want to do. Go fucking earn it. Don't just wake up every morning and feel like you are entitled to everything and anything. Set the bar and go fucking earn it , for fucks sake. 

Plan back on

Have the hand tamp and load out of truck to transport tools back. I am going to show up do the general clean up, then spread the gravel 20 feet, then pick out the stump, clean up the oleander, and then prep area for turf, lay the turf. Most likly going to have to do this alone. Might assist with the canopy but good excuse to not have to do it. Take time and work slow for this process. 

520-591-2963 Larry Roberts, septic tank pumped 7137 N. Camino Verde. 4 5 HOURS of work. 

Solve world problems not customer problems. 

NIGHT

Conclusion of the day. I was angry all day. Did not want to go out to job alone. I know what I am up against. Planned to have help. Help bailed on me. Help creates family drama situations. Help needs help with everything from rides, to food, drinks, etc.

Angered by the pressure leads to drinking. Leads to that moment where the shit talk could lead to death.

People making me feel like I want to die. Taking all the fun away from my work. Not allowing me to move in the way that I want to move. 

I hate when people are in my mix, because they can see the way I act in unusual ways but that is how I have to act to get shit done. I dont want to hear it from others. They seperate because they don't like my authority. Makes me feel like a cop. Maybe that's why I applied.  

I'm so engulfed in what I am engulfed in that sometimes I fail to realize who is doing good for me. I am out here hunting and avoiding sharks, so my hypervigalency is high. 

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4/3/2021

This month already taking off like a Jet. Luis parents property, then to Angelas, then Kody. Ready want to deliver quality turf lay. Need to find one person to help out. Who cares about the pay, its the delivery and that final photo that matters. Do it for the kids not the customer. Well for the customer also. Get that turf in before Easter. 

Manny website. 

Stop stressing it's not that bad. 

Did Luis property and Kody or Monday. Should not be that stressful. I said truck was overheating. So that is kind of like manipulation working in my favor. Now I can rest and look for someone to possible assist with the job. I wonder if I can get someone to do the vents at Mikes. Or should I just do it myself? Mop the floor myself. Do it all myself.

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4/4/2021

Today is easter and I helped Marteen do Julies yard. We were supposed to do Shanes together but he was putting a deadline on the work saying we have to be done by 130 not inluding travel time there. Like come on that is not going to happen and is not part of the formula. We do a good job and focus on the outcome. So I ended up having him drop me off. Need to get dog food and bags, which I already got. Not time to hit Shanes should be there around 230 and done by 4 then I will go do Mikes ducts. That shit is going to be fucked but needs to be done. Wasted half the day helping Marteen. Did not get paid anything, and I ended up giving him wax. Does not see like a win for me. Now I have to turn this day into a win for myself. Tried to make it somewhat relaxed and ended up getting burned. Not cool. I feel used like always but hey, I am used to this shit. I realized that I lost the tarp on the last dump run as well. My mind is fogged up in another place overwhelmed from this work and disloyalty. OMG so much going on when I really just need to relax. Need to find the way to relax while getting through the work Make the work the relaxer. Need to apply another blotch of super glue to that plastic plate holder. 

So when making money it's like everytime I do this I want to come back with $14000 or more or a set amount. Everytime I walk past these losers on the porch I will come back with income. Everytime I walk past them with the weed eater I am putting in work. Surrounding people are very unworthy of me. Except for those who have helped me. I have cash $75 what can I buy that will increase that amount. What item plus action will lead me to more wealth? Play it like a game. The savings game, the seed game, the evertime I do this game, the master and duplicate game. The I just spent money on my rent for a room. How can that room earn for me? I just had to pay my insurance. How can I incorperate that to earn for me. I just spent money on running shoes. How can I get those working for me. What can I do? What vehicle can I ride in and earn. What opportunities are worth working, and which ones are worth flushing. Being strung along is not what I do, but many people love to string me along. Too many people block there own blessings. My reactions are feelings not because I am out screwing people over. I usually have to tap into manipulative habits when trying to make things work in my favor. When I have to make something work after being pushed into it. I try not to cross illegal bounderies. Do not like breaking the law, since I am thinking about going into work for a police department. It's my life I can do what ever I want. People tend to follow my trend anyway. They think I am cool already. So even when I try to get away they want me. They want my high performance habits working for them.  They want me to help them get to a higher level regardless of how it might interfere with my work and service. They have to pull their own manipulative ways to get what they want through me. Luckily I know manipulation like the back of my hand, so I can tell when I am being played. Sometimes I let the situation happen to see what might come of it. How will the person react, once I react by calling them out on their bullshit. When they realize that they burned good bridges and took me over the emotion hill. The same hill that I am trying to avoid people take me there, and then I am trained even better to stay away from that kind of shit. 

The guys who are mentoring us now are going to die out soon. Embrace their knowledge because they will not be here forever. 

How many calls do I have to make? Is that possible?

Multiply customers multiply hours in the day

Add a zero to the numbers game. Build out zeros. 

Make a million and it wont make the paper. Cannot compare that to my upbringing. 

Creativity comes after commitment. 

Create a department and figure out what you can do for yourself

Who ever gets the most attention in the market place gets the money. 

Money follows attention

If youre going to be a leader, top of the food chain type of leader, people aint gonna like you. Thank you Grant Cardone on YouTube. 

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4/6/2021

Skipped yesterday because I was feeling sick. Had to put off Kody job again and worked on Mike property but with no real plan. Just blindly making moves. Need to get Kody turf down today wil bring one person to assist with the dig and the tamp to level, and lay the turf. Get paid $600 and move on to other jobs. Rolande to estimate hers and neighbors property. Also neighbor of Kody all these neighbors. Thursday have job and estimate set up. Friday not so sure but it will be packed. I really need a day off. Fuck me. 

Or a team so that I can deligate tasks. I cannot run the whole show alone. 

The days and months keep coming and my plans keep going down the drain. Like never got to rock more annual maintenances, never got to work the brush and bulky marketing plan. My fliers were lost or thrown out never got the chance to make more. 

Have not called the copy leads list and have not got to wholesale a home. Why? Because I'm working these jobs alone. The confliction is real. 

All the while I am living with idiots, and having to keep my dog couped up all day while these jobs take place. 

I really wish people would just leave me alone and let me work in silence. Work discreatly from behind my computer and not have to socialize with anyone. 

SCHEDULE

Monday next week

Rolande , Erin Jim Wednesday 5 p.m. 10546 E. Black Willow Dr. Houghton and Valencia quoted Jim $250 can start next week will text to schedule. Tried to line up for Saturday but he wanted later in the week. 520-867-1470

Thursday 

Text Jim estimate yesterday at $250 Anthony and Melissa. thursday 10 a.m. text 30 min prior,  520-237-9740 2506 N. Blue Willow Trail GC #0415  4/8/2021 Work complete in 4 hours with A.D. Cash payment of $180 they want to do Monthy First week of May or so. 

estimate 5 p.m. Wimot and Broadway 396-0533 # 6586 e calle castor. Quoted $350 and $150 for barriers. Dyke lady think I met through A.J. long time ago.

Friday

Angela other yard and Ling met by accidenty tresspassing on her yard, Deanna, Manny Website, Mike needs to be done. 

Estimate at 1 p.m. for Buzz Wright  Far eastside

Saturday 

Luis Saturdays desert areas take time work alone or bring someone and he take care of us.

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4/8/2021

As the days go by the I can't help but feel like I am doing the same shit. Seems like I am good at it, but I want to reach for more. Was trying to reach for brush and bulk accounts. 

I am the greatest. I have work. I have relationships. Money. Strategy. Ability to make the best out of a shit situation. That is what people don't understand about me, nor do I want to explain it to them. It takes a lot of understanding to be able to tap into inner roots and succeed with this knowledge. I do not expect anyone average to understand. 

Hands are hurting from hammering and scraping on ground from turf job. That job really wore me out, but I was still able to get it done. 

Fliers new design, create to A1 ad. Marketing campaign. 

Do not reveal moves to people. People talk shit because of the information that is revealed to them. 

Manny jammer with his seo content, been like two months almost 60 days, already made content and he didnt' know what to do with it, so I offered to paste it in, got log in info could not log in two more weeks time delay.. Email from Manny and text. I almost want to refund him and say I still want to work with him. He set the bar for the new formula and that is what I appreciate not the money involved. 

Losers around me, motivate me to win. Like look at me. Look what I am doing. I earn everytime I walk past you lazy fucks. You wonder how, you want to get involved, but you are involved with negativity. I forsee that and shut the shit down quick. I do not support that kind of association or behavior. People block their own blessings as I have said before. I am good at getting the run down within the first 10 seconds of speaking with someone. 

Last year I was living out of a fucking storage unit. I was there because of circucumstance. I wanted to use the little bit of landscaping money I had to pay bills, when I should have been aiming for more. My ability to earn was blocked. I was not tapping into my inner roots. Started resisting myself because of the people around me. It's happened plenty of times. I have been the victim to a toxic environment. When I am around good people, I tend to win and get stuff done. Bad people sends me into freeze mode. My intuition kicks in all the time. Like I can tell when people are manipulating. Sometimes I let it happen, that is my way of manipulating back. 

Initiate prey drive. Morning meetings. Discuss the strategies. Get ideas. Mastermind meetings with the master of marketing material. Lol. Let's help other people get to this level. Run some ads. Run some marketing campaigns. Do not be weighted down by life. Bring people into the problems, but only those who offer solutions. 

Live streaming 7 minuets, one person popped in. Maybe because I don't invite people. 

Remeber that people want me becacuse of my high performance habits. I know how to get shit done for folks. I will remain calm, kind, and approach with the best customer service. I will provide the best solution and work with the errors and roadblock jammers. 

Getting shit done by showing off. Training videos, movie of my life, live facebook, live instagram, youtube, breaking down video content, document content, audio content, website training content az wealth care and new innovated enterprises. 

Formulas of life, on how to earn, what is your atm. Break that down into a framework.

The games of savings, stacking debt and seeking large sale master and duplicate, second seed if borrowed from the first, having a bill and doing something 10 times the value to pay that bill off. Keeping expense low. Growing seeds of money on any scale. Everytime I spend $5 I get back $125-$200.

I need to build a business where it's easy for anyone to plug into inorder to improve there life and puts in minimal effort. There efforts reflect back on the company that put them in position. Sales percentages ETC. 

Today I put in that work. Got some cash payout from my $5 add investment on the fourth. I ran 2 other ads since then. 

Did an estimate value at $500 we'll see what happens. Did one of two yards for Angela and accidently walked on her neighbors yard, but she wants to continue work. Exchanged information with Ling. Sexy Asian. Gonna clean her yard and maybe pound those cheeks. Lol. Gotta keep it professional though. 

Slowly getting things done, the way that the universe wants me to do it. 

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4/9/2021

Everyday is a vacation in my city. Not that I have to do this work. I get to do this work. I get to meet people and brighten their day. Too much shade thrown my way made me detour from the good life. I have what it takes to make the best of the situations. Lets get this plan done. Posted on CL looking for some cleaning girls or guys. Need to get Mike job done. There is the floor the attic space, the screen around the AC units, the landscaping, scrape the dirt, do some spray. Take time do a good job. 

Angela job, Ling job, Deanna job. Buzz Estimate. 

This environment needs to go. Heroin heads on the porch, hogging up the laundry room, and inviting unauthorized guests over. Constant arguing. Constant lateness on rent. Allen stuck not knowing how to handle them. He just wants the money. These people got me caught up. Held me back from work. Sent me to a dark place of feeling the wrath of the Gaslight.  I've seen meth pipes, heroin foil, and much more. If I were a police officer I could file for a warrent and get these fucks removed from the property.

The daughter is a manipulative bitch. Mom, you got a cigarette, argues with brother over food, and even put me on the stand. The do nothing, but whine and complain. She cheated on her boyfriend with Justin, her pussy stank, and she stole my pizza. Very bad demenor of untrust. I would never trust these people with anything. Cant even trust for them to keep the noise down. Untrustworthy and unworthy individuals.

Boyfriend was going to fight the son twice, the second time I saw the son Dillon knife in hand behind his back. Nothing happened but this is the guy who said I chased them with a knife, and I said NO he was the one with a kitchen knife in his hand. So many other times with Im gonna stab you, daughter says boyfriend will shoot you. Please gtfo. 

8 months here and I came up, but the surrounding sucks. Allen probably gonna get shut down by the city for adding rooms. He needs to kick these people out and turn those rooms into grow rooms or something similar. 

There is nothing wrong with mastering and duplicating a system. I tend to say, no one else will get this offer, only you. No, the offer is for everyone and I will capitalize on every sale. 

Do not let others add extra steps. Anxiety, panic, rushing, deadlines, etc. 

Do not let bullshit slide. Let those people be by winning around them.

Stop getting used by the wrong people. Go find some new people to distribute time to. 

Enjoy life like a vacation. Not a stressed out agenda. Just live and love. 

Eat good food, exercise, run, go to the gym. Wasting that membership. Balance time. 

Express deeper within writing.

Provide top customer service. What else can I do for you?

Avoid rip off scenarios.

Relax and work the phones, sales agendas, finance games, ETC. Very great quality there. Stick to your guns and keep the process going. It funds life. 

I just realized that I have not showered for days. Need to get my smelly ass in the shower. 

Keep seeing people trapped in a fantacy world for years. Like if you guys are rappers etc what ever you are, go big already. 

Tap into solar, tap into alarm, tap into pest, tap into landscaping, tap into wholesale, tap into water coolers and heaters, tap into pool, tap into paint and handy, tap into is the idea. What will you tap into? Besides a bottle of Jack or some sex? Ha ha ha haha.

Late night

Did Buzz estimate, did another estimte, did some work at Mikes, took like 4 hour and also a new load. Got wax and some brews now I just need to get some food and some sleep and do it all over again. 

I'm over here a little ticked about getting my time jumbled up, as well as blocked on the police position. Most likly because of the pending court case that awaits me. Another opportunity blocked. Guess I just need to tap deeper into my inter self. 

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4/10/2021

Today finish Mike job, hauling the metal to sa before 12 noon, do angelas yard and Ling yard. 

Tarp, Drill, Metal. Even if I throw in a trash can oh well. Naw we take to metal yard curious to see how much will be earned from those shit shelves. 

I was able to do a metal run and integrate the fair oaks jobs for Angela and Ling. Landed Ling by accidently doing her yard. She was like, I think you are at the wrong house. She liked the way I was working and hired me on. Will go back and weed eat areas. Do fencing, mop floor, scrape dirt in the back. 

I have a get rich formula for sale.

Love yourself. Listen to your subconscience. My rap music

is my book of a crookade aka diary. All my life insights are in the verses

Failure to make music means I cannot make the connection. It's neglected.

Hardcore schemer that does not want to scheme where it hurts people but if it's smart then I am going to do it. 

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4/12/2021

On the 10th two days ago hooked up with Gypsy and she has been with me to this morning. Not sure where she went, but she knows what she is doing. Street smart girl. Sexy and very nice to me. I have been juggling work jobs, estimates, missed deadlines, etc.

I have the ablity to get it done. I have been drinking brews also kind of getting in the way of eating. Need to jump back into eat smoke mode. 

Feeling like things are going the way they should. They neighbor killed herself, I heard from the other neighbor. That is why that van was backed up there. Not sure if it was the night that I went to lil ceasers or the night that I went to the smoke shop after working Mikes job.

Working with Flava again. He is a hard working. Just needs a little guidance and love from the homies. 

I want to get a bluetooth speaker so that I can bump hard in this room. Drop my raps, make some beats and get it cranking the best way that it should go.

Sell marketing, Seo, website starter pack, chase 50. Affiliate

Brush and Bulk PHX and Tuc, Annuals

Savings games. Training, mentors. Prey drive, formulas of success. I have the formula that can help you out of any situation. A provider of relief. 

Top of the line team building. What have I been thinking not building a team. Lets get these estimates out of the way. Organize the truck.

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4/13/2021

Jim 520-867-1470 10546 E Black Willow Dr. after we’d this week 

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India pavers

10011 N Cardon Grande Trail Marana AZ 85653

rajanikulkarni@yahoo.com

763-291-8699

Paver bid

17’ 61 or 58 

986 sq ft      Total Sq ft 1,219.66675

Paver Cost $6,668 - $10,061

Paver Install Labor $10,685 - $12,952  After Supplies are purchased and delivered, we can agree upon a reasonable price within this price range.

Paver Install Supply $2,236 - $2,544

Paver Install Equipment Allowance $56 - $78

Total Cost $19,646 - $25,635

Average Cost Per Sq FT $16.11 - $21.02

Or

1,037 sq ft   Total Sq ft 1,270.666

Paver Cost $6,950 - $10,486

Paver Install Labor $11,131 - $13,492  After Supplies are purchased and delivered, we can agree upon a reasonable price within this price range.

Paver Install Supply $2,331 - $2,651

Paver Install Equipment Allowance $56 - $78

Total Cost $20,467 - $26,708

Average Cost Per Sq FT $16.11 - $21.02

Area Notes

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21’ 9” x 7’ 4” area b

159.49275 sq ft

Subtract ac unit  2’ 7”x 2

5.166 sq ft

Subtract Planter areas 4x4 x 4 

64 sq ft

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Area c

7’ 2” x 20’

143.34

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Clint - Desert Clean up 520-331-9154. Friday 

7600 n Camino De Maximillian Tucson AZ 85704

$350-$400

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Pam - Sod 

520-759-5055

$650 sod job 

$250 stumps and rock removal 

9410 E. 42nd St.

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Turf grant and dodge 520-260-9366

Gravel move tank and cat hwy 

Shannon turf flagstone $300 and $600

2717 N Richey Blvd

Tucson, AZ 85716

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520-991-7072

Wayne Phan Gravel scrap grass barrier $450-$500

9401 E. star water drive Tucson az

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 520-904-1020 leveling yard third $250 been talking since 3/5 Oro valley 

4/12/2021 Asked for the address and no reply.

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Ling 303-847-9700

2810 N fair oaks ave.

4/8/2021 walked on property accidentally while doing Angela yard.

4/10/2021 did yard 

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520-906-1000 estimate searching for best time does want to plan and fall through had to tell them I can’t make it sac for mike metal and Angela Ling job $350 stumps wed 8 am 

4/10/2021 Had to reschedule  strict on time 

4/12/2021 Gates community guard checked plate. Dude has Tesla. 

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520-396-0533. Dike $500

6586 e calle castor

4/8/2021 provided estimate will get back to me 

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520-240-0152 dominik irrigation sat only if in the area ORO VALLEY

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Tim turf 4/12/2021 520-982-2707 10661 east Deerfield place 85749 4pm 4/13/2021 est

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Roland

$450 for yard work and hauling 

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Erin 

$75 planter removal Roland neighbor

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Mike

Commercial property 

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Luis

Wilmot desert job 

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Deanna

1 month waiting 

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Warren

1st 

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Bjs 

Reached out email 

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Arleen 

End April 

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Mr Henderson

3rd week April 

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Ivan 

3rd week April

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Dino

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Need to work hard everyday and get this paper, need a team and a trailer, have basic apparatus of tools. Just need to hit these appointments without interference. Going to have more calls into handle, so the quicker it can be done the quicker the rest can be address. 

Balance good feeling weed, vacation at work, no beer it throws off the game. Just relax and enjoy life. 

Got a girl here but she on that shady life shit. I need my money I'm a hustler type chick. Ripped off a guy over head, and the lady at Chevron knows. She associated me with her when she bought me redbull yesterday. 

See whats up about getting a new trailer, or fixing up the truck trailer.

Need lights, tires, and a new hitch. Get that sucker running great. 

Drop those raps.

Help other people get money by integrating them into the jobs. No social party. Just hard work, training, and sharpness. Do not go against the policy. Not allowed to get mad and fuck yourself out of opportunities. 

Architech Plans in effect. 

Price out power broom for turf jobs.  Keep a clean truck. Organize that bitch man. 

Trailer Park coming up next month. 

Feel happy and blessed, not sank and stressed.

Need a bolt for the wheel barrow. Hit home depot or ace for that. 

Get shower stuff. Need body wash, toothbrush, scrunchie, shampoo, maybe lotion. Keep the skin nice and moist. 

Valut electric pen for Mom. Need to go see her also. 

Make those calls and finense the dough. Show others how to do that.  SEO, Website start up, trainings, sales, leads, online content, fliers, door to door, outbound calls, INBOUND. Affilate integrations. Picture click html to opportunity already earning under a different CEO name but you are the revenue earner. Redirects to paypal and to affilates. Pay small change for the redirect. 

Nice beats by dre headphones with lightning connection. 

Back on my Z-Ro shit. Real nigga right there. Need to go meet Ro. Also Scarface, and Devin. Meet Styles P and Blow a blunt. Drop a track with Berner and drop a track. 

Need a drone and nice camera for photography. Models, sexy bitches, nice cars, architechture, features in papers, realtors. 

I want to go on vacation and just get out of this toxic scene. Hit Colorado and meet girl but keep the roadtrip moving. Lets get this money on a roadtrip. Best expansion package that I can do for myself. 

Ability to talk to people and have them give me money also. I learn from females sometimes. People will just like your character. 

Listen to songs that I know so that I can just relax and not be trying to learn new music. New music however is awesome to discover. My own personal new music released is also another great aspect. 

Dress with confidence like Thomas Shelby. Tune into internal solutions. Confidence, psycopathy. 

WISH LIST

Addidas Visor, Valut Pen for Mom, Gift Mike, Shorts, Power brush, Exotic Car, Better House, Big Tex dump trailer small for jobs, Nice Camera, Drone, More Tools, More Money, More Opportunity and travel, Music and beat making, sell those formulas, Landscaping Dream Team, Good food, Good Drank, Tape Measure, Bolt. Kombi Sthil Unit, another FS91R Unit, Power Sweep, Bristle Brush, BG-KM Blower attachment, Hedger attachment, Hedger, Pruner, Edger, Shaft Extension, Bed Redefiner, Snap on model car,  

DEPARTMENTS

ADL

ADL - ANNUAL SALES, / SALES / MARKETING/ RESEARCH/ BRUSH AND BULK, REG SCH LABOR+ FLIER SQAD  / EDU Gopher Forum ADLEF ... Advertisement deperatment, product creation department, legal and policy department, apperal department, vehicle operations department, purchase management department, hiring department, counciling department, payroll dept, firewood and recycleables department, scrap metal division, hauling division, pavers and turf division, electric lighting division, alarm division, solar division, pest division, finance division, design platform department, social media PR division, executive division top secret/ photography, video games, olympic games, ebook edu, christmas lights, hardscape and masonry, painting, moving, irrigation, gravel spread and removal 5 STAR GENERAL FORMULA, Trailer improvement engineering, healthy and physical department, background checks, monitoring counciling, psycology div, 

4/15/2021

Today is tax day but hey no filing for an education service. Sexy Gypsy is such a beautiful lovey lady. She is a keeper. 

4/16/2021

Is it weird that I wrote yesterdays passage and thought it was todays? Time is moving faster than I can get shit done, and I can't even fall into my good habits like typing. Just look at how much I wrote over the past few days. People having me do extended work, stuff I dont want to do and don't normally. I cannot divert my time towards the real earnings that an boost me to the next level. People keeping me stuck in the rut. So much to do, no team. When I reach out it doesnt work. Used by past people for social and it bleeds into the work force as well. I like new people that take me to another level. Not keep me on the same one. Use me, but don't use me in a shit sense of fashion. I don't use people unless I want to boost them. As humans we all use each others. We must decide whether we are doing it for good or evil. 

No alc since Tuesday night. Feeling good again. Seems like there is talk around about quitting drugs and stuff. Lets see who can take those words and really ride with them. 

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4/17/2021

Today I got screwed right off the bat by Marteen not being on time to get my weed eater, then he proceeds to say that he would use use it and bring it back before finishing the job. I already knew he wasnt going to do it like that. He told on himself and said he left it there on the site and the customer had to call him to come and get it. Wow. So much care in this world. Next up I am late for Jim job. Have to postpone for next week early in the week. Moving almost all appointments and people know this shit, but still want to bombard me with extra tasks. Whitney with her car and interlock device and is out in San Fransisco with her brother. Jobs piling up. Couldn't even get a loyal girlfriend. I pulled my back this morning so I am useless for sex, useless for money. Eh what ever I've been down this road plenty of times. People lie, they will always lie, they claim to be real,but that is a lie. Like 90% realness is not okay with 10% fakness. I am looking for 100% real. So all my bickering and bitching sent me to complainville and I started spewing it on Gypsy. No one cares, not even her. So why the fuck am I saying this shit? Noone is going to help me ever. They want to use me to help themselves. So here I am in so much toxic shit. Even Allen don't give a fuck. Text him about all the drug use, and he dont care. Says I'm going to be runnng the place, so I can kick them out. Yea, no not running this place. I am renting this room. So much fucking confliction. Anyway,  I am weighted down. Thought a girl would make me better. Nope. She left me in Frys parking so she can go get her hustle on. Left me in Urgent care and got blues behind a dumpster. Says she would never cheat. I don't even know what to fucking believe anymore. Really just want to crawl in a hole and escape. 

Took a nap now  am back. As much as I want to feel bad for her, she left me. She pushed me away, when was just trying to speak with her. Oh well. People know what they are doing. Or do they? Fuck it. I been there and done that and could have another woman like that. But fuck this work trap. Emotions, stress, and health are flying high. Just sip a redbull or beer and say fuck it. For real. Who was I kidding. These days pass me by like fuck this and fuck that shit too. Well who ever finds her,  hope they have a good time, because  did, but like all good things come to an end. Nothing lasts forever. 

You can only be so good to people for so long until they burn their bridges. 

As a boss manager I have to make the massive decison. 

Sell marketing and management system. Landscaping. Outsource as business owner, only do easy small maintenance alone. 

Work the leads that are coming in. Bless them as I am blessed also. 

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4/18/2021

Another day another accomplishment. Did Warrens. Do not want to fall behind on monthly schedule. Have jobs that need to be done and can only form a team to get it done with accuracy. Have poseted about 3 ads in labor gigs, so that means that I have to make money out of those people who responded to the ad. 

When hiring be as nice as possible. Like a nice robot over the phone.

Train as we go. Labor and sales training. Play the game. 

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4/20/2021

Here  I am on a day that I should be blazing mad dank, I am stuck working. My lady left me, not that we were really dating, but I really wanted to build something with her. Oh sexy Gypsy, why must you live the drug life? She is such a great gal, but just the drugs. And the hoing. The hoing is not cool either. Don't flatter me in thinking good about you, when you are just going to burn me anyway at some point. I still got what I wanted but damn, what a freak fest.  She befriended the porch dwellers for their blues and it was a week long party. I don't blame her for leaving though. She was seeing me pull money out paying others and she wasn't getting paid. Also left after a disagreement and  I was compaining. It's only natural for her to leave. It clicked in her mind, like I need to get away from this guy. At the same time, I do not need the extra weight holding me down. 

The work schedule looping me back into handy man tasks. Ryan G and Carol. Mike job. I ended up getting taken off the clean up part and stuck with landscaping only. Ahhh relief that is something that I can handle. 

Pulled my back and now trying to hire a team. 

I am being used in almost every angle of my life. Like use me, just don't stress me. 

Keep moving jobs but I am getting closer to completion. The problems are the solutions. I just have to let time take it's toll.

Tasks Three to four day work hour. 

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Mike, Torrez$350, Roland$450, Ryan G $0, Shannon $600-$300, Clint $350, Kevin $900, Jim $250, 

Deanna $100, BJs, Mr. Henderson $150, Dino $200, Helen $100, Sarah Sellers $200, Ivan $100, Arleen$0, Warren Second$180, Luis

Manny Maldonado

Tim turf $720, indans pavers $10k, dike $500, leveling $200

22 Tasks 

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So Allen letting people use his car again when they have their own fucking car. Catlin driver, Dillon, Lance, and Alex. All Blues Drug addicts. Allen letting them fucking drive the car. Come on man. Get your head out your ass.

Me. Taking care of business. knows how to use assets as assets and not liablitites. Shaking my head at every move that every single one of these fuckers makes.

I have work issues, house issues, fuck these people issues. 

Tried to get a good girl and blended in with the crowd. No no babe do not hang with these fucks. I wanted to build you, not blend you, and tear you down. So much roadblocking and steping on toes.

Work has me investing in so much bullshit instead of mastery and duplication.  Uh this work load sucks so much. I do not like working with people. I have solutions. Let me work my solutions. 

Most people just lack the knowledge and confidence.

Let the mayhem create the character

Ask, what is your net worth?

Money

Make ghost rider name, and take on the work.

TV Extra

Edit proof read, Affiliate Marketing, Government contracts, 

3 Extra houses, Turo, watch dogs, babysitting, Uber or Lyft, Food delivery, Buy cheap and sell for more, photo manipulations, Tutor math and statistics, painting rush jobs, music teacher, review gigs and albums, Asian moms math tutor their little brats, ebay, Dog sit at clients house, personal trainer in public parks, Hauling scrap metal, Dance Partner, Bikes CL, Report on the bikes, 

I need to increase my streghnths in the recruiting department. Exploit exploit exploit.

Stop being so silent and hidden

Help all

Spray, weed asphalt, spray, weeds trash can, 

weeds spray glenn then granual later, dirt removal, light debris pick up.

Mike compete. 

Team

Flava Dave 

John

Al D

Gypsy

Josh

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4/21/2021

Today I made some progress. Finished Mike landscaping work, and made progress on Torres job. Hounded by Handyman job and Helen all day. Also the pile at Erins forgot to spread. Fuck fuck fuck. I told her that I have been overwhelmed lately. She said it's all good just doesnt' want the landlord to see it. She wants him to like my work and wants me to keep coming back. 

Just did Handy man job and it was easy simple shit. The photos I was sent looked to be like the ones from last time. I still sealed the cracks, but damn they must have a good cellphone or those are old photos. Girl that lives there left the door open, and then I closed it and she reopened it in fear. Ha ha, I was like okay thats cool if thats what you want to do. 

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Smiddy B, Casper TNG, K Money, Acceer, Houdini RIP, Pop Smoke Rip, Killy, Da Crook, Kaptainn, RK, Young M.A., T.I.P., 50 Cent, Jeremih, Montana of 300, Roddy Rich, 

Charley, Mike, Danny Z, Scott Cologne, Beth, Ken L, Guy on Ina, Bald dude at apatments agave, Grant C, Brad, All other Internet gurus, Customers, Mom, Allen, 

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4/22/2021

Demons all around me haunts me.

Roomates smoking blues, toxic, hate, coming back to work, people rushing me with deadlines, bully there way into my schedule. Wasted time meeting people, not sticking to general clean up formula. 

People confusing me. Erin saying only do planter, then wanted weeds, then wanted spray, came back to spray and rake rocks, didn't want spray, saw pile that was left have to go back a third time. Referal from Roland, and now I am strung into their mix of communication.

Gypsy was nice, but she left me in a bad way. Used me for  money. I had $900 and my savings ready to go, and these jobs sucked me right back into the bullshit. 

Constant reschedule.

Flava Dave getting paid for shot work, but still needed the help.

Back muscle pulled from Stumps, Torrez, Mike Attic job.

Have to do granual spray for Mike going back again.

Paying rent, and the low lifes who are not paying rent are smoking blues just partying while I go out everyday and work my ass off.

Traffic lights taking forever.

Blues in the bathroom with workers. Trying to just get through the day.

Cannot forsee a relax day at all in the future.

Manny Maldonado website.

Chase bank overdraft.

Not eating, cofee, edrinks, and alchohol. Expensive restaurants cannot cook at home. The balance is not there. 

So much extra driving when  was limited to only straight to the mission, not back and forth, having to dump crazy ass loads in the desert, of debris and dirt. 

Not charging enough.

Did not shower for like 6 days, since Friday or possiby even a whole week.

Ryan calking job looped me in with the realtor Carol. Have so much anxiety with handy stuff, do not want to be on the hook for stuff. Free services. No no no.

Failed Police Department job because of background check. 

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, Torrez$350, , $0, , Kevin $900,  OUTSOURCED

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, BJs,, , Second$180, Luis

Mike, Jim $250, Roland$450, ERIN 3RD, Helen $100, Ivan $100, Arleen$0, Warren ,  Mr. Henderson $150, Dino $200, , Sarah Sellers $200, Deanna $100, 208 Sun, Shannon, David Cloud

Manny M

Chase 50 

Affiliates

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4/24/2021

Man what a crazy week. I had to build a team this week to complete tasks. Difficult tasks at that. My hands are jacked up but my pride is good. Have John, Vinny, Flava, and Josh, Gypsy, but people fade. She faded a week ago. On that hoe life hustle and thinks she's bossing. Oh well just like most females in this city.

Had a night terror but I think it was because of the toxic environment, pills and alc, long term and heavy stress, 

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4/26/2021

As I sit to wrap up the end of the month, I wonder if the moves I've been making this whole time have been legit. Negative people around me, but that is who not to be. I still grind, but demons in those spaces also. Torrez job was very unclear and I was back n forth trying to wrap up. Using resources extra strategy like risky desert dump. Felt accomplished then job not done. Get accomplmished again and he has not responded over the whole weekend. I did my job, held in there, and now having to wait or chase. It's like me wants me to chase but I am already submitted. Not a dumb ass so lets get this. The schedule below almost defines my life. I want out of it. Daily trap. Like I want to just relax and do nothing. Think of other smart ways to live. Not just trapped in the landscaping cycle. Constant worry and postpone of jobs. Too many people fogging up reality. Moving too quick. Pulled back, punched self in face with either phone or beer can. Uhhh. Why why why. Living in a trap. Was just dirty now dirtier with drugs. Allen will not do shit about it. 

I have to take myself out of the mix, create a two step verification, and I am the second step. Move slow and smart.

Need to go start a family. I have burned like 15 years of a childs potential life because of introversion, landscaping, music, party, homeless life, etc. 

Lack of travel. Young and rich. Marketing B2B just happy as hell and closing deals. Ride the tide. No bitch ass customers. No anger or set back.

My favorite friend is Dr. Reddit. Since Novemberish 2019 sitting at my apartment late night waxed out alone well with Chrissy but trapped in thoughts with a silent still night. 

Know the difference between true care and exploitation.

, Torrez$350 Done on FRIDAY, , $0, , Kevin $900,  OUTSOURCED

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, BJs,, , Second$180, Luis

Mike, Jim $250, Roland $450, ERIN 3RD, Helen $100, Ivan $100, Arleen$0, Warren ,  Mr. Henderson $150, Dino $200, , Sarah Sellers $200, Deanna $100, 208 Sun, Shannon, David Cloud

Mrs Stark Tuesday, 

Manny M

Chase 50 

Affiliates 

Thinking about a new way of life. Still want to stay true to myself, but tired of the rut. There are other ways to earn and live. People see the hard work but remember being a disposable resource is not what I want to be. We need the small finance and scale from there. That is the whole purpose of doing the biz. Don't get caught up too deep in the details. Work it from a more broad perspective.

My anxiety has increase from A to Fuck in the past month. My motion on fuck people is really real

Marketing HTML CODE SEO

Busienss Affiliate earning Banner Ad

Photography Videography

Windows Movie Maker

Websites

Promotion, Sales, Calls, Podcasts, Video Training ETC.

Exotic Cars

Wholesale Houses and Land

Drop the weak business act and get serious

Public speaking. If I'm going to say it, say to a large crowd. Don't waste words on individuals. 

Lead Generation

Friends with regular jobs. Ha ha ha ha

Get a beard trim, relax, get bud, no energy, no coffee, good food, sales, accomplishments, work the sidelines, exercise, heal up, vacation, good vibes, new clothes, new methods of payment, new car, bad ass car, uhhh, hot girl, better values, clean up, gym, close up jobs for the summer.  

Reconnect with the universe. The feeling of forever universal. Feeling of peace and relaxation. No worry. Not a care in the world. 

Sell my jewelry. 

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4//27/2021

What is it that I really want? The feeling of peace, no worry. Success when I choose to help others. Money not a worry. I have the formula. Woman to treat me like a King. Gypsy treated me well, but she is an addict of blues. Sad life. Miss her though.

Work pulled me in, hurt back, friends used me, I started drinking more, spending on me, buying wax, caught up in client games, having to stress on jobs and still having to wait for payment. Just like the church. Messing with my fiance savings system. Messing with my planned out goals. Court system, self inflicted black eye from phone or beer cant remember. Taking away the fun in my work. Surrounded by losers. 

I currently am a great person. I have the best intentions for those who want to do better within their enterprises and utilize the value that I have packaged for them.

I recently started this marketing position for the 5th or 6th time, however I had to quit my fulltime maintenance gig. I had to switch to part time. 

One of my clients who is a real estate agent and drives a telsa showed me how shity the work that I actually do is. How the work can be underbid, back muscles get pulled, team has to come in, days get stretched, and on the finally, you do not get paid. Still waiting to get paid, so I said screw it, there are other people that I can help, and save my self some back pain. Also a headache. 

The same way that I build that business and gain clients, I can integrate into your business. 

I already have richness in my life. A Benz, a truck that I can do maintenance work anytime when needing easy pocket change. A place to live, people who are famiy and friends. I do not flaunt my wealth. Even if I were to have a mansion or 10 million dollars, I would never use it to make someone else feel small. I would actually want to show them how they can aquire their own wealth. I do not like the social status. I like the wealth of having brain value and being able to make things happen for people. Understanding the psychology behind the purpose of why we even do things. 

Many ways to take control in life. Do not tolerate the annoying stuff. Do not feel limited. Surround yourself with the right people. Help those who are worthy. Eat good food. Identify great values and beliefs. Get good a planning, transitioning, and flow. Make friends with everybody. Guys girls. It's not that hard to be cool and have character. Stay rich, in secret. Nobody needs to know actually how much is in the bank account. Just let them know there is funds and there are no worries.  What is the strategy? What is your ATM or water pond? Explore what's out there. If the same stuff is done, it starts to turn into a rut. Figure out ways to explore life without having someone tell you what to do. You tell you what to do and use your best judgement to find out what needs to be done.  Tap into your dreams, because they tell you what you want in this life. Stop thinking so small, and think about others. Pre paid deals, what people spend their savings on. How people trap themselves in a bill plan. Creators are those who excell well in life. Some people are trapped in the saddest life. Even when you think you are on top winning, it may look sad. Like myself in the yard business. 10 years of this and I don't feel any change. Just serving the same clients who have stuck by me. Experience yes, but the difficult jobs are not what I am fond of. There are always difficult client jobs that rope me into their entitlement. 

Going to establish a new business. That is the apprentice challenge. Figure out something of value in the tech world and start generating revenue from it.

Start building a team that can assist you with growing your challenge?

Figure out how to make your enterprise more appealing.

Create an Internet automation system that generates revenue.

Work a savings strategy that can be followed as a business model or mindset technique to pump in more sales.

Gain sponsorship for more revenue dollars.

Obtain house in own name and rent rooms to decent people.

Obtain super car and use as business card.

Do a public speaking about your company.

Challenge yourself physically, healthy, eatery, looks.

Hire assistant manager for maintenance jobs to keep off my back. Not making that much money. Let them grow the business. 

Annuals, brush and bulk tuc and phx, chase 50, vivint, 

Need to get court case dismissed. 

Would like to get a new laptop. Or keep this one in the works. 

Make videos about work from home life. The 10 year experience.

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, Torrez$350 Done on FRIDAY, , $0, , Kevin $900,  OUTSOURCED

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, BJs,, , Second$180, Luis

Mike, Roland $450, $100, Ivan $100, Arleen$0, Warren , Mr. Henderson $150, Dino $200, , Sarah Sellers $200, Deanna $100, Shannon, David Cloud

Mrs Stark Tuesday, 

Manny M

Chase 50 

Affiliates 

Trailer New tires , hitch, sawall off and weld on. Need sawsawll metal blade, welder and mask.

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My sales training and values on life. Zelle or paypal. Paypal will redirect. Zelle I will have to send you the link manually 

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4/27/2021

Been 6 years since Nola has left me and I am still doing the same stuff. Need to just do what I want. Too much social and work bombardment. Not enough creativity. Poor health catching up to me and time moving faster than I want it to be. 

Going to grab gram of indica wax from harvest, going to grab some food. See whos out on the town. Enjoy the night. How can I earn at night? Schemes, illusions. Wanted to provide a service but starting to get really old. Not as fun as scheming and doing things undetected. Phone calls and marketing night time. I don't just do it for landscaping work. I do it for repetative income. 

The things that I want to do are just relax.No need to worry about money. Just how to spend it and keep making it in lump sums.

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4/28/2021

Going to do Mrs. Starks Most likly alone because everyone fucking sucks. Most likly got taken for my wheelbarrow scoop shovel and regular shovel.

Can have Allen help with Ivans yard. Get those done and then tomorrow we will do Rolande and wrap up the rest of the open jobs on Friday and close out the season. 

May here I come. My birthday month. My present to myself is to get rich as fuck and get out of this life that I keep complaining about.